Survey, dawg   
03:59pm 01/08/2003
mood: anxious
music: Glassjaw
[ .. ] first name: Erin
[ .. ] middle name: Marie
[ .. ] nickname(s): Capizzi, Capoz, Babies, knobby, Erin Capazoio... lol
[ .. ] gender: Woman
[ .. ] birthday: 6/6/84
[ .. ] height: 5'3
[ .. ] hair color: Right now?!?! Red
[ .. ] eye color: Hazel
[ .. ] do you wear glasses or contacts: Nope... sunglasses... but not regular glasses
[ .. ] do you have braces: not anymore
[ .. ] is your hair long or short: medium lenth
[ .. ] where were you born: Elmira NY
[ .. ] current location: Horseheads, NY
[ .. ] zodiac sign: Gemini
[ .. ] how many languages do you know: English and Spanish
[ .. ] bad habit: Cracking joints... and more
[ .. ] piercings you have: None
[ .. ] piercings you want: Lip, eyebrow
[ .. ] tattoos you have: none yet
[ .. ] tattoos you want: A black rose with blood dripping off it, if i had the right body, a spider web on my hip
[ .. ] today's date: August 1st
[ .. ] the time: 4:09 PM

: pets :
[ .. ] do you have a pet: yes, 2 dogs
[ .. ] are you still in school: Nope
[ .. ] did you drop out: hahah yes
[ .. ] least favorite subjects: gross
[ .. ] most humiliating moment: my whole life was humiliating

: favorites :
[ .. ] numbers: 2,7,25
[ .. ] shoes: Etnies
[ .. ] saying: "Cuckucacho" "shibby" "Dude"
[ .. ] tv show: errr
[ .. ] vegetable: gross
[ .. ] fruit: apple
[ .. ] candy: mmmmmm candy
[ .. ] gum: ????
[ .. ] candy bar: i dont know
[ .. ] ice cream flavor: Peanut Butter Cup
[ .. ] color: black
[ .. ] season: Winter and summer
[ .. ] holiday: Xmas and halloween
[ .. ] type of music: Screamo, Emo, Hardcore
[ .. ] thing in your room: Paint Supplys
[ .. ] place to be: Alone by myself in my room.. well when it was nice and dark and had things in it
[ .. ] tv channel: meh
[ .. ] overall food: STEAK
[ .. ] store: hot topic, sam goody, and spencers
[ .. ] fast food: Wendys
[ .. ] restaurant: Outback
[ .. ] shape: Shape?!?!?! riiiiight
[ .. ] time of day: night
[ .. ] mall: I dunno
[ .. ] board game: Monopoly
[ .. ] car: Xtera
[ .. ] word: Fuck
[ .. ] month: december and June
[ .. ] team: LADY DEVILS
[ .. ] possession: TIMMY

: what's the first thing that comes to mind when you hear :
[ .. ] eminem: white
[ .. ] dog: babies
[ .. ] sexy: me
[ .. ] britney spears: SLUT
[ .. ] nsync*: gone
[ .. ] real world: worthless
[ .. ] orange: SODA
[ .. ] choice: yours
[ .. ] Shit: on your face
[ .. ] bisexual: not me
[ .. ] black: midnight
[ .. ] insane clown posse: ICP
[ .. ] linkin park: chester
[ .. ] jack: the pirate?
[ .. ] rainbow: Adam
[ .. ] cherry: popped
[ .. ] cucumber: ill
[ .. ] shark: LOOK OUT
[ .. ] lifehouse: drag show
[ .. ] bat: man
[ .. ] leather: seats
[ .. ] whips: me
[ .. ] america: USA
[ .. ] water: swimming
[ .. ] volcano: AHHHHHHHHHHH

:private life :
[ .. ] do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Yes i have a boyfriend
[ .. ] do you have a crush: sure
[ .. ] how many hearts of have you broken: Who knows...
[ .. ] how many people broke your heart: Too many
[ .. ] so what is your bf/gf/crush like: Like me
[ .. ] do you have a picture of him/her: Yea
[ .. ] do you have a picture of yourself: yeah
[ .. ] do you go by looks or personality: both

: would you ever :
[ .. ] bungee jump: yeah, but push me
[ .. ] sky dive: yep, push me
[ .. ] swim with dolphins: hell yeah
[ .. ] scuba dive: yeah
[ .. ] go rock climbing: eek
[ .. ] eat shit for $1,000,000: GROSS, BUT SURE
[ .. ] turn your back on your friends for personal gain: no
[ .. ] who's hot: Me of course... lol... jk
[ .. ] steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: no
[ .. ] cross-dress: hahaha ya ive talked about doing drag.. LOL

[.. ] lie to the police: Not escatly
[ .. ] run from the police: no
[ .. ] lie to your parents: yes
[ .. ] walk up to a stranger and kiss them: nope
[ .. ] walk out of a restaurant without paying: nah

: have you ever :
[ .. ] flashed someone: yup
[ .. ] told the person you liked how you felt: yeah
[ .. ] been to Michigan: nope
[ .. ] gotten really REALLY wasted: once upon a time
[ .. ] gone to jail or juvi: nope
[ .. ] skateboarded: yep
[ .. ] skinny dipped: yes
[ .. ] stolen anything: yup
[ .. ] kicked someone's ass: yea
[ .. ] pegged someone in the head with a snowball: hell yeah
[ .. ] broken a beer bottle: nope
[ .. ] flipped someone off: yes
[ .. ] gone on a road trip: yes
[ .. ] gone on vacation without adult supervision: i wish
[ .. ] been to a concert: of course
[ .. ] been to another country: yes
[ .. ] talked back to an adult: all the time
[ .. ] got pulled over: yes
[ .. ] got in a car accident: yep

