Lochlyn Parker's Blurty Entries [entries|friends|calendar]
Lochlyn Parker

[ userinfo | blurty userinfo ]
[ calendar | blurty calendar ]

Same Stuff :) [16 Jul 2004|05:15pm]
[ mood | chipper ]
[ music | No Use For a Name ]

It's so good to be back! LOL Pre Camp has been going okay. We practiced some warm ups with the drumline today and, honestly, today we sounded better with them than we ever have in the past. This is a good omen for the upcoming year. VERY GOOD.

Laura will be back in like a week, exciting! I want the third DM! Not to say anything bad about the ones we have, it just doesn't feel right unless there are three!

Jewli, what did you mean in that email? Are gay marriages legal and everything now? I haven't heard anything, but I never listen for it lol. The news is not my thing. So let me know! ^_^

2 comments|post comment

Uhm... Yeah... [15 Jul 2004|10:52pm]
Wow! how long has it been since I updated? late's see... Feb? lol. well... a lot has happened, but basically i passed chemistry, band is starting and it is about immigration, i bought season 2 of queer as folk, i have a boyfriend, finally, who doesn't want to abuse me, and a bunch of other stuff. if anyone still reads these dumb things let me know and i will write to please you ;)
3 comments|post comment

my future [10 Feb 2004|11:11pm]
i've been doing a great deal of writing recently (yes i know i have not updated in a while, but deal with it), and i'm really torn over whether or not it was something i am really interested in. sure, everyone seems to like it, for the most part, but i want to make an impact on people, i want something i do to have meaning. people who can draw or write poetry well or those who can compose music or act could portray this very well. when ur writing a story tho, it is so hard to capture that emotion... i dunno. i want something i write to mean something to more than my parents someday... and i don't see that happening. maybe i am just a wimp or a sucker for these things, but i get very emotional at the end of a final fantasy game. it pulls me inso that i feel i am there. or one angel last week and one tree hill this week... it is just so weird. i want something i do to have that kind of impact on me. i want something to have some kind of meaning!
post comment

Keyboarding SUX! [22 Jan 2004|10:32am]
wow! i didn't think that this website would work in the school! i tried it earlier but it was blocked. Why it isn't blocked now i'm not sure, but hey, this worx. I have been reading this whole time, I only have like 10 minutes left in here. It's 4th, so technically all the freshman left the class, which was only 13 ppl to begin with, so we did NOTHING! god!

my story that i read in here is so gross tho! ewwie! and yet i can not seem to get enough of it! it is called Divinitas, and can be found on Fictionpress.com if anyone is interested, but it is pretty graphic. the author has a much sicker imagination than me, so AH!

anyways, i am so bored. there is nothing to do in this class and i have no friends now that travis has left me for another class. stupid school!

we got our scheduling stuff today. here's my main classes: wind ensemble, anatomy, algebra 3, ap psych, and ap english 4. my alternates r the soutern writes class, the research paper/creative writing class, physics, and pre cal. anyone who wants to join me in these classes are more than welcome to. infact, i beg u all (those of u that can) to copy my schedule so i don't hate everyone in all my classes

now i get to go to 2:20 min of band, in which i still can't play because of my stupid wisdom teeth. so screw them lol. and then... ADVISOR! fun for me! ...or not.
post comment

Quick Kyle Quiz! [13 Jan 2004|09:01pm]
[ music | Billy Talent ]

ok, due to recent events, i have decided i do not really like my hair!! AHH!!!

so i think i might grow it shaggy. now i can't remember if i have straight, curly, or wavy hair, so what do yall think about it?

