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And now... Saturday: [10 Feb 2003|11:37pm] [ mood | typing with one finger ] [ music | blue velvet Jackets are the new sex. ] Dinner with friend or foe; Face to face with the screen, a near death experience; Disco dress up party; bathroom and mirrors; cocaine phone calls; sniffs and swallows; Back and forth - between three places and another. Awkward eyes, from bitter ex-lovers, I had to get out of there. (I can respect the fact it didn't work out, and he is into another, but he doesn't have to be such a snob, or interrupt conversations I have with friends of mine, that are also friends with him) The boy from a cafe across the street was there, I used to think he was the cutest thing, and I met him, his name is Seth. He is a very interesting boy, he wants to become a russian history teacher. Boredom with conversations and contest, and the scene - driving home and found Todd's number; followed by a police person; got lost; had to use the restroom SO SO bad. I stopped at a plaid pantry and they wouldn't let me use the bathroom, and I explained to them I was going to wet my knickers if I didn't go, and I wasn't familiar with the area, and it was 3 at night, and no other place was open, and they STILL wouldn't let me use it. So I had to stop somewhere and have someone come meet me cause I was nearly crying and scared and tired and had to use the restroom. Final destination; home base. Babe, I can't decide if it's convenience or something more, and you aren't helping either. (And yes, I was balling Nathan, but I have a name, and would rather be referred to by my name thank you very much, I am not "the girl who was balling Nathan", my name is Elysa.) (&^*@!

friday: [10 Feb 2003|11:35pm] [ mood | slit my throat please ] [ music | sorry i am just now remembering friday and saturday night. ] Why does everyone from my past decide to contact me now? Out of all times in my life, they have to contact me now - when things are really great/or really terrible, depending on how you decide to look at it. Laura contacted me about a week ago (this is not a bad thing), and last night, Brett (my ex-fiance) called me, out of the blue! He was just curious how I was doing, and if he call me because apparently he has been trying to call me for the past year, but when anyone would answer the phone he would hang up; which explains all the 'private' #'s, that I thought were sales people, that would call and hang up. And then... I was out last night, and woah, in walks this guy I dated for a while, it didn't work out at_all_ and I was having such a bad night too. I wanted to pull some hair last night. But, besides all that mess, it was an alright night, I hung out with Kristin and Courtney. Today Kristin is going to the beach with her boyfriend, oh la la. Oh and I hate how everyone from L.A. knows everyone from portland, I swear it's like the same goddamn city with a difference in city limits. blah. I am supposed to meet Justin today... ?But he isn't on-line. double blah blah. EXTRA EXTRA: I got my tattoo, and once my computer is fixed, I will take pictures, you all will la la la la la la love it ! (&^*@!

blah^421789146 [09 Feb 2003|10:54pm] [ mood | washeing and drying ] [ music | Mass romantic ] Oh I HATE when boys say they have had these amazing sexual dreams, and they remember all of it, and you know it is involving you, and you maybe you want a little piece of this sexual-ness too, cause well-- I have my reasons, and noooooooo!oooooooo they refuse to tell you. (&^*@!

I said watch your back, you're in for a massive attack! [06 Feb 2003|07:59pm] [ mood | eating rice mutha fuckkkka ] [ music | Cursive//Fairy tales tell ] Ok, sooo... I was supposed to do that Volkswagon audition today @ 10a.m., well mrs. I have no one to be nice and wake me up when my alarm breaks (me), slept in and missed it. No big deal I guess, I saved my self the bus fair, and the common panic attack when riding public transportation. My bike got stolen, about a week ago, so I am just having a great time trying to get around. I always carry my paper sack in case I start to hyper ventilate. I cleaned my room tonight! I put all my extra fabric and thread and needles and such, in tupperware organizers, and hung all my clothing, and organized all my cd's and made my bed, and picked up the mess on the floor, and threw out old makeup and lots of lots of work. I am so proud of myself, and now I am hyper, and I might clean the bathrooms too ! Someone made me rice tonight, and left a cute little note for me. It's cheese and brocoli rice, which isn't a favourite of mine, but it was super sweet! Awwwww. Oh and my new band-aids are in the shape of blue bows, I can stick the to my pony tails (to keep my bangs up in that neat little retro puff at the front) and it looks super de duper cute! La la la lovelyyyy. (&^*@!

