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Thursday, July 1st, 2004
10:18 pm	uh oh u know how little kids want to be batman one day...then a doctor the next day? that happend to me today. yesterday..i was totally comfortable with my plan to major in chemistry, minor is psychology, then go to grad school for pharmacology. i told this to all of my relatives and they think i have my entire life mapped out. except..i think it would be fun to be a journalist. the strangest things pop through my mind...and then i think about them for a long time. im not sure if this is a sign of early alzheimers...but i basically talk to myself in my head about it and make myself laugh. wow..yea i am a freak. anyway..if i took classes in journalism and found someone to publish my strange ideas...then i think i would have the greatest job. i think watching sex and the city brought this whole idea into my head. that woman only works on sundays...she stays out late...sleeps in..and spends tons of time with her 3 best friends. plus..she gets to wear a naked dress on a bus. yay. Current Mood: i have to pee Current Music: keane (Comment on this)
10:18 pm	uh oh u know how little kids want to be batman one day...then a doctor the next day? that happend to me today. yesterday..i was totally comfortable with my plan to major in chemistry, minor is psychology, then go to grad school for pharmacology. i told this to all of my relatives and they think i have my entire life mapped out. except..i think it would be fun to be a journalist. the strangest things pop through my mind...and then i think about them for a long time. im not sure if this is a sign of early alzheimers...but i basically talk to myself in my head about it and make myself laugh. wow..yea i am a freak. anyway..if i took classes in journalism and found someone to publish my strange ideas...then i think i would have the greatest job. i think watching sex and the city brought this whole idea into my head. that woman only works on sundays...she stays out late...sleeps in..and spends tons of time with her 3 best friends. plus..she gets to wear a naked dress on a bus. yay. Current Mood: i have to pee Current Music: keane (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 13th, 2004
7:37 pm	well, my time in nj was lots of fun. I got to hang out with my cousin, alyssa...shes cool..too bad she isn't ur cuz! we went bowling, yup, i actually went bowling one of the times i said i would. i bowled a 50...and i still beat big C! i really like it now...so if anyone wants to go, just let me know. Rock and bowl..here we come! My graduation party was good too..lots of family, cute little kids, and money hehe. Majorette tryouts today were another story. Since i haven't had much time to practice and i got 4 hours of sleep..i wasn't really prepared. i dropped everything and couldn't learn the routine. it was one of those moments where u cant really tell if ur awake or dreaming cuz its so horrible but u really dont care. i kinda just stood there while i was supposed to be doing the group routine with everyone and i dropped everything i tried to do. i even fell. the only part that bothers me is that i made such a fool out of myself. my mom said that it was the worst i had ever twirled..and it was so bad that it was funny. that may sound mean..but i knew it..its not like i was trying to say i was so bad when i really wasn't...cuz i was. u know how sometimes when ur nervous for something u have a nightmare about it and everything goes wrong? thats exactly how today was. owell...im ready for a friday night when i dont have to worry about twirling at a football game. i can sit in the student section!!! Current Mood: crappy (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 5th, 2004
9:54 pm	time well, after being yelled at by peg for so long, i finally decided to start writing in my journal again. i probably wont update it much until the end of june, but owell. Time is going by soooo fast! this is my schedule monday - graduation wednesday - nj saturday - graduation party in nj sunday - pitt majorette tryouts in pittsburgh monday - london and paris the next wednesday - i come home saturday - graduation party in pa if anyone actually reads this, you should come to my graduation party. its in the blue knob state park at a pavilion...u can swim, eat, play a game, have a cookout, or go for a hike in the woods. O yea! harry potter is at the drive in!!! if anyone wants to go see it on tuesday night, tell me! maybe lots of people could go and we could park together and have a little harry potter party... byebye! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: my brother playing his guitar (Comment on this)
Thursday, April 8th, 2004
8:31 pm	Ravi's facial ^ the picture up there is from the model un conference...it has people from h-burg and some from penn manor. I took the picture right after peg gave ravi a facial v the picture down there is of Sean from yellowcard, and me. i love that picture. it makes me happy. (Comment on this)
8:09 pm	Click Me* (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 17th, 2004
8:21 pm	Kiss Me...Im IrIsH!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