[ .. ] broken a law: yep
[ .. ] given money to a homeless person: nope
[ .. ] tried to kill yourself: ...... shhhh its a secret
[ .. ] cried to get out of trouble: uh huh
[ .. ] kissed a friend's brother or sister: hahahah my boyfriend is my friends brother... well she was once my friend
[ .. ] kissed a brother or sister's friend: i dont have those
[ .. ] dropped something on the floor that you were cooking and let someone eat it anyways: probably

. : opinions : .
[ .. ] what do you think...about pop music: its ok, i liek some
[ .. ] about boy bands: Meh
[ .. ] about flag burning: doesnt bother me that much, well it does, but not alot
[ .. ] of the war on terrorists: fuck terrorists
[ .. ] about suicide: whatever they want
[ .. ] about people who try to force their opinions on you: fuck them..
[ .. ] about abortion: choice
[ .. ] about rock/metal music: love it
[ .. ] where do you think you'll be in 10 years: hahahah who knows
[ .. ] who do you think you'll still be friends with in 5 years: Yevette, Katy, Adam and mah babies Matt

: what did you do :
[ .. ] last birthday: played in a softball tourny
[ .. ] last weekend: was driving home from SC
[ .. ] christmas: spent time with the family
[ .. ] thanksgiving: Ate
[ .. ] new year's eve: stayed home, pissed
[ .. ] halloween: i dont remember
[ .. ] easter: uh
[ .. ] valentine's day: with babies

: the last :
[ .. ] thing you ate: popcorn
[ .. ] thing you drank: Cherry Pepsi
[ .. ] thing you wore: A beater and lacross shorts
[ .. ] place you went: Matts house
[ .. ] thing you got pierced/tattooed: nothing
[ .. ] person you saw: Matt
[ .. ] person you hugged: Matt
[ .. ] person you talked to: Matt
[ .. ] song you heard: Glassjaw, Mu empire
[ .. ] any shoes on: no
[ .. ] hair: Red
[ .. ] listening to: glassjaw
[ .. ] talking to anyone: Matt and Dave

: yes or no :
[ .. ] are you a vegetarian: nope
[ .. ] do you like cows: Yea
[ .. ] are you a bitch: hell yes

[ .. ] are you artistic: no
[ .. ] do you write poetry: yes I do
[ .. ] can you ski: snowboard, kinda
[ .. ] are you british: nah
[ .. ] did you ever give barbie a haircut: hahaha ya
[ .. ] would you eat mac & cheese with hot dogs in it: ill
[ .. ] are you straight: yep
[ .. ] are you short: ya
[ .. ] are you tall: no
[ .. ] are you a typical teenager: whats that?!?
[ .. ] do you shop at hot topic: HELL YA

.: random questions :
[ .. ] if you could be any animal, what would you be: Cheetah
[ .. ] if you had to eat and drink one thing for the rest of your life, what would it be: Steak and Cherry coke
[ .. ] do you remember any of your dreams: yes
[ .. ] do you dream in color or black and white: both
[ .. ] do you admit when you need help with a problem: sometimes
[ .. ] can people read you like a book: meh sometimes
[ .. ] what's your biggest fear: when im in the shower and someone is watching me
[ .. ] do you talk a lot: soemtimes
[ .. ] are you afraid of clowns: no
[ .. ] do you like spiders: FUCK NO
[ .. ] how about grape kool-aid: mmmm
[ .. ] do you drive: ya
[ .. ] are you spoiled: ya
[ .. ] are you anti-social: meh
[ .. ] any last words: chuckucacho
[ .. ] now that this is over, what are you going to do: nothing

[ .. ] what is the time now: 4:42 PM
New sn   
10:36am 31/07/2003
mood: awake
music: Glassjaw
Hiya i forgot to mention that i have a new screen name... It's BurningJealousyX I changed it like a couple weeks ago and forgot to tell some people... so here it is.. lol.. So IM me sometime.. lol... that is if you want too... cause im a loser and such... :)
Holy Smokes   
02:08pm 30/07/2003
mood: amused
Wow, i havent updated this thing in like 5 million years... Well, ok, not that long, but still its been a while.. the last time i updated this thing was May 18th.... wow... and it's like almost August... Holy shit balls...Well let's see here, what has happened in the past 2 months, that i need to report.. hehehe..

Softball is finally done... We did pretty good in South Carolina, winning two games and loosing three... It was so much fun.. Going to the amusement park with the girls, riding one rollarcoaster, well it wasnt a real rollarcoaster, more like one that i could go on, without the drops and the loppy things.. it was like a water rollarcoaster, ya got wet when you rode it... it was mad fun.. hahaha... "Know your role bitch" hahaha i never laughed so hard in my life on the last day there.. Hanging with Lil D, Michele, Jade and Yevette in our hotel room.. That was so funny, i swear Lil D should go on last comic standing, she is so fucking funny.. lol.. Getting checked out with pretty cool too, lol... The guy in the No Fear store... hottie... hehe... Spongebob needs to die.. i saw way to much of him when we were on Vacation.. I swear if i have to sit in the car for more then two hours i will go nuts... I thought i was never gonna get home when we were coming back, we stopped in Virginia and then in Gettysburg and then we finally made it home... Thank god.. Buffalo was alright... I dont really remember that... besides the pool table and the slide talks with Kristin.. hahaha... Mad funny.. Im gonna be a coach next year, so thats gonna be exciting, dont have to play... yay... hahah..

