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| 05:25pm 04/05/2004 | ||||
I got my Davey papers back and I think the teacher likes them so far. There are a few things he wants me to go in deeper, but overall it is at a B+/A- if I were to turn it all in now. Thats pretty cool I think since everyone, myself included, have been in the dark for the duration of the class. I used to love all Brits, but I think this class has changed my mind. But it must go deeper that assholes flourish in today's society. What can I say? They are everywhere. And this radio shit sucks. Someone please kill me. |
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| 04:53pm 31/03/2004 | ||||
For all of you who don't know, I got my AFi/wings tattoo I was promissing on Monday. I will have some pics as soon as Gypsy decides to load them off the camera. And yes, even for me, waiting sucks. I cried like a girl!! Naw..he started and I asked him, " Is that all?" [Laugh] "Yep," he said. "Just have to get used to that." "No problem. I am so betting I don't have endorphins." [Laugh] And Charlie squeezed my hands so tight. I was wondering if he was going to take the pain or crush my hands. "Does it hurt?" I asked. "What?" Then he looked at my hands. "Oh sorry." He loosened his grip. Then I saw Gypsy again at school yesterday. "Did it hurt?" she asked. "Did what hurt?" Sarcastically she responded, "When you fell out of heaven." "Oh no it still isn't causing me pain," I answered, both of us looking at my back. Then she smiled. I swear she was more excited about the whole thing than I was. Now I have my wings and I can fly away.. |
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| 11:28am 14/03/2004 | ||||
So today was a time for change, and if you really know me, then you know what went down. I needed to break away, move away, and cry. I will end up hurting many..but I wonder how long it will go on before it is noticed..I'm betting that it will take awhile for any adverse effects and crying. But I don't think I will be terribly missed..like I say, you will move on and take something from me as a learning experience. I cannot leave here i canot stay..forever haunted more than afraid.. today was a day of change but I wont be missed.. |
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"We are very sorry to inform you all that, for reasons beyond their control, A.F.I. have cancelled the remaining dates on their tour. A.F.I. singer Davey Havok was diagnosed with a cyst on his vocal chords." |
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| 07:32am 01/03/2004 | ||||
Today was a Happy Monday. Gypsy almost bought Hamtardo at the pet store..so cute.. Then Charlie and I went over to Mcdonald's and shared a meal..aww..haha..I really hate Mcdonald's but he was starving and it is a whole hell of a lot better than Burger King..barf! Charlie watched Cabin feaver while I read my hip hop book..its interesting, but anything you are forced to read doens't have the same sort of charm.. It rained..and I found out that Davey is in New York with Iaasc..errr..I am so scared for him..and he totally didn't take my advise..I hope he will be okay..I miss him so much.. I hate guys..and I wish I could just tell Charlie how I feel.. AFI!!! Okay I'm out..I need sleep like you wouldn't believe.. |
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| 02:41pm 27/02/2004 | ||||
1. First name : they call me davey 2. Middle name : julia 3. Last name : dont have one.. 4. Nickname(s) : davey, cali 5. Screen names : getahobby 6. Gender : female 7. Age : 19 8. Type of Music : AFI, hardcore, rock, metal, 80's blah blah anything but country. 9. Birthdate : march 28, 1984 10. Birthplace : montana 11. Zodiac sign : aries 12. Current Location : in a nightmare waiting 13. Live with : parental units..soon charlie 14. Name of current school : university 15. Grade/Year : one million 16. Graduation date/year :never 17. GPA : hmm..idk 18. Height : 5'8.5" 19. Hair color : black with red tint 20. Highlights/dyed : i should be a natural blone..*sigh* 21. Hair length : longish 22. Eye color : gray/blue 23. Contacts/glasses : no 24. Freckles : yeah 25. Birthmark(s) : yes. on my arm.. 26. Scar(s) : windshield love mark on my forehead.. 27. Type(s) of clothes you wear : anything that works..tend to hav a lot of black.. 28. Cologne/Perfume you wear : ck 29. Deodorant you use : um..secret. Family Life 30. Mum's name : Colleen 31. Father's name : John 32. Their ages? : 42/56 33. Closest family member : ckoser to charlie 34. Family member you could live without : my sister 35. Last family member you've seen : my dad 36. Oldest : umm grandmother..what a bitch 37. Youngest : some cousin i should know.. 38. Family member who lives the farthest away : great aunt in seattle 39. Fondest memory : so i am supposed to like them? 40. Memory you miss the most : innocence 41. Family member you wish the mafia would kill : my grandma..bye bye bitch 42. Memory you wish you had : floating feeling.. 43. What you did yesterday : school and work 44. What you did so far today : school, gonna go to work 45. Last person you talked to on the phone : charlie 46. Last person you talked to online : leesha 47. Last movie you've seen : umm..elf..to be safe anyway.. 