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this weekend was great. i wish i could have hung out with a bunch of you, but yeah. hah. :D
im really frustrated with dexter.. he wont push, he hasnt been shorn, and he's too fat. i needneedneed this money so bad.. and im not really expecting him to do well in show. gah. what sucks about showing animals is that you put so much time and energy into something and you usually end up wasting a lot of money or if you do win, you just barely break even on things. argh. why am i complaining? sorry.. i dont know. i guess im just really nervous. so yeah. if you want to see me make a fool out of myself showing on thursday at 3 pm, tell me sometime this week and ill get you directions to the fair.
oh yeah, hamlet freaking sucks.
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[17 Oct 2003|11:42pm] |
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oh my gosh. asia and i rule.
the jizz was actually really great tonight. spitalfield, alexis on fire, and name taken were the best bands there. i got alexis on fire's cd. wooooo!!! man. awesome. caleb was there! asia had the option of boinking danny boy. danny boy = hawtt on fiah right now. heh.
dkfjhlksdjfh. right now, im acting way too a.d.d.-like for a detailed post (maybe one later?) and my ears are ringing. it was a great night. :D
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[14 Oct 2003|03:48pm] |
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blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
school is a DRAG.
oh well.
im getting better and better at welding aaaand we're starting to sew our stuff in apparel soon. art is fun.
other than that all of my classes are kinda lame.
r;ejhio;gjwepr89jprkfnbg;ldhl;dkfjghalskrdjg
i want it to be friday. spitalfield @ teh jizz with asia! woooooo!
oh yeah. my mom is the biggest idiot i have ever met in my entire life. if i explain it, i think i might get annoyed again. good thing is that i didnt get in trouble last night except for getting grounded form the computer. i think i might cry
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ha. so im guessing that was only for the night cause my mom isnt saying anything to me right now. argh. she just pisses me off so much. oh well.
yeah i dont really have much else to say.
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i woke up at 5:30.
what. the. hell. is wrong with me?!
so yes. i cant get back to sleep, so it's most definitely time for blurty.
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haha. uhmmm. i really want to see this one semi-local band carousel shy. i talked to one of the guys online from ftj (ew...) a while ago and he let me download some of their mp3s. theyre really fucking good. theyre like a mix of ben folds, bright eyes, and whatever other kind of piano/folk/rock stuff. man. i love that kind of stuff. butyeah. their site didnt show any upcoming shows. TEAR. ...except not.
im going with griag and turtle downtown today. woo. we're supposed to stop by soundwaves and i think im going to get the liars cd and a radio with guts cd if they have it. yay for new cds.
woah man. check out that hawtt icon!!!!11!*
*intended to be sarcastic
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[10 Oct 2003|05:46pm] |
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i got up today around noon and it felt great cause i needed to sleep in. went to go do errands with my mom blahbalhalabnhklsdjfkjhds. then i decided to go to galveston by myself. woo.
i jammed to some bob marley all the way up there. the waves were pretty decent near flagship. i was expecting it to be a lot more choppy than it really was. so i got all excited from seeing people surfing all up and down the beach, so i went to a couple of the surf shops to rent a board. but since i didnt have a motherfucking credit card, i couldnt. i did have a pretty good convorsation with the guy at surf specialties though about getting my board. theyre apparently going to sell their rental boards soon after the season ends for about $200-250 a piece. hm. now thats something to think about. too bad theyre the bic brand though. eh. a surf board's a surf board, right? he said that it starts getting slow when the water temp hits about 60. lkjfdg;a.
after going to about 3 shops, i decided to just go walk around and chill. so i go around the sea wall just enjoying things and i went on the beach and stuff. i thought i was in this nice secluded area so i waded out there in my bathing suit. i look around and realize that these hobo guys on the beach were staring at me hardcore. ahhh. scary. i went in and put on clothes almost immediately. ew. then i just sat around drawing and stuff. it was so relaxing. i loved it.
so yes. my day was great with the exception of not having a freakin' credit card. :D i think kristen and i are doing something tonight, so yay!
