| yay lipgloss |
[19 Jan 2003|01:45pm] |
went shopping bought 3 lipglosses and pens and highlighters. yay.
party tonite, compliments of brian. maybe ill go
in the meantime, i have nothing to say so bye lol
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| i cant stop crying |
[19 Jan 2003|08:24pm] |
omg... i was just watching the object of my affection on tv and i cannot stop crying. haha im crying a river lol chris. ok anyways its so sad. and i love the guy who plays george. omg wuts his name? ok ill find out later. him and joaquin phoenix are mine.
but it was so sad! i mean, how would you feel if you feel in love with a gay guy and then he finds someone else and then your left with no one? omg i need to cry. lol it was so sad. she was like, tell me wut you want and he goes i want paul and thats when i totally lost it and i new i wasnt coming back. omg. omg. omg.
sad sad movie.
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| oh the memories -- i remember so much its odd |
[19 Jan 2003|09:20pm] |
PRESCHOOL::
i only went for 3 months while i lived in ny. i remember a big blue dolphin in the playground and how everyone would try to be the one to sit on top.
KINDERGARTEN::
lol i was scared of hayley! lol i remember not even wanting to go near her cause she was so much taller than i was and i was scared lol. then i remember going to caseys party and going bowling and seeing my name on the thing. that was my first party lol.
FIRST::
i cheated on a spelling test cause i couldnt spell whale. the teacher would always tell me i had great erasers so i used that to my advantage and went searching in my desk for the eraser, which actually was the spelling study guide thing. i couldnt take the pressure and i cried cause the teacher kept asking wut i was doing. the pencil had belle from beauty and the beast as the eraser and it would make the paper grey when you used it to erase something.
SECOND::
me and tina were always with eachother. i was in the "special" reading group cause i was advanced. i remember talking about photagraphers.
THIRD::
we had a concert and i wore a blue and white dress. the next day the music teacher came in and said that the principal said i had a "excellent singing voice" and then jillie said my ears were red. i was in love with mike zophi lol and i got jealous when this girl, adrianna moved here and then he liked her. thats also when i figured out mike was puerto rican and not just tan lol. we were in the lunch room when he was telling everyone lol. then we had a sub once and she said that i looked like some kindergarten kid and everyone laughed. i was offended lol.
FOURTH::
mrs. faulker best teacher in tashua. haaa i never told anyone this. the only people that no are the people it involved.. ya ready lol... ok i loved mike. omg me and him were best friends but i liked him so much. tina told me she liked him and i was so pissed but i was like, wow thats great and everything. that day i wrote mike a note telling him how much i liked him. it was like a million pages long lol. i got gina to give it to him and she must have done something wrong, cause i dont think mike ever got it. the teacher -mrs dattner lol- got it and told me that wut i was doing was "inappropiate for school" and she told me during recess and i got all scared and sat on the swings alone lol. i was hyperventalating lol. then it didnt stop and the lady in the lunch room came up to me and talked to me about it! she was like, since your a good kid, we wont tell the principle. wow lol i dont get wut i did that was so wrong. but anyways, i thought tina would get mad at me so i made my mom call her mom and tell her wut happened. lol wow i was so nervous. but then i moved on lol and everything was ok. wow and then kara and nihan - spawns of the devil i swear. lol niahn invited me to her house to play pretty pretty princess and star castle. i was scarred for life that day.
FIFTH::
the halloween party! i dont remember much from this grade cept chris and casey sat behind me and laura and would throw things at us and when we would turn around to make faces at them, the teacher would go, chris and casey are those 2 ladies bothering you? and they would go, no only jackie and the teacher would go, jackie and laura stop and turn around. wowwwwww lol. then the evil lunch lady who abused us. lol ha and all the lunch ladies had the same name. mrs gallo #'s 1, 2, and 3. lol did we get one of them fired? lol great great great. then the battle of the books! haaa lol i never read any power reader books. the westing game! wow that book was great i loved it lol. i bought that and i still read it. and then officer bob. i won the dare lion lol. me and kay fighting over who got to sit next to lara. i won and me and her were such good friends. on the last day of school we went to her aunts (or grandmas) house and went swimming. that was so fun but it was the last time i talked to her really...
SIXTH::
homeroom was hell. complete hell. the boat trip lol. haa that was great. be quiet children or youll disturb the elders lol. that was too funny.
SEVENTH::
"omg mr mezick looks like justin timberlake!" haaa that was great. that class was the best. laura and jon always fighting. and then that sub when mr mezick had surgery. lol neanderthals. mrs roche "mmmkay" and her fits of rage lol. her voice would get so high when she got mad lol. omg i almost got my first detention in that class! haha but i got outta it.
EIGHTH::
mr netting and mr gouveia - best teachers ever. washington.. the bus was the best part. "wow we're not gonna be on the boat with THOSE people are we?!?" the pens! haha i told matt who they all were and he told them allllllll. lol in the hall right by my locker. lol. jackie go out with joe. no. ok ill tell him yes. lol haha reading the water bottle.