4 comments|post comment

yay for amy! [13 Jan 2004|04:52pm]
amy! it rox! hurrah! good job!
post comment

hah, this is y lynette and i should not talk... [10 Jan 2004|04:25pm]
WinterLust05: hey u!
WinterLust05: its kyle
WinterLust05:
KindaEmoGirl: hi there
WinterLust05: what up homie?
KindaEmoGirl: not a thing home skillet
KindaEmoGirl: how about you??
WinterLust05: i'm kinda feakin lol
KindaEmoGirl: aww why??
WinterLust05: do u know where they r posting the select band results?
WinterLust05: i NEED TO KNOW
WinterLust05: lol
WinterLust05: *freak freak*
WinterLust05:
KindaEmoGirl: rennay said they were posted
KindaEmoGirl: she said I got first chair!
KindaEmoGirl: SHE'S LYING!!
WinterLust05: where?
WinterLust05: ahh!
WinterLust05: i bet she isn't
KindaEmoGirl: I would cry if she is
KindaEmoGirl: omg
WinterLust05: lol
KindaEmoGirl: I couldn't believe it, I did so bad
WinterLust05: is she online now?
KindaEmoGirl: no
KindaEmoGirl: she's still there
WinterLust05: ah
KindaEmoGirl: you want her number so you can call her??
WinterLust05: yes plz!
WinterLust05:
KindaEmoGirl: ok
WinterLust05: the flutes in northern kentucky suck tho, and ur amazing, so up theirs hehe
KindaEmoGirl: it's
WinterLust05: thank u!
KindaEmoGirl: aww thanks kyle hehe you rock
KindaEmoGirl: no problem
WinterLust05: well, ur first chair in all-state arn't u?
KindaEmoGirl: no, 8th
KindaEmoGirl: hehe
KindaEmoGirl: I suck
WinterLust05: but that is in the WHOLE state
WinterLust05: and ur a sophomore lol
KindaEmoGirl: yeah this is true
KindaEmoGirl: I am sooo geeked, I really hope rennay isn't lying
WinterLust05: next year! yes!
WinterLust05: lol she isn't
WinterLust05: haha i suck!
KindaEmoGirl: aww why???
WinterLust05: b/c i suck
KindaEmoGirl: you don't suck!
WinterLust05:
WinterLust05: yeah, yeah
KindaEmoGirl: are you on a cell phone
WinterLust05: no, i just got off w/rennay
KindaEmoGirl: ooh
WinterLust05: on a home phone...
KindaEmoGirl: I see
WinterLust05: i don't have a cell phone
KindaEmoGirl: hehe
KindaEmoGirl: I had a cell phone once
KindaEmoGirl: well, actually I still have it
WinterLust05: i'm to lazy to b anywhere so i don't really need one...
WinterLust05: do u use it?
KindaEmoGirl: it was ringing in my flute case earlier and I was so confused
KindaEmoGirl: yeah
KindaEmoGirl: hehe
WinterLust05: interesting
KindaEmoGirl: I heard it and I thought it was someone else's cuz I was in a crowded room, I was just thinking "that's a cool ring tone"
WinterLust05: lol
KindaEmoGirl: then I realized it was mine I'm dumb
WinterLust05: we all have our moments...
WinterLust05: and u R a flute...
WinterLust05:
KindaEmoGirl: this is true
KindaEmoGirl: ha
KindaEmoGirl: I lose
WinterLust05: no, ur first chair
WinterLust05:
KindaEmoGirl: something is wrong, select band is always messed up
KindaEmoGirl: like how sarah lidyard got first chair last year and she never made it before
WinterLust05: lol, yes, but what can ya do?
KindaEmoGirl: this is true, haha jenni nealon is gonna be mad
WinterLust05: who's that?
KindaEmoGirl: so is jennifer kala;kf;lakjfleindshhhh
WinterLust05: lol
