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[31 May 2012|09:10pm] [20:28] Mobius1Strip: INDIANA JONES MUTHAFUCKA [20:28] zombycide: rly? [20:28] Mobius1Strip: Dat's rite [20:28] zombycide: kool story bro [20:28] Mobius1Strip: Have you watched the older ones? [20:28] zombycide: no [20:28] zombycide: need too [20:29] zombycide: i think i saw some other parts of an older one, forgot what one it was [20:30] Mobius1Strip: lol [20:30] Mobius1Strip: Brittany. [20:30] Mobius1Strip: I don't even know where to begin. [20:30] Mobius1Strip: SO.. [20:30] Mobius1Strip: I won't. [20:31] zombycide: so, do you even know what this lj entry actually said? [20:31] zombycide: i was forming an opinion on the ending of that movie [20:31] zombycide: not on all the movies [20:31] zombycide: i guess people can't do that now [20:31] Mobius1Strip: But... [20:31] Mobius1Strip: You haven't seen the other ones... [20:32] zombycide: okay [20:32] zombycide: feels good man [20:33] Mobius1Strip: *facepalm* [20:35] zombycide: so shane [20:35] zombycide: riddle me this [20:35] zombycide: you haven't listening to hardly any jrock [20:35] zombycide: and even if i try to show you some [20:36] zombycide: you very rudely ignore it [20:36] zombycide: yet you form the opinion of it all being stupid [20:36] zombycide: which is cool, i don't care, it's not your cup of tea [20:36] zombycide: but i don't like the end of the crystal skull because i think it's cheesy and cliche, and you shit everywhar [20:39] Mobius1Strip: I never said it was stupid. I just can't understand what they are saying... and neither can you. For me (and I would think most people), the lyrics in a piece of music make up at least 50% of the songs value. If by language barrier I can't understand it, I can't appreciate it fully. The instruments and arrangements are okay though. Even if I could understand it, I still don't think it would be my cup of tea though. [20:42] zombycide: well personally, it doesn't matter to me because i like how the jap. language sounds [20:42] zombycide: that goes for any different language [20:42] zombycide: while what you're saying it true for the most part, that doesn't apply to every single person [20:43] Mobius1Strip: I think it applies to everyone who doesn't know how to speak fluent, natural, Japanese... =[ [20:43] zombycide: there's plenty of people that don't flently speak japanese that like the bands [20:43] zombycide: why do you think they're coming over to america? [20:44] zombycide: because people can appreciate the different culture and the music [20:44] zombycide: i personally, love different culture. [20:44] zombycide: cultures* [20:44] Mobius1Strip: They probably think the band members are cute? [20:45] zombycide: not all jrock band members are cute [20:46] Mobius1Strip: Think of it this way. If you didn't know English, and you listened to the Beatles, like, say, one of their slow emotional songs... how could you fully appreciate their music if you can't understand what is being said? [20:47] zombycide: you can't appreicate music for the sound then, i guess [20:47] zombycide: me being me, i prolly would [20:48] zombycide: but hey wutevs [20:48] Mobius1Strip: What? [20:48] zombycide: i was just making a point [20:48] Mobius1Strip: Nevermind... [20:48] zombycide: nevermind... [20:48] Mobius1Strip: . For me (and I would think most people), the lyrics in a piece of music make up at least 50% of the songs value [20:49] zombycide: for me (and i would think most people), the actualy intraments in a piece of music make up at least 5)% of the songs value. [20:49] zombycide: lolz [20:49] zombycide: *50% [20:49] zombycide: what if there was some shitty scene band that had amazing lyrics that you really liked, but they didn't know how to play their intraments? [20:50] zombycide: i guess that would make it quality music because the lyrics are good, and they're in english [20:50] zombycide: which is what i'm getting from your view point [20:50] Mobius1Strip: Are you even reading what I am saying? [20:51] zombycide: are you even reading what i am saying? [20:52] Mobius1Strip: Okay, if I say that 50% of a song's value is from the lyrics (also, ability to sing, etc)... then what would the other 50% have to be? [20:52] zombycide: haha [20:14] Ive Got a Dan: Hey Brittany, [20:14] zombycide: hi [20:14] Ive Got a Dan: remember that time when those nazis opened the Ark of the Covenant, and they melted? [20:15] zombycide: that is nothing like the ending of the crystal skull [20:15] zombycide: that was badass [20:15] zombycide: this was stupid [20:15] zombycide: lol [20:15] Ive Got a Dan: How? [20:15] Ive Got a Dan: And don't just say Alines [20:15] Ive Got a Dan: *aliens [20:15] zombycide: the ark was badass because there was blood and guts and stuff yo [20:15] Ive Got a Dan: what? [20:15] zombycide: the crystal skull was cheesy because it was cliche [20:15] Ive Got a Dan: they were wax models that melted [20:16] Ive Got a Dan: how was it cliche? [20:16] zombycide: do you know how many times i've seen something like that, lol? [20:16] zombycide: and yes, same thing whatever. [20:17] Ive Got a Dan: where have you seen that before? [20:17] zombycide: dan, i didn't like the ending sry )8 [20:17] Ive Got a Dan: Where have you seen the combination of pyramids, Aliens, and Harrison Ford? [20:17] zombycide: oh my god lol [20:17] zombycide: youre such a faggot [20:18] Ive Got a Dan: I'm not the one who was Bawwing in the movie theater about it. [20:18] zombycide: did you know [20:18] zombycide: how did you know?* [20:18] Ive Got a Dan: Did I know? [20:18] Ive Got a Dan: Andy told me [20:18] zombycide: man dan, stop following me around [20:18] Ive Got a Dan: you were bitching throughout it all. [20:19] zombycide: not really. [20:19] Ive Got a Dan: No you fucking retard, he was telling me about how you were bitching about Harrison Ford being too old, and the russians. [20:19] zombycide: i was joking most of the time [20:20] zombycide: i don't understand where this sudden hostility is coming from either haha [20:20] zombycide: because it's a goddamn movie [20:20] Ive Got a Dan: No Brittany, Indiana Jones isn't just A goddamn movie. [20:20] Ive Got a Dan: It's THE goddamn movie. [20:20] zombycide: YOU KNOW WHAT DAN [20:21] zombycide: eat a dick [20:21] Ive Got a Dan: I'd love to, in fact, could you... Oh wait, you don't have one to give me. [20:21] Ive Got a Dan: See, you command me to do things, but you can't supply me with the needed resources. [20:24] zombycide: k [20:25] Meebo Message: Ive Got a Dan is offline [20:26] Meebo Message: Ive Got a Dan is online [20:29] Ive Got a Dan: Brittany [20:29] Ive Got a Dan: You haven't even watched the old Indy movies? [20:30] zombycide: so? [20:30] Ive Got a Dan: How can you form an opinion on something when you don't even know enough about it to form an opinion on it? [20:30] zombycide: ROFL [20:30] zombycide: i formed an opinion on the ending of one movie [20:30] zombycide: not on all the movies [20:31] zombycide: actually, just to spite you and everything else [20:31] zombycide: indiana jones can suck my dick [20:31] zombycide: everyone* [20:36] Ive Got a Dan: Ok, so you thought that because aliens were present in a movie, it was cliche... Do you know about any of the links between aliens and the Mayan people? Like, their fascination with astronomy and their incredible technological prowess? Or maybe the Paleocontact theories wherein ancient ruins and religions may have some link to extraterrestrial contact? [20:36] zombycide: dan [20:37] zombycide: let it go [20:37] zombycide: also, for the record [20:37] zombycide: i wasn't complaining about the russians [20:37] zombycide: i thought they were cool [20:37] zombycide: and andy explained to me why horrian ford was as old as he was [20:37] zombycide: which i understood [20:38] zombycide: harrison* [20:41] Ive Got a Dan: that's great but, I'm still amazed at how you may know little about the actual stories and ideas surrounding the story, and even the Indiana Jones canon, yet you can somehow, miraculously form an opinion that the movie sucked because it was "cliche" in that it had aliens in it at some point. Good work. [20:42] Ive Got a Dan: Mayans, Russians, and an Alien Hive Mind, yep... VERY Cliche. [20:43] zombycide: you're the same way with jrock [20:43] zombycide: lol [20:43] zombycide: and i don't shit everywhere because it's cool, i don't care [20:43] zombycide: it's music [20:45] Ive Got a Dan: How am I the same way with J-rock? I've actually listened to J-rock. I didn't like it, and the vocals were unintelligible because they were in Japanese. [20:45] zombycide: but dan! [20:45] zombycide: you havent listened to EVERY jrock band [20:47] zombycide: i'm amazed at how you may know little about the actual musical culture and ideas surrouding the music, yet you can somehow, miraculously form an opinion that the genre sucks because it's "unitelligible because it's sung in japanese". good work. [20:55] Ive Got a Dan: I don't have to... Besides, I doubt J-rock