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Friday, April 23rd, 2004
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9:36 pm - woooo
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hmm, bit drunk. been drinking uh...sunny delight orange juice with coconut rum in it. it's way good. in a weird mmood still....hmm...dunoo..ak can't reallu type. lol hjmph. i don't have the energy to corect my bad spielling right now either. ha...uh yeah...i've had three glasses of this stfuff...it's good. i'm drinking my fourh glass i think.hah,a can't rembeerf..s*hrugs* oh well. uh yeah anyways...wish my frineds were here bugt they are in moscow (there's a moscow in idaho). they're seeing a drag show. i would have gone but i have school. moscow is 2 hours away. they'll be back tomorrow. bryce was a bit worried about me though....he asked me lastg night to make sure i wouldn't do anything (like cut myself). it old hm i wasn't suicideal to nogt worry. oh wspell.ing way ba.=d. buetter go.
current mood:  drunk
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8:26 pm - not much to say
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i'm in a weird mood. maybe it's because I went off my Zoloft accidently. I keep forgetting to take it. *shrugs* dunno. really down right now and I don't know why. well, tootles, i guess.
current mood:  blank
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4:27 pm - *yawn*
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So damn...uh...been way busy to even get online! lol Kinda have a headache right now and I'm sort of bored. But, I haven't been home in a long while and actually relaxe and watched some tv so I think that's what I'm going to to do tonight. I stayed home from school today because I so needed some sleep. I know I didn't miss anything too important, I just gotta make sure I read the chapter tonight. So anyways, gonna get going. Tootles!
current mood:  content
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| Monday, April 19th, 2004
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2:16 pm - I Got A NEWER car!!
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Alright, so, the chrysler was leaking oil REALLY bad so we traded it in for another car. I got a 98 Pontiac Sunfire! It's so cute! hehe. It's basically a cavalier, just different front lights and slightly different tailights. Plus, in a cavalier, the gages are white, in my pontiac, they're red. hehe. I'm so excited! I love it! It's quick and zippy, and it handles awesome! I just cant wait to personalize it. Hehe. Haven't had the time yet. I've got blue hawaiian seats that are going to look way awesome. :D
Sorry that I haven't posted in awhile. I've been so busy. School, cleaning, and friends. damn! lol I'm always on the go. well, I better head off. Laters!
current mood:  chipper
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| Tuesday, April 13th, 2004
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10:36 pm - *yawns* blah
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Okay well, had fun with bryce. We went downtown and went for a walk and then drove around a little bit. I finally got my website to look right. lol So check it out :) I'm heading to bed now. I NEED SLEEP! lol
current mood:  sleepy
current music: "Arms Wide Open" by Creed
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7:29 pm - haha
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My friends are FREAKS! lol Bryce messaged me and told me to get some clothes and shoes on because he's coming to pick me up to go do something. Damn we was demanding! LMFAO So looks like I'm going out and about. YAY! lol Hopefully I can get rid of this damn headache! lol
current mood:  amused
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7:10 pm - first day of school
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So yeah, school was um...interesting? Lol We did a lot of talking the first half, then close to lunch we started on "theory" (that's when we use the text book and work book). I had a hard time concentrating becuase I was so tired and had a migraine. I was up too late last night. lol My fault! But it was fun, hung out with my friends. :D oooh...dinner's ready. hehe.After lunch we watched a video on french braids, then we actually worked on manicin heads and did french braids. Had no idea french braids were such a pain in the ass! I mean, I know how to regular braid, but damn! lol
Last night I had a hard time getting to sleep. Damn cat wouldn't leave me alone. lol I shoved her off my bed a couple times. I was trying to sleep dammit! lol
So after school, I gave one of my classmates a ride home, then went to Post Falls to see Nychole. She was napping, so I just crawled into her water bed with her (it's huge!) and fell right asleep. lol Woke up about an hour ago. Nychole has to go to work at 8 so I just said I was going home and now I'm here. I finally straightened up the house.