NINTH::
yay new friends. rob.. i mean, transition. omg that class was the best. jackie, rob is there some sort of problem? haha. no we're going this way so i can rape you. lol that was a funny day. girl-he went home early, he got sick in the gym! me- omg no is he ok? should i go to his house? with soup? does he like soup? how do you make soup? do you no wut your touching? wow that was def. my favorite day ever. ben telling people i like them when i dont and now i have stalkers. "i think you should go out with jason" "no she likes him and shes big and looks like she could hurt me" "good point" "your really hot" "and your really not" lol and then running away. the cat food song with rob. bacon! my eating habits. orlando bloom! JOAQUIN PHOENIX. "will you go out with me" no *5 mins later* "will you go out with me" haha so many
TENTH::
n/a
ELEVENTH::
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TWELFTH::
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SCHOOL AFTER HIGH SCHOOL::
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DESCRIBE TWO MEMORABLE BIRTHDAY PARTIES OF YOURS::
last years was fun. running from the dogs with plastic bats. lol jons like my mommy. and then maybe my 7th grade one at the pizza place.
DESCRIBE GETTING YOUR DRIVERS LICENSE::
...dont rub it in
EVER DONE ANYTHING CRAZY TO GET YOUR CRUSH'S ATTENTION? IF SO, WHAT?::
lol wow ive done alot. mostly with rob in class tho lol. do you no wut your touching? do you wanna see my.... grandma!? i think i dropped my paper right....overr..there. rob and jackie do i need to seperate you? lmao
DESCRIBE A FUN VACATION YOU'VE TAKEN::
blah.. boringness... i guess washington if you conisder it a vacation.
WHAT CITIES HAVE YOU LIVED IN?::
here, nyc, pellum, long island
HOW DID YOU MEET ALL YOUR FRIENDS?::
school
ACTIVITIES::
wow im boring i dont do anything lol
PETS::
millions of dogs and cats and fish and things
CRUSHES::
K=casey, dan
1= mike casey mike z dan
2=mike g
3=dave, mike z dan
4th= casey wow i was obsessed lol. and mike
5=casey, dave, greg, dan, chris, andy
6=casey, nick something
7= phil, casey and some peopel i dont remember lol
8= wow lol ok - mike s casey nick steve ty andy greg g ryan jj jon r matt and so many more
9= lol wow i dont wanna say cause i dunno who reads this.. ok oh well. rob at least a million times. mark nick casey marco jamie greg f matt, kyle, scott, max, jeff, curt, tim, the hot guy in the stairs lol and then some more that ii dont remember
Forever = everyone says ill always like casey and rob.. but.. lol yea probly
BOY/GIRLFRIENDS::
joe matt mike --- ha no comment
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| presentings the wonderful and talented chris |
[19 Jan 2003|10:35pm] |
cascas1111 (10:28:01 PM): woo i carved a cross in the back of this lighter
SpearBrtny2 (10:28:22 PM): lol sounds great
cascas1111 (10:28:31 PM): o ya it is
cascas1111 (10:28:38 PM): it looks so pretty now
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| only use lyrics...joy |
[19 Jan 2003|10:40pm] |
01. Who are you?
"she was my favorite girl, she was sweet as candy and i gotta tell her that i wanna make her my baby, and when we get the chance, the chance to meet, thats when im gonna tell her that i need her so." Favorite girl -otown
02. What advice do you have for others?
"cause i want it all or nothing at all theres no where left to fall its now or never" all or nothing otown
This is for my girls all around the world
Who will come across a man who dont respect your words
Thinking all women should be seen not heard
So what do we do girls?!
shout louder -- cant hold us down, christina aguilera
03. How do you feel?
"i hear that shes in love" i showed her otown
04. What is love?
"now she has found someone new, and her life will go on and im all alone" i showed her - otown
"It seems to me that there are more hearts Broken in the world that can't be mended Left unattended What do we do? What do we do?" alone again naturally - some guy
05. What is friendship?
"you are my best friend, youve been there right thru the end, you are my best friend gotten me to places ive been yea you are my best friend thru our situations youve been my inspiration my best friend youre still here and i love you" outro thank you -destinys child
06. What are you afraid of?
To think that only yesterday I was cheerful, bright and gay Looking forward to who wouldn't do The role I was about to play? But as if to knock me down Reality came around And without so much as a mere touch Cut me into little pieces Leaving me to doubt Talk about God in His mercy Who if He really does exist Why did He desert me? In my hour of need I truly am indeed Alone again, naturally alone again naturally - some guy lol
07. What would you tell the person you used to love?
"call me a bitch cause i speak wuts on my mind..." christina aguilera cant hold us down
08. What would you say to the person who used to love you?
"your just a little boy, all you do is annoy. must talk to big to make up for smaller things.." christina aguilera cant hold us down
09. What would you tell the person you love, who doesn't love you back?
"if i could say wut i wanna say id say i wanna blow you...away. be with you every night am i squeezing you too tight. if i could see wut i wanted to see i wanna see you go down...on one kneww marry me today, guess im wishing my life away, with these things ill never say" avril lavinge, things ill never say
10. What would you tell the person you love who loves you back?
do you remember the first day when you called my house, do you remember the first day when you took me out we had butterflies although we tried to hide and we both had a beautiful night -- brown eyes, destinys child
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