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3:06pm: Cats, dogs, and god
A newly discovered chapter in the Book of Genesis has provided the answer to the question "Where do dogs and cats come from?"

1. Adam said, "Lord, when I was in the Garden, you walked with me every day. Now I do not see you anymore. I am lonesome here and it is difficult for me to remember how much you love me."

2. And God said, "No problem! I will create a companion for you that will be with you forever and who will be a reflection of my love for you, so that you will love me even when you cannot see me. Regardless of how selfish or childish or unlovable you may be, this new companion will accept you as you are and will love you in spite of yourself."

3. And God created a new animal to be a companion for Adam. And it was a good animal. And God was pleased. And the new animal was pleased to be with Adam and he wagged his tail.

4. And Adam said, "Lord, I have already named all the animals in the Kingdom and I cannot think of a name for this new animal." And God said, "No problem! Because I have created this new animal to be a reflection of my love for you, his name will be a reflection of my own name, and you will call him DOG."

5. And Dog lived with Adam and was a companion to him and loved him. And Adam was comforted. And God was pleased. And Dog was content and wagged his tail.

6. After a while, it came to pass that an angel came to the Lord and said, "Lord, Adam has become filled with pride. He struts and preens like a peacock and he believes he is worthy of adoration. Dog has indeed taught him that he is loved, but perhaps too well."

7. And the Lord said, "No problem! I will create a companion for him who will be with him forever and who will see him as he is. The companion will remind him of his limitations, so he will know that he is not always worthy of adoration." And God created CAT to be a companion to Adam.

8. And Cat would not obey Adam. And when Adam gazed into Cat's eyes, he was reminded that he was not the supreme being. And Adam learned humility. And God was pleased. And Adam was greatly improved. And Dog was happy. And Cat didn't give a shit one way or the other.

10:09pm: Visiting Nibiru
I have received knowledge of Nibiru through direct contact in consciousness.


I was accompanied by my Agarthian Father. All the doors are open to Him.

Many Agarthian Giants stay long periods and operate in Nibiru.
I was welcomed by TamIris, a White Being, Androgen of the Sirian Solar Breeds.


TamIris is a powerful admiral, an Elder Wise. His figure is transcendental,
etheric. He has not the colored soul of Gaia. He is cool and white like his
aura, pure Love and ecstatic contemplation. When my Father sees TamIris, he greets
him warmly, like an old friend and with a resonant laugh. I see the Agarthian
soul in the laugh of my Father, the impetuous purity, the burning and shining
Love of Gaia.


Nibiru is a cosmic living being.
The result of solar bio-technology. Light engineering.
It is a plasmatic light aggregate of symbiotic cosmic energies and elements.
A Spaceship of the United Stars Nations.
In Nibiru live many species, races and breeds belonging to the multidimensional
real Universe.
There is only consciousness which shares with the dwellers in the infinite
expressions of its Unity.


TamIris took me lightly, walking around among gardens, peaks and terraces on
green valleys veiled by fog.
He shows me a window of light open with erratic gestures of hands, where I view
images, graphics, sequences of ancient stories, visions
of times, and various Elder representatives of ancient Lineage's and Breeds,
the star seeders.
Nibiru is a structure composed from assembled sectors. The sectors are
autonomous and enormous spaceships can be moved separately. If a sector of
Nibiru is moved, this decreases its mass but does not change its form. Its exterior
appearance is a planet, a celestial body. Perhaps a star with low radiance. Its
atmosphere produce a red brown light frequency. I see moons and swarms of
little asteroids and stationing spaceships around. In the high levels of
atmosphere I see strange waves of red fire bursting and going out,
continuously. An enormous agglomerate of dark gray clouds covering the surface with
violent magnetic thunderstorms everywhere.
A gigantic portal opens onto the inhabited world inside, a wondrous, peaceful,
indescribable inner world.


I see various environments, deserts, natural environments of primordial
beauty, a city of pyramids of many dimensions, spacecraft stations, a wondrous
inner sun, very light, veiled by orange fog ... and many life forms, very
evolved beings in their appearance around me.
TamIris is not loquacious but a great Master of Wisdom.
He shows me the genesis and the growth of many races, humans, reptilians and
others. Atavic dawning and dying civilizations, titanic struggles amongst
star peoples, epic wars amongst immortal giants and spaces and times of peace,
harmony and unity, are revealed to me. I see all this as the breath of Universe. The flow of two
inverse and equal cosmic streams encountering and shorting at the cosmic
root generating a powerful cosmic ascending force. The Divine Shakti, the engine
force of Universe - the way of Life.


I was taken into a gigantic hall with high pillars which I could not see the top.
There is a multitude of beings. I see many unknown races, strange and
wondrous clothes, smiling faces looking at me.
I experience a strong emotion as the people in the hall realize my presence there. I
see eyes looking at me everywhere, everywhere. I was astonished and confused. I
see two guards, with reptilian traits, dressed with a light leather armor in
front of me.
I have no fear and they rest quietly, yet I begin to hear a word repeated. The
same word is repeated again pounding in my mind.
As if all the people in the hall were pronouncing or thinking this word more
and more.
First I did not understand the meaning of the word... then the pounding in my mind
lit the understanding of it.
They were pronouncing the word ;'QUETZALCOATL', I believe in its real pronunciation,
which I have never known before. Then I felt my mind to be in a confused state.

From my Vril Generator in my hand issued a flow of rising ecstasy and I lost my
awareness.
Awakening with new surprises...


I awoke amongst some women dressed in long white clothes.
I stood, holding the Vril Generator in the right hand, it was shining, wrapped by sparkling
discharges of violet energy. Through the hand and the arm it transmitted to me
powerful waves of rising Kundalini.
They had black long hair and dark skin, large noses and long earlobes.
They surrounded me touching my body and blowing on my face and chanting in my
ears the long sound: AUM...
When I awoke they drew back.
Where, I was able to see my Father, sitting down on a large dark and red cushion.
He was smiling, amused perhaps at my uncertainty to sustain the continuity of
the high level of consciousness.
I was shaky but able to reach him and to crouch down near him.
He touched my right hand holding the VG on the cushion, and I see a ring on his
hand and a symbol on it.
He is majestic, a bronze giant with long black hair, dressed with a dark cloth
decorated with a design in golden arabesque, wrapped by an etheric rainbow aura. His eyes
are burning embers.
He seems to have many arms and many mutant faces around his head.
A diamond big as an egg generated on his forehead .
Through the diamond He speaks to me in perfect telepathy.


