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The Smiths//What she said |
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[+] Wes Anderson
[+] C.Q.
So first thing I did today was go to the hospital and take that clinical evaluation. I have been diagnosed mildy schizophrenic and manic. I have "an extraordinary manic problem" according to the doctor. Psssh. They want to put me on three types of medicine to try and correct this, but I would rather be wacky and just half to warn my friends about it, instead of being a person personified by clinical drugs. I knew this was coming, my grandmother was psycho (had to be locked up in a mental home), my mother was psycho, and so I was bound to fall into the genetic flaw of a family; I am just happy I won't have a child to put through this.
After this ordeal, I went to the cafe' and had ice cream on apple pie. Then I went to the salon and had a Chinese treatment done on my hair, it smells funny, not bad, just funny. And it's all gobby on my head. Maybe I shouldn't have shelled out the 90 bucks for it. I _NEED_ to go to the craft store for I can finish homegirls shirt!
I am going to try to go to bed early tonight, cause I have that audition tomorrow morning at 10.
I made buttons tonight, the are cute and little, and they have a star in the middle and say "Jeg Eskler De", which is norwegian for "I love you. And I made one with a little girl's face in the middle, and it says "Le sigh!!", if anyone wants one I will send you one for 25 cents, cause they aren't way fancy, and I don't know how durable they are.
I have more to tell you, but I really have to pee!
On other notes...
I want to convert to scientology:
I have been having dreams non-stop the past week, and I do not normally have dreams. I remember weird things from them. I remember clearing bright red nail polish, stealing my dads debit card and buying lots of gas for it, crying over a lover, being shaken by an arabic man, and then his face started to slide into a robot like face and sharp and he kept holding me by the armpits and shaking me, and I was screaming [you know when you have dreams and you are half awake like, and you know you are really trying to scream but nothing is coming out and no one is hearing you?] Yeah, it was like that, I finally woke up and my armpits were all tingly. And I just woke up from a nap sometime ago, and I had the most creepy dream about Jeffrey: So He came by my old work and tried to order some food, but like, he came by with Cassie, and she had red and black hair with bangs, and wore it in a pony tail, and had lots of tattoos, and I helped them at the drive through, until I noticed it was them, and then I hid and had someone else do it, and they saw me and she was driving this crazy little nissan truck, and they tried to come run me over. It was unusual because They are both so nice, and would never do this, and I don't think she has red and black hair either.
Anyways, scientologist say that when you have those dreams, when you are half awake but asleep, that your soul has traveled too far from your body, and has gotten lost, and can't find it's way back, so it screams, until it finds you, cause you are screaming for it too.
wierd. and ok. I just had to get these dreams off my chest cause they super creeped me out. anyone that can tell me what they are all about?
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