KindaEmoGirl: first chair flute at ryle
WinterLust05: or amanda klalalksdkjg
KindaEmoGirl: haha yeah her
WinterLust05:
WinterLust05: hehe
KindaEmoGirl: omg this kid that goes to ryle and plays percussion, he is soooo cute
KindaEmoGirl: too bad he's a freshman
KindaEmoGirl: he's really good at everything, he got first chair in all percussion things
KindaEmoGirl: what a freak....
WinterLust05: lol
WinterLust05: he sounds like one
KindaEmoGirl: a CUTE one
WinterLust05: who cares if he is a freshman?
KindaEmoGirl: haha yeah I would date him
KindaEmoGirl: if I didn't have a boyfriend.....
WinterLust05: ....
WinterLust05: y can't u have 2?
KindaEmoGirl: hmmm......
WinterLust05: who is this bastard that created monogamy?
WinterLust05: lets kick him
KindaEmoGirl: yes! I hate him!
WinterLust05: or her
KindaEmoGirl: haha, IT
WinterLust05: ...
WinterLust05: yes, IT
KindaEmoGirl: *punches IT in face*
WinterLust05: yes!
KindaEmoGirl: I WIN
WinterLust05: horny teenagers: 1 IT: 0
WinterLust05: yes!
WinterLust05: lol
KindaEmoGirl: haha
WinterLust05: i'm very strange
KindaEmoGirl: yay!
KindaEmoGirl: that you are, but it is OK
WinterLust05: my brother wants to move to LA and audition for the Real World
WinterLust05: as long as it is ok
KindaEmoGirl: I lived in LA once
WinterLust05: i have a cousin who lives there
WinterLust05: i wanna go
WinterLust05:
KindaEmoGirl: one two three GO!
WinterLust05: is it fun?
WinterLust05: woosh!
KindaEmoGirl: depends on what part of LA you live in
KindaEmoGirl: east LA is BAD
KindaEmoGirl: so is south LA
KindaEmoGirl: but north LA is ok
KindaEmoGirl: actually, san diego is better
WinterLust05: how about like, west hollywood?
KindaEmoGirl: hollywood would be cool if you were really rich, but I wasn't really rich
WinterLust05: b/c that's where my cousin lives
WinterLust05: ah
KindaEmoGirl: california is only fun if you have lots of spending money
WinterLust05: she is freakin loaded, i'm like "share the wealth.."
WinterLust05: ah
KindaEmoGirl: haha, all my relatives that live there are rich too
WinterLust05: then i will go there only when i get rich
WinterLust05: lol
WinterLust05: damn rich ppl
KindaEmoGirl: yes, we will get rich together
WinterLust05: *smacks the rich*
WinterLust05: ok
WinterLust05: making porn?
KindaEmoGirl: by creating a religion in which people can have multiple partners
KindaEmoGirl: yeah, that too
WinterLust05: ok
WinterLust05: yes!
KindaEmoGirl: we shall call it, MORMANISM
KindaEmoGirl: wait.....
WinterLust05: ROFLMAO!
KindaEmoGirl: damn
KindaEmoGirl: I lose again
WinterLust05: no, u win1
WinterLust05: we will convert the mormons!
WinterLust05: ...
KindaEmoGirl: haha
KindaEmoGirl: will just give them a different name and claim it as our own
WinterLust05: yes
WinterLust05: now, how to do that
KindaEmoGirl: and we will be RICH
KindaEmoGirl: first, we will start with travis
WinterLust05: damn! i have to go now... i'll starting thinking of porno themes
WinterLust05: lol
KindaEmoGirl: lol
KindaEmoGirl: yay!
WinterLust05: okie, bye bye!
KindaEmoGirl: good luck on that
KindaEmoGirl: bye
WinterLust05: ty