Guess whats in like 22 days?!?! Me and Mah babies.. 1 Year Anniversary, can you believe that shit... 1 year... holy monkey balls... That is so long, my longest relationship eva.. haha... i'm excited... :):) We're gonna get married.. lol... I love him... he's a little babies... he bought me a stuffed dog yesterday at Toys R Us... He's so cute, his name is Darby... Him and Timmy get along good, Mathew Ryan doesnt talk that much... Oh ya Mathew Ryan is a bear that i made at build-a-Bear.. He's white with a blue nose, and is only wearing boxers... hehehe he's so adorable.. i wove him.. hehehe :)

Erin doesnt think she can go to warped tour this year.. bummer... Erin needs to get a job... Erin def needs to get a job...... sigh...

ok i think im done now... i'll try and update this thing more... hahahaha ya right, who am i kidding...

oh ya... i'm finally re-doing my room... I'm painting it blue and a light blue, and then i'm gonna like put like decks from skateboards on the wall as shelves and shit... its gonna be mad cool.. lol.. :P.. hehe ok well i'm out... so ttyl

12:03pm 18/05/2003
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12:03pm 18/05/2003
mood: amused
music: heeheheheh
Well shit son... It's been a hella long time since the last time i updated this beast.. Since May 6th... Well it hasnt been that long, but it feels like it has.. but oh well.. lol... Today is like 18th...::Shrugs:: i dont know where that came from... lol.... but ya lemme think of some things to say on this thing... lol... I didnt take finals for college because i hate them.. lol and im not going back next year so it wouldnt be worth taking them, but oh well i hate college, it sucks.. never go.. never.. But ya..

DUDE, FUCKING X2 WAS THE GREATEST FUCKING MOVIE.... HOLY FUCKING SHIT... X-MEN WAS SHIT, BUT NOT X2 THAT WAS SO INCREDIBLE... AHHHHHH i recommend everyone to go see that movie... omg... as much a i hate the girl who played rogue, i got over that and watched the movie and not growled everytime she came on the screen... holy shit dudes... ahhh i'm def. gonna go see it again... it's so amazing, i cant get over it... the endig was the best part, not because it ended, just because of what happens.. eek i'm not gonna give away anything because that will just ruin it all..... meep!! :)

My summer is gonna be so much fucking fun this year... First a Finch concert, then an Otown concert, then 10 days in South Carolina with my softball team and possibly boyfriends and friends who wanna come.... Then Warped tour is coming up and then the big 1 year for me and my boi, mathew!! eek... and in the middle of all that there will probably be a lot more things to do.. like going up to the lake getting my wakeboard on, and hanging out with my lake buddies.. And possibly we'll find a lot more places to go... Yevette wants to go to Yosemite Park, but thats in like Whyoming or something like that... But i dont know.. Ya never know with this summer coming up... But the thing is... I have like softbal tourneys every weekend, except for in August so i dont know how we're gonna do all these things.. lol.. But ya this summer is so gonna rock... I'm excited about South Carolina.. Well we're not acually spending 10 days thee, more like 7, but we're gonna be in Buffalo playing at The Aunt Rosie's Tourney from the 17th-20th of July (steph, since you live in Buffalo, you should come see me play :):):):) that would be awesome) well we leave for SC on the 20th, and then we have 7 days of nice weather, beach, and spending quality time with the softball team... ahahahahahahahahah Theres one girl who i am not looking foreward into spending 10 days with.... and thats kim... ::rolls eyes:: godah she annoys the fuck out of me... she annoys everyone for that matter... but oh well thats her prob...

awww poor jordan...Heather broke up with him...that bitch.... she plays her games, and then dumps the man...

but ya i think i'm done for right now.. lol...

Yo Dawg   
06:48pm 06/05/2003
  Hey kids... How's everyone this fine day!??! Good Good... Well school is almost out.. thank god.. i hate it so incredibly much.. Well the Battle Of The Bands is over with.. It was so awesome... Little Angus took first place, Highland Drive 2nd place and Endive 3rd place...It was so much until the end when Tim started being an assole... oh well he's a fucking loser and no one likes him.. lol... He needs to majorly get over himself...Oh well fags can usually never.. so meh...

Let' see here... Ummm I got a job... then lost it.... Fucking losers.... I told them that i couldnt work on the weekends because of softball.. Yet they go and hire me anyway.. Then yesterday i called for my hours and then i had to talk to Bobby K, himself and he told me they didnt need me anymore... so i had to fill out all those fucking tax things just for them to say to me "We dont need you right now" what the fuck is that all about?!?!? oh well... they're fucking gay anyway.... i'm just gonna apply to hot topic... so there... ::Sticks tongue out::

well i'm out
Another Survey taken from Steph   
12:08am 27/04/2003
mood: awake
music: the noice of the computer
01 | spiders
02 | heights
03 | Suicidal birds that like to run into my window
01 | Yevette
02 | Matt
03 | Adam
01 | Matt
02 | music
03 | TIMMY
01 | Spiders
02 | School
03 | My Period
01 | Men
02 | Men
03 | once again men
01 | My phone
02 | The computer
03 | Cd's
01 | Talking To Matt
02 | Cracking the Joints
03 | yelling BIZACK
01 | Get a Book published
02 | Be married to Matt and have kids
03 | Go to Italy
01 | Write
02 | Talk
03 | be mad cool
01 | Funny
02 | Hammy (Jade)
03 | Freaky
01 | Be a Purple Hippo
02 | Be aSuper Hero
03 | whack off
01 | Finch
02 | Linkin Park
03 | Me
01 | Country Music
02 | Britany Spears
03 | The guy behind you
01 | i love you
03 | Fuck You
01 | Derek Jeter
02 | Myself
03 | ?
01 | STEAK, nice and bloody steak
02 | Chicken Fingers
03 | STEAK
01 | Guitar
02 | Guitar
03 | And The Guitar
01 | Pepsi
02 | Milk
03 | Cherry Coke
01 | Salute Your Shorts
02 | Are you Afraid Of The Dark
03 | Darkwing Duk
01:33pm 22/04/2003
  Why hello there my new found friend, how are you this fine and wonderful day!??! Well i'm alright, i'm just sitting in my mom's work, actin like i'm doing some work, because thats what i do best! lol... I had an interview with Bobby K entertainment yesterday, but the dude never showed up, so me and matt and some joy girl sat there for an hour waiting for him and he never showed up!! Evil man... and ot make things worse. I was getting ready to start my car and forgot that i locked the steering wheel, and when i lock the steering wheel, the key wont turn on the car.. So i sat there for 15 minutes trying to get my car to work..Luckily Katrina a girl i used to go to High School with picked Joy up and knew how to get the steering wheel unlocked... Thank god for Kat... lol

