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BOA! [10 Nov 2003|05:40pm] ok, so last weekend we went to st petersburg, fl, for the BOA regional. we have a frickin awesome show but missed finals by a tenth of a point! OMG! it made me so mad! WE got a DIVISION ONE rating and placed second (to tarpon springs, mind u) in our class! geez! o well, i liked North Penn's show. black cloaks! MELLISSA! NOOO!!!! run away! lets see... friday night on the beech kayla and i were lookin for something to steal, but we couldn't get one of the boat thingies b/c they were all locked up and what not but we did find a canoe. we could have taken it out to sea, but it was dark... so we kinda sat in it and PRETENDED to row. so we have pictures of us in it! yaya! i tried to play matchmaker! but megan (cough cough) wont talk to DEVIN! LIKE SHE NEEDS TO! and he needs to talk to her! honey, if u don't make a move soon then i swear to god i will! and then he'll b mine! and i we went to busch gardens on sunday! that was so fun! except we almost got lost and couldn't find our way out so we were running like crazy and it was so funny! then we ran into devan (cough cough again) and he had a map... but since we didn't know where we were that didn't really help. eventually we found our way out and back home we came! i had an... interesting encounter on the bus ride on the way home but i wont relate that here. OMG that was so frickin hilarious! peace out guys! 2 comments|post comment

secrets abound! [30 Oct 2003|09:45pm] yay! i am the secret guy! i know things... lol sarah. do u know things too? b/c i know things... :) first there is the person that steals (who isn't me) and she took the thing with the person and the other thing for the person and all this fun hubbub. it was so funny watching her "do her thing"! LOL and then there is the person that i know that likes ppl and i know one of the ppl and i'm working on getting the other ppl but the person who knows knows that i wont say anything vital on here b/c the world reads it! *sigh* its a sin to b as hot as devin... 7 comments|post comment

it's been awhile since... [28 Oct 2003|10:07pm] isn't it all ur guys lucky day? i'm gonna do that thing i do from time to time - outline the characters in the newest drama that i am obsessing over! this time, it just happens to b One Tree Hill. OK - b4 i get into the characters, basic plot - two half brothers hate each other and live separate. the dad is an asshole who hates lucas but loves nathan (well... in a do it or i kill ya way). and so the stage is set for DRAMA! what i thrive on! lucas- "the tortured athelete" lucas is a nice, *hot*, smart kid who played basketball until he decided that he didn't want to become his father, so he only played it in the park. he is kinda confusing sometimes and is very loyal and doesn't like things to change. nathan- "the tortured son" nathan is also *hot* and lives with his father. he is under a ton of pressure from his dad to do awesome at basketball and so he is kinda a jerk. well...a lot of a jerk. he was going out with peyton until she realized that she was too good for him and dumps him on the spot. haylee- "the best friend" haylee is lucas' best friend ... EVER! so she makes him kinda mad when she starts hanging around and tutoring nathan, especially when he begins to suspect that they might like each other. peyton- "the tortured artist" peyton is really pretty and really talented. she loves to draw and -thnx to lucas's help- now gets them published. she is VERY deep and has a LOT of emotional baggage, like running red light after red light on the aniversary of her mother's death. she dumps nathan when she realizes that she is way too good for him. ironically she is a cheerleader. brooke- "the cheerleader" brooke is the head cheerleader and is the one that keeps things light. she is funny and the basic slut. crazy!!!! "i like college boys" *pops pills* "MEEEPPP!!!!" well... there r adults, but i can't remember all their names. so... uh... yeah. peace out g's. one tree hill is on tuesdays at 9 on the WB WATCH IT NOW! post comment

o gee! [27 Oct 2003|03:14pm] What are you doing tuesday night? wanna go see a movie? i think finding nemo is at danbarry's... ok, that paragraph above is an email i just recieved from... marshall! what the hell? yeah, i called him a couple weeks ago, but after the call (and hence not really seeing the need to tell ppl about it) i found out that i felt absolutely NOTHING about him. no love, no hate, i don't even want friendship. the only thing i want with him is... nothing. wow! i dunno what he's trying to pull here, but i'll b sure to keep yall updated. 3 comments|post comment

