Here we go..
Well, Josh told me Thursday night that he wanted to hang out with my sister again.. And Jay wanted to see me.. Buutt Jay couldn't do anything Thursday night because of his mom. Josh decided that we could meet up at his place on Friday night after he got back from a party his friend Ronald was throwing. I guess Josh didn't want us to be at that party with a bunch of drunk weirdos who might try to take advantage of us.. So he said to come by his place at like 12 midnight or something. Sooooo lol, I talked my mom into taking us out there and dropping us off. My mom was freaking out because she had NO clue as to what was going on, and she was just sorta leaving her kids out in BFE at midnight with no one around. Well, we were waiting for Josh and Jay to show up.. It's cold, and freezing out. Brr, I am talking.. ICE CUBE cold. Maybe I should have worn a sweater, or jacket.. Or something.. Anywho, Kaitlyn and I are just sitting in Josh's driveway.. Freezing, and watching the cars pass by. 10 minutes goes by.. No Josh or Jay.. 20 minutes goes by.. Still no Josh or Jay.. Then like 35-40 minutes later Jay pulls up in his truck with Josh. Josh was all like "What in the hell are you doing out here now".. Jay was like, "You idiot.. You told them you wanted them to come out here, and now they are here.. We could have left a long time ago, but noo.. You wanted to stay at Ron's!!" So, after they got done arguing, we all piled into Jay's truck.. Kaitlyn had to sit on my lap.. After getting all situated, we (Kaitlyn and I) were informed that we had to run to town to get more ice for Ronald. I was pissed, because Kaitlyn was squishing my boobs, and I couldn't breathe. We went all the way from Josh's to town, which is quite a drive.. I was soo uncomfortable. The whole way there Jay was bitching at Josh telling him to stay off of his $400 speakers. It was quite amusing. lol.. Well, we get to the Village Pantry and notice that there we two cops sitting in front of the store. Josh was flipping out because he was out after curfew. So Jay pulled up to a pump and got like $3 in gas.. To make it look like we were doing something. I had to hide behind Kaitlyn because the way we were sitting was far from legal. Jay comes rushing out of the VP, with no ice.. Might I add, and we take off.. Then Josh's phone rings. It's Ronald.. Telling us we DON'T need ice. lol, funny thing is Ronald had NO clue Kaitlyn and I were coming out there. Anyways, we drove all the way back out to BFE.. Jay helped me out of his truck and we walked up to the bon-fire. It was soo funny. Jay was like "You sent us out for ice, and we brought these two beauties instead.." I couldn't help but to laugh. Jay is so funny.
Yeah well, we're all just chilling by the fire.. I was really chilling, because I was freezing. lol.. Jay and I hadn't like, hugged or kissed or anything like that.. We just talked. I guess he noticed I was shivering and he pulled me closer to him and was like "You know, it's warm over here." I was like "Ahhhhh.. You're a beast." I didn't say that out loud though. lol.. That would have been funny.
Time goes by, I had like 6 beers.. Everyone is amazed because they all think I can chug like a man. lol.. By now I am starting to feel the beer. lol.. This crazy kid Stephen, who is already drunk.. Might I add, wants to run out to the pasture and ride Ron's cow.. The crazy thing is, he actually did it. Oh man.. It was soo funny. I almost peed my pants.. lol.
I had drank more than Jay, and I was like a little tipsy.. Okay, you caught me.. I was DRUNK. lol.. And I still had the whole, "Jay using me" thing on my mind.. So, I just came out and asked him when we were alone if his intentions were to use me, and hurt me like all the other guys have. He said "No, that sucks. Why would I do that to you?" I was like.. "Yay! This is good." By then, it was Suck Face City. He is such a good kisser. The rest of the night we just chilled and hung out. I went to the "bush" like 10 times.. I had to pee a lot. My sister, being the freak she is, brought toilet paper. I heart her. She rules. I ended up in a tent, on the cold ass ground with Jay.. And in that moment, before I passed out.. It was like no one else was there.. And it was just me and him. He kissed my forehead and told me to sleep.. Because I looked like I needed it. I feel asleep in his arms.. And woke up in his arms. It was great.
We had to leave really quick in the morning, so Ron wouldn't get into trouble. I had to like Army crawl out to Josh's car, because Ron's dad was outside. It was crazy.. The sad part is.. Josh was in such a hurry.. I didn't get to kiss Jay bye. I didn't even get to tell him bye. I cried. lol.. Well, on the way out to my house, we listened to Dashboard Confessional.. "Vindicated".. And all of a sudden, Josh's phone rang and he handed it back to me. I was like "For me?" lol.. It was Jay, and he told me that he definately wanted to hang out again before school starts, and he was looking forward to it..
Good God.. I sware, this is the happiest I have been in a while.
My fingers are really tired now.. And I am craving fried chicken.. So I am going to go.. I will update again later, you know me.. I am a BIG Blurty whore. lol