He tells me:
"my son, you see, Agartha is everywhere her giants stay.
Agartha is the inner consciousness of every living thing, the original mind state.
In all the cosmos you will find this original center, this core of light and
truth, and you will feel at home.
I have led you here, in Nibiru, to let you know this truth.
You hear in the world many, spreading information about this celestial body
coming to Earth.
About fallen gods and their agenda.
About NWO and Reptilian tribes.
Already I have told you about the trick, which the human mind is victim to.
But I want to pronounce clear words to you today.
Nibiru is a star station of the United Star Nations.
A tool of Gods for creation and destruction.
In the macrocosmic system it is one of the antibodies put in charge to maintain
the equilibrium and the growth of the Macro-Being.
In the galactic system of the United Star Nations it is a space stronghold
connecting thousands of Star Systems to the grid of the Galactic Central Sun.
It is ruled by the Light Consciousness of the our Lineage, the Elders Gods of
Orion and Sirius.
It was called 'Star of Purification' because it was polarized with cosmic anions
which have power to restore any anomaly in the original space-time continuum of
the Galaxy.
The great potency and the low light frequency of its ionic aura generates strong
energy impacts with alterations of the space-time continuum which it meets on
its way. More, the alterations are virulent and life forms develop virtual
dimensions, these energy impacts become more violent and destructive. But they
are always resolute.
The open ellipse of this star body crosses the comets ways, by then it acquires
new life matrixes and new races enter into the One Mind of the Solar
Consciousness.
Nibiru is a multidimensional and multiracial spaceship and a seeder of life.
Here, we are keeper of all the older solar seeds. In the colonization of the
Galaxy we, as Cosmic Enzymes and Rules of the Five Elements, expand our
consciousness, from light to light, from sun to sun, from inner core to inner
core, dwelling and sustaining the inner suns of all the stars and planets.
We deposit the seeds of the solar breeds in the crystalline wombs of the planets
and generate the living species spreading them from the underworlds to the
surface. The more that the life moves away from the solar center, the more it enters into the
darkness of consciousness, a state of orbital illusory separateness around the
Solar Self.
We sustain the growth and the evolution of all our species in the Universe.
We lead the species attuning them with the rhythmic breath of the Cosmo. We open to them
paths of evolution, through the main path leading from duality to Unity.
We correct the orbit of the worlds and the degeneration of the species.
Nibiru, transiting on its open ellipse, actives a powerful galactic field of
auto-correction and purification of the ill cells and degenerative focuses.
This is the end of the ages and the beginning of the new growth of empires and
powerful civilizations, the times when Gods walk with men and the times of
darkness, loneliness and crying.
So we were know of the ancient civilization of the surface of Earth.
They interpreted and hand down our creative and evolved form of logic through
the filters of their obscured and separated consciousness.
They look to Nibiru with fear, the Dark Star opposed to the Sun, dispenser of
destruction and death.
But the Dark Sun is One with the Light Sun.
And now you can see this Dark Sun as a Light keeper.
God is creation, sustenance and destruction in One.
There is no fall in Light Consciousness, the conflicts of the Gods are the
genesis of metamorphosis, the source of renaissance.
Mankind was led into the dark valleys of the shadow, into the realm of
Goddess Maya. A strong way of awakening, for youth races on the path of
evolution.
But there were those who wanted take advantage of this human impotence. The
unawareness of the human mind created time passages for alien invaders in the
etheric grid of the planet.
They subtly invaded the psychic geometry of the human mind, altered the
sensorial bearings and the functional activity of the chakras.
It was a slow and progressive corruption of the original mind, a slow creation
of a 'man shadow' of oneself and the development of world prison of consciousness.

They manipulated and altered any thing of the human dimension.
So that mankind believes the alien trick of the fallen gods: the dark Sun
rebelled against the light Sun.
The sacred books of human religions, made by this alien race, told of
Lucifer's rebellion against God, a fallen winged angel of light to the
serpent of hells, of the serpent's temptation of Eve the Eden, the sin of mankind, the
judgment and the expulsion from the original state. But this was a trick to
separate the Unity of Solar Consciousness in the human mind.
The alien race, dressed in the disguise of the clothes of God, are always in conflict with a
separate evil will of perdition.
Separating and opposing each other, the two aspects of the Divine Unity of Light
and Darkness created the dualistic mind and kept human consciousness
prisoner of a ferocious millenary tyranny.
This alien race came from planets of the Zeta Reticuli star system. They
opened a fracture in their time continuum escaping from the collapse of their
civilization. Their interference in the human dimension produced more and more
anomalies in the time continuum of the surface of Earth. Until about 1700 AD,
with the beginning of the Industrial Age, where in they stabilized the temporal
fracture in less than 50 years from the real time. Whole sectors of the external
magnetic grid of the planet (biosphere) were replaced with virtual and deformed
structures. The life of mankind entered the heavy slavery to the logic of the
dualistic powerful gods, 'money and sex'.

Some of these beings live incarnated as men and women on the surface. They have maintained
their mind powers with full potency in their etheric beings. They sit at the most
powerful positions in the world, where they are joined in golden brotherhoods
secretly playing with the destiny of world in the name of the unreal god, the fruit of their
artificial ego and their tyrannical Order. After the beginning of the Industrial
Age the population of the surface was trebled with the massive hybridization of
sub-races' fruition borne from their genetic technology and other races, of blinded
consciousness, - joined to the Zeta wizards.
They programmed a global system of abductions in which to keep the hybrid races under
their control, with periodical updates of the artificial matrix.

We think all that has to end.

