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Sunday, June 8th, 2003

Time:3:35 pm.
Mood: nostalgic.
Music:thinking over // dana glover.
"The Sun" // Maroon 5

After school
Walking home
Fresh dirt under my fingernails
And I can smell hot asphalt
Cars screech to a halt to let me pass
And I cannot remember
What life was like through photographs
Trying to recreate images life gives us from our past

And sometimes it’s a sad song

But I cannot forget
Refuse to regret
So glad I met you
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I have
Gone through
And mama I’ve been cryin’
Cause things ain’t how they used to be
She said the battles almost won
And we’re only several miles from the sun

Moving on down the street
I see people I won’t ever meet
Think of her, take a breath
Feel the beat in the rhythm of my steps
And sometimes it’s a sad song

But I cannot forget
Refuse to regret
So glad I met you
Take my breath away
Make everyday
Worth all of the pain that I have
Gone through
And mama I’ve been cryin’
Cause things ain’t how they used to be
She said the battles almost won
And we’re only several miles from the sun

The rhythm of her conversation
The perfection of her creation
The sex she slipped into my coffee
The way she felt when she first saw me
Hate to love and love to hate her
Like a broken record player
Back and forth and here and gone
And on and on and on and on
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Wednesday, June 4th, 2003

Subject:i'm bare-boned and crazy for you...
Time:8:10 pm.
Mood: loved.
Music:super rad // aquabats.
okay, i read this in Kendra's subprofile.. it's so sweet and true!!

**
You are Everything To Somebody
Right now at this very minute-----------

someone
is very proud of you

someone
is thinking of you

someone
cares about you

someone
misses you

someone
wants to talk to you

someone
wants to be with you

someone
hopes you aren't in trouble

someone
is thankful for the support you have
provided

someone
wants to hold your hand

someone
hopes everything turns out all right

someone
wants you to be happy

someone
wants you to find them

someone
is celebrating your successes

someone
wants to give you a gift

someone
think you ARE a gift

someone
hopes you are not too cold, or too hot

someone
wants to hug you

someone
loves you

someone
wants to lavish you with small gifts

someone
admires your strength

someone
is thinking of you and smiling

someone
wants to be your shoulder to cry on

someone
wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun

someone
thinks the world of you

someone
wants to protect you

someone
would do anything for you

someone
wants to be forgiven

someone
is grateful for your forgiveness

someone
wants to laugh with you about old times

someone
remembers you and wishes you were there

someone
needs to know that your love is unconditional

somebody
values your advice

someone
wants to tell you how much they care

someone
wants to stay up watching old movies with
you

someone
wants to share their dreams with you

someone
wants to hold you in their arms

someone
wants YOU to hold them in your arms

someone
treasures your spirit

someone
wishes they could STOP time because of
you

someone
can't wait to see you

someone
wishes that things didn't have to change

someone
loves you for who you are

someone
loves the way you make them feel

someone
wants to be with you

someone
is hoping they can grow old with you

someone
hears a song that reminds them of you

someone
wants you to know they are there for you

someone
is glad that you're their friend

someone
wants to be your friend

someone
stayed up all night thinking about you

someone
is alive because of you

someone
is remorseful after losing your
friendship

someone
is wishing that you would notice them

someone
wants to get to know you better

someone
believes that you are their soul mate

someone
wants to be near you

someone
misses your guidance and advice

someone
values your guidance and advice

someone
has faith in you

someone
trusts you

someone
needs you to send them this letter

someone
needs your support

someone
needs you to have faith in them

someone
needs you to let them be your friend

someone
will cry when they read this
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Thursday, May 29th, 2003

Subject:my desk was a mess, i think i'm still sore...
Time:10:27 am.
Mood: listless.
Music:homestarrunner.com.
homestarrunner.com? annoying, but funny!

library again, didn't get very much work done on my project but oh well. i'm thirsty, thankfully it's almost lunch. it was so fucking hot yesterday, like 103 or something. and it's really hot today too, feels hotter than yesterday already! but yeah almost the end of the period so i'm gonna go, i'll write something later.
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Subject:i'll just get fat, it's the one vice left when you're dead meat
Time:12:28 am.
Mood: tired.
Music:christmas bells // RENT.
Life Is Fine


I went down to the river,
I set down on the bank.
I tried to think but couldn't,
So I jumped in and sank.

