| the party |
[08 Mar 2003|06:20pm] |
im feeling better about myself to talk about the party.
ok i get there a little past 7 and theres some people there. my mom, mikes mom and jons mom were talking about ME at the 8th grade dance and all the pictures they all took of me. i decided to not listen to that and mike brought me into another room and introduced me to everyone there. i knew like.. 2 people there. mike and jon. i stayed with them until people i knew showed up, like laura and mark. so blah blah blah people show up, things are going great. me laura brigitte and mark go into the kitchen where mark and mrs venditto are talking about barney, laura and brigitte are talking about something that happened in their class and im just there. after a while you realize that you have nothing to say or add. we leave and go back into the main room where sarah chokes on something and we had to "de sodafy" her lungs. that was sooooo funny. once shes breathing and happy, we go into the main room again and jon decides to slap my ass. it was so funny cause i didnt have a reaction really. i was just like, was that jon? oh ok... lol and i kept talking. i get bored in the room and i go into another room where people started watching a movie. for like a half hour im sitting next to morgans friend colin, and im playing with this pillow on his lap. i was trying to braid the little fringe things. didnt go so well. me and morgan decided that we're gonna be lesbians together, and we have a symbolic facial movement to prove it. lol. i leave the room and go watch people in the other room. i come back a few minutes later they decided on a movie and britney spears is in it for 2 seconds. all the guys are talking about how hot she is and all the girls are like, no shes defintely not. so when i come in im like wut are you guys talking about and ben goes, britney spears, isnt she hot? and i go yea she is and everyone got soooo quiet and ben goes (cause he nos all about every single guy i end up liking), "wow guys shes bi. how hot is that?" so all the guys are like, omg omg, while im standing there totally confused by wut just happened. ok lol its not my fault that britney spears is really pretty ok?? lol moving on, after that ben was like, jackie come sit on my lap and matt was offering me his seat and it was really funny. blah blah, things happen, i go into the main room again and im blinded by the girl with no shirt. i swear to god i will never be the same. me and laura are like " must.. find...soap..and...wash...eyes" it was sooooooo funny. then i find mike and ask him where i can find a spoon. he gives me the oddest look EVER and brings me to his kitchen and gets the spoon but wont give it to me until i tell him why. i told him about the girl and how i need to dig my eyes out. he laughs and says no you need a fork for that. so he gets a fork and me and laura are like, nice forks. so we cannot dirty them. he puts it back and i tried to get the drawer closed and i cant so im standing there going "mike i cant close the drawer, the drawer isnt closing, the drawer is open, someone close the drawer, i cant get the damn drawer closed" and each time im like getting madder and madder, mikes comes over, pushed the drawer with like 1 finger and it closes. haha ok so then more stupid things happen, and me mike brigitte laura and allie (i think) end up in the kitchen talking about -another- ben. one thing leads to another, and then we start talking how italians have big noses... so then mike goes, jackie your greek right, and i go yea, and he goes, yea i still remember that when you told me .. greeks have big noses too. so lol then i get offended cause i think i have a problem with my nose, and im like, mike did you just say that theres something wrong with my nose, and he goes no i was saying that your greek and greeks have big noses, so i scream you just said it again! everyones laughing and mike goes, im sorry i would never insult you and your perfect nose. so then i was happy and i went into another room and saw the same girl with less clothes on then before. instead of removing my eyes i calmly walk into the other room and decide to scream about whorish people. morgan joins in. sarah steals johns belt and puts it on me where he'll never find it. it actually worked for a while. eventually when he found out he picked me up and passed me to like 3 other people. lol it was sorta fun.. sorta not so fun cause heights arent my thing. blah more things happen that mostly involve mike and kelly. yea so those started to bother me alot. alot. so much that i was close to crying. yea im a loser, but wutever. the rest of the night was me morgan mark matt colin and the other girl sitting in the hallway. mike decides to join us for 2 seconds and talks to everyone BUT me, and by that time im already upset about.. things. i told morgan that i still liked mike, when i dont think i really did. i was just feeling withdrawl and overwhelmth at the same time, if thats possible. ok then daddy shows up and i already have my coat (thats when mike actually said a full sentance to me, about how i wasnt in a rush to leave cause i had already had it up to here with him) and chris needs a ride so i give him one. i say goodbye to mikes dad, mike says goodbye to chris, stands behind me maybe waiting for a goodbye to either be given or gotten, and i decide hes not worth it, and i leave. i seriously almost cried in the car. not to mention the million times i teared up at the party, but just brushed it away. why do i do this to myself... ughh.
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