is one giant series or canon, and Brittany, I don't need to know about the musical culture to know that I don't like the genre. I never said it sucked, and now you're putting words in my mouth. But, by you saying "FUCK ALIENS" and "Indiana Jones would have been decent..." You're globalizing your opinion on the movie into one which is wholly negative. You could have said "I didn't like it." which would have been fine, but please, when you use words like cliche, or you give your opinion on something, make sure that lightbulb upstairs has a little filament left, eh? I mean, think of it this way... Steven Spielberg and George Lucas are pretty popular directors right? So you think that, if they put something as far-fetched as aliens into a historical adventure movie, it'd have some sort of context, or reason why right? There's the problem though, you didn't think Brittany. It was a knee-jerk reaction because you not only have no taste, but you can't string together a bit of logic before you form an opinion on something. [20:56] zombycide: haha oh dan [20:56] Ive Got a Dan: (auto-response from Ive Got a Dan) I'm around, call me. 5869328487 [20:56] zombycide: i love you too [20:57] zombycide: do you do this every time someone does no agree with you? [20:57] zombycide: judging on your character, i would assume so [21:02] Ive Got a Dan: judging on my character? I only do this when the person in question is in fact wrong, as you are. You could point to the overuse of cgi, the slightly outrageous army ant scene, or even the below par acting of Shia Lebouf in calling this a "bad" movie, but by choosing to attack the presence of aliens in the movie, which had some contextual and historical support given the time? you cannot support your assertion whatsoever. And with that, I'm out. [21:03] zombycide: o lawd [21:03] zombycide: i think i struck a nerve [21:04] zombycide: perhaps i was commenting on half the things i did because i didn't think andy would take them as seriously as you are [21:06] zombycide: you're taking everything i'm saying about this movie far too seriously, which shows your character [21:06] zombycide: infact, lately you've been extremely hostile towards me, which is funny because it's normally over trival shit. [21:06] zombycide: so, honestly, it really shows your character post comment

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[12 Feb 2010|11:46pm] [22:55] ScytheOfJudgment: so what are you doing on thursday? [22:59] zombycide: andy and i are getting married [22:59] ScytheOfJudgment: lol ohhhhk [22:59] ScytheOfJudgment: too bad its illegal lol [23:01] zombycide: we're just going to have anal sex all night then [23:01] zombycide: rough anal [23:01] zombycide: maybe not all night [23:01] zombycide: more like an hour [23:03] ScytheOfJudgment: I was asking you in a nice way [23:03] ScytheOfJudgment: I wasnt being condeseding [23:03] ScytheOfJudgment: but whatever be that way then [23:03] zombycide: lol serious buisness [23:03] ScytheOfJudgment: *rolls eyes* [23:04] ScytheOfJudgment: its surprising that older men like immature girls like you [23:04] zombycide: I WAS JUST JOKING HOLY CRAP ROFL [23:04] ScytheOfJudgment: TOO BAD YOU DO IT ALL THE TIME [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: people are beginning to think thats how you really are now [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: roflroflrofl [23:05] zombycide: it's not that big of a deal [23:05] zombycide: really [23:05] zombycide: because i joke around all the time they think i'm immature? [23:05] zombycide: i'm serious when i need to be [23:05] zombycide: i was just playing around with you [23:05] zombycide: don't get all bitchy about it [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: I'm making the poing [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: that you come off as a bitch [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: a lot [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: lately [23:05] ScytheOfJudgment: its a mixture of immatureness and being stuck up [23:06] zombycide: what are you talking about [23:06] ScytheOfJudgment: look I dont really wanna get into it [23:06] zombycide: bi [23:06] zombycide: no* [23:06] zombycide: don't say something and then not back it up (: [23:06] Meebo Message: Could not connect to network. [23:06] ScytheOfJudgment: I am just trying to say watch what you say around people [23:06] zombycide: like who [23:06] zombycide: wow [23:06] ScytheOfJudgment: umm like around PEOPLE [23:07] ScytheOfJudgment: I am not naming people [23:07] ScytheOfJudgment: and then have people pissed at me [23:07] zombycide: rofl [23:07] zombycide: i love this [23:07] ScytheOfJudgment: you thinjk I am fucking around? [23:07] zombycide: like i've even talked to anyone in the past month [23:07] ScytheOfJudgment: ...sigh [23:07] ScytheOfJudgment: forget it [23:08] zombycide: no [23:08] zombycide: you should really tell me [23:08] ScytheOfJudgment: just stop having an attitude problem...and you'll be fine [23:08] ScytheOfJudgment: yeah? and how many times have you told me shit? [23:08] zombycide: i don't have an attitude problem [23:08] zombycide: what? [23:08] zombycide: that didn't make sense [23:08] ScytheOfJudgment: ya you do [23:08] ScytheOfJudgment: you are implying tha ti should tell you what people say behind your back [23:08] zombycide: i just joke around ashley. if you don't like my jokes, then cool i won't joke around with you. [23:08] ScytheOfJudgment: but I dont recall a time you ever telling me things [23:09] zombycide: i'm not implying anything, i saying straight up lmao [23:09] zombycide: like when [23:09] ScytheOfJudgment: yeah well its kind of annoying when you "joke" or whatever you are doing......like 24/7 [23:09] zombycide: rofl [23:09] ScytheOfJudgment: it makes me not even really wanna talk to you most of the time anymore [23:09] zombycide: i think you're taking this all toos eriously [23:09] ScytheOfJudgment: I am not personally offended [23:09] ScytheOfJudgment: I could care less how you act [23:09] ScytheOfJudgment: I thought you were annoying since youw ere born...you are my sister...its supposed to be that way [23:10] zombycide: i beg to differ [23:10] ScytheOfJudgment: but I am telling you in a sisterly wayt hat you have an attitude [23:10] ScytheOfJudgment: and a lot of people dont liek it [23:11] ScytheOfJudgment: geezz..you think i am probably just freaking out...but I have been meaning to tell you this for a while [23:11] ScytheOfJudgment: I mean think about it brittany... [23:11] ScytheOfJudgment: doesnt it make sense? [23:11] ScytheOfJudgment: you havent talked to people in months [23:11] ScytheOfJudgment: why? [23:12] ScytheOfJudgment: because they dont call you [23:12] zombycide: not really [23:12] zombycide: uh [23:12] zombycide: because i don't talk to anyone [23:12] zombycide: they never called me before XD [23:12] ScytheOfJudgment: yeah... [23:12] ScytheOfJudgment: okay youre right I am worng [23:12] ScytheOfJudgment: whatever forget it [23:12] ScytheOfJudgment: everything I hear was in a dream [23:13] zombycide: i guess so [23:13] ScytheOfJudgment: yep [23:15] zombycide: is it shane? [23:15] zombycide: because i ask shane why he is mad at me [23:16] zombycide: and he just pretends like nothings wrong [23:16] zombycide: so how the fuck do you expect me to fix a problem when you don't say anything about it [23:16] ScytheOfJudgment: I have the answer [23:16] ScytheOfJudgment: when people give you the opportunity, dont blow it the...10th time [23:17] ScytheOfJudgment: but hey..I never said it was shane [23:17] ScytheOfJudgment: cause its more than one person [23:20] zombycide: why don't you just tell me [23:20] zombycide: because i really don't know what the fuck you're talking about [23:21] zombycide: i like it when people are passive aggressive (: [23:21] zombycide: im sorta loling [23:21] zombycide: you're not being passive aggressive really though [23:21] zombycide: not really [23:21] ScytheOfJudgment: passive aggressive means it happened in the past [23:21] ScytheOfJudgment: you were acting the way you act like a week ago [23:21] ScytheOfJudgment: I mean thats still in the past [23:22] ScytheOfJudgment: but thats what I mean by not changing [23:22] ScytheOfJudgment: if you continually do something over and over and over again [23:22] ScytheOfJudgment: people begin to think thats how you really are [23:23] zombycide: passive aggressive doesn't mean that, rofl [23:23] zombycide: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Passive-aggressive_behavior [23:23] zombycide: um [23:23] zombycide: so like [23:23] zombycide: how was i acting a week ago? [23:24] zombycide: and if people don't like how i act [23:24] zombycide: how am i supposed to know this if they don't say anything? [23:24] zombycide: so how am i supposed to change? [23:24] zombycide: i like how everyone says they hate this highschool mellowdramatic bullshit drama but they still continue to indulge themselves in it [23:26] ScytheOfJudgment: hey dumbass [23:26] ScytheOfJudgment: passive aggressiveness stems from past stimulus [23:26] ScytheOfJudgment: read the last line on that link [23:27] ScytheOfJudgment: and nobody is acting dramatic [23:27] ScytheOfJudgment: there is a difference between complaining about it...and basically putting a stop to it [23:27] zombycide: um [23:27] zombycide: okay [23:27] zombycide: so by ignoring it is putting a stop to it? [23:27] zombycide: i guess they're not really my friends then (: [23:28] zombycide: there's a difference between complaining and trying to fix a problem [23:28] ScytheOfJudgment: sorta like me and how I have decided not to talk to justin anymore [23:28] zombycide: but see [23:28] zombycide: justin continues to be an ass [23:28] zombycide: and you tell him [23:28] zombycide: this is the first time i've heard that people don't like how i'm acting [23:28] zombycide: there's a difference [23:28] ScytheOfJudgment: as you get older..you dont really ahve time to fix a problem [23:28] ScytheOfJudgment: I gave justin lots of chances but he never changed [23:28] zombycide: and being passive aggressive is a defensive behavior, and stems from being angry [23:29] zombycide: this is retarted [23:29] zombycide: retarded* [23:29] ScytheOfJudgment: maybe people dont wanna give you a 10th chance [23:29] ScytheOfJudgment: READ THE LAST LINE OMG [23:29] zombycide: ashley you don't know what passive aggressive means [23:29] zombycide: anyways [23:29] ScytheOfJudgment: you dont know what ANYTHING means [23:29] zombycide: i don't understand how i'm getting a 10th chance if no one ever told me what i'm doing wrong [23:29] zombycide: nope, guess not [23:29] zombycide: ): [23:29] ScytheOfJudgment: too bad I have had more psychology classes than you have given andy blow jobs [23:30] zombycide: XDDD [23:30] ScytheOfJudgment: sorry lmao I had to say that..I couldnt think of anything else [23:30] ScytheOfJudgment: but seriously I have had a lot of psychology classes [23:30] zombycide: wow [23:30] zombycide: then why say it? [23:30] zombycide: that doesn't mean you're right [23:30] ScytheOfJudgment: cause I lawled [23:30] ScytheOfJudgment: doesnt mean you are right either [23:31] ScytheOfJudgment: you prance around like a smart ass teenager, you DONT KNOW EVERYTHING BRITTANY [23:31] zombycide: ashley [23:31] zombycide: did you read the rest of the article? [23:31] zombycide: seriously.. [23:31] ScytheOfJudgment: there is more do the definition than wikipedia [23:31] ScytheOfJudgment: and just so you know wikipedia isnt a reliable source anyways [23:31] ScytheOfJudgment: you'll learn that in college... [23:32] ScytheOfJudgment: to* [23:32] zombycide: oh god [23:32] zombycide: whatever [23:32] zombycide: look it up in your book [23:32] Meebo Message: Could not connect to network. [23:32] zombycide: ask your teacher [23:32] zombycide: seriously [23:32] ScytheOfJudgment: why? [23:33] zombycide: because you're really wrong :l [23:33] ScytheOfJudgment: because wikiepedia said so? [23:33] zombycide: how many psych classes have you had? [23:33] zombycide: no [23:33] ScytheOfJudgment: lmao okay I can live with that [23:33] zombycide: i took a psych class too [23:33] zombycide: and two other people think i'm right too xD [23:33] ScytheOfJudgment: OMG LIKE ANDY AND DAN OMG LMFAO [23:33] zombycide: you're still wrong [23:33] ScytheOfJudgment: Hahahah okay [23:34] ScytheOfJudgment: oh and I have had 4 psych classes [23:34] ScytheOfJudgment: took the AP psych test [23:34] Meebo Message: Could not connect to network. [23:34] ScytheOfJudgment: and i am in sociology now which is the study of groups [23:34] ScytheOfJudgment: while psycholgoy is the study of the self/mind [23:34] zombycide: cool [23:34] zombycide: i don't remember asking you that [23:35] ScytheOfJudgment: zombycide (11:33:09 PM): how many psych classes have you had? [23:35] zombycide: no, i didn't ask you what you're doing with sociology [23:35] zombycide: and since you wanted to know so fucking bad [23:35] zombycide: i'm going on a date with andy on v-day :l [23:35] zombycide: my idea [23:35] ScytheOfJudgment: no I am saying that sociology is closely related with psychology [23:35] ScytheOfJudgment: and I already knew you were going on a date [23:35] ScytheOfJudgment: I was just curious as like what you were doing [23:35] ScytheOfJudgment: like where are you going what are you wearing [23:35] zombycide: what? [23:36] zombycide: o [23:36] zombycide: h [23:36] zombycide: causual place [23:36] ScytheOfJudgment: but you had to be a smartass teenager about it [23:36] ScytheOfJudgment: like you ALWAYS are [23:36] zombycide: i was fucking joking [23:36] zombycide: how about you chill out? [23:36] ScytheOfJudgment: dont try and turn this around brittany [23:36] zombycide: seriously [23:36] zombycide: it's not that big of a deal [23:36] ScytheOfJudgment: I am pretty chill lmao [23:36] zombycide: no [23:36] zombycide: everyone being retarded [23:36] ScytheOfJudgment: I think its funny thatyou are freaking out [23:36] ScytheOfJudgment: asking OMG WHO HATES ME?! [23:36] zombycide: you brought it up [23:37] ScytheOfJudgment: and its funny that you are trying to have people on your team always agreeing with you when one of those people should know they commited a logical fallacy [23:37] zombycide: and of course i'm kinda pissed, since people i thought where my friends are being retarded :] [23:37] ScytheOfJudgment: eh tahts life [23:37] zombycide: what? [23:37] ScytheOfJudgment: get used to it [23:37] zombycide: ashley, you're retarded [23:37] ScytheOfJudgment: der der der [23:38] zombycide: PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE MEANS IT HAPPENED IN THE PAST I'VE HAD 4 PSYCH CLASSES BRITTANY JESUS LOL [23:38] ScytheOfJudgment: DERRR [23:39] ScytheOfJudgment: Brittany! are you talking about yourself or other peopel?! [23:39] ScytheOfJudgment: I didnt say that the "event" happened int he past [23:39] zombycide: your come backs are really weak [23:39] ScytheOfJudgment: I am saying the "condition" happens in the past [23:39] ScytheOfJudgment: it stems from the past [23:39] zombycide: it stems from a lot of things, normally anger [23:39] ScytheOfJudgment: you were syaing that "people are being passive aggressive all of a sudden" [23:40] ScytheOfJudgment: people are passive aggressive pretty much ALL THEIR LIFE [23:40] ScytheOfJudgment: OMG [23:40] ScytheOfJudgment: dfsljasfdsdf [23:40] zombycide: because they're pissed and not saying anthing (: [23:40] ScytheOfJudgment: I was correcting your thought on the fact that it just happens "all of a sudden" [23:40] ScytheOfJudgment: because it doesnt [23:40] ScytheOfJudgment: people are like that a long time[23:41] ScytheOfJudgment: and if you are saying that shane is like that...then you should know hes always been like that [23:41] zombycide: you know what [23:41] zombycide: i didn't say all of sudden [23:41] zombycide: i said i love it when people are passive aggressive [23:41] zombycide: but whatever [23:41] zombycide: but who cares, i'm done [23:42] zombycide: if whoever is so fucking pissed at me [23:42] ScytheOfJudgment: zombycide (11:21:07 PM): i like it when people are passive aggressive (: zombycide (11:21:13 PM): im sorta loling zombycide (11:21:28 PM): you're not being passive aggressive really though zombycide (11:21:32 PM): not really [23:42] ScytheOfJudgment: "being" "are" present verbs [23:42] zombycide: i don't care anymore [23:42] zombycide: but if someone's pissed at me then they can stop being such pussies and talk to me face to face 23:09] zombycide: shane ): [23:09] zombycide: ashley says people are talking behind my back [23:09] zombycide: because i joke around 24/7 [23:09] zombycide: and i sound stuck up and bitchy u _u [23:09] zombycide: is this true? [23:10] Mobius1Strip: Um. [23:10] Mobius1Strip: Depends on who you're talking to. [23:10] zombycide: explain [23:10] Mobius1Strip: Well, if you're talking to her, probably. [23:10] Mobius1Strip: Other than that, I really don't know [23:10] zombycide: she like, asked me what i was doing for v-day [23:10] zombycide: and i was joking around and was like [23:11] zombycide: "andy and i will have anal sex all night long" [23:11] zombycide: and she started getting upset [23:12] Mobius1Strip: lol [23:13] Mobius1Strip: Maybe she wants a SERIOUS answer? [23:13] zombycide: i know she does [23:13] zombycide: but she went on and was like [23:13] zombycide: "people don't like your attitude" [23:13] zombycide: and i asked what people [23:13] zombycide: and she wouldn't tell me [23:13] zombycide: which is why i'm asking for your opinion [23:13] Mobius1Strip: Well, I didn't like your attitude, that's why I haven't been talking to you, lol. [23:14] Mobius1Strip: Well, maybe attitude is the wrong word for it [23:14] zombycide: whenever i try and talk to you shane [23:14] zombycide: you get really upset [23:14] zombycide: and i ask you what the fuck's wrong [23:14] zombycide: but you're just like [23:14] zombycide: "nothing lol" [23:14] zombycide: fuck [23:14] Mobius1Strip: Like, about what? [23:14] zombycide: i'm making you a cake for you birthday [23:14] zombycide: just over aim [23:15] zombycide: or like, remeber that one time i asked if you were mad at me [23:15] zombycide: and you just did idfk what [23:15] zombycide: and didn't answere me [23:16] Mobius1Strip: Maybe I want to be mad. [23:16] Mobius1Strip: Or maybe I don't know what to say. [23:17] Mobius1Strip: Or maybe I don't want to talk about it. [23:17] Mobius1Strip: Or maybe I don't care anymore. [23:19] zombycide: then whats the point of acting like a friend [23:22] Mobius1Strip: Acting like a friend? [23:24] zombycide: uh [23:25] zombycide: well [23:25] zombycide: i thought we were cool [23:25] zombycide: i like it when people are passive aggressive [23:25] zombycide: and if you don't lilke how i'm acting [23:25] zombycide: what is the point of not saying anything [23:25] zombycide: and just acting cool? [23:25] zombycide: didn't jon do that to you? [23:25] zombycide: didn't you just hate it? e_e [23:26] Mobius1Strip: passive aggressive? [23:26] zombycide: yes [23:26] zombycide: behavior anyways [23:26] zombycide: 23:26] ScytheOfJudgment: hey dumbass [23:26] ScytheOfJudgment: passive aggressiveness stems from past stimulus [23:27] zombycide: oops [23:27] zombycide: wrong window [23:27] zombycide: sorry [23:27] zombycide: :/ [23:28] Mobius1Strip: Oh, yeah, Ashley thinks with both hemispheres, so.... I wouldn't use her vocabulary without looking it up first [23:43] Ive Got a Dan: He feels a little bit irked about not hanging out with you as much and, moreover, not having much to do when you guys hang out. Moreover, he still feels a bit raw over your really close friendship with Ginny, because I guess he thinks that she "stole" you away as a friend. [23:43] zombycide: i tried to fix things with him but he's being stupid e_e [23:44] Ive Got a Dan: Wait, how'd you try to fix things? [23:44] zombycide: i asked him what was wrong with him [23:44] zombycide: and he was just like [23:44] zombycide: "oh, nothings wrong!" [23:44] zombycide: or didn't give me a straight answere [23:46] Ive Got a Dan: Hmm, you may have been going about it wrong. When you ask "What's wrong?" it just sounds like the other person is in the wrong for something, or they've got something to hide, both of which tend to hinder conversation. post comment

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[31 Aug 2009|01:41am] Do you know this person? Report IM Spam ATTENTION (1:05:59 AM): Direct IM session . ATTENTION (1:06:01 AM): Direct IM session . ATTENTION (1:06:01 AM): Direct IM session initiated. What is this? zombycide (1:08:16 AM): ? Zyino Nightshade (1:08:29 AM): This is hard. Auto Response from zombycide (1:08:29 AM): bawwww i think i'm sick ): Zyino Nightshade (1:08:37 AM): Sorry I'm acting so weird. Zyino Nightshade (1:08:40 AM): You'll get it. zombycide (1:08:44 AM): o_O Zyino Nightshade (1:09:00 AM): I'm not making sense. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:01 AM): Sorry. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:41 AM): Like you say, I'm a pussy. So this is hard. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:47 AM): Okay, I've been thinking this over for a while. And since I don't seem to have much left to lose, I'm just gonna say it. I don't wanna make you mad or anything, I just need to say this, because if I don't, it'll eat away at me. I really care about you and I want you happy, maybe you don't believe me, but that's not really the point. I wish you would believe me, but I'm not going to demand it. First off, you wanted to be with me for so long, then things started to go in the right direction, I was back on track, I was doing better. Maybe you didn't see it, but I was. And please don't reflect how I've ben recently as my improvements I speak of. I'm not doing as well right now, it's hard to adjust to this sudden "I do not love you" thing. You've changed tremendously and it's absolutely killing me. I'm not saying this to guilt you, I'm not even making an excuse out of it, it's simply how things are. It's not your fault, I know that; It's just how things are turning out in this situation. Anyway, the real thing is. And I don't wanna sound arrogant or like I'm in denial, but I don't really see how you could suddenly go from "snooky," "pickle," "love" and all those other things to just.. "I don't care." Part of me says "She still has feelings, as suppressed as they may be, the other half says "No, you're just wishing she did." I don't know which is right, I don't honestly care. When we first dated, you didn't have those feelings for me. But they developed rather quickly. Anyway, the thing is.. and this may anger you, I'm very sorry if it does. I don't mean to seem pushy, obsessive or desperate. Though, this seems to be my last-ditch effort. I really want you to just give it a chance. It could work out; And if it doesn't work out, if you don't still love me.. then what do you have to lose? I'm the one with something the lose and something to prove. That I DO love you and I WILL NOT fuck this up again. I have in the past, over and over. I will not deny that I was an inconsiderate prick. But I've changed, honestly. I'm not going to hurt you like last time, if you even give me the chance. You and I both know that the path we're on in terms of our relationship, friendship and everything else is no form of closure. It's just.. shove everything under the carpet and hope it never comes back up. I don't want you to feel like I'm cornering or trapping you. I'm not going to hate you if you decline, I'm not going to kill myself if you won't take me back, nothing like that. I just want that chance, I know I've said that a lot and I really do mean it. Ask yourself, why would I try so hard if all I wanted to do was just fuck it up again? Why would I try so hard if I even THOUGHT I might fuck it up? I wouldn't, I know myself better than anyone, even you. And besides, what about in the years to come.. what if you find yourself asking "What if I'd just given him the chance he so desperately wanted?" You said it yourself, you didn't want to miss out. And that's just what's going to happen at this rate. Maybe it doesn't seem like much of a loss to you, but it sure as hell does to me. And someday it may seem like a loss to you as well. Thinking about it now, I wish you'd have tried something like this with me. I think it probably would have worked. It's not common for people to go so far out of their way. Also, haha, if you think this is just standard, you're dead wrong. You can ask anyone I ever dated, I didn't try this with them. I do want you to be happy and I'd really like to have the chance to be the one to help you to be happy; Or happier, whatever. I'm just asking that you give it a chance. Maybe then we could both be better off. I'm not as unstable as I used to be. Please consider this, at the very least. Also, please don't be angry with me, I just can't live with myself if I simply give up. ATTENTION (1:12:02 AM): Transfer complete: Bon_Jovi_-_In_these_arms.mp3. Zyino Nightshade (1:12:19 AM): I'm sorry. zombycide (1:13:55 AM): see, the thing is I'm sorta interesting in someone else, I thought I already told you Zyino Nightshade (1:14:13 AM): I know. Zyino Nightshade (1:14:14 AM): But. zombycide (1:14:16 AM): We're not dating or anything, but he has a lot more to offer then you Zyino Nightshade (1:14:17 AM): I don't know. Zyino Nightshade (1:14:22 AM): ._. zombycide (1:15:47 AM): so really zombycide (1:15:50 AM): just let it go zombycide (1:15:51 AM): i let it go ATTENTION (1:16:09 AM): Direct IM session disconnected. zombycide (1:16:21 AM): don't over annalyze it because you'll just end up stressing yourself out zombycide (1:16:27 AM): these types of things just happen Zyino Nightshade (1:16:59 AM): This is. Auto Response from zombycide (1:16:59 AM): bawwww i think i'm sick ): Zyino Nightshade (1:17:07 AM): Part of the reason I wanted to move. Zyino Nightshade (1:17:11 AM): To. Zyino Nightshade (1:17:12 AM): Yeah. zombycide (1:17:23 AM): andrew, if you moved here zombycide (1:17:26 AM): everyone would kick your ass zombycide (1:17:28 AM): okay? Zyino Nightshade (1:17:30 AM): .. zombycide (1:17:31 AM): so just don't do it Zyino Nightshade (1:17:32 AM): Why? zombycide (1:17:43 AM): because I talked a lot of shit when I was pissed at you Zyino Nightshade (1:17:54 AM): ._. zombycide (1:17:54 AM): and half of my friends are guys zombycide (1:17:59 AM): and think of me as a little sister Zyino Nightshade (1:18:19 AM): I just wanted a chance. Zyino Nightshade (1:18:20 AM): Is all. zombycide (1:18:31 AM): sorry Zyino Nightshade (1:18:52 AM): And we're just gonna. Zyino Nightshade (1:18:54 AM): Grow apart. Zyino Nightshade (1:18:57 AM): And you'll forget me. Zyino Nightshade (1:18:59 AM): And blah. Zyino Nightshade (1:19:01 AM): Blah. Zyino Nightshade (1:19:03 AM): Fuck. zombycide (1:19:15 AM): i don't know what's going to happen zombycide (1:19:24 AM): but whatever happens, will prolly happen for the best Zyino Nightshade (1:20:19 AM): Do you think. Auto Response from zombycide (1:20:19 AM): bawwww i think i'm sick ): Zyino Nightshade (1:20:48 AM): I'll ever have a chance? I mean, later? Probably a while. Zyino Nightshade (1:20:50 AM): I dunno. Zyino Nightshade (1:20:53 AM): I hate being here. zombycide (1:21:00 AM): no, not really Zyino Nightshade (1:21:10 AM): ._. Zyino Nightshade (1:22:22 AM): I'm sorry. Zyino Nightshade (1:22:27 AM): This is just hard for me. zombycide (1:22:38 AM): don't have to apologize Zyino Nightshade (1:23:10 AM): I didn't mean. Zyino Nightshade (1:23:15 AM): In the near future, either. Zyino Nightshade (1:23:17 AM): I meant like. Zyino Nightshade (1:23:20 AM): Probably years. Zyino Nightshade (1:23:42 AM): I sound obsessive. Zyino Nightshade (1:23:45 AM): Goddamnit. zombycide (1:23:56 AM): andrew, don't fucking give yourself up entirely for someone unless you know they're worth it. you're just doing this because you're afraid you'll never find anyone else Zyino Nightshade (1:24:11 AM): I wish I was. