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Happy Saint Patricks Day, Losers. [17 Mar 2004|05:30pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | The Starting Line-"Best Of Me" (summer :/ ) ] Oh man i just cant wait to get the hell out. I need summer. and I need a new atmosphere. I need high school. I'm sick of being contained in the same room for 6 hours with the same people doing shit i dont wanna do and getting yelled at for breathing. I mean, i love a lot of people in that class, but i cant take it anymore. Think.. the same place for 9 years. Yeah. I'm sick of being treated like im 6 years old, like they treat us in that school. Maybe i just hate authority. Okay thats definitely it. Yeah. i want more freedom. Like the summer.. ahhh summer! We made so many memories and did whatever the hell we wanted. If we wanted to ingite a trashcan.. guess what... we did. Water balloon fight at 1 am? Done. Walk around way past curfew? Yeah. And we went to the beach. So freaking much. Freedom. Jesus i miss it. We've only got like 2 months. Thank God. And my search for a guy is still on. Same as Kait. Blehhh. Maybe high school will make that situation better too. More people. And i tend to be drawn to one year older. Hmm. Oh well. Its gonna be hard to find a drug free one too. Ah. Okay well then fine, not highschool, but summer i will find a guy. End of that. Today.. we were in class and we come back from lunch, and our counselor was sitting in a chair and was going to talk to us. We were like "wtf did we do wrong now".. and shes like "my son is in 8th grade.. and his friend just committed suicide". Woah. Okay.. scary shit. I mean, 8th grade. She made us make a web with our name in the middle and the names of people we could go to when we were sad on the outside. Um, i dont think i had many people, but whatever. Then she said that lors of people get sad and stuff and that we shouldnt kill ourselves because of it cause it "gets better". Well... i think generally, life is sad. But im not gonna go kill myself... cause life can be fun sometimes too. Like weekends when i see random people who make me laugh and stuff and how kickass my friends are. But yeah. the moral of that was: if youre in 8th grade, dont kill yourself. Oh man now im listening to summer songs. im counting down. cant wait. yes. Um.. Rach Kel Kait... love you guys. Youre gonna kick ass in VA. 1 comment|post comment

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