6:05 pm	wow...my first relaxing evening in forever! (but only cuz its snowing) Punchline is actually playin in altoona tonight..and i really wanted to go..but i'd rather not die in this freak snow storm Saturday was pretty cool. I was only worried about dropping my first trick for miss majorette..but i didn't. I caught everything and im really happy with how i did..and i ended up getting 3rd out of 9..so thats kinda good. We got 2nd place for our group routine. Thats also good...but if you would have seen the routines and some of the screwed up judging...you would wonder...but thats an entirely different story. Kings was tons of fun...heh heh..actually we got PROVOLONE sticks...not mozzerella... Sunday...i slept a lot cuz i was soooooo worn out..then i went to work. I still felt really horrible on monday so i didn't go to school and i wrote a horrible research paper. and then..it brings me to today! Lately..i keep thinking about relationships. Everytime i watch a movie or tv..i see people in love. Tv people are so lucky...i want looove! all you need is love! 16 candles is great example of this. THe screwed up yet awesomely cool long duk dong chinese guy finds a girlfriend in 5 hours. The geek hooks up with the prom queen. Even the idolized Jake Ryan falls in love with Sam. Its so not fair. I wish my Jake Ryan would have fallen in love with me. Its kinda pathetic...im still too afraid to talk to him,lol. I guess that some guys are just different. I'm hoping that college will be awesome. I'm going to visit Pitt on saturday! I cant wait for a place that wont think its abnormal for me to party. No one is gonna know my reputation :o) well goodbye for now Current Mood: okay Current Music: Konstantine, SoCo (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 11th, 2004
9:46 pm	AHH!!! in about 48 hours...i will be sitting in a brown folding chair...legs and arms crossed...holding hands with the people next to me ...with random lucky stuffed animals in my arms..and praying that we won. MAJORETTE COMPETITION!!!! Im not really nervous about miss majorette anymore. a girl from altoona is competing and she's an amazing twirler who is used to competing by herself. So...im just gonna go out there and see what its like to twirl by myself and have a whole gym full of people staring at me. I dont care if i win..i just want to get used to it. I'm worried about the next competition cuz none of the girls in altoona are competing..but yea. Our group routine is good. Sometimes we have 12 drops...sometimes we have 6. Its a really cute routine and i think we can do well if our sportsmanship gets better. pray for us! oh yea..pray for peg. in her bio class...emt's came in to teach them about EKGs and they did them on the students. a normal pulse is like 60...hers was 160. so..she has to wear a heart monitor tomorrow well im gonna go put ice on my thumb and shower....seeeee ya later alligatooor!!!! Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Hands Down, Dashboard Confessional (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
4:52 pm	i would like to say a few things... everyone in the world is too critical and i hate you all people are evil and they don't care about other people's feelings people need to stop having arguments in online journals, COMMUNICATE!!!!!! and lastly, STOP HOLDING GRUDGES! (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 6th, 2004
8:36 pm	ahh...my life has been busy the last few days yesterday i saw the miracle worker...everyone acted really well..good job guys! Today...i spent all day prom dress shopping. I got an awesome dress and i love it! So, I've got the dress...now i just need a date. I dont think think its time to start worrying yet..so i guess its ok. im so excited! i wanna wear it now. oh, by the way, if you preorder a dvd...does that mean you will get it early or its just ordered for when it comes out??? Current Mood: peaceful Current Music: Photograph, weezer (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
3:21 pm	no no no..i just took a test on quizilla and it said i was an elitist prick..that sounds bad...too bad i dont understand it..but no no no (Comment on this)
Monday, March 1st, 2004
5:50 pm	woooah...i just got back from walking/jogging outside. It's so nice out..but i was still exercising..which was painful. Hopefully i'll be in shape someday. On saturday peg and i took a roadtrip to state college. That was fun. We went to barnes and noble...then to panera to eat...then abercrombie. I got an awesome shirt..and im wearing it now:o) I think barnes and noble is the greatest place in the world. I could spend days in there just finding out what types of books exist. Starbucks is also a plus I'm still obsessed with listening to the format. Everyone should click the link in my profile or in my journal. Besides hearing a great song...you will give me 10 points. And..the more points i get..the more stuff i get. So click! Current Mood: content Current Music: Radio player..allister (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 25th, 2004
8:09 pm	"> Click on that...they are amazing and you should do it to help me (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 21st, 2004
6:38 pm	Arrrrghhhhhh.....Shiveeer me tiiiiimberrss (Comment on this)
5:02 pm	hey!!!! I just got back from the model UN conference. It was definitely more fun that i expected it to be. Besides learning more about different political situations..i also got closer to some of my friends..and made more! There is just something amazingly fun about staying in a hotel with a bunch of awesome people. The first night we hung out with some people who were from boiling springs school. We met them cuz this guy was standing in the grass doing something called jou jishsu...something like that...where you do things with a stick. He came to our room later and we all talked. It was strange conversation. It went from school..to religion..to sex..to drugs..and more sex. Most of us were a little uncomfortable..but it's all good. I love meeting new people. Last night we hung out with people from penn manor. I really enjoyed talking with them. One guy was just hilarious and made the conversations tons of fun. OO!!! and another one liked chemistry. He was cool..and he might go to pitt...maybe we'll go to college together. The other two guys were exchange students. One was from Ukraine and the other was from Germany. I keep trying to think of what it would be like where they are from. haha..one guy put my shoe on..and it got stuck. I wonder what it would be like to be an exchange student. In our school they get bombarded by girls who like them cuz they are exchange students. I hope they didn't think of me like that. It's so sad that i'll prolly never see any of them ever again. These are random ...strange...things from the conference- *I am a burly albanian*Canada is taking over the world...and maybe a little bit will go to germany*The UN should give each country a nuclear weapon*What is the purpose of having a nuclear weapon if you don't use it?....so use it!*The new UN theme song is Heya* thats about it! Current Mood: chipper Current Music: The format (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 15th, 2004
