michele is pregnant
my whole family thinks im pregnant.(im not) my cousin michele(shes 21 and pretty and nice and she got good grades. shes perfect im the BAD michelle) got pregnant so when people started telling people they thought it was me.(thanks) so by the end of the day both my ninas and ninos, two aunts and my dad thought i was pregnant. when i told my dad michele was pregnant he was relieved. he said when he heard his heart stopped what a drama queen. but since michele got pregnant my dad decided to have the talk with me. yeah "the talk".
nazi dad: michelle, i do want you to have kids one day just not right now. people your age change so much that you cant make a desicion like that. have you had sex before? just tell me
nazi dad: okay im just saying dont change you or your lifestyle to please anybody. just be yourself and find somebody like you.
and then he left. i think i made him feel like a dad. and thats always nice he loves it. so now my family knows im not pregnant but im still avoiding them. its just sad when you think people know you really well but they expect the worst. thats no good. ive just been staying at friends houses but i think i have to go home today because im running out of friends.
i stayed at heather the other day and we had talks. we were talking about after high school. what were going to do and such. its really hard to talk about it. im having lots of trouble this summer just leaving edison. im going to go to my first period and not see lance and im going to be sad.(yeah i miss lance thats soo weird) Me and heather talked about me van whit and her buying a house together and getting old in it like the golden girls. that would be grand. but after i graduate im leaving fresno. my dad hates this town and he hates the illegal imigrants and he hates the pollution. so he says after i graduate were leaving town possibly the state. that'll be nice for my dad as long as hes happy. he has nobody, no parents, no wife. so i have to stay with him. all he gots is me and my brother so there. but ill come back to fresno because i love illegal imigrants and pollution. thats grand. Current Mood: blahCurrent Music: all american rejects