Yesterday was me and MAtt's 8 months... YAY.... i was excited... lol.... we're freaks i know i know... but thats ok.. i love him so so much... Eeeeee... :):):)


Happy Belated Easter everyone... I got the Lord Of The Rings 4 DVD's set... it's majorly cool... it shows all the deleted and extended scenes... some i wish were in the movie all together because they were cool.. Like the Walking of The elves... that was so beautiful... I wish i was an elf.. hehehe

The 10 Quickest Ways to Get a Boyfriend   
06:55pm 16/04/2003
mood: nerdy
music: lol
The 10 Quickest Ways to Get a Boyfriend
Getting a good boyfriend can seem like the hardest thing in world to do sometimes. They never call, they never want a second date, or they look at other girls instead of you. I whipped up this free report on all I've learned about the quickest ways to get a boyfriend so YOU could get YOURS. Enjoy!

Method #1 Network Your Circle of Influence

We all have family, friends and acquaintances. Make a list of yours. Ask them if they know of any available guys that would be a good match for you. Go to the functions they go to with them, and you will increase your circle of friends.

The more people you meet, know and subtilely enlist in your goal of finding a great guy, the better your odds. Going bowling with your best friend's chess club might not seem like a great idea, but it might just open you up to 25 new possible guys!

#2 Hang out where the guys are.

You won't meet any guys hanging out at home crying. If you put yourself where guys are, you will meet some!

Where are the guys you want? At a skater park? Basketball court? RPG group? Video arcade? At the mall?

You can really get precise with this and not only look for guys, but a particular type of guy.

Want a rich young stockbroker type? Where do they go to get training for getting their stockbroker license? Look in the phonebook and find out when the classes are. What bars do the stockbrokers drink at? Pick your type of guy and find out where he hangs out!

#3 Always look attractive and approachable.

You never know where you will meet a guy that you have a mutual attraction with, but you can bet he won't be calling you if your wearing dirty sweatpants!

Always dress well and wear your makeup and hair in an attractive fashion. Keep a smile on your face - be happy. Nobody approaches a girl with a scowling face - no matter how much natural beauty she has.

#4 Try Dating New Types of Guys

Some girls get in the rut of only dating guys from one age group, school or place. This is a mistake. More often than not you really don't know what makes a boyfriend a great boyfriend for you unless you date different kinds of guys.

This is serious business - you might fall in love with a guy and spend the rest of your life with him. Try to date several different types of guys, and see what you like about each guy.

Almost everyone I know is extremely glad they are not dating their high school sweetheart! After all, the purpose of dating is to get to know guys better. Date like crazy!

#5 Never reject a guy.

This isn't what you think. Sure, there are guys out there who will ask you out and you will want to barf or run for the hills. But if you do, how will you meet all his friends, and grab the best one for yourself?

Tell guys you're not interested in that your not dating right now, but it was kind of them to ask you out. "By the way, is that your cute friend over there?"

#6 Start going places by yourself.

A lot of girls make the mistake of only going out with a friend or group of friends. Try it by yourself instead. It can be intimidating to approach a group of girls, but a lot easier for a guy to say hi to you by yourself.

#7 Be Visible, Accessible

No one will find you inside your bedroom at home, unless you only plan on meeting guys online! Get yourself out and visible.

Take a walk. Try a new sport. Go to an event. There's always something going on, and 50% of the people there are probably guys!

It wouldn't hurt to make sure you get outside and visible in a new area every other day. That would dramatically improve your odds of meeting a boyfriend.

#8 Ask guys out.

Instead of waiting for a guy to ask you out, why not ask him out? Do your research first, but what's the worst that could happen? They could say no.

But if you asked 10 guys, I bet 5 would go for it. Is it worth 5 guys saying no to get 5 boyfriends? Hell yes.

Guys do this all the time. If you think this could hurt too much, think how much it hurts NOT to do it, and get nothing for sure. A heck of a lot more.

#9 Know yourself to find your perfect boyfriend.

This will be harder, but worth the effort. Take stock in yourself. What do you want from a guy? What does he have to have to even be considered?

A hot bod? Money? A good family? Emotional support? Probably many things, but some are more important than others.

Is religion important to you? What about life philosophy? Goals? Do you only respect smart guys?

Write down everything you can't stand about a guy. Then write down everything you would love to have in a guy.

By knowing yourself you can stop wasting time on bad dates, and focus on ones that have better odds of being Prince Charming.

#10 Break out the online search.

This is how I met my boyfriend (who I now live with). Think about what you want from a guy, and hit the online dating services like Love@AOL, Yahoo Personals,, etc.

One great thing about pay personals (although they cost money) is that guys have put up money to find girlfriend. These guys tend not to be players. They are probably as serious as you are about finding their soulmate.
10:20pm 13/04/2003
mood: anxious
music: fnmlhjuhdbgg
Ya so like i was sitting on my computer, and i'm just like typing random shit that comes to mind, or something that comes directly from my fingers, so ya this entry is pobably not going to make a lot of sense to anyone, because i am in a weird fucking mood right now... so ya... this one time when i was sitting here i was like oh my god and i looked around and saw this one guy come up to me an he threw me to the ground and i was like " what the hell, dude" and he was like "yeah" and i was just like yeah what what do you want from me... k i'm out now.... K BYE
Long Entry or Short Entry?   
02:54pm 10/04/2003
mood: weird
Howdy Parnter, lets rope me up some of them cattle... hehehe.. Anyways, how is everyone doing out there in the small world of nothing! lol... i dont know... Ya so i guess they killed whats his face, saddame is it?!? Ya they tore down his statue...Hhahahah it was great fun to watch that! :) heheheh ok There's a change to the battle of the bands... It starts at 1 and goes till 10... long ass time i know i know.. :) hehehe... Here's a list of the bands that are gonna be playing:
Back From Zero 1-1:30
Earl's Garage 1:45-2:15
Inutile Soul 2:30-3
Antipastas 3:15-3:45
Conformity 4-4:30
Lost Eden 4:45-5:15
Indirect Threat 5:30-6
Little Angus 6:15-6:45
Endive 7-7:30
Highland Drive 7:45-8:15
But i think we have to change Indirect Threat and Highland drive since Indirect threat has to like work or something... I dont know... gay huh!!! ya i do think so.. lol