We shall give a new world to the Zeta People. They need to build peace in
themselves.
There is no escape nor salvation for consciousness in the destiny of this
civilization.
The collapse of the world economy, environmental catastrophes, apocalyptic
earthquakes, the diffusion of animal and human lethal illnesses, the growing
international strains and the persistent and news focus of war in the world,
anticipate an event which we announce coming in the next months of human time.
The radiance of Nibiru will enter into contact with the etheric fields and the
altered space-time continuum of Earth soon.
The extreme approach of the Dark Star to Earth will produce a long sequence of
global events, first the global obscuration of the planet lasting about three
days and nights.
The visual contact with Nibiru will give to each man on the surface of Earth the
exact vision of Reality, no more covered, no more altered but fully revealed and
free in its perfect nature.
All things of the world will acquire their real meaning, free of virtual and
corrupt meanings.
The positive and right things of human morality will show themselves as
ferocious forces, adverse to life.
What was declared negative and evil, carriers of terror and death will show
oneself as a force of purification and a change to new consciousness.
All the tricks constituting the virtual consciousness will be revealed and the
truth will produce a sudden mutation in the mind coordinates, conceiving the
human space-time. This will define a new world in the human consciousness and
the metamorphosis germ of a new breed of perfect beings.
Those who will look to the obscured skies of the world as the rising birth of
new times of light and consciousness will have opened the doors of Reality.
Whereas the empires of Earth will fall and the powerful men of the world will
grasp fists of dust and mud, other men, made powerful by blessings of light and
spiritual power will rise in the powers of life, to the higher peaks, there to
watch the dying world, there to conceive his bright rebirth.
These men are leaders of a new age, channelers of the our manifestation and
interpreters of our original consciousness, they are the Cosmic Avatar
returning to show oneself amongst mankind.

For the whole of mankind will be the great salvation, the opportunity given, before the
darker days.

Thus, my son, rising star of YaPool, today joined with me in this galactic womb
of Truth, be you certain of your real life and that the human world is a dream
which my people has to awake from.
Thus, my son, strong hold your power, which is the power of life, death and glorious
rebirth, which is the power of the Eagle and the Serpent, rulers of Sky and Earth.
Close the sacred circle in the certainty of your predestined rebirth and take my
rule to conduct the star people of Gaia to the Light.
So that I may go through new paths of the Beloved One.
Go, my son, Feathered Serpent, anticipating Nibiru, opening Reality, the doors in the
hearts of men around the world, pointing to the Agartha Star, Heaven of Earth and
Sky."

The Father was silent. I had no words. He looked away, infinite space without
beginning nor end.
And he was the unbounded space.
I was alone sitting on the cushion, so I stood up. I was still in the hall and saw
the star people of the many races around me again.
I was on a large stand with a low table in front of me, the hall before was
immense, there was a violet light low and suffuse. There were hundreds of
people. On the table were the ritual tools of the Agarthian Light Science.
It was simple for me to grasp them and start the ritual of the Sun, holding the
breath, opening the heart and chanting the mystic stars' call.
Then, the people, singing an ancestral chorus, evoked the blissful and dreadful
deities of the skies and the abysses.
The hall was full of a strong white light over the people, where from emerged a gigantic
rainbow feathered serpent with the colors of the sky.
I felt the people's One voice with me repeating again and again in high voices with intense
growing energy the word QUETZALCOATL, while I gazed upon the gigantic
Rainbow Serpent floating in the white light suspended in the air.
He/She looked around and gazed at me with dreadful love. I recognized the eyes of
my Father in the eyes of the Feathered Serpent and lost the borders of myself in
the unbounded Presence of the exalted Lord of Universe.

10:08pm: The Masters tell us that the world is a creation of our mind.
What we perceive and experiment as human identity interacting in the external world, is a coded con-version, one which the human mind (the five senses) makes while receiving the original stream of the cosmos (connective texture of the galaxy), which compounds the real external grid of the planet.

The code conversion is an analytic reading of the original streams which the mind interprets through the dualistic cerebral system, caused by a total lack of communication between the two cerebral lobes.

This altered cerebral system generates the dualistic formulations of acceptance and refuse, joy and pain, and so on, until the generation of the more sophisticated forms of God and Devil and their creation, the man and his world. An unreal man, artificial, a complex structure of compressed and unexpressed energies (psyche) dominated by the perverse bearings of the physical senses, five servers of the dualistic mind. The man is a real prison of oneself. His external world is only the projection of this mind perversion. It is the theatre of dreams and nightmares, a heavy structure of linked assembled multiplications and variables of the same altered matrix which maintains oneself as a gigantic generator and accumulator of energy.

Those who have access to this surface world-generator are of the same who have from a long time past manipulated the original human mind state, which is like a perfect Dorje. They atrophied the sixth chakra, the double star, the pineal gland through direct interventions and hybridization. In this way the two cerebral lobes are isolated, therefore they do not communicate with each other and the mind remains separate between good and bad - it always agrees or refuses. In this way the world remains a world of separate choices and conflicts.

By this manner they have isolated the potential connection between the first and second chakras (Temple of VRIL, divine shakti, femminine active force) and the seventh chakra (Temple of Shiva, masculine static force).

When this connection occurs within a human being the virtual matrix structure of the world is strongly broken.



The rising Shakti courts and loves her Lord Shiva at the top of the head.
The fruit of their eternal love is a Being of pure consciousness, the Self not conditioned by the sensorial bearings and the dualistic mind.
The Rainbow body constitutes the five original elements.
The Christ Consciousness of who we are.
When Polaris becomes visible the Initiate may enter in it. Projecting oneself into the White Star, he enters in the realm of integration and joy opening the door to the Real.



The result of this sacred connection is the activation of the original antenna, the sensitive eye which feels and sees the real world, which interacts actively with the real world, which is the real world, a non dual world of infinite forms sharing with each other the One Consciousness of Being. The Body of Agartha (VRIL-Rainbow Body) is an electromagnetic organism-thought, perfectly integrated with the light grid of the Galaxy. The Here and Now are the four corners, the Door to Eternity. The power on Space and Time gives to the Initiate the awareness of Enlightenment.