I didn't feel comfortable today and Nychole's house becuase of her sister Tiffini. I've lived in that house before with Tiffini, and she has a tendancy to be a real bitch. Okay, here's the story, while tiffini was at work and I was visiting Nychole I bummed a couple cigarrettes off of Tiffini's pack. She use to let me do that before when I lived there so I didn't think it was that big a of a deal, not to mention she had another pack with her. Well, Nychole got chewed out by Nychole and she relayed the message to me when I got to her house today. Wasn't mean at all (nychole i mean), she was just the messenger. I was way pissed off at Tiffini though for being such a bitch. She shouldn't be smoking anyway. She's 7 1/2 months pregnant! HELLO??? Ugh, so I had to leave because I just...urgh. She pisses me off. They're just cigarettes not life or death!
Okay so anyways, tomorrow morning I'm going to will myself to get up sooner. lol getting up at 7:30 to be at class at 8 doesn't work too well. lol I gotta make myself get up at 6! lol Well, I'm babbling so I"m going to shut up now. lol
current mood:  exhausted
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| Monday, April 12th, 2004
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7:29 pm - wooo. been busy
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So yeah, been WAY busy. lol Hadn't had much time to be home like at all. lol Nychole wants me to come over but I don't think she understands that I can't be over too long I've got school tomorrow! lol
Still working on that damn layout onmy website. it's really pissing me off I can't seem to get the right colors to work. DAMMIT. lol anyways, not much else to say and not much else going on. Oh! Chris (my ex) might be coming up here next week. YAY! hehe. Okay yeah, that sounds weird becuase he's my ex but we're still really close. :) Alright, anyways, tootles!
current mood: content
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| Sunday, April 11th, 2004
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3:38 am - *yawn*
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Okay well, I changed the layout on my website. I did a Britney Spears moteef...lol I'm not a HUGE fan of her, but the layout works and I've been into her her latest album "in the zone" lately so yeah...lol tell me what ya think when ya see the site. :) anyways, I'm gonna head to bed where I should be. I've got a long day tomorrow. lol tootles.
current mood: sleepy
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| Saturday, April 10th, 2004
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9:31 pm - La La
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So, obviously, I'm not online much anymore. lol Now that I have a car, I'm going out and having a life. Unlike SOME people I know. *ehem* Haha, sorry couldn't resist. Had to be a bitch about that. lol
So Nychole and I got up at like 7 something this morning and left spokane to go back to coeur d'alene. We went to her house and went back to sleep until like 2pm. lol Then after that, I drove my car, and she drove hers, to my house so I could drop off my car, then we went to Chris's house so get her stereo installed. While we were there, Bryce showed up. Then after her stereo was installed, me, Nychole, and Bryce went to my house to wash our cars. That was COLD. lol Then we drove my car to the Bank for Nychole to get some cash out, then we went to Taco Bell and got some burritoes. Then after we came back, Bryce went back home. Now Nychole and I are watchin' TV. She's stayin' the night.
Tomorrow we're going to work a few hours for her mom that way we both earn some money fo gas. I'm on E! lol We're going to spokane again tomorrow with my car and we're going to chelsey's to play super nintendo. Hehe. I gave Nychole a super nintendo for her birthday yesterday. :D
current mood: chipper
current music: Mrs. Doubtfire on TV
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2:15 am - hmph
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I know I'm already posting again but I just had to spill a few things.
I really miss my ex, Chris. :( I don't know why but I just need him. Since we've been broken up, I've been realizing what a mistake that might have been! I mean, we broke up mutually, and I was the one who came up with the idea, but dammit, the more I talk to him online, or over the phone, or see him, the more I realize how much I still love him and how weird it is without him. I'm really wondering if he's the one, ya know? He's jsut..everything I want. I love him so much. *sigh* Wish I knew what to make of this. Really I do.
current mood:  lonely
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1:42 am - Hehe
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Just got back from seein the Prince and Me with Nychole and Chels. It was great! I cried. lol After that we went to Denny's and had dinner. Now we're back at Chelsey's house and we're about to install Coey's (Nychole) new stereo she got for her birthday today. Well...technically, yesterday, but whatever. lol
Not feeling to good though, got some stomach aches. Don't know whats up with that! I had a migraine earlier too. I had to lay down for a bit to wait it out. It sucks when that happens. Not sure if it's the medicine doing that or what, because I've had a lot of migraine's for the past week and it's rather annoying. I'm going to wait a couple weeks and if the migraines keep coming I might have to go back down to 25 mg of Zoloft instead of 50. Hmph. The 50 is working so well! That rather sucks!