ok, this was just really funny, so laugh, read, enjoy
5 comments|post comment

sorry megan! [10 Jan 2004|03:45pm]
i would relate the events of this weekend and such, but megan would prolly get mad at me so i'm gonna leave it at that. :) no details this time guys!!

(need to know about my try-outs! WHO IS IN IT!?!?!?!)
post comment

I'm laughing on the inside [08 Jan 2004|10:07pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | Don't Speak ~No doubt (if u didn't know that one...) ]

ok, so i have been told by a "reliable" source, boone is on a 2 hour delay tomorrow, which is really cool! but of course tomorrow if we have school i will go skiing, which would b the best thing ever! even better than chemistry! *cough cough* i mean... but if there is no school i will prolly go skiing anyway and i would b able to go see Peter Pan with BRIAN! man i want a piece of that! of course, alex wouldn't let me look at him the whole time, but i would get in my glances... ;)

i've been on a writing kick recently and i'm writing nothing that could ever really advance my writing career. so whatever, it passes the time. i have homework i shoudl b doing now but i think i will wait until tomorrow before school starts to finish it. i usually get up the norm time before school on delays anyway, it is just habit. (lol, "y do u always come in through ur window?" "habit" haha sarah, its ok) and i might b able to not b lazy and get in some contacts for school! then i can b hot! yes!

this is a long piece of crap entry about nothing and i am going to continue to ramble for just a lil longer b/c i have nothing else to do b/c the WB is stupid and took away my 10 pm will and grace and seinfeld and replaced it with the WB news. screw them! i need my nighttime comedy and i am usually doing something at 7 when they r on earlier. damn the network!

tonite had a great new episode of Run of The House tho. that show is great. poor chris! and the chucky-like doll thing! it was cheerleading at the end... on its own! ahh!!! kinda creepy. and brooke is da bomb! kinda... but of course joey lawrence is *nice*

and we watched blast in band today. i never really watched it b4, i always did something else and kinda listened to it, but not really watching it, ya know? there r some *nice* peeps in that show too. oh yes. and the battery battle is the most annoying thing to witness in the world. it is so long and so boring! sorry rennay, i love u i REALLY do, but drums get on my nerves! SO. MUCH.!!! (but u might actually agree w/me a lil there lol -at least about certain drummers...)

select band try-outs are on Saturday, i have mine at 9:50 and 10:25. that means i have to wake up fairly early. after. skiing. no. that does not work for me. so i guess we can just... yeah... but i really wanna make it this year... and i haven't gotten a chance to practice the mallet music recently, which has ticked me off b/c i really need to practice it, and the sax is nearly hopeless i think, b/c i just suck at that. i couldn't even play it tonite, and my tone is really sucking right now b/c i had to get a new reed on monday. so yeah, i'll prolly get booted again this year, but what else is new? NOTHING!

we learned that our show next year is going to b about the arts, and a couple ppl mentioned starry night. apparently this year rookie camp is really going to b for the rookies and i'm not gonna get to go *tear*. i love rookie camp! hopefully a CERTAIN SOMEONE will b out of my section and i will never have to deal with him again. but i hope tony stays! he's nice and stuff when he's not around that CERTAIN SOMEONE!

i need some mass inspiration. i'm kinda playing around with a novel or two, thinking about how to get my thoughts down on paper. i really use the term novel loosely. a novel is defined as being 50,000 words or more and i have trouble getting two. so we'll see. there is nothing in my life to really write about. i don't care about upsetting several ppl if i do write, so it isn't that. its just that... my mind is always so distracted, which brings about my maybe ADD, but who knows? i don't have much going on but it is so much more than i am used to that i just... zone out and do nothing! and that really irritates me! or maybe it is some kind of bug going around, amy, bob, and laura seem to have it to...

O! did i tell u all yet?!?!!? I AM DONE W/ALL MY FOREIGN LANGUAGE CLASSES! i do not have to go into that german room EVER again! and i prolly don't have to see those stupid german kids EVER again! (well... i liked sean and natasha and rachel... and amber was okay sometimes... haha the twins sarah!) man i've done a couple of those lil shout out things to sarah in this entry... and it is long! woah! i'm gonna go do something random now, bye peeps!