The clear vision of this Reality reveals the time tangent produced by the altered human mind.

This world of dreams, projection of the mankind's mind, is floating on a time bearings spectrum going back 50 years from true reality.

This means that in 'reality' all has already happened, that the surface world has already deeply changed its face and the many tribes of mankind have already gone through the many new paths of one's evolution.

The activation of the Body of Agartha connects directly to real time, and from this 'time view' the Eternal Self can turn to the surface world, to look at its appearance in real time. It can turn to Agartha, and fly into the deeper green valleys around Shangri-La, under the resurrected Inner Sun. It can turn to the higher sky and ride the tail of the Dragon, seeder of new Heavens.

From this 'time view' the surface world is a desert.

The biological environments have been erased by titanic cataclysms and the catastrophic implosion of civilizations. Mankind was removed. The Light People shipped off and found another land.

So the star people of Agartha are not on the surface of Earth, they are living in the light of the eternal morning of the Gods.
They are awakening, remembering their belonging to the Avatar. Walking among beautiful gardens of oranges and almond trees, among ascended Masters of the Star Nations, instructors of Spiritual Arts and Powers.

The Initiates may enter in contact with their own Self, living in 'real time', in their ascended eternal body.

They may dissolve the limits of the un-real physical body and join the Galactic VRIL Realm with the Body of Agartha.
Those who, in these days, are entering into a new way of awakening through the use of the VRIL Generator, used it in their past lifes but above all, are using it in the their existing future (far 50 years), in the training which they are having by the Masters.
They may connect to real time, shifting their consciousness in the real dimension of their Self.

The Dimensional Door is a high light field which dilates the vitality of the Body of Agartha, shifting the Consciousness of Being and stabilizing it on the light frequencies of Real.

Passing through the Door is a physical action which needs a bit of courage, much awareness and will to have a total metamorphosis of the whole being.

The Agarthian Potencies are revealing the Sacred Way and YaPool, Word of the shining Masters of Shamballa is here.



"Beggar, walks in this boundless desert searching for shreds of his immortal soul. Picked from the earth like tears that sprout the sole flowers."

10:07pm: THE DARWIN PRINCIPLE by Alla Akbar
The Darwin principle is a universal timeless truth that was not invented by Charles Darwin, but was certainly made famous by him. The Darwin principle is summarized as follows: The best genetic qualities tend to promote survival. The worst genetic qualities tend to promote extinction. Over time, the best qualities are passed on by the survivors and the worst qualities disappear with the losers. Example: The entire forest is brown and it is inhabited by 98 white rabbits and 2 brown rabbits. Eventually, all of the rabbits will be brown because the white ones are highly visible and will be eaten by predators. The two brown rabbits are likely to survive and breed more brown rabbits.

The Darwin principle applies to humans as well. People with bad vision used to get eaten by predators. Now they just wear glasses and breed more nearsighted humans. The human race will eventually become blind because of this unless they can do some fancy gene repair in the future.

Those who choose to use drugs and go through life doing stupid things tend to get killed off by vehicle accidents, overdoses, drug ripoffs, diseases and other mishaps. This rids the gene pool of stupid, defective people so that they cannot breed and raise more stupid, defective people.

Most of the people who are killed by guns can be classified as “Darwinians” (with the exception of a few innocent people who are unfortunate enough to be in the wrong place at the wrong time). Gang members tend to shoot each other, drug users tend to shoot each other and the jerks who abuse their fellow man tend to be shot by the police. Innocent, intelligent people are rarely killed by guns.

The whole point of this message is to point out that outlawing guns will only allow more of the “Darwinians” to propagate which will draw the rest of the gene pool into a downward spiral. We would be much better off to give guns to the violent people in the prisons and let them take care of each other. Guns are not a problem with reasonable and intelligent people. Guns do give them a chance to protect themselves from the “Darwinians” (those who are too violent or too stupid to survive in the world).

I do not advocate killing people who are mentally retarded (when is the last time that you heard of someone who is retarded shooting someone else?) nor do I advocate killing anyone. I simply advocate letting “Darwin” do what he has been doing since life first began. You may find this harsh but I would also apply this principle to refuse free medical treatment to those who insist on abusing alcohol and drugs until they are unable to care for themselves and live their life in the gutter. If they have relatives that will take care of them, then maybe there are some good genes somewhere in the family. If you let “Darwin” take them then you will not have to take care of any children that they might father (or mother). Just ask any Emergency Room what percentage of their resources are taken up by these defective people. If you think that society is in a downward spiral then look here for the reason.

12:01am: THE DARWIN PRINCIPLE by Alla Akbar
The Darwin principle is a universal timeless truth that was not invented by Charles Darwin, but was certainly made famous by him. The Darwin principle is summarized as follows: The best genetic qualities tend to promote survival. The worst genetic qualities tend to promote extinction. Over time, the best qualities are passed on by the survivors and the worst qualities disappear with the losers. Example: The entire forest is brown and it is inhabited by 98 white rabbits and 2 brown rabbits. Eventually, all of the rabbits will be brown because the white ones are highly visible and will be eaten by predators. The two brown rabbits are likely to survive and breed more brown rabbits.

The Darwin principle applies to humans as well. People with bad vision used to get eaten by predators. Now they just wear glasses and breed more nearsighted humans. The human race will eventually become blind because of this unless they can do some fancy gene repair in the future.

Those who choose to use drugs and go through life doing stupid things tend to get killed off by vehicle accidents, overdoses, drug ripoffs, diseases and other mishaps. This rids the gene pool of stupid, defective people so that they cannot breed and raise more stupid, defective people.

Most of the people who are killed by guns can be classified as “Darwinians” (with the exception of a few innocent people who are unfortunate enough to be in the wrong place at the wrong time). Gang members tend to shoot each other, drug users tend to shoot each other and the jerks who abuse their fellow man tend to be shot by the police. Innocent, intelligent people are rarely killed by guns.