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:13 AM): I really do. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:19 AM): Trust me. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:25 AM): I know people come and go. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:31 AM): And I know if I REALLY wanted to. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:33 AM): Badly enough. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:38 AM): I could replace anyone. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:42 AM): But it's a matter of want. zombycide (1:24:43 AM): you say this about everyone Zyino Nightshade (1:24:49 AM): No. Zyino Nightshade (1:24:56 AM): No, I was stupid then. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:04 AM): And I didn't think I'd find anyone else. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:09 AM): I wanted that person. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:10 AM): Because.. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:18 AM): And you're gonna think I'm a fucking idiot. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:21 AM): They hurt me the most. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:30 AM): If someone didn't hurt me. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:32 AM): I didn't care. Zyino Nightshade (1:25:47 AM): I don't know why I did that. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:08 AM): And I wish I could have stopped. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:09 AM): Sooner. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:27 AM): I wasn't even HAPPY with them. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:29 AM): Fuck. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:34 AM): Ra and I fought constantly. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:39 AM): And that made me wanna stay more. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:43 AM): Like a fucking idiot. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:47 AM): Chelsea lied to me. Zyino Nightshade (1:26:59 AM): Dani, well, that was only four days. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:08 AM): You're the only one who never hurt me. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:18 AM): And the only one I broke up with. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:31 AM): The only one that was worth anything. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:36 AM): And I fucked it up. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:45 AM): And I HATE myself for it. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:47 AM): Because. Zyino Nightshade (1:27:47 AM): sdg Zyino Nightshade (1:27:47 AM): adgh zombycide (1:28:04 AM): god, this is so redunant Zyino Nightshade (1:28:06 AM): And it's not like I wanna. Zyino Nightshade (1:28:12 AM): "Redeem" myself. Zyino Nightshade (1:28:19 AM): How's it redundant? Zyino Nightshade (1:28:22 AM): Usually we fight. Zyino Nightshade (1:28:42 AM): I know this isn't gonna make you be all. Zyino Nightshade (1:28:44 AM): "I love you!11" Zyino Nightshade (1:28:50 AM): I'm just. Zyino Nightshade (1:28:59 AM): I need to set this straight. Zyino Nightshade (1:29:12 AM): I want you to understand, and I want to confirm it myself. Zyino Nightshade (1:29:24 AM): By god, I've tried to convince myself that I don't give a shit. Zyino Nightshade (1:29:31 AM): And I get pissed at myself everytime. Zyino Nightshade (1:29:39 AM): And I get pissed when I think of how you told me. Zyino Nightshade (1:29:47 AM): "You just want me 'cause you can't have me." Zyino Nightshade (1:29:55 AM): And I want you to be right. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:04 AM): And I'm a real asshole for wanting that. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:18 AM): And maybe none of this really makes me feel better. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:24 AM): But it helps me understand. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:31 AM): Maybe I can actually fucking learn something. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:47 AM): And if you think I'm swearing out of anger, toward you. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:50 AM): I'm not. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:53 AM): I'm mad at myself. Zyino Nightshade (1:30:58 AM): I'm mad at the situation. Zyino Nightshade (1:31:20 AM): I'm mad at the fact that we couldn't have met under different circumstances. Zyino Nightshade (1:31:40 AM): I'm angry because nothing went the right way. Whether I fucked it up or something else. Zyino Nightshade (1:31:48 AM): I was never really mad at you, I just lashed out. zombycide (1:32:05 AM): ...uh? Zyino Nightshade (1:32:08 AM): Because it was easier than seeming so weak. zombycide (1:32:15 AM): when did i say you were mad at me? Zyino Nightshade (1:32:20 AM): You didn'y. Zyino Nightshade (1:32:22 AM): t Zyino Nightshade (1:32:30 AM): But I flipped out on you a few times. Zyino Nightshade (1:32:39 AM): And I shouldn't have. zombycide (1:32:57 AM): ok zombycide (1:33:02 AM): its fine zombycide (1:33:06 AM): I don't really care that much Zyino Nightshade (1:33:16 AM): Okay. Zyino Nightshade (1:33:39 AM): It's not fair. Zyino Nightshade (1:33:47 AM): Why do things have to work out. Zyino Nightshade (1:33:53 AM): In such a way. Zyino Nightshade (1:33:59 AM): That nothing can go right and. zombycide (1:34:00 AM): because it's the fucking internet? Zyino Nightshade (1:34:01 AM): God. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:07 AM): I don't. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:10 AM): Even mean that. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:14 AM): I mean, kind of that. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:19 AM): 'Cause the internet is like. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:26 AM): A source of the fucking problem. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:33 AM): But what if. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:44 AM): We'd met under different circumstances? Zyino Nightshade (1:34:45 AM): Y'know. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:51 AM): NOT THE FUCKING INTERNET. Zyino Nightshade (1:34:52 AM): asdgasd Zyino Nightshade (1:34:53 AM): God. Zyino Nightshade (1:35:00 AM): I never would have said two words to you. Zyino Nightshade (1:35:05 AM): And nothing would have happened. Zyino Nightshade (1:42:23 AM): I don't think I would have been like. Zyino Nightshade (1:42:28 AM): "I can't do this." Zyino Nightshade (1:42:33 AM): And broke up with you. zombycide (1:42:44 AM): i think i would of done it eventually Zyino Nightshade (1:42:48 AM): You probably would have vroken up with me. Zyino Nightshade (1:42:49 AM): >> zombycide (1:42:49 AM): since people do change zombycide (1:42:53 AM): yup Zyino Nightshade (1:42:59 AM): broken* zombycide (1:43:11 AM): do you have this idea that we would of gotten married? zombycide (1:43:19 AM): because that's terribly naive of you Zyino Nightshade (1:43:20 AM): Not necessarily. Zyino Nightshade (1:43:30 AM): We were kids. Zyino Nightshade (1:43:34 AM): You're still a kid, now. Zyino Nightshade (1:43:41 AM): Hell. Zyino Nightshade (1:43:45 AM): In the scheme of things. Zyino Nightshade (1:43:48 AM): I'm still a kid. zombycide (1:43:52 AM): uggghh zombycide (1:44:00 AM): i feel like i'm going to throw up Zyino Nightshade (1:44:03 AM): You don't really know 'til you're in your late twenties. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:06 AM): Everyone changes. zombycide (1:44:08 AM): i wish he'd get the hell online already x.x Zyino Nightshade (1:44:12 AM): .-. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:31 AM): I didn't want an online relationship, either. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:33 AM): By the way. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:40 AM): I established that. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:45 AM): When I told you I liked you. zombycide (1:44:46 AM): then why do you beg me to take you back like every week or so? Zyino Nightshade (1:44:48 AM): And that was. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:54 AM): PART OF THE REASON. Zyino Nightshade (1:44:58 AM): I didn't think too much of. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:08 AM): "Hm. I dunno about this person." Zyino Nightshade (1:45:20 AM): Just preoccupying myself. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:20 AM): Um. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:23 AM): Well. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:33 AM): Not wanting one. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:35 AM): Then suddenly. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:50 AM): "Fuck, I need to figure SOMETHING out." Auto Response from zombycide (1:45:50 AM): i feel like I'm going to puke. if I don't respond, I'm prolly laying down or asleep Zyino Nightshade (1:45:53 AM): And well. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:54 AM): Haha. Zyino Nightshade (1:45:59 AM): That didn't work. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:04 AM): Thinking about it. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:15 AM): An online relationship wouldn't work so well. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:23 AM): And I've talked to my friends about it. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:26 AM): And I know what a want. Auto Response from zombycide (1:46:26 AM): i feel like i'm going to puke should of never eaten the beans @_@ if I don't respond i'm either laying down or sleeping Zyino Nightshade (1:46:27 AM): ed Zyino Nightshade (1:46:29 AM): Wanted. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:40 AM): And none of it would have happened with an online relationship. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:41 AM): xD Zyino Nightshade (1:46:42 AM): And. Zyino Nightshade (1:46:52 AM): Shut up, not even one thing was related to sex. Zyino Nightshade (1:47:06 AM): I honestly don't give a shit about sex. Zyino Nightshade (1:47:15 AM): And I think I'd care less if I just had the person there. Zyino Nightshade (1:47:19 AM): Just to be with them. Zyino Nightshade (1:47:23 AM): That's what I want. Zyino Nightshade (1:47:28 AM): Notice how I'm not saying you? Zyino Nightshade (1:47:30 AM): See. Zyino Nightshade (1:47:36 AM): I don't wanna sound TOO creepy. Zyino Nightshade (1:48:04 AM): "This freakin' weirdo wants to cuddle with me and we've never even seen eachother face to face." Zyino Nightshade (1:48:17 AM): 'Course, I don't think you'd really be like that. Zyino Nightshade (1:48:30 AM): Since it's not like I'm some person you just met a week ago. Zyino Nightshade (1:49:47 AM): Selfishly, I wanted you to wait just a little longer. Zyino Nightshade (1:49:52 AM): Not for me to make up my mind. Zyino Nightshade (1:49:58 AM): But to just fucking get it to work out. Zyino Nightshade (1:50:08 AM): I should have tried harder to get a job. zombycide (1:51:37 AM): ugh zombycide (1:51:38 AM): sorry zombycide (1:51:43 AM): those beans finally came back up Zyino Nightshade (1:51:46 AM): I wanted to give a relationship a chance, in real life. If it'd worked, I probably would have been like "I'd like to stay with her" at the time. People change though, and we probably would have broke up. Zyino Nightshade (1:51:48 AM): And yeah. Zyino Nightshade (1:51:50 AM): Blah, blah. Zyino Nightshade (1:51:57 AM): Finally? Zyino Nightshade (1:52:00 AM): Feeling any better? Zyino Nightshade (1:52:31 AM): But now it's like "No chance, Andrew." Zyino Nightshade (1:52:54 AM): And all of your friends hate me, so we can't even really be friends in the future. Zyino Nightshade (1:53:45 AM): So I lose the chance to be with you and my best friend at the same time. Zyino Nightshade (1:54:03 AM): And I'm not blaming you or trying to make you feel bad. zombycide (1:54:56 AM): im not even going to live in michigan for my entire life zombycide (1:55:01 AM): and you don't evne have to meet my friends zombycide (1:55:07 AM): i told you i just wanted to be friends Zyino Nightshade (1:55:22 AM): Yeah. Zyino Nightshade (1:55:23 AM): I know. zombycide (1:55:40 AM): brb LATER [01:30] Zyino Nightshade: By the way. [01:30] Zyino Nightshade: I was looking through this conversation and I forgot to address one thing. [01:30] Zyino Nightshade: Never once, in these past few months. [01:30] Zyino Nightshade: Did I doubt you were worth it. [01:30] Zyino Nightshade: Don't argue. [01:31] Zyino Nightshade: Don't even bother with a response to that one thing. [01:31] Zyino Nightshade: Unless it's just a "I understand." [01:31] Zyino Nightshade: Or whatever. [01:31] Zyino Nightshade: Because you probably just think I'm dumb. [01:31] Zyino Nightshade: And no amount of explanation would make you understand it any better. [01:32] Zyino Nightshade: Not saying you're stupid. [01:33] Zyino Nightshade: A big factor in terms of the way you believe I work is from the two and a half year long Chelsea thing, huh? [01:42] Zyino Nightshade: I have to get up for work in three hours. [01:42] Zyino Nightshade: So, yeah.. [01:42] Zyino Nightshade: Anyway. [01:43] Zyino Nightshade: Thanks for listening. Thanks for not freaking out on me. Thanks for not hating me. Thanks for being there for me for so many years, for being my friend, for being honest, all of that. [01:44] Zyino Nightshade: I'm sorry I have such a hard to moving past things sometimes. [01:45] Zyino Nightshade: And I'm sorry, but. I'm not just going to give up so easily. I won't persue anything now. I won't try until I can do it right, if I still have that desire. Don't get angry, don't be creeped out. If nothing else, at least you'll always know at least one person still cares. Not that you need that comfort or anything. [01:46] Zyino Nightshade: I don't mean to anger, annoy or weird you out. [01:46] Zyino Nightshade: I just wanna try to do it right, sometime. If that'll ever even be possible. [01:46] Zyino Nightshade: But I digress. [01:46] Zyino Nightshade: Goodnight, Britt. post comment

[31 Aug 2009|01:33am] Do you know this person? Report IM Spam ATTENTION (1:05:59 AM): Direct IM session . ATTENTION (1:06:01 AM): Direct IM session . ATTENTION (1:06:01 AM): Direct IM session initiated. What is this? zombycide (1:08:16 AM): ? Zyino Nightshade (1:08:29 AM): This is hard. Auto Response from zombycide (1:08:29 AM): bawwww i think i'm sick ): Zyino Nightshade (1:08:37 AM): Sorry I'm acting so weird. Zyino Nightshade (1:08:40 AM): You'll get it. zombycide (1:08:44 AM): o_O Zyino Nightshade (1:09:00 AM): I'm not making sense. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:01 AM): Sorry. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:41 AM): Like you say, I'm a pussy. So this is hard. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:47 AM): Okay, I've been thinking this over for a while. And since I don't seem to have much left to lose, I'm just gonna say it. I don't wanna make you mad or anything, I just need to say this, because if I don't, it'll eat away at me. I really care about you and I want you happy, maybe you don't believe me, but that's not really the point. I wish you would believe me, but I'm not going to demand it. First off, you wanted to be with me for so long, then things started to go in the right direction, I was back on track, I was doing better. Maybe you didn't see it, but I was. And please don't reflect how I've ben recently as my improvements I speak of. I'm not doing as well right now, it's hard to adjust to this sudden "I do not love you" thing. You've changed tremendously and it's absolutely killing me. I'm not saying this to guilt you, I'm not even making an excuse out of it, it's simply how things are. It's not your fault, I know that; It's just how things are turning out in this situation. Anyway, the real thing is. And I don't wanna sound arrogant or like I'm in denial, but I don't really see how you could suddenly go from "snooky," "pickle," "love" and all those other things to just.. "I don't care." Part of me says "She still has feelings, as suppressed as they may be, the other half says "No, you're just wishing she did." I don't know which is right, I don't honestly care. When we first dated, you didn't have those feelings for me. But they developed rather quickly. Anyway, the thing is.. and this may anger you, I'm very sorry if it does. I don't mean to seem pushy, obsessive or desperate. Though, this seems to be my last-ditch effort. I really want you to just give it a chance. It could work out; And if it doesn't work out, if you don't still love me.. then what do you have to lose? I'm the one with something the lose and something to prove. That I DO love you and I WILL NOT fuck this up again. I have in the past, over and over. I will not deny that I was an inconsiderate prick. But I've changed, honestly. I'm not going to hurt you like last time, if you even give me the chance. You and