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| 06:22pm 13/10/2003 |
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Today is one of those depressing days i should get help but its embarrassing i don't know why it just seems to be.
i just want to kill my self funny i tried so many times but im just a fucken coward to pull the trigger i just want to die i just fuck up peoples lives and hurt them i just get in there way i cost some one 1,000 for something stupid.... so stupid i don't know why bathing in a pool of my own blood my arm extended exposing my slit wrist my body submerged in the blood red water my eyes wide open an end to the pain and suffering in a most shameful and cold way my soul will be at risk just end it and go to another place for eternity and suffer pain for all eternity i keep saying to my self there's something that i should stay alive for but i just keep making up excuses for my own self.. |
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| Alittle about me |
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| 12:34pm 13/10/2003 |
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mood:  blah
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you know i might seem shy and like im a good gurl but im really not.... in the inside im not i feel like i don't belong were im from or the people im around i feel misplaced i never gone out w/ aguy i feel dumb and stupid right now there just not my type the people around here are different from me i find them attractive but not the kinda of people i want to be with i don't know what love really is im basically by my self either that or spending my time drawing and playing video games the other half i spend it crying i don't know but i want to find some one who's soul can perfectly blend in with mines emotions and feelings some one who understands me thats all |
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| 11:50am 13/10/2003 |
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mood:  crappy music: mix
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Hello my name is of no importance but i was bored and i was surfing the net and found this site im 18 year old teen i live in chicago not much but im pretty depressed person most of the fucken time and talk nonesence and how the world really really suxs and how much i wished i die at times but the realize how foolish i am and bust out crying this is mostly how i am and thats it LOVE N PEACE!! DANKE DANKE! |
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