OMG Yevette got pictures developed from like 5 years ago, and we're so fucking small looking... We all have changed so much... eek Holy shibby... awwwww Matt got his pics developed from like modnar stff and there's a pic of me and him in there... It's sooooooooooooooooooooooo good.... i love it... He looks like the lead singer of Finch in that picture.... mmmmm i'll scan it sometime and hopefully be able to post it on my MBI, but i dont knwo if that will happen since it's not working or whatever... I love pictures so much.... they make me smile and remember the good old times back in the day, when everyone used to be friends..... shame shame shame....

Dude Steph....What the hell is the one chicks problem... She keeps complaining about stupid shit... I'm gonna kick her ass... god damn... If i lived where you guys lived, she'd be dead right now... lol...i really dislike people who complain... god... lol

hom dum.... dude i miss my buddy Bobby.... lol.... hahahah i miss all my friends that were from high school.... I hate college, it fucking sucks... I'm dropping out.. i know so many people who didnt go to college and are big time famous people... what the fuck is up with that?!?!?! who knows who cares... but ya i'm out... k bye
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04:52pm 06/04/2003
mood: blank
music: uh
Hey now... ummmm i dont even have that much to say right now... so ummm ya.... ::Blank Stare:: errrrr.....
11:10pm 03/04/2003
mood: blah
music: mmoooosagada
Individualty, i like that!!!!! Someone said that to me today... It actually made me really happy... and i smiled... I was wearing my pin stripe capri bondage pants, tube socks, and my fish net shirt... Ya man ya....ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmm like.... My period is here and its like a fucking VOLCANO.... no doubt... hhhaahhha ok thats enough
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03:38pm 02/04/2003
mood: amused
music: Freak on a leash
Holy shit son, it's been like 5 years since i last updated this thing... well not that long, but it sure feels like it's been hella long... dang yo! So let's see what all has happened in the past couple weeks... Ummm we went to war... got into another fight with my parents.... Got my hair cut..... almost broke up with matt..... ummm probably a lot more stuff....and i will explain everthing...

Ok the whole war thing... I'm for it... I'm for it... It's about time we've done something to protect our country... We cant just let anybody hit the world trade centers on purpose and get away with it... I'm not that much of a war junkie and dont know very much to say about it because i'm not that smart in that area of interest, lol, but it's about time we took charge... Like my dad said last night, when Clinton was president, those people over in either iraq or kuwait one of those fucked up countries, the people there dragged marines through the streets and hung the in front of everyone, and Clinton didnt do nothing about it... I didnt know about that until my dad said something... If i were Clinton i wuld have sent troops over there immedialty... No one fucks with us and gets away with it... I think the only reason why people want to start shit with us is to see how far we will go... Like war and all... To see if we will really go to war or not.... The World Trade Centers was just the beginning... I know alot of people are against the war, and i am a lil against it too, but thats mainly because i know people that's in the war right now... and i dont want thm getting hurt, but one of my friends already got hurt and he's coming home, which is good... but ya... enough about the war...

Next issue... The fight with my parents.... Thats nothing new... just the same ol shit.. so ya i dont know need to say anything about that... lol...

My hair is really really short... like duck ass short.... it looks really cute tho.... and i dyed it all oe color, so now it's back to being black.. no streaks in it... not yet anyway, i just cant figure out what color i wanna do now... I already did blue, so i need a diff. color... meh oh well..

Ok now Matt... I was almost going to break up with him because i didnt think i was ready for a really serious relationship, like we're in now.. and it was really scarying me... And he ade a really good point to me the other night and how i spend every second with him and not my parents or my friends, just him... And that kinda felt like he was pushing me away, and i didnt wanna get hurt like that.. SO Erin got all depressed and shit, and everything was running in my mind about all that, and i started to cry because i thought to myself that if broke up with him he would find someone new and not want me back when i was ready to go on with the relationship.... And then yesterday was just horrible, i cried 3 times... gah.... i just dont know what to do, i mean i dont wanna loose him, but i want to have time to get everything setted again with my parents and shit.. And the fact that my parents hate him isnt helping me out any... so yah..... i dont know... We'll see what happens....All i know is that i'm not gonna brek it off with him now...:(:(:(:(

Oh yes... My softball team is hosting a Battle Of The Bands on May 3rd at Hopkins Youth Center for all those people that live around me... You all should really go... It's gonna be fuckin awesome... there's 10 bands.. heres the list..
Indirect Threat
American Zero
Highland Drive
Earl's Garage
Back From Zero
Inutile Souls
Jake's Band
Little Angus

It's gonna be some kick ass... it's going from 2-8... long fucking time.... Each band is gonna play 5 songs, and gonna be judged on The audience's reaction, the music and more... I'm so fuckign excited, yo! lol... haahahah.. belch... hahaha

Let's see here.... freak on a leash?! What!?! lol oh ya, my room is totally black now... I pu up a dark green sheet over my window and then pulled the blinds down, so now it looks like it's night time every day... it's so great... i love it... hahahahahah me being my dark self... lol

i'm gonna go BUCK WILD... hahaha

Ok ya so i'm out now... i'll try and update this thing more... hahahah ya right... word yo.. lol

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10:48pm 25/03/2003
  I am Spaceman Spiff!
Zounds! You are the intrepid Spaceman Spiff, the engaging explorer ensconsed in an unending universe of exotic and evil extraterrestrials! You're brave, but you should give that dictionary a rest.