1 comment|post comment

Insight [06 Jan 2004|09:27pm]
[ music | Tragic Kingdom ~No Doubt ]

WELLLL.... tonite's game was VERY FUN! except for the fact that sarah fell asleep...

i was extra swoony! so much eye candy! there was the normal band candy, and most of the football candy was there (chad... chad!!!!) *bites down hard on lip* ohhh...! and of course mickey was there (ps- he knows EVERYONE!) know i'm not admitting to any attraction or anything, but he has the PERFECT body! sheesh!

and then there was the (MUCHO- i might add) icing to the cake! THOMAS AND CASSIDY!!! *faints* yikes... omg... sooo... hott....

cassidy is prolly the only red-head that i will ever think is THAT attractive. u see him and its like DAMN! and if cassidy is anything, thomas can blow it out of the water! yes, when he was youger and i knew him i made fun of him and called him a mouse... but he's grown into his looks QUITE nicely and i wouldn't think twice about anything....

ok, so now i am going to finish my german final and english and band homework, so ta ta!

post comment

i wanna blow you... away! [03 Jan 2004|08:49pm]
blah! i can drive the jeep! i can! i can!
1 comment|post comment

Happy New Year! [01 Jan 2004|01:16am]
ok, so now i have to fill you all in on my x-mas break thus far.

well... kinda. certain ASPECTS of my break that stand out in my mind...

1.) devin sleeps w/o a shirt (as i learned after my party... hehehe)
2.) i became julie talbert's boyfriend and then fathered her love children
3.) i had to break it off with Julie b/c brian wanted me to be his boyfriend (and i must say... HOT! hotmale.com lol -sarah/eric)
4.)alex really doesn't like when i talk about brian like i did in #3
5.) muchkin and munchkin fu r the coolest card games
6.)my new fave CD -Trapt
7.) X2 has that one guy... iceman... go animorphs!
8.) jewli is crazy

enough said? yes. jewli, i knew u liked that website i showed u.. c'mon, admit it!
2 comments|post comment

and this would b a christmas [25 Dec 2003|11:47am]
Hey guys! first thing: my party is going to b on Saturday, 7-11. spread the word and everyone come!

but, now on to the interesting part: a collective of $150 and 2 gift cards to Media Play. then i got The De Vinci Code, the new Nickleback CD, They, Pirates of the Carribbean, candy and stuff, and all the while i would reach for a present and someone would grab it from me and say that i couldn't open that one yet. now this had happened b4 and i had gotten a cat, so i was kinda curious. then i open one of the "Forbidden" boxes and it has a Jeep plate rim thing and a Jeep hat. me, being the person i am, didn't wuite take the hint, and continued to open more boxes of car stuff. then my dad gives me this lil box and i open it to find a... *dramatic pause* A JEEP KEY!!!! and then i follow the string outside to find... A JEEP!!! A REAL ONE!!!!! AHHH!!!! i freaked out! i had NO IDEA about that! wow!

the only problem is that it is a stick shift... so the roads just got a lil more dangerous, but i'm learning...
2 comments|post comment

I don't fuck LOSERS! [24 Dec 2003|12:17am]
god damn! i watched it again... MAN!

(besides the point here... my family xmas party here = 100 dollars from my grandma and a 50 dollar gift card from the cuz who drew my name, a book of the darwin awards and movie trivia, and a very odd keychain)

BUT GOD! I LOVE CRUEL INTENTIONS!!! i was watching it ... again ... ... ... stop staring! but i WAS and good god it was so awesome! that is the ONE movie that never gets old, long, or boring. (pirates of the carribbean my ass!) the movie is just SO... ... what is the word? poetic. yes, poetic fits it nicely. kathryn, sebastian, cecile, ronald, annette... just DAMN! i would KILL to b able to write something that could hold a CANDLE to that masterpiece.

just damn... peeps... damn
post comment

uhm... [16 Dec 2003|09:36pm]
will u let me update?
1 comment|post comment

My entry from yesterwhile [16 Dec 2003|09:36pm]
this is actually forma couple days ago, but it will let me post today... so...:

ok, so on friday was Mel's b-day party, which i was told got kinda drama-like after i left. usually the parties that stephanie attend end up that way... not to say its her fault b/c the last one wasn't, but it just seems gothic tension and drama follow her wherever she goes. kinda weird. but while i was there it was fun. OMG!?!?! no ashley! don't get them!!!