48. Last song you heard on the radio : radio sucks! 49. Last CD you played : afi 50. Last thing you said out loud : i screamed with Death of Seasons.. 51. Last time you showered : this morning 52. Last book you read : Hip Hop America..damn assignments.. 54. Last time you sang : right now.. 55. Last time you danced : as i came into the room 56. Last thing you ate/drank : burned waffle.. Believe it or not 57. Aliens : yes 58. Angels : yes 59. Demons : yes 60. Heaven & Hell : cookie with a flier 61. God : Davey!! Screw you Hunty..he is very much real! 62. Your friends :umm..umm..*evil look* yes.. Friendships 64. Best friends : Charlie 65. Last friend you talked to : Leesha..then her computer blew up.. 66. Funniest : gypsy 67. Silliest : charlie 68. Loudest : gypsy on the phone 70. Stupidest : christy 71. Sweetest : charlie 72. Weirdest : megsly 73. Best at keeping secrets : maijee 74. Most hyper : me!! 75. Most annoying : me! 76. Friend you miss most : kristen 77. Friend you've known the longest : charlie, britts 78. Friend you haven't known long : Ava Word Association 79. Bill Clinton : mtv 80. Lollipops : lick 81. Whipped Cream : yuck 82. Dreams : nightmares 83. Love : hearts 84. South Park : kyle's mom 85. Guys : *sizzle* 86. Girls : sexy 87. Death : hello again 88. Bubble gum : gah! 89. Water : intoxication 90. Ice Cream : cant eat= evil 91. Oil : car 92. Phone : speed dial 93. Food : eat or die 94. Kisses : chocolate 95. Pretzels : sticks 96. Britney Spears : whore. 97. School : *laughs* 98. Floppy : bunny!! or shawn.. 99. Shoes : boots Have you ever... 100. Been on a plane : yes 101. Cried in public : yes 102. Climbed a tree : yes 103. Gotten in a physical fight : yes 104. Drank alcohol : yes 105. Fell asleep in a movie theater : almost once 106. Driven a car : yeah 107. Been arrested : yes 108. Broken curfew : yes 109. Been pulled over when driving : not me but i have been in the car 110. [This question has been erased for your viewing pleasure] : ??? 111. Met a celebrity : davey davey davey..hey..ava told me she was one.. 112. Skipped school : yes 113. Went to a pro sports game : yes 114. Met the president : no 115. Been scared to get a shot : no 116. Smoked a cigarette : yes 117. Gotten a cavity : no 118. Done any drugs : yes 119. Shopped at Abercrombie & Fitch : never 120. Gone skinny-dipping : yes Favorites 121. Food : spaghetti noodles, braeburn apples 122. Drink : water or la croix water 123. TV show : no tv for me 124. Movie : the crow, boondock saints 125. CD : AFI!! 126. Song : anything AFI!! 127. Color : black and clear 128. Day of the week : Happy Monday 129. Month : october 132. Favorite Car : i dont really care about cars. 133. Cookie : flier?? 134. Toothpaste : uh the white kind.. 135. Ice Cream : dont eat it wouldnt know.. 137. Candy bar : umm..100 grand.. 138. TV channel : fuse 139. Radio station : .radio sucks 140. Artist/band : AFI!! 141. Shampoo/conditioner : Nutregena.. 143. Website : hehe..ask me.. 144. Sports to play : volleyball 145. Sports to watch : ice skating, gymnastics 146. Place : italy or london 147. Vacation spot : europe 148. Kind of candle : vanilla 149. Color eyes : deep ..current.. current mood : got my afi..it doesnt matter current music : afi current taste : waffle current hair : down. and in my face current clothes : ARMY shirt and jeans. current annoyance : music wont go louder.. current smell : waffle and dog current game : blurty is a game current thing I ought to be doing : homework current windows open : bedroom window.. current desktop picture : davey collage current favorite artist : Davey Havok..AFI current favorite group : AFI current book : Hip Hop America current CDs in stereo : AFI, Joy Division, Denis Leary, Primer 55, QOTD current colour of toenails : clear current refreshment : air.. current worry : work current crush : charlie..*giggle*.. current favorite celeb : Davey damnit!! have you learned nothing?? current hate : people ..today have I.. Smiled? : yes Laughed? : yes Cried? : no Bought something? : no Danced? : yes Were sarcastic? : yep. Talked to an ex? : no. Watched your favorite movie? : no . ..do I.. Smoke? : no Do drugs? : no Have sex? : no Sleep with stuffed animals? : no Live in the moment? : not really Have a dream that keeps coming back? : every once and awhile.. Play an instrument? : violin, bass guitar, a little keyboard..not even counting guitar..haha Believe there is life on other planets? : all this for us?? HA! Remember your first love? : yes i do thanks Read the newspaper? : no Have any gay or lesbian friends? : yes. Believe in miracles? : eh.. Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? : yes Consider yourself tolerant of others? : some Consider love a mistake? : no Like the taste of alcohol? : not anymore..sxe!! Have a favorite candy? : heath Believe in astrology? : on wednesdays.. Believe in magic? : yes..my physics teacher is a magician Believe in God? : Davey is God! Go to church? : no Have any pets : cat, dog, sister, dad Do well in school? : somedays Go to or plan to go to college? : id hope so..lol Wear hats? : occasionally Have any piercings? : my ears..and runnaway plans will change that.. Hate yourself? : always Have an obsession? : yes.. Have a secret crush? : hmm.. Do they know yet? : my god i think so! Collect anything? : music.. Have a best friend? : charlie. Wish on stars? : umm..i want that one..*points* Like your handwriting? : sometimes Have any bad habits? :sure..you want them? Care about looks? : nope Believe in witches? : *evil grin* |