Send me your toy army men! [06 Feb 2003|12:07am] [ mood | alot to say today! ] [ music | The Smiths//What she said ] [+] Wes Anderson [+] C.Q. So first thing I did today was go to the hospital and take that clinical evaluation. I have been diagnosed mildy schizophrenic and manic. I have "an extraordinary manic problem" according to the doctor. Psssh. They want to put me on three types of medicine to try and correct this, but I would rather be wacky and just half to warn my friends about it, instead of being a person personified by clinical drugs. I knew this was coming, my grandmother was psycho (had to be locked up in a mental home), my mother was psycho, and so I was bound to fall into the genetic flaw of a family; I am just happy I won't have a child to put through this. After this ordeal, I went to the cafe' and had ice cream on apple pie. Then I went to the salon and had a Chinese treatment done on my hair, it smells funny, not bad, just funny. And it's all gobby on my head. Maybe I shouldn't have shelled out the 90 bucks for it. I _NEED_ to go to the craft store for I can finish homegirls shirt! I am going to try to go to bed early tonight, cause I have that audition tomorrow morning at 10. I made buttons tonight, the are cute and little, and they have a star in the middle and say "Jeg Eskler De", which is norwegian for "I love you. And I made one with a little girl's face in the middle, and it says "Le sigh!!", if anyone wants one I will send you one for 25 cents, cause they aren't way fancy, and I don't know how durable they are. I have more to tell you, but I really have to pee! On other notes... I want to convert to scientology: I have been having dreams non-stop the past week, and I do not normally have dreams. I remember weird things from them. I remember clearing bright red nail polish, stealing my dads debit card and buying lots of gas for it, crying over a lover, being shaken by an arabic man, and then his face started to slide into a robot like face and sharp and he kept holding me by the armpits and shaking me, and I was screaming [you know when you have dreams and you are half awake like, and you know you are really trying to scream but nothing is coming out and no one is hearing you?] Yeah, it was like that, I finally woke up and my armpits were all tingly. And I just woke up from a nap sometime ago, and I had the most creepy dream about Jeffrey: So He came by my old work and tried to order some food, but like, he came by with Cassie, and she had red and black hair with bangs, and wore it in a pony tail, and had lots of tattoos, and I helped them at the drive through, until I noticed it was them, and then I hid and had someone else do it, and they saw me and she was driving this crazy little nissan truck, and they tried to come run me over. It was unusual because They are both so nice, and would never do this, and I don't think she has red and black hair either. Anyways, scientologist say that when you have those dreams, when you are half awake but asleep, that your soul has traveled too far from your body, and has gotten lost, and can't find it's way back, so it screams, until it finds you, cause you are screaming for it too. wierd. and ok. I just had to get these dreams off my chest cause they super creeped me out. anyone that can tell me what they are all about? (&^*@!

Bold and fancy. [05 Feb 2003|09:31pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | At the drive in//In casino out. ] Hi my name is Elysa (I am changing it to Bridgette) and I update [x] number of times a day, and post pictures of myself! PROOF: Pictures of me, in the shirt I made, mostly lacking the shirt in the pictures!(Don't go getting the worng idea, its there, it's just behind this hot girl who stole the shot.) (&^*@!

We are big on please and thank you. [05 Feb 2003|04:30pm] [ mood | classy &sassy ] [ music | Le peste//from 1996! ] I made cute little buttons today, the are small and white with a star in the center , and in black the say "Jeg Eskler De", norwegian for "I love you", they are very cute, I made one that says "Le sigh", and has a girly face in the center. I'll sell them for 25 cents each, cause they aren't real high class...if anyone wants one. Red and pink together are my favourite colour combination. #2// (&^*@!

ha. [05 Feb 2003|01:48am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | The walkmen//french vaction ] Noodles aldente with cold prego sauce, damn my cooking is to die for. #1// (&^*@!

just cause I thought I would share. [04 Feb 2003|05:34pm] [ mood | bah. ] [ music | Enon//shoulder. ] new user intrests list. #2// (&^*@!

Lick my face. [04 Feb 2003|04:53pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | You to me are sweet as roses...? ] A few of the pictures from the recent photoshoot. #4// (&^*@!