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[07 Oct 2003|06:07pm] |
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i am procrastinating.
ya know, im getting better and better about giving myself a decent excuse to not do homework. i love it. senioritis, baby.
this weekend us going to be excellent with the exception of sats on saturday. but who cares. saturday night will be awesome... thats the only plan i have so far. so yes. i want to hang out with you.
oh hmm also. i dont think that the phrase "hating everything" adequately describes having a cynical opinion on everything....or does it. i dont know. you probably dont know what im tlaking about either.
AH! michael moores new book came out today. i hope my dad got a copy. YAY!
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[05 Oct 2003|02:44pm] |
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HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
last night was so weird.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH.
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[02 Oct 2003|05:06pm] |
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( i got my hair did. )
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[01 Oct 2003|09:14pm] |
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AHHHHHHHH.
why is i that my parents like it up the ass so much?
geez.
all i get is a bunch of crap from them.
kjdshljkdgh8samkld.
oh yeah. i had a dream this afternoon about college. my dorm was in this dark fancy hotel type thing...its hard to describe...but yeah, not important...so im walking around for some reason going nowhere and everyone thats passing by me are like american eagle poster people. ya know, the stylishly faded khakis and baseball caps with the frayed ends (i dont have anything against that, mind you).. but yeah. no one would even look me in the eye or talk to me. the halls were really narrow, so i just started running thorugh all these couples of american eagle kids until i finally came to a dead end and went through this yellow door. well i thought the door was another room, but it turns out that it led me outside and it was already dark. i see this big pavilion area with a bunch of tables that had chairs on them, so i walk over there to check it out. as im walking up the stairs i hear some noise, but i dont really think anything of it. then i stop and look around where all the tables are and i see i HUGE black jaguar (the animal, not the car). im scared to death so i freeze up immediately and hope that it doesnt see me. it catches a glimpse of me in about 2 seconds and hunches over like its going to attack me. so it starts stalking me and picking up more speed and i all the sudden start screming and waving my arms around. i dont really know why i did that...but it worked cause the jaguar ran away form me... yeah im crack.
hopefully, kelly and i's plan works out for tomorrow? god, i hope so...
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[29 Sep 2003|09:17pm] |
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[22 Sep 2003|05:25pm] |
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someone needs to go running with me or some other physical activity. its about time i lost the badonkadonk.
yeah but anyway, i guess im not that stressed about college and other stuff much anymore. all of my applications are in with the exception of teacher and counselor recommendations. i almost kind of wish that this year would be over with so i can leave and give a big middle finger salute to kingwood high school. but then i think about my friends, and how much i want to keep in touch with them and blahblahlaljkfdsh. makes me sad. makes me anxious. makes me happy that i know ill leave here.
arg.
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[21 Sep 2003|12:26pm] |
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why is it that church never fails to put me in a horrible, cynical mood? i know im pretty damn cynical to begin with, but man, after church i can just feel myself becoming more and more.....like a bitch? i dont know. caleb and i had a pretty good discussion last night about god and other junk. it made me realize that i have such conflicting views on christianity. i always knew that i doubted a whole lot of it, but i really am in the dark on what to believe. i think i believe in god, but then i step back from it all and see that the whole concept is pretty irrational and stupid. then on the other hand, i cant see any other way that everything could be here without some divine being. for instance, our bodies. everything has a particular place and there is such an awesome cause and effect type system that makes the body run perfectly. then in nature there is an underlying order to a bunch of chaos...or is it the other way around? i dont know... but theres no way that some lone atom or big bang theory started such a complex system. it's just making me think a lot about things, which is cool i guess...if it wasnt so confusing. yeah.
anywho. after church we tried to go to hb steakhouse, but alas. it wasnt open yet. my parents werent willing to wait 20 minutes for some awesomeeeee food, so we went to olive garden. mm.
now ive gotta go take my sunday afternoon nap and the rain makes it even better. :)
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[20 Sep 2003|08:14pm] |
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ska fest was great.
<3ed it.
excellent.
uhm so yeah.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRAIG!!!