but there was some serious "oiy vey" stuff going on there. anthony is mel's x (but they r still friends). anyway, anthony (b/c he's a nice guy) wanted to talk to mel (b/c it was HER B-DAY) and stephanie kept taking him away and talking to him, but jon (clench fists) kept trying to b all over stephanie. SHE BROKE UP WITH YOU! GET OVER IT! and then of course kaylee had to be all over me and made me feel guilty whenever i left her. i don't like people using me like that. no, i don't want you, no, i don't want to only talk to u the whole time, and no, i am not yours!

then i had to wake up early for the ACT, which was... well.. i'll let ya know when i get my scores. but i saw laura when i was getting doughnuts and we ended up in the same room! yay! but laura broke my glasses so i couldn't finish the reading part of the test b/c i didn't know y my glasses kept falling off my face! ahhh!! but i came out of that feeling okay...

then there was alex's party. i was kinda hoping sinceit was alex's b-day, and with the new baby in the house... brian might b home, but no! ARGH! he needed to b there! i decided that i suck at halo lol. wow... but XIII is a really fun game! ah! i was playing it with john (alex's older cousin), who kept talking about having cell pone races while u were drunk. o boy that was great. so i settled for just sleeping on brian's bed... *drool* but it sux to sleep on a water bed when ur not in the middle... oww.. my back still hurts! and alex stole my blanket when he came in ( i was already asleep but still!) and i got really cold and the bed was cold but hot at the same time, it was weird!!!

and the snow!!! SNOW!!! of course now, i'm not allowed to drive today. maybe not tomorrow either. but i have to! i have school and i don't feel like being driven to and from!

do we actually have to do those WE performance sheets? my mom thinks i have to b/c she was talking to mr barnhill but i haven't and i dont' fell like going to 2 concerts or whatever b4 next friday, that doens't really fit into my schedule very well.

today i had to decorate the basement for my party. there was kinda newpaper glued to the rails form my paint job lol. OOPS! i tried to get it off, then i decided to just paint over it. my dad is buggin me about gettin off the comp but i MUST post this! anyways, i caught the end of disturbing behavior, which i always wanted to see but then never really did, so i was liike... yeah, now i need to see the first hour and a half! urban legends comes on in about an hour, i might watch that. pimp movie!

i still have another portfolio to write, but i already bs-ed the one i didn't think i could bs. which was my chem one, btw. it is a page long with my name on the second page (lol rennay) but it is still done! and the US history portfolio is not due until tuesday, but i will prolly still finish it tonite so it is done with. then i can put the heading and stuff on it tomorrow night and be just fine! W00t!

i met one of my old fave games at alex's party too! TEAM FORTRESS!!! OMG! i want to get that game again now! i dunno how i got it the first time, i think zach lynn (whoa, long time ago!) gave it to me and i played it non stop then i forgot about it. but anyways, i want it now!!! AHHH!!!!

ok, i think i might go read megan's journal b/c apparently there is a story on there i will like, i just haven't been able to get on blurty in a while. can you tell? this is only alittle long...

peace out!
2 comments|post comment

What? We had CHEMISTRY!?!?! ---Amy [07 Dec 2003|07:59pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Shiver -Maroon 5 ]

everyone said that last week was their hell week, but i have a feeling it will be this week. I really should be down reading my book for my chemistry portfolio, which is due either friday or monday, or doing research on someone who deserves to be on a US stamp, or trying to get my parents to "overlook" the chem grade that i will inevitably get, or numerous other things. i did get some new reeds today, thank GOD! and i got to willis 5 minutes before closing! can you say relief!?!?!

so, i have gotten x-mas stuff for: eric, laura, jewli, rennay, luke, and kaitlyn, and i still really need to shop for my mom, dad, sarah, alex, and rebekah. notice that ryan is NOWHERE on that list. if i see something cheap and drug-related maybe i'll pick it up, but...