meep... and stuff... [26 Oct 2003|02:44pm] ok, so yeah, sorry kayla that i didn't go to ur party! i spent the night at home... but alex was sposed to call me so we could do something b/c i haven't seen him in 4ever! and then i call his house and his dad answers and is all like "oh... he's working." dumb kid! but jewli came over in the after noon and we watched will and grace and then she went to see scary movie 3 (how was that, btw?) and then eric and sarah came over and... we... watched will and grace... and then sarah eric and i played this weird 3-person team ping-pong game, which wore me out, then sarah left and eric and i watched uhm... more... will and grace... and then he played some of the matrix game and then i fell asleep. i'm working on learning the circle of 5ths. i understand some ppl who have been taking lessons for a while (or come from texas) would prolly be like "i learned that stuff in 6th grade!" ... well i haven't. i don't particularly like the damned circle! but i can play all of the sharps side except for the last one fairly easily now. w00t! sarah, kaitlyn, are we going to the cow halloween store on wednesday? kaitlyn i know ur looking for ur dear pteridactyl guy! :) find him baby! webber loaded us down with music. carmina burana and festive overture r fairly easy, but i have some trouble with this scottish dances piece. wow! harder than f-in shit! and i have a bunch of chem homework i need to get done, so i might go start on that soon, or i might go play vampire the masquerade and do my hoemwork/clean my sax whilst i watch charmed. and some show is coming on at nine on one of the 60 channels that i wanna watch... so i might do that. hm... ok, i think i am done now. peace! 4 comments|post comment

yo yo! [24 Oct 2003|11:32pm] [ music | Belief- Gavin Degraw ] its late. i should prolly get to sleep soon. this is my off-weekend... and i am determined to have fun! webber drowned us in music today. i dunno when he wants us to b able to play this music... but hopefully its for like festival... NEXT year! 5 flats in one part and then 6 sharps in another?! wow! kenny was at the football game tonite. no thoughts came to mind tho. o well... its good to know i am dead emotionally! my clarinet rookie and chris (my football freshman) where both there tho, and devin was lookin fine as usual. o well... i had a pretty good time. now anyone who was near me knows that i really don't know any of the pep band music for the sax. it was funny. "tonight you arrested my mind; when you came to my defense; with a knife; in the shape of your mouth; in the form of your body; with the wrath of a god; oh u stood by me; belief" ~gavin degraw, belief, awesome music, go buy the cd (chariot) now! 4 comments|post comment

jumpable [19 Oct 2003|05:17pm] i'm bored. we're having a surprise party for my mom right now... jewli, u said we need to talk? ok... just to let yall know, the hot names r... Devin, Justin, Chris, and some random exotic names that only like one or two ppl have. according to MY studies (lol) 2/3 ppl with any of these names is hot. just thought u'd like to know that. 1 comment|post comment

screw it [19 Oct 2003|01:14am] right now i don't care to do band next year. maybe that will change soon, but right now i don't want to do it. bobby, robert, and tony r pissing me off, andy's immiturity (i know that's spelled wrong but i don't care) is getting on my nerves, and the band does not improve as a whole. and i'll take blame for that, b/c i am a "leader". tom said he would talk to them on monday, but he's talked to them b4 and nothing got any better so whatever 4 comments|post comment

omg wtf! [16 Oct 2003|09:53pm] [ music | incantation ] ok, i had a nice long entry, but blurty hates me. so here's the jist of it: 1. practice was great actually 2. i get my fun run at the end of part one back 3. i get to play the gogo drums 4. there was a really cute gay couple and a really hot blonde one there! 5. at philosophy club i made a comment kelly wasn't supposed to hear so he might know that i... "dislike" him now 6. jason needs some hair. 1 comment|post comment

before school drabble [15 Oct 2003|06:34am] last night's practice REALLY sucked. i just had a feeling that something like the sprinklers going off was going to happen. seriously... it was "one of those days". but i did talk to mrs. byrd and the best school to get my ungrad right now would prolly be EKU. anyways, last night, the only thing that kept me not wanting to kill peeps was the fact that my lil' rookie was sitting up in front the whole night. damn his cuteness... 2 comments|post comment

yo jewls!!!! [10 Oct 2003|09:34pm] hey babe, i was doing my random friends-friends journal surfing thing, and i stumbled across urs. how come i don't know about it? i tried to post something, but unfortunately, i wasn't on "the list" lol. lemme on! i wanna know the whole shi-bang! :) and we're still on for sunday right? richard gere richard gere richard gere! 4 comments|post comment

oh wow... [10 Oct 2003|09:21pm] hmm... i kinda have a relative that works at uhm... stanford, and uhm... she might be able to get me in and get some finanicail aid or something. wow... 2 comments|post comment