Which Calvin are YOU?
Surveys thanx to Steph   
11:11am 18/03/2003
mood: sore
music: Korn, "Slept so long"
1. Who did you last get angry with?  good question, i dont really know for sure, yo!!!

2. What is your weapon of choice? Machine Gun, baby

3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? Yes... if the fucker touched me in a way i didnt like, that asshole would be on the fuckin ground

4. How about of the same sex? Oh yeah.... Dont mess with my man, thats all i gotta say about that!!

5. Who was the last person who got really angry at you? who knows

7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? I let them go.... unless it's a really big ass thing


1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Ummmmm....

2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? 2:00

3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: contact, as in call??? ummmm people?

4. What is the last lame excuse you made? i'm cool, you're not! lol no just kidding i just made that up! i dont remember

5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)?: prob not

6. When was the last time you got a good workout in? uhhhhh lol

7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? Today?!!? let's see here i put it on for 8:10, woke up at 9:00, it's a 10 min snooze shit... so like 6 times


1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? who knows

2. Meat eaters: white meat or dark meat? white

3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event?: hmmm 5 labatts, 4 smirnoffs and 2 wine coolers

4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? sure?

5. Do you have an issue with your weight? fuck ya im fat, yo

6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? meh a lil bit of both... err all.. lol

7. Have you ever looked at a small housepet or child and thought, "LUNCH?": hAHhaahh dude you know me so well.. lol


1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? naked... 1.. i'm not a slut

2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family)? 1

3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? huh? in english please... lol... ill not thats gross... well... i did look at someones boobs today, only because she had her nipples peirced

4. Have you "done it"? NO SHIT

5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? dude, i so got a new fetish.. the fuckin arm, yo....

6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? thats gross

7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? hahahahah i took 3 preggo tests before


1. How many credit cards do you own? Absolutly none!

2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Barnes and Noble

3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? wow..... i'd buy a fuckin awesome ass car, a huge ass fucking house, ummm and everything that i ever wanted that i want my room to look like, yo!

4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? both, yo.... i'll be famous tho.... famous author

5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks?  sure?

6. Have you ever stolen anything? sure

7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive?  who knows


1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? most proud of.... ummmmmm

2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? well i play softball, that makes em prod

3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? gettin married, becoming an author, having 2 kids... ummm living in the woods, ummm ya

4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? i hate losing

5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? ok what

6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? hahahah prob

7. What did you do today that you're proud of? nothing


1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? ummm uhhhhh

2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces" with? Yevette.. lol

3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Bill cosby.... i dnt know

4. Have you ever been cheated on? probably

5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? sure i guess

6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? umm ????

7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? not really

8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? fucking aye??


[when was the last time you..]

Smiled : i'm smiling right now

Laughed : ummmmm

Cried : cant remember

Bought something : food today

Danced : ummmmm at angles on friday night

Were sarcastic : i'm always sarcastic

Kissed someone : probably at like 11:41

Talked to an ex : never! lol i hate all mine

Watched your favorite movie : ummmm i have so many

Had a nightmare :  i dont have nightmares.... i enjoy them! lol

Last book you read : ummmmm

Last movie you saw : Stealing Harvard

Last song you heard: errrrr

Last thing you had to drink : cherry coke

Last time you showered :

Last thing you ate : a sub

[ Body ]

1. What do you most like about your body: my smile... and my legs... lol

2. And least:: my stomach

3. How many fillings do you have: you mean teeth? 0

4. Do you think you're good looking: sure, sometimes

5. Do other people often tell you that you're good looking: matt, and some modnar people

6. Do you look like any celebrities: meh

[ Fashion ]

1. Do you wear a watch: nah

2. How many coats and jackets do you own: who knows

3. Do you wear makeup: ya

4. Most expensive item of clothing: 250 for a prom dress

5. What kind of shoes do you wear: Cons, and etnies

6. Describe your style in one word: unique

[ Friends ]

1. Do your friends 'know' you: ya

2. What do they tend to be like: what the fuck?????

3. Are there traits in you that are universally liked: this is gay....

4. How many people do you tell everything to: Yevette and Matt

[ Other ]

1. Favorite band ever: Ever?!?!? i dont know

2. Most listened to bands: this is really gay, i dont even know

3. Do you find any musicians good-looking: FUCKING YA

4. Can you play an instrument: meh

5. Type of music listened to: everything

6. Type never listened to: ummmm lol...

7. Favorite book: dont got one

[ Religion ]

1. Do you detest religion : meh

2. How do you think this universe was formed: by me, yo

3. If you currently follow a religion, do you think people who belong to another religion are ignorant: no

4. If you were in a hostage situation, and you were given a choice, to either praise the demon they follow or die, what would you choose : dude, i always follow the demon

[ General Questions ]

1. Whom do you believe is the smartest man alive at the moment: the smartest man alive.... god only knows

2. What do you prefer, a sunny or rainy day : both

3. Do you consider yourself lucky : meh

4. Do you feel pity for people who commit suicide: kinda

5. Choose one word to describe how you feel most often: joyous

[ Stuff ]