yay! i can finally read jewli's journal now! YAY!

uhm... do any of you know of the band named "no use for a name"? megan, i think u might, amy might too, but anyways, they have a song called "chasing rainbows" that i am now IN LOVE with. if i was more naive, then i would think that song was written FOR ME. it is very weird.

post comment

ass doves bring world peace [06 Dec 2003|11:45pm]
i'm updating only b/c jewli told me to do so. yeah, tonite was really okay. i went to the band banquet, which was sooo boring, name after name after name, but then something interesting happened. webber started giving out the "best" awards. best drum majors... our drum majors... best woodwind... chris porter (i see it, but it could have beena bunch of people, jewli, danielle, adam...) best brass... jeremy costen (again, it could have been barnhill or jared) and then came the COMPLETE surprise. i thought they only gave these awards to seniors, but when they went to give the percussion award i was thinking "hoffman or jamie" ... and it was me. WTF? i was in shock! i mean... WTF!?!?!?! so i got up and walked up there and webber asked me some question that i didn't hear and didn't answer, just kinda walked away... now i think hoffman is going to kill me...

but laura won for guard! go LASHA and jewli won for the best member. go jewli!! u guys r awesome and deserved them COMPLETELY! (keep on the chain jewli ;)
4 comments|post comment

damn blurty! [01 Dec 2003|05:59pm]
ok, this isn't really an entry, its a lyrical thing:

"Still Frame"

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

an every time i think ive finally made it
I learn im farther away than i have ever been before
I see the clock and its ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the F***do i have to say

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

Keep it inside, the image portrayed
As if i couldnt stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think im starting to lose it
I think im drifting away from the people i really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured out 'cause we had everything covered
Now were older its getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the F*** are we going to be?

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you

So lost, I'm just as lost as you
Oh well what am i going to do
I'm afraid im falling farther away (from where i want to be)

Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out
Please help me 'cause im breaking down, this pictures frozen and i cant get out of here
Believe me, im just as lost as you
Believe me, im just as lost as you


"Don't Speak"

You and me
We used to be together
Everyday together always
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real
Well I don't want to know

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

Our memories
Well, they can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts

It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me I can see us dying...are we?

Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me cause it hurts (no, no, no)
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me cause it hurts
Don't tell me cause it hurts!
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining

Don't speak,
don't speak,
don't speak,
oh I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good,
I know you're good,
I know you're real good
Oh, la la la la la la La la la la la la
Don't, Don't, uh-huh Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush
don't tell me tell me cause it hurts
Hush, hush darlin' Hush, hush darlin'
Hush, hush don't tell me tell me cause it hurts



"Lightning Crashes"

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
her placenta falls to the floor
the angel opens her eyes
the confusion sets in
before the doctor can even close the door

lightning crashes, an old mother dies
her intentions fall to the floor
the angel closes her eyes
the confusion that was hers
belongs now, to the baby down the hall

oh now feel it comin' back again
like a rollin' thunder chasing the wind
forces pullin' from the center of the earth again
I can feel it.

lightning crashes, a new mother cries
this moment she's been waiting for
the angel opens her eyes
pale blue colored iris,
presents the circle
and puts the glory out to hide, hide
1 comment|post comment

What? Is KYLE Updating??? NO! [26 Nov 2003|06:06pm]
what up homies? yeah, i got some downtime, so i thought i'd talk to u peeps. i got waaayy too much homework for thanksgiving weekend, but o well. amy, remember to call me on sunday so we don't fail chemistry lol. maybe we can do a lil lab notebook crap too!

lemme see.. megan, u have to tell me ur story, i'm going to see timeline tonite (YES!), i beat devin today in the chair reseating thing (YES!), and uhm...

my aunt is coming for thanksgiving this year. i have not seen her in about 8 years, so we'll have to see how that goes. ok, well.. that's all i have to say i guess... everyone buy from the avon lady!
1 comment|post comment

navigation
[ viewing | most recent entries ]
[ go | earlier ]