just letting u know [09 Oct 2003|10:02pm] [ music | Numb ] ok, due to the events of my last entry, i'm taking time out of my life to write this dumb, yet obviously needed, entry. i was not fucking mad at sarah! OMG! will u ppl stop fucking saying that!? i was agitated and slightly aggrivated, but u guys should know by now when i get angry. so i'm saying right here and now fuck anyone who couldn't see that. i didn't mean to make sarah upset, i didn't mean to piss off u guys. secondly, i have to say something that lynette has said time and time again. this is MY journal, for ME to vent. u don't HAVE to read this. and i have said this b4, but only to select ppl so i'll say it again. if u have something to say to me, say it to my face. don't hide behind ur pansy computer screen. i didn't see those comments until about 5 mins ago. kaitlyn, i even told u i wasn't mad at her. i don't when that could b taken as i hate her, but ya know, sometimes these things get confused. and yeah, in some aspects of my life i guess i am lucky. but all this shit about me being some star of the pit and intelligent? whatever. i mess up just as much as everyone else in PIT, my parts r NOT much harder than kaitlyn or eric's or tony's parts. i am NOT as good as that u guys. seriously. i'm struggling, just like all of u. i get yelled at (more, actually) by tom. TOM, not Mr. Mueller. i have no clue y i am in WE, sarah really should be in there instead of me. i really am not as good as her. and if u guys say i'm smart, maybe on the subjetc of buffy, but... have any of u seen my mid-term? i am practically failing two classes. yeah, i'm so smart. and eric, ur about 10 times smarter than i am! not everyone even really knows all my pain, so don't say how lucky i am on that front either. sure, there is the obvious stuff: AP chem, band, Ryan... but all that cuts deeper than prolly any of u guys know. i have no idea where i want to go to college or even if i'll b able to get thru it all. the stuff with ryan just hurts constantly, to see the pain my parents r always in, to see how they leave luke in the dark and he just doesn't understand... and band. there is just too much that i need to do that i just can't. and then there is the normal teen stress on top of that, the NEED to overcome and be what my parents want, which will b really hard b/c they want a nice, STRAIGHT kid that will grow up and have a nice, big family of my own. i can't give that to them! so i'm sorry that all u guys just don't understand me. unless u know the whole story, don't pass judgement on me again. that'd b great. 7 comments|post comment

my shitty life [08 Oct 2003|07:34pm] ok, today was NOT a good day. i had to cancel my fucking saw lesson b/c ryan and his dumbass problems, which really annoys me b/c i need to go to lessons b/c i suck on my sax. i have a chem and a german test tomorrow. the chem one is gonna be fucking impossible and the german one will just b annoying, much like the ppl in that class. so i get thru us history (only good class of the day) and now i will start aiding for mr poiry -yay! but then... chemistry was boring and i don't understand it, then in band i got marion for my school to guide, but my number was drawn to see if i wanted to change it so i did, and i switched myself to nicholos b/c sarah was the guide for that band and i wanted to be with her. so i go to lunch, pretty much being ignored (except by kirsten- who is nice but kinda grinds down in ur nerves) and and i sit through another fucking german class. band really sucked b/c tom appeared and andy forgot his music, tony left early, and the fucking bitchy flutes were just pissing me off b/c we wanted to leave and they had a sectional. fuck u, fucking bitches. then eric, devin, and i had to jam into eric's dad's truck and sit through traffic for literally 45 minutes b4 i got home. during band i went up to sarah and i was like "hey, we're guiding the same band" and she was like "no weren't not. i switched to tate creek" at first i was really mad. y the hell would she do that? it was b/c she didn't know i was w/her. whatever. that's just the way my life goes. all u who say i'm lucky and shit -fuck u. i get to spend a WHOLE day w/kirsten, b/c she's prolly the only one who'll even listen to me anymore. sarah didn't even really sound sorry or anything. the only thing she said was "well, at least i'm with adam, laura, and jewli." whatever. i am done. 3 comments|post comment

my shitty life [08 Oct 2003|07:34pm] ok, today was NOT a good day. i had to cancel my fucking saw lesson b/c ryan and his dumbass problems, which really annoys me b/c i need to go to lessons b/c i suck on my sax. i have a chem and a german test tomorrow. the chem one is gonna be fucking impossible and the german one will just b annoying, much like the ppl in that class. so i get thru us history (only good class of the day) and now i will start aiding for mr poiry -yay! but then... chemistry was boring and i don't understand it, then in band i got marion for my school to guide, but my number was drawn to see if i wanted to change it so i did, and i switched myself to nicholos b/c sarah was the guide for that band and i wanted to be with her. so i go to lunch, pretty much being ignored (except by kirsten- who is nice but kinda grinds down in ur nerves) and and i sit through another fucking german class. band really sucked b/c tom appeared and andy forgot his music, tony left early, and the fucking bitchy flutes were just pissing me off b/c we wanted to leave and they had a sectional. fuck u, fucking bitches. then eric, devin, and i had to jam into eric's dad's truck and sit through traffic for literally 45 minutes b4 i got home. during band i went up to sarah and i was like "hey, we're guiding the same band" and she was like "no weren't not. i switched to tate creek" at first i was really mad. y the hell would she do that? it was b/c she didn't know i was w/her. whatever. that's just the way my life goes. all u who say i'm lucky and shit -fuck u. i get to spend a WHOLE day w/kirsten, b/c she's prolly the only one who'll even listen to me anymore. sarah didn't even really sound sorry or anything. the only thing she said was "well, at least i'm with adam, laura, and jewli." whatever. i am done. post comment