I came up once and hollered!
I came up twice and cried!
If that water hadn't a-been so cold
I might've sunk and died.

But it was Cold in that water! It was cold!

I took the elevator
Sixteen floors above the ground.
I thought about my baby
And thought I would jump down.

I stood there and I hollered!
I stood there and I cried!
If it hadn't a-been so high
I might've jumped and died.

But it was High up there! It was high!

So since I'm still here livin',
I guess I will live on.
I could've died for love--
But for livin' I was born

Though you may hear me holler,
And you may see me cry--
I'll be dogged, sweet baby,
If you gonna see me die.

Life is fine! Fine as wine! Life is fine!

Langston Hughes
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Wednesday, May 28th, 2003

Subject:hmm
Time:10:23 am.
Mood: apathetic.
Music:some annoying game site music from 3 computers down.
updating from school. i'm supposed to be researching santa cruz county, but i can't find all the info i need and it's getting frustrating. i'm also really thirsty and i'm thinking about just leaving since my teacher isn't around. so, offhand, does anyone know the lowest elevation point in santa cruz county? leave a comment if you do.
*yawn* yeah this sucks.
yesterday i slept for 4 hours when i got home from school and i had some weird dreams, probably from the heat. i had a dream that i was walking with kevin and he was joking around and i was laughing and everything, but then all of a sudden i got really annoyed and just ran away. he thought i was joking but when he realized i wasn't he got really sad, but for some reason i was so mad and upset that i just hid from him. when i woke up i didn't remember that it was only a dream and i was really sad and sitting on the couch drinking mdew feeling sorry for myself when i finally realized it was a dream and felt a little better.
but he was off with andrew and mom was sleeping and not talking to me anyways, and katie was off with kristine, so there i was flipping back from Diva's Live on VH1 to Direct Effect on MTV all by myself, until i finally forced myself up and into my room, online.
(i have a feeling history might repeat itself tonight as well)

but, onward annoying California assignment...
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Subject:i'm old for my age; i'm just born to be bad...
Time:12:39 am.
Mood: devious.
Music:atlanta // stone temple pilots.
Out Tonight
What RENT song are you?

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Out Tonight (Mimi's apartment)


What's the time?
Well it's gotta be close to midnight
My body's talking to me
It says, "Time for danger"
It says "I wanna commit a crime
Wanna be the cause of a fight
Wanna put on a tight skirt and flirt
With a stranger"
I've had a knack from way back
At breaking the rules once I learn the games
Get up - life's too quick
I know someplace sick
Where this chick'll dance in the flames
We don't need any money
I always get in for free
You can get in too
If you get in with me

Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna play?
Let's run away
We won't be back before it's Christmas day
Take me out tonight (meow)

When I get a wink from the doorman
Do you know how lucky you'll be?
That you're on line with the feline of
Avenue B

Let's go out tonight
I have to go out tonight
You wanna prowl
Be my night owl?
Well take my hand we're gonna howl
Out tonight

In the evening I've got to roam
Can't sleep in the city of neon and chrome
Feels too damn much like home
When the Spanish babies cry
So let's find a bar
So dark we forget who we are
And all the scars from the
Nevers and maybes die

Let's go out tonight
Have to go out tonight
You're sweet
Wanna hit the street?
Wanna wail at the moon like a cat in heat?
Just take me out tonight
Please take me out tonight
Don't forsake me - out tonight
I'll let you make me - out tonight
Tonight - tonight - tonight






yes...someone please take me out tonight... *yawn*
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Sunday, May 25th, 2003

Subject:they say that i have best ass below 14th street... is it true?
Time:8:06 pm.
Mood: mellow.
Music:neon // john mayer.
mimi
Mimi


Which Character from Rent are you?
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Mimi
Mimi - the stripper. So many problems for such a
young woman. You need someone in your life that
has baggage that matches yours. You're sweet
and sexy all at once, but you need a change of
pace.


Which RENT Character Are YOU?
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Subject:that's poetic... that's pathetic
Time:4:13 pm.
Mood: creative.
Music:goodbye love - RENT.
just felt like making a new journal.. *shrug*
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