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I never meant to hurt yo0ou [20 Feb 2004|03:16pm] [ mood | thoughtful ] [ music | From Autumn to Ashes- "Short Stories with Tragic Endings" ] Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person, and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much? So much like choking down the embers of a great blaze. It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds. You let this one person come down in the most perfect moment. And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is A reminder of what I'll never have I'll never have... I'll never... Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in. *I cherish you. Just say you would do the same for me.* Um yeah maybe im done with people who ruin my life. I'm gonna live it up now and let go of the things that keep me guessing. Cuz im tired of games, and im tired of guessing. It makes my life shitty. Yes, i will always feel the same no matter what, but im not gonna waste my time. :-/ I'm not gonna go all emo on myself and drown in my sorrow over something this pointless and gay. Ha, i guess im gonna take Seans advice cause i dont wannt feel this way ever again. Okay, im pretty late but better late then never, eh? Yeah well the dance is tonight. I think im gonna go get in the shower then play some guitar before it. Later.. 2 comments|post comment

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