1. Do you own any plaid clothing : yes

2. Do you own Converse shoes : FUCK YA

3. Do you own Saucony shoes : nope

4. Do you own old school Nikes : Nah

5. Do you wear tight pants : tight pants... lol

6. Is there more than one zipper in your pants : ya

7. Do you know what a squatter flap is : maybe

8. Do you own a messenger bag : ya matt made me one out of duct table

9. Do you wear your messenger bag across your chest : ya man

10. Do you own braces : i did

11. Are braces worn anywhere besides the mouth : no

12. Do you have short, shaggy hair : i guess

13. Does your hairstyle exceed a height of 3 inches : no

14. Would you classify your hair as a deadly weapon :no

15. Do you think mohawks are "neat" : i dont really like em, ut meh

16. Is your hair black or red : Black with blue highlights

17. Do you have a favorite brand of hair dye :  Jerome

18. Do you own a bandana : ya, only for sexual shit tho, lol

19. Do you wear plugs in your ears : whhhhhat

20. Are you amused by safety pins : sure?

21. Have you ever used duct tape as a sewing substitute : i love duct tape... matt makes everythign out of duct tape

22. Do you own one or more objects with studs or spikes in them : ya, my braclets and necklaces

23. Do you own one or more articles of clothing from Dogpile, Lip Service, or Tiger of London : nope

24. Do you enjoy leopard print : no

[ Habits/Beliefs ]

25. Are you disgruntled (having a general hate for everything) : ya

26. Are you an anarchist : nah

27. Does the American flag anger you : not really

28. Are you "working class" : nope

29. Do you dislike "preps" : yup

30. Do you dislike Hot Topic : I LOVE HOT TOPIC

31. Do you smoke cigarettes : nope

32. Do you smoke cloves : nope

33. Are you a thin waif :nah

34. Are you vegan/vegetarian: hell fuckin no

35. Do you think meat is murder : nope

36. Do your nighttime activites usually involve drunken underage vomiting : what a gay question... and no

37. Have you ever slept in an alley or park : all the time

38. Do you wash your hair less than once a week : no

39. Have you ever gone a week without a shower : only when i'm at the lake

40. Have you ever been avoided due to your odor : no

41. Do you know who Jack Kerouac is : nope

42. Do you like Mr. Kerouac : who?

43. Should Mumia Abu-jamal be freed from prison : hahhah you wish

44. Are you a member of the Makeout Club : yea

45. Do you say "rad" : rad baby

[ Other ]

Name : Erin

Do you like it : no its to blah

Nicknames : to many to count and name

Screen names : wakesk8inepicgal

Age : 18

Birthday : 6/6/84

Sign : Gemini

Location : Horesheads

School : Corning Commuinty

Marital Status : Matt

Crush : Matt

Natural hair color : Brown

Current hair color : black with blue

Eye color : hazel

Height : 5'3

Birthplace : elmira

Shoe size : 8

[ Family ]

Parents : cherly and mick

Siblings : nothing

Live with : my parents

Favorite relative : no one

[ Favorites ]

Numbers : 2, 7, 25,

Colors : black and red

Day : saturday

Months : July

Songs : ummmm i like a lot

Movies : who knows

Foods : steak

Band: so many to name

Classes : dont got one

Drinks : meh

Veggies : ill

TV Shows : meh

Radio Stations : i dont really listen to the radio anymore

Stores : Barnes and Nobles

Word(s) : Riiiiiiight

Animals : 2 dogs/babies

Flowers : rose

States : fave state?!@?! what

Countries : Italy

[ This or That ]

Me/You : Me

Coke/pepsi : Pepsi

Day/night : Night

Aol/aim : AIM

Cd/cassette : CD

Dvd/vhs : DVD

Jeans/khakis : jeans

Car/truck : Car

Tall/short : Tall

Lunch/dinner : Lunch


Lipstick/Lipgloss : Chapstick

Silver/Gold : Silver

Alcohol/Weed : Weed

[ Love and Relationships ]

Do you have a bf/gf : YES!!!

Do you have a crush : Matt

How long have you liked him/her : 3 years prob

Why do you like this person: holy shit.... because he is the sweetest guy, he tells me i'm beautiful, he makes me feel good, i love him with all my heart... if i go on it will be forever long, so i will just say i like him because he is him

If you're single, why are you single :

How long was your longest relationship : well its going right now... 7 months...

How long was your shortest relationship : 4 days?

Who was your first love: Brody

11:09am 18/03/2003
  this is nothing  
07:58pm 28/02/2003

You'll Get Caught Doing it On The Beach!

This answer should be of no surprise. You love the ocean.

You love the sun, the water, and the exotic surfer types.

You like being the catch - not the one fishing.

You have the skimpiest bikinis and you have been know to check out a nude beach.

You know you'll attract men, so all you have to do it lay back.

You go to the beach so much that you know the perfect coves to do the dirty deed.

Unless that hot new lifeguard finds your secret spot......

You love getting naked in the sun, and getting your most private parts tan.

Screwing on the beach is awesome. You've found it, you love it, and it's yours!

Where Will You Get Caught Having Sex?

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You Are 1/2 Virgin, 1/2 Whore!

50-50, baby! Ah, you are fairly normal. You have sex, though to you it's not more exciting than a new designer outfit.

Secretly, you are a adventurous soul just waiting for someone to take control. Open up a little, and you'll show your guy the best sex ever.

There's nothing to be afraid of - except fainting from multiple orgasms!

You are great at kissing, getting yourself off, and using your hands.

What Do Girls Whisper Behind Your Back? Virgin or Whore Quiz Tells All!

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You Are a Moderate Madame!

You've heard of occasional vegetarians, who mainly prefer vegetables, but just
can't resist their needs for meat once in a while.

That's how kinky sex is for you.

No one would dare classify you as prude.

You've done your share of experimentation, and you've found some things you like.

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07:31pm 28/02/2003
mood: amused
music: El Nino
Ehi gli individui, che continuare? Non a molto al chillin qui, giusto soprattutto. Il Keepin esso reale col homies di mah! il lol.

Devo ritornare alla scuola settimana prossima. Le fesserie. Ho indossato vuole realmente a.. ma oh bene, tutti deve fare delle cose che hanno indossato il wanna fanno, la destra? Sì penso di sì.