7:22 pm	People get on my nerves...but you can always trust music Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: everything (Comment on this)
12:55 pm	I made one of my pics of ryan my userpic...im so in love with music and shows!!! (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 14th, 2004
8:56 pm	Yup, so its valentines day. I dont understand today. If you loved someone, you would want to tell them everyday. What is today supposed to be? A day for couples to go out to eat? It's kinda pointless cuz everyone does it and then u have to wait for 5 years to get food. i think today would be a day to do something unique and memorable. heh..i keep thinking of random date ideas. I wish i had a special someone. I cant wait until i meet him. I've planned so many fun things that i wanna do..i just cant wait. On this subject...i liked this guy a couple weeks ago...and he liked me..but we didnt even really know each other. As i got to know him, i realized that i didn't like him enough to want to stay together forever...and right now with like 3 months of school left...it would be pointless to have another average relationship. I tried to be nice to him, but hes been really mean about it. why do I bother? we never acted like we were going out...he never asked me out..i said that we would just like..be together until we get comfortable enough to have an actual official relationship....and we never got to that point. So..I just read this thing in his journal..and he turned the whole thing into a satire..i guess he was trying to be funny. it wasn't. Maybe thats why i dont get comedy. I hate it when other people try to make themselves look funny by making other people look bad. I guess it all has to do with how much creativity you have. Maybe i should be burned at the stake cuz i didn't fall in love with him. Atleast i was honest and told him when i stopped liking him. But, I "obviously lied"..even though i was being totally honest. Owell..somewhere out there..there is the perfect guy, who won't do that. I hope he's a rock star...that would be amazing..but one of those sensitive..yet funny/strange. ooo im so excited..i wish i could just see what my life would be like in 10 years. Hey, Every day that passes...is another day closer! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Tune out, the format (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 11th, 2004
6:31 pm	Ahhh!!!!!! The concert was amazing!!!!! I planned to get there at like 6...but my mom insisted upon going with me ..just in case i got lost forever. I got there like half an hour later, but the great thing is that travis was waiting in line...like right near the front! i only had to wait there for about half an hour..then we waited again in front of other doors. Hah..as soon as they opened the doors..i ran as fast as i could. i weaved and dodged people..and i was the second person from the front..in the center!!!!! bleed the dream was good. I dont really remember much..except that the lead singer tripped on wires..and sorta fell backwards...and hit the guitar player who was holding himself up by a crutch.... The format was next!!!!!!! i had never even heard of them b4..and i had no idea what to expect...but they were incredible from the start. They opened by playing a serious acoustic song with just the lead singer and a guitar. you would have to have guts to do that at a punk show where no one knows who you are. After that they played faster and amazing songs. i have never fell in love with a band at a live show..then bought the cd...its always the other way around. If you like rooney, phantom planet, or the beatles..i think you will love these people. BUY THE CD NOW!!!! i havent even stopped listening to it!!! It gets better!!!!!! Yellowcard finally played..and people started pushing even harder. The girl in front of me left..so i got to be in the front! it was sooooo much fun. However, after like 5 songs, they said that they had lost their voices too much and they were gonna stop playing. This sounds like its a bad thing..and people got upset..but actually i think it was better. They signed autographs and got pics and talked with everyone. Im going to have toooons of opportunities to see them do a show...but how many times will i get to meet them? o yea..they said that they would come back anyway to do a free show..but i dont really care if they do. i think they spent more time hanging out with us than they would have if they had just played an entire show. id also like to dedicate a portion of this entry to the security guards. even though some of them were really mean and made fun of some of us...there were some really nice guys. They kept askin me if i was ok..and they kept yelling at the guy who kept trying to push me so he could get in the front. that guy made me mad. he was pushing me to the left..but there wasn't anywhere for me to go..so i was standing...with half of my body leaning drastically to the left..cuz he had to put his upper body where i should have been...some people are jerks. Oooo..and at the end of the show..a security guard took my camera and took pics for me! i have a really close up one of ryans head..haha. After they did this..jerk guy kept screaming..."you cant take pictures!!!! you cant take pictures!!!" by this point he had already pushed me away and got in the front. dont be a horrible person! Well...its 3 days after the show..and im still incredibly happy. i swear...im destined to be a groupie haha. My faaavoritest thing in the world is going to shows...and i wanna travel EVERYWHERE..hmm...it kinda fits,lol. Someone help me pick a band!!! Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: The first single, The Format (Comment on this)