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[Monday
22 Sep 2008 @ 09:42pm] |
This is something I've been meaning to update about for a while, but whenever I think about it I can't update. E.g. in the shower, driving, at work, in class, etc.
There's this thing about me. A very annoying thing at times.
I have a very good memory. I remember almost everything people tell me. And if for some reason I don't remember, I've written about it in here or I have text messages/msn logs/emails/messages, etc that I can refer back to.
That being said- whenever someone contradicts themselves or lies to me about something they've already told me or that someone else has already told me about-- I know it right away or pretty short thereafter.
I know a lot of people like this that contradict themselves often and I find myself laughing inside whenever they're telling me something, because I know they're full of shit. Among these people is my "good friend" Devon. I love the girl to death, but she's completely full of shit. I've called her out about her being completely stuffed with feces, but she'll just get pissed and go into shady mode. So now I just enjoy a laugh to myself whenever it happens. She's always been like that, so I've grown accustomed to having to take everything she says as complete bull.
There's another person that I am/was very close to that had a habit of contradicting themselves. I never noticed it until the past few months because I was always completely starry-eyed and gaga that I really just didn't care. I don't know if this person is purposely full of shit or comes by it accidentally. I'm not sure if the things I find differences in actually matter or if it just seems like a big deal to me because of who it is. Because seriously- everyone is full of shit part of the time. But when this person contradicts themselves, on things that shouldn't matter, it really bothers me. I find myself listening to the same story from this person for like the third time because they didn't know they already told me or me finding things in normal conversation that completely contradicts something they've already told me. And it really really bothers me. It may be nothing, it may not be that big of a deal.. but there's just something about it I can't put my finger on that really upsets me.
I found myself avoiding Bobby and keeping my distance from him a few months ago. This was before Michael and I started hanging out and talking seriously, so that wasn't the case.
He has to be shady because of his work. I get that. I do.
But its more than that. Or at least I feel like it is.
I really really cared for Bear, don't get me wrong. But right now it wouldn't work- if it ever would.
I feel much better now that I finally got that out.
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