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....Sometimes I fear I am becoming a very sick &fucked up little girl, &like any logical person, I blame music :) |
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Blurty for !!@#$%^&*___(all the fucking rage)___*&^%$#@!!.
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| Thursday, May 15th, 2003 |
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....Sometimes I fear I am becoming a very sick &fucked up little girl, &like any logical person, I blame music :) |
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Did a little remodeling of my journal...&I'm not sure if I like it. I kind of liked the simplicity of the plain black &white. Without a ton of graphics &a really nice layout, it pretty much forced you to have to read the text first. (Or at least that was the point.) but now it's all babydoll, barbie colours ¬hing goes together. but what the hell. It's my journal, &if my journal looks as sckitzophrenic as my thoughts are, then things will work out nicely. I'll just let the layout represent my thoughts rather then my writing. So, hmmpfff. &dude, what is with this a$$hole trying to ban oreos?? I'm telling you, our country is in a sad, fucked up state when you can't even enjoy your double stuffed cookies without some beaurcratic jerk telling you not to. &seriously, if I were this laywer, I'd be fearing for my life right about now. If there is one thing you don't do, it's get between fat men &their oreos. They're going to form some sort of fat man brigade &gouge out his eyes. He better sleep with mace underneath his pillow tonight. Mace, &diet soda. Because diet soda is like, a natural fat man repellant. ..............yeah, I don't know what I'm talking about anymore, either. Ughhh... but I just chewed on my nails.. after I just painted them... so now I've got that icky nail polish remover taste in my mouth.. ewww... I remember when I was little &the girl next door had a lollypop in one hand, &a nail polish brush in the other. She got 'em mixed up, &ran the lollypop over her nails &licked the nail polish. Hehehe... I swear, it's the weirdest damn things like that that I remember so prominently from my childhood. Like when we'd go 'disco bowling', &we'd pretend to speak French.. except we didn't know french back then, so we'd just talk in all this incoherant made up babble, &people would give us strange looks. -sigh- I really miss my teenybopper days. .....&you know that saying 'misery loves company'? It's true, &damnit, nobody wants to take part. but, hey, if you forgive me for this random rambling, I'll forgive you for being everything I hate, I'll forgive you for being just another tattooed 666 in a wrecked heap of numbers. Deal? 1232435575678797809745623412312425465686 |
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Pardon me, but I have to be a teenager for a few minuites now &complain about my mummy. I promise, I won't do it again for awhile. -deep breath- Blasted mother. Blew me off when I tried to explain to her my theories of why I think our seperate governments are going to give way to a global government one day*. Granted, she had just woke up, &was trying to watch Jerry Springer, &I was ever-so-rudely interupting &talking over the tv.... but still!!! I hate it when she does that. (*note: that theory being that as the world becomes more &more connected with things like the internet, world powers like us, the faboulous United States, gaining so damn much power, &earth just generally becoming so small, we're going to be able to just put all our combined efforts/money together, &solve problems like poverty &hunger.) I think my overly opinionated-ness is starting to get on her nerves. Yet, I notice at dinner last Saterday I was the person she asked to explain my latest rant. Because, you'd be amazed at how little anyone around here has to say when I finally shut the hell up. So, I guess maybe I should reserve my opinions for when everyone else runs out of things to talk about. ..............................&I'm just gonna have to veer off into my next rant here without a segway, 'cause I can't think of a good connecting statement... Does anyone else ever remind themselves of a combination of Pinky &The Brain (Go ahead, I know you remember that cartoon, &I know damn well you're humming it right now - "pinky and the brain, pinky and the brain, one is a genious, the other's insane..." -)? 'cause I do. That was a freakin' great cartoon, man.
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Blurty for !!@#$%^&*___(all the fucking rage)___*&^%$#@!!.
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