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contemplative| The Day I die.. | |||
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| 05:26pm 20/02/2004 | ||||
I got the sweetest email from my Ally. So sweet. I love that girl. I am always going through so much shit and I feel it all rain down now more than ever. I never know what to do with myself. I always feel so damn lost inside myself.. This song is good to me today: "Six Different Ways" This is stranger than I thought Six different ways inside my heart And everyone I'll keep tonight Six different ways go deep inside I'll tell them anything at all I know I'll give them more and more I'll tell them anything at all I know I'll give the world and more The think I'm on my hands and head This time they're much too slow Six sides to every lie I say It's that American voice again It was never quite like this before Not one of you is the same This is stranger than I thought Six different ways inside my heart And everyone I'll keep tonight Six different ways go deep inside |
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| 09:13pm 19/02/2004 | |||
| Im not sure what to say. I am so depressed once again. It is so pathetic.. *sad face* | |||
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| 11:57am 24/11/2003 | |||
| Okay so I haven't written in here for ages!!! Wow. I can't believe me! So sorry guys. I have been at Xanga for awhile...not sure if I want to keep this, but I am thinking about it... | |||
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| 05:37pm 04/11/2003 | ||||
"This Celluloid Dream" Calling tears from deep inside, oh, you're so exquisite And in the mirror, all midnight eyes Oh, if I could remain, but it's just a visit All midnight eyes read "vacancy" Twisted, twisting To the lovely dancing lights, I begged, "May I cut in?" But they never stopped playing "their song" Of a joyous song the sing, I've heard whispers On a freezing note, I resonate Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt In the glitter, in the dark, sunk into velvet Praying this will never end In the shadow of a star, in static pallor I realized I never began Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Just like a memory, it twists me Just like romantic verses, just like a joyous end Twist... twisting me You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey All the colours upon leaving, all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey (All grey) All the colours (All grey) upon leaving (All grey) all will turn to grey... grey... You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Onto the melting boy, and melt away You light as gently, you're so cinematic Bathed in your radiance You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic You land as lightly as the new snow, and melt away You land as lightly as the new snow, cinematic Bathed in your radiance, I melt |
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| 08:07pm 30/10/2003 | ||||
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| 08:53pm 28/10/2003 | ||||
So I went to a haunted house awhile ago. Not too scary. I think we scared the people. Work was stupid as usual. I had to close with the bitch Michelle. I just want to know what keeps her going. She is heartless thats for sure. Wanna outrace me bitch?? Oh sorry I do have to turn here. Just remember high school. Even the big losers had at least one friend. But not you. Were you too good for people, or were they too good for you? This I still wonder. I know you and I didn't get along- even then! Now that you are a huge bitch you expect me to worship the ground you walk upon. What gives?? In other news I think I solved the problem to my sound problem. Just a matter of downloading a program. So awesome! I could not have done it with out Vang. I seem so stupid when it comes to technology, even though I am better than the "average" person. Enough said. I'm gonna add a little more Davey to these posts!!!  |
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| 10:34am 21/10/2003 | ||||
Wow so I've done a lot since I updated this. Well yeah lets just say I worked all Friday and Saturday. Friday night the building across the street almost burnt down. This guy randomly looks up and tells me to look. I yelled Holy Christ and told everyone else to look. Nobody believed until I almost threatened them. Then they all went outside and were mesmerized by the flames. So great. The next day my car wouldn't start cause I forgot to count gears and that prevented it from starting. Wow. So then Charlie came and got me later that night since we were going to meet up anyway. He got there late bacause a car that looked exactly like the Fink's followed him creepy movie style. But the did my ditch trick and lost her. So then we drove around for awhile and talked like usual. The next day we went to a haunted house that took us two hours to drive to and