The whole point of this message is to point out that outlawing guns will only allow more of the “Darwinians” to propagate which will draw the rest of the gene pool into a downward spiral. We would be much better off to give guns to the violent people in the prisons and let them take care of each other. Guns are not a problem with reasonable and intelligent people. Guns do give them a chance to protect themselves from the “Darwinians” (those who are too violent or too stupid to survive in the world).

I do not advocate killing people who are mentally retarded (when is the last time that you heard of someone who is retarded shooting someone else?) nor do I advocate killing anyone. I simply advocate letting “Darwin” do what he has been doing since life first began. You may find this harsh but I would also apply this principle to refuse free medical treatment to those who insist on abusing alcohol and drugs until they are unable to care for themselves and live their life in the gutter. If they have relatives that will take care of them, then maybe there are some good genes somewhere in the family. If you let “Darwin” take them then you will not have to take care of any children that they might father (or mother). Just ask any Emergency Room what percentage of their resources are taken up by these defective people. If you think that society is in a downward spiral then look here for the reason.

11:57pm: WHY HEAVEN AND HELL CAN'T EXIST
The bible itself says in Revelations, that God is destined to win and all that could ever happen has already been determined. According to this the fight against God is useless since any who dare to take a stand are destined to burn in hell since God will without a doubt win the fight between good and evil (so act now, hurry hurry and save your soul forever before it's too late!!). This of coarse reminiscent of the the scarcity law you learn in your marketing class in High School.

Anyone who has read the bible knows that God is all knowing and ever-present. God is immune to time and any factor that could be deemed human. He knows what will happen at all times, and knows the outcome of all thoughts and all actions.
With the simple knowledge you now have of God it will be clear that his very existence contradicts his existence. You see...if God is all-knowing and is aware of the outcome of every action then he is responsible for all evil, and has been deliberate or at least willfully blind in instilling pain and suffering amongst all life. You see...with his infinite knowledge of future events, he created (or allowed the existence of) Lucifer the angel with free will, and was aware that Lucifer would in turn defy him and would have to be tossed into depths of hell. So God created Satan knowing exactly what would happen and allowed it to happen on purpose. By Christian logic then, God is the true spawn of all evil.

Since God represents all that is good and is omnipresent, he must also exist in hell. For no space could not be occupied. However, God can't exist in hell because he is the essence of all good. And so God would be flawed if a part of him did encapsulate evil inside any part of space and time. Unless of coarse that space is his creation, and in so he would be become the creator of that is evil. God making Satan without knowing the outcome would be a mistake at a level of enormous magnitude. A flaw in simple terms. But, if he is flawed he can't be God because God exists outside time and would see his own mistakes before and after they would occur. Simply put, he can never make any move without having every possibility accounted for. He's the greatest Chessmaster in existence. He is without the ability to do evil, have evil in him, or make a mistake. Even if you cut off his arms, and gauged his eyes out he could with only his breath hunt you down and rape your girlfriend for an eternity while you blinked. So why create life then?

The only rational explanation would be a diversion to the boredom of his own infinite knowledge and presence. A drama, blockbuster movie, episode of CSI, or as we see it, the human experience. We have all heard the stories from the Bible, and being realistic one would only conclude that the stories are simply that. Stories. All fucking impossible unless they are historic remnants of advanced beings from distant planets from whom we were bred, used, and left behind and wanted to give us our gilactic Santa Clause who always had a list our of good deeds and misgivings. Let's face it, religion itself is full of numerous contradictions, while even science fails to link modern man to his roots. Darwin himself stated that his entire theory was void upon the discovery on even one living organism that could defy slow meaningful adaptation. Bacterial Flagellum does just that. And there's Noah's arc which could not possibly fit two of all the animals and insects in the world into a boat if they stuffed them with a junkyard trash compactor, while modern archeology finds that modern man existed before his supposed evolutionary cave inhabiting relatives.

By Christian terms the only reasonable explanation for a God would be to satisfy the hunger of a sick power-hungry egomaniac. I mean...guys have G-Spots up their asses and fags are sinning? What's that about? The guy invented dead rotting pussies and road kill. He thought up the idea for shiteating and pigfucking. God is more obscene than the worst hardcore porn publisher for he is the means to create and distribute all that can be experienced. God is the manufacturer of every conceivable thing that is right and wrong with the world, because he made the world. A world in which science shows that even the plants are genetically designed to exploit and attack each other.

A test you say? God actually using energy to refine or double check something he could destroy, recreate, and perfect before you read another word seems careless or redundant at best. He's fucking perfect. Why waste your time if you already know the answers before the questions are asked unless it's that he revels in the pure sadistic enjoyment of every sin he condones? No, not a test. For God finds little enjoyment in our human trials. A process of spiritual enlightenment for our own good. Our body is simply a vehicle to build the tools we need for our journey to the next level. One that once you discover your relationship to him, you will be free of this material existence. A journey willed upon yourself, and that only you yourself can complete.

11:56pm: THE ONE TRUE RELIGION
I suggest you watch the movies Stigmata to feel the impact that I did. Even though it is just a movie, it brings a very basic idea to life and in a way that most can understand easily. When I first heard the words, I finally understood the simple concept all religions seem to complicate. I finally realized how brilliant Jesus was and how he has been degraded and used for power and wealth by very evil people if in fact he did ever exist.
There is one, and only one thing you need to do in the real religion of this world. You must understand these words:

The Kingdom of God is inside you and all around you.
Not in mansions of stone or wood.
Split a piece of wood and I'll be there.
Lift a stone and you'll find me.
These are the words Jesus spoke.
Those who understand these words shall not taste death.

The words above to those who don't understand, are saying that God is absolutely everything...not just one being or superpower. And you are a part of this everything. The only thing separating you from me is our bodies and our distance. We are all a part of this something that cannot be explained, nor does it want to be. All it cares about is that you understand that you're a part of it and that it's all around you. The size of what encapsulates us is unmeasurable unlike our own lives. We are not even an atom inside an atom, etc.