I both know that the path we're on in terms of our relationship, friendship and everything else is no form of closure. It's just.. shove everything under the carpet and hope it never comes back up. I don't want you to feel like I'm cornering or trapping you. I'm not going to hate you if you decline, I'm not going to kill myself if you won't take me back, nothing like that. I just want that chance, I know I've said that a lot and I really do mean it. Ask yourself, why would I try so hard if all I wanted to do was just fuck it up again? Why would I try so hard if I even THOUGHT I might fuck it up? I wouldn't, I know myself better than anyone, even you. And besides, what about in the years to come.. what if you find yourself asking "What if I'd just given him the chance he so desperately wanted?" You said it yourself, you didn't want to miss out. And that's just what's going to happen at this rate. Maybe it doesn't seem like much of a loss to you, but it sure as hell does to me. And someday it may seem like a loss to you as well. Thinking about it now, I wish you'd have tried something like this with me. I think it probably would have worked. It's not common for people to go so far out of their way. Also, haha, if you think this is just standard, you're dead wrong. You can ask anyone I ever dated, I didn't try this with them. I do want you to be happy and I'd really like to have the chance to be the one to help you to be happy; Or happier, whatever. I'm just asking that you give it a chance. Maybe then we could both be better off. I'm not as unstable as I used to be. Please consider this, at the very least. Also, please don't be angry with me, I just can't live with myself if I simply give up. ATTENTION (1:12:02 AM): Transfer complete: Bon_Jovi_-_In_these_arms.mp3. Zyino Nightshade (1:12:19 AM): I'm sorry. zombycide (1:13:55 AM): see, the thing is I'm sorta interesting in someone else, I thought I already told you Zyino Nightshade (1:14:13 AM): I know. Zyino Nightshade (1:14:14 AM): But. post comment

[31 Aug 2009|01:33am] Do you know this person? Report IM Spam ATTENTION (1:05:59 AM): Direct IM session . ATTENTION (1:06:01 AM): Direct IM session . ATTENTION (1:06:01 AM): Direct IM session initiated. What is this? zombycide (1:08:16 AM): ? Zyino Nightshade (1:08:29 AM): This is hard. Auto Response from zombycide (1:08:29 AM): bawwww i think i'm sick ): Zyino Nightshade (1:08:37 AM): Sorry I'm acting so weird. Zyino Nightshade (1:08:40 AM): You'll get it. zombycide (1:08:44 AM): o_O Zyino Nightshade (1:09:00 AM): I'm not making sense. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:01 AM): Sorry. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:41 AM): Like you say, I'm a pussy. So this is hard. Zyino Nightshade (1:09:47 AM): Okay, I've been thinking this over for a while. And since I don't seem to have much left to lose, I'm just gonna say it. I don't wanna make you mad or anything, I just need to say this, because if I don't, it'll eat away at me. I really care about you and I want you happy, maybe you don't believe me, but that's not really the point. I wish you would believe me, but I'm not going to demand it. First off, you wanted to be with me for so long, then things started to go in the right direction, I was back on track, I was doing better. Maybe you didn't see it, but I was. And please don't reflect how I've ben recently as my improvements I speak of. I'm not doing as well right now, it's hard to adjust to this sudden "I do not love you" thing. You've changed tremendously and it's absolutely killing me. I'm not saying this to guilt you, I'm not even making an excuse out of it, it's simply how things are. It's not your fault, I know that; It's just how things are turning out in this situation. Anyway, the real thing is. And I don't wanna sound arrogant or like I'm in denial, but I don't really see how you could suddenly go from "snooky," "pickle," "love" and all those other things to just.. "I don't care." Part of me says "She still has feelings, as suppressed as they may be, the other half says "No, you're just wishing she did." I don't know which is right, I don't honestly care. When we first dated, you didn't have those feelings for me. But they developed rather quickly. Anyway, the thing is.. and this may anger you, I'm very sorry if it does. I don't mean to seem pushy, obsessive or desperate. Though, this seems to be my last-ditch effort. I really want you to just give it a chance. It could work out; And if it doesn't work out, if you don't still love me.. then what do you have to lose? I'm the one with something the lose and something to prove. That I DO love you and I WILL NOT fuck this up again. I have in the past, over and over. I will not deny that I was an inconsiderate prick. But I've changed, honestly. I'm not going to hurt you like last time, if you even give me the chance. You and I both know that the path we're on in terms of our relationship, friendship and everything else is no form of closure. It's just.. shove everything under the carpet and hope it never comes back up. I don't want you to feel like I'm cornering or trapping you. I'm not going to hate you if you decline, I'm not going to kill myself if you won't take me back, nothing like that. I just want that chance, I know I've said that a lot and I really do mean it. Ask yourself, why would I try so hard if all I wanted to do was just fuck it up again? Why would I try so hard if I even THOUGHT I might fuck it up? I wouldn't, I know myself better than anyone, even you. And besides, what about in the years to come.. what if you find yourself asking "What if I'd just given him the chance he so desperately wanted?" You said it yourself, you didn't want to miss out. And that's just what's going to happen at this rate. Maybe it doesn't seem like much of a loss to you, but it sure as hell does to me. And someday it may seem like a loss to you as well. Thinking about it now, I wish you'd have tried something like this with me. I think it probably would have worked. It's not common for people to go so far out of their way. Also, haha, if you think this is just standard, you're dead wrong. You can ask anyone I ever dated, I didn't try this with them. I do want you to be happy and I'd really like to have the chance to be the one to help you to be happy; Or happier, whatever. I'm just asking that you give it a chance. Maybe then we could both be better off. I'm not as unstable as I used to be. Please consider this, at the very least. Also, please don't be angry with me, I just can't live with myself if I simply give up. ATTENTION (1:12:02 AM): Transfer complete: Bon_Jovi_-_In_these_arms.mp3. Zyino Nightshade (1:12:19 AM): I'm sorry. zombycide (1:13:55 AM): see, the thing is I'm sorta interesting in someone else, I thought I already told you Zyino Nightshade (1:14:13 AM): I know. Zyino Nightshade (1:14:14 AM): But. blahblahblah post comment

[15 Aug 2007|05:39am] Zyino Nightshade (5:36:46 AM): SHUT UP. Zyino Nightshade (5:36:48 AM): AND LISTEN. zombycide (5:36:49 AM): SHUT UP Zyino Nightshade (5:36:51 AM): FOR FUCKING ONCE. zombycide (5:36:50 AM): LISTEN TO ME zombycide (5:36:51 AM): TYPE Zyino Nightshade (5:36:54 AM): LISTEN TO ME. zombycide (5:36:52 AM): FUCKING zombycide (5:36:53 AM): GOD post comment

[09 Aug 2007|05:10am] Do I have to spell it out for you, or scream it in your face Oh, the chemistry between us could destroy this place> post comment

[31 Jul 2007|01:09am] all that you touch all that you see all that you taste all you feel all that you love all that you hate all you distrust all you save all that you give all that you deal all that you buy, beg, borrow, or steal all you create all you destroy all that you do all that you say all that you eat and everyone you meet all that you slight and everyone you fight all that is now all that is gone all that's to come and everything under the sun is in tune but the sun is eclipsed by the moon post comment