find. Yeah we took a lot of wrong turns and all but it was meant to be because we saw Amish carriages passing each other in the no-passing zone. So completely funny. We got there and we were the scarriest people there. Later we went to see Ronda because it was her last night before she left. It was fun. But Ronda works out by the mall, so no avail. I can go out and visit anytime. So that is cool. And she can get me a discount on clothes too. Awesome. Yesterday was Happy Monday. Charlie and I went out to the airport to fill out some documents and his stalker guy was watching everything we did. Creepin a bit!! We rented Boondock Saints, like I don't own it, and his mom made meatloaf. Umm...we caused chaos and planned for next week. I think thats all that happened, but I am always wrong. I also hate people on ebay. Half of them should just go away. I want my keyboard!!!!! |
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| 03:32pm 16/10/2003 | ||||
I really cannot wait for Charlie to come and visit me tonight. At the moment, I really need someone to talk to badly. This sucks. It's that time in the semester where I start to hate everyone and all my classes. I don't want to go back to my poetry class ever again. The people are so stupid. They hated this one guy Dan's poems because nobody came up behind them with a board and whacked um good. I hate people. I need someone to save me from this one. Wish I was out of the country. |
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| 10:04am 16/10/2003 | ||||
1: Favorite band/Singer(s)/Composer? AFI, Korn, Slipknot, Letters to Cleo 2: Music you couldn't live without? AFI ( The Leaving Song Part II) 3: Kind of music that you wouldn't miss if it disappeared completely? country...why is is called music?? 4: About how many CDs do you own? well my cds book has 200 something and then there are the ones that don't fit, and... 5: How many CDs can your stereo hold at a time? 5 6: Do you have a discman? Yes. 7: What CDs could you listen to for hours? So many of them, Fallen (Evanescence), Sing the Sorrow (AFI), and Wholesale Meats and Fish (Letters to Cleo) HOW MANY CDS DO YOU OWN BY 8: Britney Spears? Big Zero 9: Bon Jovi? None 10: Eminem? 1 and a burn from Claire 11: Incubus? 3 12: Blink 182? 2 13: Backstreet Boys? Big Zero 14: N'Sync? Even bigger zero 15: Linkin Park? 2 maybe?? 16: Destiny's Child? 1 I took dance class 17: Korn? OMG Lemme see... Korn, Life is Peachy, Follow the Leader, Issues, Untouchables, Tomb Radier Single and Hopefully their new one when it comes out...I LOVE Jon Davis!!!!!! 18: Red Hot Chilli Peppers? I would like some, but i don't think I do 19: Christina Aguliera? Zero 20: Mariah Carey? 6...dance again and one of the only things my mom will listen to in the car on road trips...beats out gospel music 21: The Offspring? ...2 22: System Of A Down? 2... yet. WHAT LYRICS COME TO MIND WHEN YOU HEAR.... 23: Goo Goo Dolls? Baby's Black Balloon Makes Her Fly... 24: Creed? She wears a Coat of Color Loved by some, feared by others, she's immortalized in young men's eyes 25: Disturbed: C'mon get down with the sickness AND I'm just holding on to let them know, whats given to me given to to hide behind the mask this time and try to believe 26: The Bloodhound Gang? You and me baby ain't nothing but mamals...hey did they do smooth criminal too?? Well the remake anyhoo?? 27: Bon Jovi? "IT'S MY LIFE!!!" 28: Metallica? For whom the bell tolls AND St. Anger 29: Smile Empty Soul: No one gives a shit, as long as we smile 30: Mary J Blige? never!!!!!!! why me??? Kan we go back to Korn???? *drools* 31: Eminem? No tower too high, no plane I cant learn how to fly 32: AFI: Break down, and cease the fealing, burn now, what once was breathing. reach out and you may take my heart away...So what befalls the flawless?? ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS USING THE LYRICS OF MANY BANDS! Bands: AFI, Korn, Disturbed, Kittie, Rob Zombie, Manson, Letters to Cleo, Garbage, Static-X, Evanescence 33: Are you a male or female? You thought I was a little mouse 34: Describe yourself? Sweet dreams are made of these. Who am I to disagee? 35: How do you feel about yourself? Don't waste your touch, you wont find anything. Or were you sent to save me?? 36: Describe your girlfriend/boyfriend? I think I'd rather crucify then learn 37: Describe your best friend? how can you see into my eyes, like open doors? Leading you down into my core where i've become so numb 38: What would you rather be doing? Bash my face into a mirror, I wont have to see the pain 39: Describe where you live? I'm the rock of Gibralter AND Cold were so cold, we are...AND decide to let me in 40: Share a few words of wisdom? I can never die. Dig through the ditches and burn through the witches I slam in the back of my Dragula. |
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You such a cold and pathetic bitch. You never have anything nice to say and you are always such a jerk! Okay better??? Just seeing if you still read. And just so you know, you are one of the "cool" people in school you always hope to be. Who would explain what I think of shitty poems better than you?? Love yah Lynz!! |
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