Octagon sunglasses from winco for 6.00$ [01 Feb 2003|06:12pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | Le Shok ] Last night I made another shirt, fast and simple design. It looks amazing. I wish I had the skill and money to start a website to sell my clothing on. I will post pictures of that shirt as soon as I have a method of doing so (because boomspeed is not accepting anymore free account) and I think my friend who usually post my pictures is mad at me, and for some reason the pictures he hosted in the past, are not showing up anymore. That is a dead giveaway he is very upset at me for_no_reason_ mind you! Last night I went and at at the cafe', I had iced chai tea and this super yummy bagel with cucumber and sprouts and tomato and cream cheese on it. I cannot express how good it was. After the cafe' and tons of horrible karoke we dropped people off and headed to this horrible hip hop house[Glades]. It gave me the worst headache. Britt and Tyler weren't having that much fun either. I couldn't find the direction to that damn heatwave party, so thanks suckers for all your help on the navigation. But, at least I got to hang out with Britt (and tyler came too!) which made the night great in itself. So now I am thinking I want another bagel sandwhich, and Cassandra, cause I miss her. And I have a list from Britt to make a mix cd' and I am going to do this with no procrastination! For real niga'. Taking it easy this weekend, waiting for Todd to get on-line I think him and I are going to watch movies tonight, which will be nice, is always nice. (&^*@!

I want 10 x 1000 of these. [01 Feb 2003|06:01pm] [ mood | jealous ] [ music | QandnotU//Feever sleeves ] mexican candles. That's all I have to say (&^*@!

lets get lawn chairs and go watch the bugs crawl [31 Jan 2003|05:46pm] [ mood | heavy like water ] [ music | MileMarker ] It's Friday and I am thinking I am staying in tonight. I bought a packet of 'Shrikinydink' which are sheets of this shrinking material, you draw stuff on it, place it it the oven for a while, and ta da, your pictures are all mini! I am using this to make seals for my Valentine's Day cards, I think thats what I am going to do tonight. I went to the Portland Mercury online, and put in about 6 Valentine's adds for people, and I doubt I will get one. Such is life I guess. Oh and there will be japanese candy included in these valentines. Anyone want one drop me a comment, I'll be sure to send one along with love and some little plastic army men. They may arrive late though, better late than never I guess. My head itches ithches itches. I need to go take a shower. There is supposed to be a party tonght, a 'heatwave' party. I need a date, than I might leave my house. I also need the location, cause I don't feel like calling around to get ahold of the location, I haven't used my phone but once this week and I don't want to make a weeks worth of phone calls in one night. I made cherry cupcakes today for my friends. Aw, sooo nice. Time for new user pictures, tonight (if I have nothing better to do) and I am going to take that shower - now. watering cans and shampoo -elysa. #2// (&^*@!

Ten cans of pepsi and a hand gun [31 Jan 2003|12:19am] [ mood | pow pow ] [ music | Elvis Costello//45 ] 'Chia' a modeling company in London, has been in contact with me. They want me to send them pictures, and they are willing to re-locate me if I have what they are looking for! I stayed up for three hours last night searching for modern japanese fashion sites, and drooling over pictures of japanese candy. Valentines day is soon, I need to make cards, and a special card for Todd since he is my date to interpool. I am sure glad I have a friend to fall back on or I might end up at the bar down the street drinking vodka tonics until they refuse to serve me anymore. (&^*@!

I need a bath like now. [29 Jan 2003|09:21pm] [ mood | want a bath! ] [ music | The microphones//Oh anna ] I have an audition for a Volkswagon commercial next week at a studio in Hollywood. I am going to have to take the bus down there, and we all know how public transportation is in the city. At least I won't be taking the bus at night, that can get creepy. I didn't do anything today; I went to the hospital for my checkup - everything is well, it's official, I cannot have kids. After that I cam home and went to sleep on the couch for like 5 hours, my roomates came home and woke me up. I wish the would stop doing construction outside my apartment cause it is waking me up every morning around 8 am. and that is way early for me. ciao. (&^*@!

Not another famous person. [29 Jan 2003|08:48pm] [ mood | determined ] [ music | The walkman//Modern guy ] Let's try to get this party started. I. -edit style. -join communities. II. -post. - add friends. (&^*@!

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