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[17 Sep 2003|03:47pm] |
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[12 Sep 2003|11:30pm] |
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today was surprisingly good.
school..bleh. not worth mentioning..
graig and i hung out afterwards, which was cool. i cant help but feel like a HUGE idiot... but eh whatever.
siobhan and i went to the art exhibit and other junk, saw ryan dunn for the first time in 3 yrs, then went to johns house and chilled there for awhile.
man. we listened to some great stuff. i really like !!! and that crazy band that starts with m... i dont know. but man. its freakin awesome. its just so refreshing to hear new music...like crazy music.. so unique.. yeah i dont know. but i had a lot of fun. those 2 guys reminded me of the 2 music elitest record store employees in high fidelity. hah.
i realized tonight how SO VERY VERY VERY little i know about good music. its crazy. i always knew that i didnt know much at all, but man. i know NOTHING. hah. butchyea. i just have these epiphanies every so often where i sit back and realize how ignorant i am about all of this stuff... i hate it, but then i like it all at the same time. its almost like realizing that im growing up and admitting that i know nothing. kind of humbling, in a way...
right now im listening to neil young's "greendale" album and im really liking it so far. dad bought it for me a week ago and im just now getitng time to listen to it. weird. so yeah... onto more unproductive things. byee
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[11 Sep 2003|04:08pm] |
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jsnafkjshglkrh! i havent updated in forever.
basic highlights of my week thus far:
-->graig and i are going out now. (!!!!!!!!!!!!)
-->i finished all my dhalls! woooooooooooooooooo!
-->isis came over and did such things as: smearing her sweat all over me, putting her armpit on my head, knocking over almost everyhting on the computer desk, acting like a 6th grader.......and other junk. man, i love that kid so much. we are the hugest dorks EVER when we're together. haha i <3 it.
-->kari and i looking up anti-bush merchandise. hahahahahhaha
yep. then today i was planning on giving blood for the drive at school, but the jerkfaces wouldnt let me do it cause i had a fever last week. at least i dont have aids...? take my blood, dammit! i was scared though... amber and kari just made fun of me. hah. good thing i didnt have to do the finger pricking thing, and i still got a free shirt for trying! so yes. in 23 days i will be deemed healthy eough to give some bloooood. weeoo.
then at school today the yell leaders were giving out temporary tattoos of the wtc towers and some little quote like "never forget" along with a pledge flyer for us to sign saying that we will never forget 9/11 (run on?). ok. 9/11 was a horrible thing, and it was completely surreal and i still am sad about it, BUT i refuse to have all of this american propagnda crap shoved at me. i didnt take any of it all 3 times i was offered today at school. but whats the point of having a temporary tattoo and signing a piece of paper? it doesnt make you more patriotic. our generation is being defined by 9/11 wether we like it or not, so i dont think anyone will be forgetting it anytime soon. i dont know, i probably sound like an insensitive bitch right now, but oh well.. im not happy to be living in america right now under this current regime and i guess i just get hostile when i see all of these people with american flag merch telling me that i should do this and do that so i can show my patriotism. but yeahhhhhhh
i wanted to go skimboarding with gonzo this afternoon...stupid sat class :-/
OH YEAH! i have a lj now!!!! tell me your username and ill add you.
k time to go do work. byeeeeee
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[08 Sep 2003|03:36pm] |
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i want an lj so bad.
kristen and i were tlaking about it today at lunch and everyone said i was a big idiot for wanting a paid account. ha. you know you allllllll want one.
im stressed out with all of this school/sat/college crap. i thought senior yr was supposed to be easy? argh. guess not for me..
on the way home i saw some lady in a white van that had bumper stickers like "bush/cheney 2004", "people who believe the liberal media are FOOLS", and other anti-liberal stickers that i didnt have to time to read and laugh about. oh tee hee. fuckin ultra conservative tight asses piss me off. but...it was funny at the same time...cause she was old and smoking and ha...ha...nkljdgklhfgjhfdgsjkhflgsdfkjg
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