what happened along the way   
07:34pm 14/04/2003
 
mood: confused
friends till the end? or just till grad? why is it that as the years pass, everyone grows farther from eachother, instead of coming together? you'd think that after 4 years that we'd be like family. at least i thought we were. sure there have been tensions, but why are they kept quiet? arguments never resolved? secrets always told? secrets that are assumed, but never really true? assumption is the worst thing that could ever happen between friends. and why are these assuptions always bad? yes things have been said, and regretted, but what always happens in families? they love to hate eachother, but will always love eachother no matter what. a true friendship is like a family, and should be. yes, there are arguments, but thats only one small portion of something much greater; the fun shared, the times spent, the stories told, the tears, the hugs, the smiles, the laughs, and the love. i shared these with all of my girls, and i hope to the best of my ability, at least i thought.
 
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