my shitty life [08 Oct 2003|07:34pm] ok, today was NOT a good day. i had to cancel my fucking saw lesson b/c ryan and his dumbass problems, which really annoys me b/c i need to go to lessons b/c i suck on my sax. i have a chem and a german test tomorrow. the chem one is gonna be fucking impossible and the german one will just b annoying, much like the ppl in that class. so i get thru us history (only good class of the day) and now i will start aiding for mr poiry -yay! but then... chemistry was boring and i don't understand it, then in band i got marion for my school to guide, but my number was drawn to see if i wanted to change it so i did, and i switched myself to nicholos b/c sarah was the guide for that band and i wanted to be with her. so i go to lunch, pretty much being ignored (except by kirsten- who is nice but kinda grinds down in ur nerves) and and i sit through another fucking german class. band really sucked b/c tom appeared and andy forgot his music, tony left early, and the fucking bitchy flutes were just pissing me off b/c we wanted to leave and they had a sectional. fuck u, fucking bitches. then eric, devin, and i had to jam into eric's dad's truck and sit through traffic for literally 45 minutes b4 i got home. during band i went up to sarah and i was like "hey, we're guiding the same band" and she was like "no weren't not. i switched to tate creek" at first i was really mad. y the hell would she do that? it was b/c she didn't know i was w/her. whatever. that's just the way my life goes. all u who say i'm lucky and shit -fuck u. i get to spend a WHOLE day w/kirsten, b/c she's prolly the only one who'll even listen to me anymore. sarah didn't even really sound sorry or anything. the only thing she said was "well, at least i'm with adam, laura, and jewli." whatever. i am done. post comment

fuck [25 Sep 2003|09:45pm] [ music | Numb ~Linkin park ] i hate band, i hate pit as a whole, i hate the band. they can't play u'll never walk alone, we can't play part 3 worth shit, and NOBODY FUCKING CARES! screw it. at this point, i'm saying maybe i wont do band next year. sure, it would help my stress level skyrocket and all, and i would get yelled at more by tom, and anyone with talent will have graduated, but on the other hand, i can take more classes that will help me for college, and get into a good school, and be smart (b/c i am a dumb dipshit right now) and have a semi-social life in the fall, and everything good! wow... weighing my options now... man... quitting band seems like the thing to do i don't think there will b sleep for kyle tonite 4 comments|post comment

tired nonsense [12 Sep 2003|11:00pm] yeah, so the second time we played our show tonite was ok. man, dale and robert! i shall kill u! and andy was being a bitch tonite. all day tomorrow too folks! yay! ... ... ... yeah, i faked that enthusiasm. marshall came and i hope he knows y i didn't even look at him the whole night, even when he tried to talk to me. the fucking idiot. he was looking at me and laughing the whole show, while standing basically right in my face. asshole. i told him after band camp not to come if he's gonna sit there and laugh. god it pisses me off (as a side note, RENNAY and ME, KYLE, were like the only HAPPY people a couple days ago. do u know what that means? THE WORLd IS ENDING!) 8 comments|post comment

uhmm... and stuff [11 Sep 2003|10:25pm] so yeah, i have about 5 mins b4 will and grace comes on so let me sum up these past couple days: pit is getting to me, i am about to kill ppl, chemistry is getting harder and harder by the day, i have a D in there, but some of it is starting to sink in, i made cup cakes for the color guard and i was gonna bring them to their rehearsal tonite but my parents had to go to this dumb "family therapy" thing and i had no ride, so i will give it to them in pivate tomorrow. i'm gonna start being tutored pretty much every week now in chem, ladada i saw the new show on the WB "run of the house". both the guys in there r hot, and the new guy in what i like about u is pretty hot too. there is this kid, i think he's a freshman, i'm not sure, but i see him really EVERYWHERE! in between every class! it is weird! but he's really hot ( i think sarah agrees, not too sure about jewli, but she's odd that way) and i think he's caught on that i can't look away. my hot rookie keeps getting hotter by the frickin second! and now my time is up. ciao 3 comments|post comment

Lies my ex-fiance might have told me.... and no! [09 Sep 2003|03:40pm] so yeah... i checked out my friend's list b4 i came here to update, and i am now bordering on depression. wow... there r some massively depressed ppl out there. damn! but yeah... ap chemistry is really hard. i am trying, i really am, but when it takes me 3 days to get a simple concept then i think i should die! yes! but i started taking meticulous notes over everything, so hopefully that will help. i have to read half a chapter tonite... yikes. or not. and there is a quiz on thursday, a test next tues or wednesday, and band has me freakin to wazooo! we sound awful! it hurts! so we're gonna start some serious mass self-discipline. yeah, we're gonna get much better by next time. i have my own theories on god and the devil now... lol anne rice. i'll relate those to yall later! 3 comments|post comment

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