whisper log 1 [18 May 2006|02:25pm] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I think I'm starting to care too much. ._.;" to you. ] [ You whisper "about what, andrew?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, " <_<;;; you="You" normal="normal" date="date" like..just="like..Just" you."="you."" happen.="happen." tell.="tell." if="if" we'll="we'll" see="see" time.="time." happen,="happen," taken="taken" him="him" he'll="He'll" "you=""You" what="what" "hmm.."=""Hmm.."" sit="sit" lot..="lot.." wish="wish" *hugs*"="*hugs*"" "ah.=""ah." and="and" too="too" e.="e." effort="effort" whispers,="whispers," of="of" all="all" being="being" have="have" think="think" scared="scared" .-.;"=".-.;"" it="it" up,="up," can="can" "kisa=""Kisa" online="online" stops="stops" like.="like." i've="I've" a="a" larana="Larana" future?"="future?"" nods,="nods," you'll="you'll" like="like" turn="turn" might="might" wrong="wrong" in="in" them.="them." wouldn't="wouldn't" feeellings="feeellings" deserve="deserve" i'll="I'll" too,="too," backing="backing" me="me" him?="him?" 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I doubt I could offer him as much love as you can.." to you. ] [ You whisper "And besides xD" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "He doesn't like me like that anymore :3" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "):" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "OHIBET" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I wish he did..." to you. ] [ You whisper "xx;" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I'LL BRAINWASH HIM!" to you. ] [ You whisper "Is this really stressing you out that much?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Yeah..I haven't liked someone online for a while..Or someone like thiiisss, since likeee.. Sherwin. -_-; So.. I'm scared..." to you. ] [ You whisper ")= Does he know about your feelings?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "About being scared? Or liking him so much?" to you. ] [ You whisper "Both." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "And that it's stressing you out as much as it is." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Why do you think he'd do?" to you. ] [ You whisper "Gelb shrugs, "I dunno, but I think communication is important in a relationship, even if you guys aren't really in one." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "I'm.. not really sure what he'd do. But Andrew's pretty understanding, so yeah." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "o.o..Maybe.. >_>; It's kinda stupid about how he always talks about "doing stuff" And for me to draw "Doing stuff" ..It pisses me off.." to you. ] [ You whisper "Hehe xX;;" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "He's asked me to draw a lot of that too. o-o Takes me forever though, since I tend to have to have those things PERFECT ee" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Same here. I felt bad. 'Cause when I finished one. -_-; I didn't like it, but he kept..demanding.." to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "How often did he ask..?" to you. ] [ You whisper "Uhm, he's asked for one of him and Lara, couple of ones of Zy and Dani a while ago.. and tink once or twice more." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, " Amazing.." to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I know..But all my guy friends, or boyfriends online or off..never asked for so much." to you. ] [ You whisper "How much has he asked you to draw smut?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "..Every day. I'm not even joking.." to you. ] [ You whisper "oo; You sure he's not just asking for the same picture?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "After I finish one..He asks for another." to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Why do you think he wants to oC so much? -_-; But it makes it a lot more special, since he's asked his other girlfriends. Oh well. I wasn't expecting to feel too special around him anyways..." to you. ] [ You whisper "... x_x;;" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "But seriously. n_n; He asked all his girlfriends for the same thing..So, eh. What else was I expecting?" to you. ] [ You whisper "Gelb hugs. xx;;" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Hehe. n_n; I'll be fine.." to you. ] [ You whisper "Riiigghtt )= But okay, whatever you say." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "Gah.. >_o What's wrong, seriously? ):" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I dunno. It just hurts like every other time.. Like when I care for a certain person too much. -_- I didn't think it'd get to this point. But..it did. And how I'm stuck with this hurt." to you. ] [ You whisper "x.x; Well, if you want/need to talk about it more, I'll listen." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I need to, and want to. But dunno how to talk about it. o.o;" to you. ] [ You whisper "Hm, I see." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "Well, if anything comes to mind.. <3 *hugs* Don't do anything bad too yourself though, okay?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Bad..? Is crying bad? o_o I think it's natural.." to you. ] [ You whisper "Naw.. Cryings fine o.o" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Ok, good." to you. ] [ You whisper "I ment like, hurt yourself or something xD;; *paranoid* I'm sorry." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, " >o>..Aww...fine!" to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "You know what I feel like? I feel like just another girl on his list." to you. ] [ You whisper "Ah, I get it now... What'd you think you want out of a realationship?" to Kisa Callisto. ] Gelb plays 1. The Black Mages - One Winged Angel. [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "I dunno what'd I want. I guess I'd want to feel like.. I'm special. And not like "I will do this same ritual with every girl I think I love." I understand he's loved before. But so have I. And I've gornw more, and I treat someone I love differently. Everyone I love, I treat differently. Not the same..no specialty in that." to you. ] [ You whisper "Gelb nods." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "That's basically what I want." to you. ] [ You whisper "That's not much, and it seems pretty reasonable to me." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Not that I wanna be the center of attention, but I want to feel special. And not the same special as every other girl he's loved or dated.. That just burns me." to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Just thinking about it, makes my stomach knot up. -_- And that SUCKS, 'cause my stomach hasn't reacted to anyone online like that, since Sherwin." to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Oh. Also wanna be taken care of. n_n" to you. ] [ You whisper "Gelb hugs." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "XD" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "Who wouldn't?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Maybe Andrew can't love me differently from the other girls. Nor treat me differently. And that hurts to think about." to you. ] [ You whisper "Gelb clings." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Kisa Callisto sobs. ._.;" to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Think I care too much? Maybe I'm over reacting..?" to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Oh, and I can't always talk to him. 'Cause if I say something wrong, he explodes on me.." to you. ] [ You whisper "Well, I think I get what you mean. You feel like another girl on the list, and you're afraid that he's just gonna drop you like a piece of trash, right? I mean.. that'd make me feel pretty bad too." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "What have you guys been fighting about lately anyways?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Oh. About drawings thing, and doing things. I refuse to do either, and he keeps getting upset and pressuring me. " to you. ] [ You whisper "u_u;;; Oi." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "So I'm not wrong about being upset..eh?" to you. ] [ You whisper "I don't think so." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "But I dunno how to tell him things, without him getting mad at me." to you. ] [ You whisper "x_x Hm.. Well, he talks to me about stuff sometimes (not a lot lately, though) So, if it comes up, want me to mention it?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "I'm not too sure about doing it yourself though, sorry. xX" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "o.o Can't you just bring it up? >_> Maybe he'll upon up to you? And he can't yell at the messenger, eh, eh?" to you. ] [ You whisper "I'm kinda scared too, but I'll try." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "To be honest with you, I don't know how to tell him stuff like that either; unless he brings it up. o_o;;" to Kisa Callisto. ] Befoul: furc://militia:oscuropacklands [ Kisa Callisto whispers, " ._.;; Oy.." to you. ] [ You whisper "I'm sorry. xx;;" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "Because he said he can talk to you easily, and you two are bestfriends. When I asked if he liked you LIKE THAT." to you. ] [ You whisper "Oi.. sorry, D/Ced" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "I'll try my best though, I promise, alright?" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "n_n Thank you! *Hugs*" to you. ] [ You whisper "Gelb hugs back." to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "You remind me of myself with Sherwin and Meghan. nn;" to you. ] [ You whisper "Besta wishes for you guys. <3" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ You whisper "Ha... xD;" to Kisa Callisto. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, " >o> Eh heh heh.." to you. ] [ Kisa Callisto whispers, "o.o Well Meghan and Sherwin didn't work out in the end.. post comment

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