So anyways, still not sure what I'm going to do about gas but I'll figure it out. I'm way siked though that I found my tax return sheets for last year. I just have to mail them in and I got nearly 400 bucks! Hehe. I'm buying birthday gifts and saving money for "fun gas" that way I can drive to Spokane to see Chelsey and NOT worry about gas. lol I hate worrying about gas, it sucks. lol Okay well, that's the up date. Later dudes. :-p
current mood:  nauseated
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| Thursday, April 8th, 2004
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3:49 pm - Ooohh Boy, what a night. haha
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Okay so yesterday was way fun. lol After roller skating, Chris and I met back here. He brought his friend Jess. They brought some alcohol. We turned on Finding Nemo and then we started drinking a bit. I started gettin' loopy. lol Chris ordered pizza. Yum! Anyways, then Bryce came over and he had a beer. Then Bryce mentioned the idea of going to his friends house in Spokane...and we're talking the other side of spokane. lol So we all agreed and took two different cars and went off to Spokane. When we got there, Chris turned on his strobe lights on his car and it scared the guys. LOL They thought the cops had showed up haha. Well, once we were inside, we didn't drink more, but Bryce and I did get stoned. lol I know, BAD Shawna, but hell, once in awhile isn't that bad. lol It's been uh...5 months since the last time I got stoned? Lol It's not like I smoke it every night. So I'm not feelin' ashamed.
We all crashed at Bryce's friend's house, and then early in the morning we left to go back to Coeur d'Alene. Bryce and I went to my house and then Chris met us there after he dropped off Jess. We put on Bruce Almighty and then crashed on the couch. lol I just woke up about an hour ago. Chris left around that time. Bryce left earlier. Chris said we'll probably hang out again tonight. haha you know what just crossed my mind? Almost sounds like I'm a slut because I have a bunch of guy friends I hang out with. lol Well, news flash, they're gay. lol Well, Chris is bi, but sort of the same difference. lol And I've known Chris and Bryce for like...well over 4 years. lol
Tomorrow is Nychole's birthday! She's turning 22! Damn, i wish I had some money so I had something to give her. :( I feel bad. We're suppose to go to Spokane and see the Prince and Me. :) We're going with Chelsey, and I think Chelsey's mom and I also think Nychole's mom is coming. Not sure though. It ought to be a blast though. :) I can't wait! Hopefully we'll get to embarrass Nychole and sing happy birthday to her. Hehe. She's an awesome friend! Her and I have gone through a lot of shit together, a helluva lot more than Amber and I had, and she's always been there for me, and she's never judged me. :) That's why I love her! Chelsey too. They say threesome friendships don't last long, but ours is lastin! We ROCK! lol Yeah, I'm weird. lol
Okay I've babbled enough. lol Excited about tomorrow though because of Nychole's birthday and I'll get to see Chelsey again. Haven't seen her much since she moved to Spokane so it'll be great. I just gotta figure out what I'm going to do about GAS! lol
current mood: cheerful
current music: "Show Me The Meaning of Being Lonely" by the Backstreet Boys
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| Wednesday, April 7th, 2004
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5:06 pm - orientation/other stuff
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So the orientation went well. I also found out that I qualify for a few loans so it look slike I'll be okay with getting it paid off. :) Can't wait till school starts. Just got back from hanging out with Chris and his friend Jessie. I'm back home to change clothes and then meet up with Chris at skate plaza. We're going roller skatting. Then after that, we're going back to my house and we're going to play pool and get drunk. Hehe. It's going to be fun. Anyways, gotta go into town. tootles. :)
current mood:  bouncy
current music: Risky Business on TV
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| Tuesday, April 6th, 2004
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9:29 pm - feel better