Il bellimbusto, ragazzo di mah sono nel Fiume di Salmon adesso per il hockey. Spero che fanno buono, sono mancare di gonna i giochi di hockey. : (Oh bene, indovino farò appena deve inviare il mio spirito fuori con loro.. il hehe. Ciascuno di loro segna meglio uno scopo per me! Potrei essere in grado di tuttavia di andare se Mindy sale, poi posso la passeggiata giusta su con lei dopo la clinica di softball.. Io spera io può, io deve parlare al mio di tho, perché esso è stato uno , e noi ha bisogno di sedersi e ha un ciarla su continuare con e matt vedendo .

Parlare di e matt ogni .. : -0 la Mia mamma ha scoperto che appendevamo fuori oggi! l'ahhhh Ma me ha promesso che lei il wouldnt dice la mamma a Matt, o il mio babbo! Non lei meglio, o qualcosa di drastico dovrò fare, ho indossato sa che farò, ma sarà cattivo! Farò il prob deve lanciare lei giù le scale.. il lol.. il nah il kdding giusto, ma sarò pissed via da se dice il mio babbo.. Non avrò più ha fiducia in lei ciò che-cosí-mai.. ma oh bene indovino.. la sua perdita, me mancherà quando sono andato.

Il Hahah, me e Yevette ha giocato il barbies l'altra notte. Era cosí molto divertimento. Manco per giocare e che il comprando barbies. Loro manco. : (Il hmmm forse farò che stasera dopo su.. il hahaha che sarebbe un clasic nonostante.. il lol.. Seriamente nonostante lei non ha idea come nel barbies me e Yevette prende.. È cosí molto divertimento. Si Si, so che quel che il giocando barbies è per i bambini, ma ho indossato la cura, abbiamo giocato per sempre! il hehehe.

La supposizione che ho vista al centro commerciale l'altro giorno.. Lei non indovinerà mai perché non parlo mai circa lui in qui.. Comunque, ho visto Brody. Un bambino che ero nell'amore con per amando 5 anni.. Il santo shit, me ha lasciato gli dice le memorie è venuto inondando sostiene a me quando parlavo a lui.. dio arginato, il yo. Manco per parlare a lui al lago ed a appendere fuori con lui. Seriamente, lei ha indossato anche sa. Ho amato due individui nella mia vita intera. Il Matt e Brody... Meh di ahhhh..

L'Alrighty, bene penso che uscirò adesso.. Scriverò in questo dopo... k ciao. ...

La pace, l'Amore e Molto Holla è a lei!

Haha as i read that after i translated it... i laughed so fucking hard to myself... lol.. hahah good luck!
Steph said update, so i am!   
12:06pm 24/02/2003
mood: awake
music: Nothing as of now!
Hey Hey Hey.... What up, Dunn! Not to much here, just chillin and catchin the breeze... So guess what... We've done it Ian's number of times... And if you dont know what that means, just ask! lol... Let's see anything to report back... hmmm... Well i cant go to JAM because i have a softball clinic to go to and help the lil kids with their softball abilities, and then on Sunday i have softball practice... Now see, JAM is in Salmon River, which is up ear Syracuse and i'm gonna be down in PA, like maybe just maybe if i can get my parents to let me go, like go to the clinic, but then drive up to the tournament... I think i would make it in time if i left right afterthe clinic and they had a game at like 6 or 7, and then it would be all good... hmmm if i run it by my parents... Or like if i ask them to take me up there since you knwo they dont like me driving long distances, and that would be easier because that way i wouldn't have to drive back down here on Sunday... Like i'l prob be able to miss one practice, but i dont know i will run it by my parents... And if i cant go to JAM, then JT told me that they might be having a game in Binghamton after it, so that way i can go to that! whoooo... Oh speaking of binghamton, mother fuckers... I went to the game yesterday and was all excited that i my dad's like pro camera and was all ready to take pictures, and shit i got some really awesome pics at that, but then i get home, and tell my dad to get the film out, and guess what?!?!? Just guess!!!! YA there was no film in that fucking camera... ahhhh i was so fucking mad, i almost started to cry, god dammit... I had so many awesome shots... grrrrrrr... That's still such a sore subject for me...and it always will be! FUCK! lol..

Ya so last night me and matt had like a 2 hour conversation about death... For real, yo it was so weird because first he asked me if i wanted to tell him anything like if i had any secrets that no one knew about and so i went from Pre-school up to now telling him what i did and shit, and like the subject of my friend getting shot came up, and i went off about that, and then another friend getting in a car accident like 2 years ago, went off about that and so on and so forth, so ya that was a weird conversation... Oh and then i started talking about how my animals died through the years and how much i missed them and all... And it was weird because some of the memories came flooding back to me in like a river.. lol.. but like i couldn't stop talking, i know i was putting matt to sleep, but he was a good dude and listened to me while i blew up mostly.. lol.. thats what i love about him, he always listens to me and never like makes any rude remarks when i'm being serious or what not! :)

Let's see here..... ummmm.... ya i'm hungry.... oh and if you just wanna check out our gme softball webpage thing.. just go to Ya my mom made it up... it's need some looking at.. lol just to make her feel good!

Dude, what the fuck... how come i get into Aim+ History??? how fucking gay and homosexal like is that! pretty damn homo like...

EEEEE Me and Matt got a shower today at my house and got a shower last thursday at his house... Becuse last friday was our 6 months.... Holy shit... 6 months... thats a long ass time... another 6 months then it wil be 1 year.. whooooooooooo..... ROCK ON BABY.... OOOOOOW....

If i ate shit, would you give me CPR to get it out?!?!? Question of the day... answer in the post message thing!!!


Heheh... inside jokes... mwa ah ah ah... lol... the bebez one isnt that hard... but ya.... And if you're wondering they're with different people... lol... aight thats about it..

Hi Steph... I missed you the last couple weeks that we didnt talk! heheh :)

Peace, Love, and Many Holla's... lol
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