Whether this is Hollywood or heresy is not important, because the final credit that explains this is real. (A document of this caliber does exist in the Vatican and predictably it's called on as Heresy.) These words speak more truth about Jesus then anything in the bible, because the original message of such humble beginnings has been gone since the first church was established. So really how can anyone claim to know God's message when all that remains is a one sided oppressive belief that moves in one direction. The direction which the church seems to decide every time it's authority is questioned.

The reality is that no one really knows what Jesus said because the literature we do possess is nothing more than a progression of human history that keeps getting edited. And so the modern bibles are unusable and worthless. That is unless God himself speaks, but God is a quiet man, and who are we to even attempt to interpret his will? There is no way around it, and there are no exceptions. Just as the Christians like to preach.

Everyone and everything are simply extensions of ourselves in an ever expanding and perhaps retracting space of energy and time. The only thing that is definite is that you will always exist whether it's a part of something else, or perhaps a fragment of some repetitive cycle we're all doomed to repeat forever. Our bodies are temporary vehicles with energy and time being all that eternally exists. Even Albert Einstein said that he believes something happens when we die because energy never stops moving. Whether he was referring to my point is not important, but the man awarded as the most intelligent and logical person of the last 2000 years saw something bigger than us all through logic, and that is important.

Remember, Jesus did exist. 2000 years ago a wonderful, ingenious man was alive. He spoke well and acted as the person we should all try to be more like. He might even have been the greatest public speaker the world has ever seen, but he was not from "The God." His reference to God is a primitive form of saying all that exists. He was indeed the child of God, but so are you. If you read what actually remains of his words you will see forgiveness and improving yourself without attention to others was his real lesson to us all, and perhaps the only differance between heaven and hell is in the way you choose to live your life now. Judging others is something he was against and all donations would be declined. You think Jesus wanted gold plated churches?

There is no praying and no wrath. God already knows who you are and why you did what you did. In fact he knows what your thinking right now and what you will be thinking in 20 years if you're not dead. You're here to explore one view of the universe for him. There is no anger or debt to him, because he is not one being. He is you, I, and everyone. You only owe yourself to change, and do what you know is right for yourself and others. Everything forgives you and everything loves you. All that should be feared is the energy you sow.

9:47pm: I'M A Metrosexual! OMG!!

You Are A Metrosexual! Are you sure you're not gay? Not a girl? You spend your last car payment at the Clinque counter. And your beauty routine? A two hour ordeal... not including hair. All girls like an attractive guy - but with your nightly facials, you've gone too far! Are You a Metrosexual? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

This test said I was A Metrosexual! I can NOT beleave this... Well maybe i can.LOL

9:39am: A Prayer for the unflinching agnostic:
Dear unknown universal force who may or may not exist,

We hope that in your potentially existent total/partial wisdom you will hear our prayers on this Thursday afternoon. We picked a Thursday afternoon, because we figured that if there is a God of some sort, his/her weekends are already pretty full and Thursday afternoons are probably kind of dead.

First, we ask that, if in fact there is a God (and there could be, although the jury is still out as far as we're concerned), that you hear our prayers through the hearing mechanism of your choice. We will be brief, as, if you exist, you must be pretty busy, and if you don't, we will look funny if we talk to ourselves for too long. Thus, we will skip the bullshit.

(Congregation turns to very end of prayer book)

1. Dear powerful force (Buddha, aliens, whatever) please give us some nice stuff. Maybe a sports car, or, if you have the power, a really good condo near a lake or ski resort or something.

2. If indeed there is a complicated theological structure to the universe, and if that structure contains some kind of hell/fire-area/penalty box, please make sure that we don't go there. Since we admit that there is a probability that demons exist, we really would like to avoid being put in a position where they get to eat our lungs. So, please give us a hand in that department, if in fact you can.

3. Please heal our sick friend (insert name of sick friend, i.e. 'Jim') Jim. If you exist and have some kind of divine plan that calls for Jim's death, well that's kind of a bummer but we'll understand. However, if Jim is going to die and make this congregation take care of his illegitimate children as a result of some random molecular interaction, it would be nice if you could use any divine power which you might well possess to intervene.

Thank you for potentially directing some divine interest in our direction.
(optional "Amen" or "God is Grrrrrreat!", if you feel like it)

10:25pm: This one's for a Friend of mine ;)
A blind guy on a bar stool shouts to the bartender, "Wanna hear a blonde joke?"

In a hushed voice, the guy next to him says, "Before you tell that joke, you should know something."

Our bartender IS blonde, the bouncer is blonde. I'm a 6' tall, 200 lb black belt. The guy sitting next to me is 6'2", weighs 225, and he's a rugby player. The fella to your right is 6'5" pushing 300 and he's a wrestler. Each one of US is blonde. Think about it, Mister. Do you still wanna tell that joke?"

The blind guy says, "Nah, not if I'm gonna have to explain it five time

10:21pm: A Letter to Management...
Be sure to read through to the bottom...

1 Bob Smith, my assistant programmer, can always be found

2 hard at work in his cubicle. Bob works independently, without


3 wasting company time talking to colleagues. Bob never

4 thinks twice about assisting fellow employees, and he always

5 finishes given assignments on time. Often he takes extended


6 measures to complete his work, sometimes skipping coffee

7 breaks. Bob is a dedicated individual who has absolutely no

8 vanity in spite of his high accomplishments and profound


9 knowledge in his field. I firmly believe that Bob can be

10 classed as a high-caliber employee, the type which cannot be

11 dispensed. Consequently, I duly recommend that Bob be


12 promoted to executive management, and a proposal will be

13 executed as soon as possible.

Addendum:

Bob was standing over my shoulder while I wrote the report sent to you earlier today. Kindly re-read only the odd-numbered lines to hear my true thoughts about that idiot!

10:16pm: Did you know that ...
It is impossible to lick your elbow.

A crocodile can't stick its tongue out.

A shrimp's heart is in their head.

When you sneeze, your heart stops for a millisecond.



In a study of 200,000 ostriches over a period of 80 years, no one reported a single case where an ostrich buried its head in the sand or attempted to do so.

In the United States alone, there is a lawsuit every 30 seconds.

It is physically impossible for pigs to look up into the sky.

More than 50% of the people in the world have never made or received a telephone call.