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Okay now I feel better after having eaten and had something to drink. The headache is still there but now it's minor. So it's more tolerable. I'm thinking of heading to bed in a few and getting some rest. I really need sleep. And damn, I dont know what I'm going to do about gas. I'm really low. I used too much! And Jim has the gas card and if I ask for it from him my mom will know I used up too much gas and I so don't want her knowing that I want to Spokane. She'd flip! Urgh. lol I don't know, I'll figure something out eventually. Meanwhile, I'm gonna see if maybe there's something on tv and if not, I'm going to bed. lol
current mood: calm
current music: Identity on TV
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9:04 pm - Long Day
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Alright, so I was sleeping really well, until Jim woke me up . lol I had to take my car to the DMV to get the license plates and registration. Got that all done. I also got my car tuned up. It runs so much better now and it finally has some guts. lol All 6 cylinders work! lol
Hung out with Nychole for a bit. Then she had to take a nap. So I left and met up with Chris. He and I went to find Bryce and then we took Bryce's jeep up to the mountains and went forebying...God that was fun. LOL He got his car so dirty. lol
So I recently just got back from hanging with them. I've got a migraine and I'm hungry. lol AK! I forgot my fetticini is in the microwave! Dammit! lol
current mood: good
current music: Identity on TV
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3:19 am - *yawn*
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Well, friends left to go home. It was funny though,b efore they left. Chris and Bryce put on dresses and did a drag queen thing! *laughs* It was hilarious! God you should have seen it. LOL Bryce did a dance to Bootylicious. haha. I haven't laughed so hard in a long time. lol
So tomorrow I'm suppose to get my car licensed finally. And hopefully I can get the tune up done too while I'm at it. Turns out it's only running on 4 of it's 6 cylinders, and I'm told that a tune up will fix that. So good news is, I don't have any major engine problems. I just can't wait to get it all fixed. lol It seemed to handle the freeway okay on the way to spokane, but when I went to 70 miles an hour the car kind of made a throbbing noise. Had nothing to do with the engine, becuase they gages were fine, and it wasn't over heating. Turns out, since my front tired are um...bald?...lol...that I probably just need to have them balanced. And I need an alignment too...I'm just happy to know nothing is seriously wrong with my car. lol
Okay well, I'm tired, so I'm off to bed now. Oh and for those of you who visit my website, I added on new Fan animations. :)
current mood: tired
current music: Gor on TV
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12:17 am - Fun Day
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So, didn't get anything done today with the car, but I drove it anyway. lol It's insured, so what the hell. Had a blast with friends today. I'm still hanging out with two of them. Chris and Bryce. We're watching Finding Nemo. We went to Spokane earlier to see Chelsey. Haven't seen her in awhile! It was great to see her. :) Nothing much else to say really. lol But I had a lot of fun :D
current mood: chipper
current music: Finding Nemo DVD
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| Monday, April 5th, 2004
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2:09 am - Went for a Drive
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I went for a drive. That was nice. I found a really pretty spot up in the hills. It has a view of the whole city. :) Nice place to go and clear my head and think about my life...okay so that's not clearing my head, but I've never been good at that. lolUrgh, I should really get to sleep. Damn busy day tomorrow. lol And I'll finally be able to see my friends. That'll be nice! No more being tied down at the house without a car. lol Okay yeah, I'm repeating myself.
current mood: calm
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1:15 am - Grr
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Up late again. *hits head on desk* I should go to sleep soon. Got a long day tomorrow. I think I might take a quick spin in my car though first. It's jsut nice to go for a little drive yaknow? I'll just stick to the neighborhood that way I don't get pulled over. LOL Alright, well, now I need a smoke lol
current mood: awake
current music: Flatliners on TV
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