Rats and horses can't vomit.



The "sixth sick sheik's sixth sheep's sick" is said to be the toughest tongue twister in the English language.

If you sneeze too hard, you can fracture a rib. If you try to suppress a sneeze, you can rupture a blood vessel in your head or neck and die. If you keep your eyes open by force, they can pop out.



Rats multiply so quickly that in 18 months, two rats could have over a million descendants.

Wearing headphones for just an hour will increase the bacteria in your ear by 700 times.

If the U.S. government has no knowledge of aliens, then why does Title 14, Section 1211 of the Code of Federal Regulations, implemented on July 16, 1969, make it illegal for US citizens to have any contact with extraterrestrials or their vehicles?

Forty percent of all people who come to a party in your home snoop in your medicine cabinet.



The electric chair was invented by a dentist.

The cigarette lighter was invented before the match.

100% of all lottery winners gain weight.

Thirty-five percent of the people who use personal ads for dating are already married.

A duck's quack doesn't echo, and no one knows why.



23% of all photocopier faults worldwide are caused by people sitting on them and photocopying their buttocks.

In the course of an average lifetime you will, while sleeping, eat 70 assorted insects and 10 spiders.

160 cars can drive side by side on the Monumental Axis in Brazil, the world's widest road.

Most lipstick contains fish scales.

Cat's urine glows under a black-light.



A hummingbird weighs less than a penny.

Like fingerprints, everyone's tongue print is different.

and last but not least...

Over 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbows!

10:13pm: Noah's Ark in Today's Society...
The Lord speaks to Noah and says: "In one year, I am going to make it rain and cover the whole Earth with water until all is destroyed. But I want you to save the righteous people and two of every kind of living thing on the Earth. Therefore, I am commanding you to build an Ark."



In a flash of lightning, God delivered the specifications for an Ark.

Fearful and trembling, Noah took the plans and agreed to build the Ark.

"Remember," said the Lord, "You must complete the Ark and bring everything aboard in one year."

Exactly one year later, a fierce storm cloud formed and all the seas of the earth went into a tumult. The Lord saw Noah sitting in his front yard weeping.



"Noah." He shouted, "Where is the Ark?"

"Lord, please forgive me!" cried Noah. "I did my best but there were big problems. First, I had to get a permit for construction and your plans did not comply with the codes. I had to hire an engineering firm and redraw the plans.

Then I got into a fight with OSHA over whether or not the Ark needed a fire sprinkler system and floatation devices.

Then my neighbor objected, claiming I was violating zoning ordinances by building the Ark in my front yard, so I had to get a variance from the city planning commission.



I had problems getting enough wood for the Ark, because there was a ban on cutting trees to protect the Spotted Owl. I finally convinced the U.S. Forest Service that I needed the wood to save the owls.

However, the Fish and Wildlife Service won't let me catch any owls. So, no owls.

The carpenters formed a union and went out on strike. I had to negotiate a settlement with the National Labor Union. Now I have 16 carpenters on the Ark, but still no owls.

When I started rounding up the other animals, I got sued by an animal rights group. They objected to me only taking two of each kind aboard.



Just when I got the suit dismissed, the EPA notified me that I could not complete the Ark without filing an environmental impact statement on your proposed flood. They didn't take very kindly to the idea that they had no jurisdiction over the conduct of the Creator of the universe.

Then the Army Corps of Engineer demanded a map of the proposed new flood plain. I sent them a globe.

Right now, I am trying to resolve a complaint filed with the Equal Employment Opportunity Commission that I am practicing discrimination by not taking godless, unbelieving people aboard!

The IRS has seized all my assets, claiming that I'm building the Ark in preparation to flee the country to avoid paying taxes.



I just got a notice from the State that I owe some kind of user tax and failed to register the Ark as a 'recreational water craft.'

Finally the ACLU got the courts to issue an injunction against further construction of the Ark, saying that since God is flooding the earth, it is a religious event and therefore unconstitutional.

I really don't think I can finish the Ark for another 5 or 6 years!" Noah wailed.

The sky began to clear, the sun began to shine and the seas began to calm. A rainbow arched across the sky.



Noah looked up hopefully. "You mean you are not going to destroy the Earth, Lord?"

"No," said the Lord sadly. "The government already has!"

9:34am: Frequent Sex Reduces Prostate-Cancer Risk in Study (Update1)
April 6 (Bloomberg) -- Frequent sexual activity may reduce a man's risk of prostate cancer, according to research in the April 7 Journal of the American Medical Association.

The cancer risk in men reporting more than 20 monthly ejaculations was 33 percent less than in other men, the Harvard University study showed. Earlier studies tied a high sex drive and prostate cancer to elevated testosterone, so some scientists had proposed a link between sexual activity and the disease.

More research may help determine how sex might be protecting some men from prostate cancer, the investigators said. The results shouldn't be used to encourage men to intensify sexual activity, they said.

``Men worry that by being very active, they may put themselves at increased risk,'' said Michael F. Leitzmann, the lead researcher now at the National Cancer Institute. ``Looking at the data in a little bit more detail, our findings suggest that ejaculation may even be associated with a slight decrease in prostate cancer risk.''

The scientists defined sexual activity as ejaculation from intercourse, masturbation or during dreams. The men surveyed reported the average number of ejaculations they had a month from 20 to 29 years old, 40 to 49 years, and in the past year.

Almost 30,000 health professionals, 1,449 of whom developed prostate cancer, were surveyed. Researchers found that an active sex life wasn't linked to a higher cancer risk in most men.

How It May Work

There are several ways in which frequent ejaculations may protect against prostate cancer, the researchers said. The activity may flush out a buildup of toxins in the prostate, lessen development of tiny crystals linked to some cancers, and improve the immune system's response to cancer, Leitzmann said.

Ejaculation also may release psychological tension, quieting central nervous system activity that may contribute to prostate- cell division and cancer growth, the researchers said.

The scientists downplayed results showing frequent ejaculation appeared to reduce cancer risk because only 7 percent of men fell into the group reporting the most activity and just 59 of them developed prostate cancer, Leitzmann said in a telephone interview.

Almost all the previous research showed sexual activity increased cancer risk, he said. Those studies may have been biased because researchers asked patients to recall activities that occurred years earlier, before they were diagnosed with cancer and received treatment, which may interfere with sexual activity, he said.

``What we can say is that this hormonal hypothesis needs to be re-evaluated,'' said Leitzmann, who led the study when he was a post-doctoral student at Harvard. ``It would be good for future research to focus on different biological mechanisms.''

10:46pm: Nine Tips for Better Kissing:
Get ready. Kissable lips are soft, smooth, and slightly moist. Are yours? If not, get thee to the drugstore for a carton of lip balm, preferably with SPF.

1. Start slow. It might be tempting to jump into the deep end immediately, with a wide-open mouth and the enthusiasm of a golden retriever. However, you would do much better to start with a teasing touch of the lips.

2. Increase intensity. Just because you've started slow doesn't mean you can't take it up a notch if the spirit moves you. Pull your partner closer and open your mouth a little.

3. Develop a rhythm. If you're in this kiss for the long haul, start a rhythm of varying intensity, moving in and out of your partner's mouth for a heart-fluttering mix of tongues and lips.

4. Change it up. It's all about variety. Some of your kisses should be tender and soft, some should be frantic and passionate. Keep your partner on his or her toes.

5. Pay attention to your hands. Kissing may be about mouths, but all those free fingers should be having fun too. Hold your partner's hands for a sweet, chaste experience; run them through each other's hair and down each other's backs to kick up the heat.

6. Experiment. Keep your kisses interesting by changing technique, setting, and position. Try nibbling on a bottom lip or introducing an ice cube. Use your imagination.

7. Respond. The most important skill that any good kisser has is the ability to tune in to their partner's reactions.

8. Pay attention to how he or she responds and react accordingly.

9. Repeat. Most people aren't born good kissers, but everyone has tremendous potential. Practice makes perfect, so get in there and make me proud!

9:08pm: This is a test I took It's called the Enneagram Personality Test. Very good

7:27pm: High school athlete arrested for assault; mushroom-shaped prints were among the injuries found on the victim.

Sunday, May 9, 2004

Local News

Buena teen charged after hazing claim

By Nate Searing
Thursday, May 6, 2004 1:22 PM MDT

Herald/Review

SIERRA VISTA - A Buena High School varsity volleyball player was arrested at the school Wednesday after he allegedly led an assault on another player while in the back of a school bus returning from a game outside Tucson last week.

The 17-year-old boy, whose name is being withheld by the Herald/Review because he is a minor, has been charged with felony assault, misdemeanor indecent exposure, disorderly conduct and felony public sexual indecency with a minor after he allegedly attacked a 16-year-old junior varsity player, striking him in the head with his penis as they returned from a game against Mountain View High School in Marana.

According to Jerold Wolf, the Sierra Vista Police Department resource officer at the school, the assailant and a group of varsity boys volleyball players allegedly attacked the boy after a dinner stop at a Tucson fast-food restaurant.

"The varsity boys thought they should get to eat before the JV boys and when that didn't happen, they apparently told the victim they would 'get' him when they got back on the bus," Wolf said Wednesday.

Once the bus was again on the road,the boy charged and other varsity players allegedly assaulted the boy, dragging him to the back of the bus where the assailant then struck the boy in this head with his penis, police said.

Photos of the victim, whose name was withheld, show extensive bruises and dozens of cuts along his back and shoulders.

The department is continuing to investigate the incident to determine if additional charges against other players are warranted.

At least three school officials were on the bus at the time of the incident, a driver, head coach Kelly Martinez and coach Charles Peck.

Players told Wolf that Martinez was sleeping at the time of the incident and Peck was watching a movie on a laptop computer.

"It's conceivable that neither of them saw it," Wolf said, adding that none of the school employees are the subject of a criminal investigation relating to the incident. "All the boys I've talked to said he (the victim) struggled but they kept it pretty quiet to not get caught."

According to Wolf, the incident occurred on the road sometime around 8 p.m. and the bus was likely dark enough that the driver could not see as well.

While the school district is investigating the conduct of those officials, they would not comment on the status of their investigation.

"It's a personnel issue, confidential," said Assistant Superintendent Bill Roach.

Varsity head coach Kelly Martinez refused to comment on the investigation or the incident Wednesday, referring questions to Buena Athletic Director Jerry Winslow, who could not be reached for comment.

Principal Tad Bloss called the incident "disturbing and widely inappropriate," and while he acknowledged the boy's arrest, he would not comment on any pending action by the school because he is a minor.

"Rest assured that all of the students who were involved will be punished," Bloss said this morning. "We have strict rules against hazing. We have never tolerated it and we never will."

12:02am: Zen (revised)


1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me for the path is narrow. In fact just f*** off and leave me alone.

2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a flat tyre.

3. The darkest hour is just before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbour's milk, that's the time to do it.

4. Sex is like air. It's not important unless you aren't getting any.

5. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted.

6. No one is listening until you fart.

7. Always remember you're unique. Just like everyone else.

8. Never test the depth of the water with both feet.

9. If you think nobody cares whether you're alive or dead, try missing a couple of mortgage payments.

10. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes.. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes.

11. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you.

12. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.

13. If you lend someone $20 and never see that person again, it was probably worth it.

14. If you tell the truth, you don't have to remember anything.

15. Some days you are the bug; some days you are the windscreen.

16. Don't worry; it only seems kinky the first time.

17. Good judgment comes from bad experience, and a lot of that comes from bad judgment.

18. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it in half and put it back in your pocket.

19. A closed mouth gathers no foot.

20. Duct tape is like the Force. It has a light side and a dark side, and it holds the universe together.

21. There are two theories to arguing with women. Neither one works.

22. Generally speaking, you aren't learning much when your lips are moving

23. Experience is something you don't get until just after you need it.

11:10pm: I need sleep. I got up @ 4 am now it's 12 am.

I shall take flight to night and hunt.

God is I .

I'll see you in your dreams