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-live journal-
user name- isthisdifferent
^ if u wanna know the story behind the user name. let me know ill tell ya! =)
YAY!!!!
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| updating!!! |
[07 Oct 2003|10:46am] |
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eh...
i havent updated in while and i thought since i have nothing better to do... i could update
im still grounded for sneeking out -sad face-
im failing classes which isnt good... but im trying
over the weekend:
friday- ron ron and i had "girls night" .. we made a pie!! it was hecka good!!!! we made other food and stayed up and talked shit about people!
saturday-layed around the house by my self because everyone was gone, but then my mommy took me out to the movies
sunday-had a "family" day
i get off of being grounded on FRIDAY!!! woot woot!!!! im excited... too bad mike has to go to his mommys house... so i wont be able to see him
mikie, johnny, and i are going to the taking back sunday concert!!! oct 17th 2003!!!!
but... i think thats all...
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| for everyone! |
[14 Sep 2003|11:36am] |
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UPDATED!
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[13 Aug 2003|11:55pm] |
hi my name is angela today is my birthday YAYAYAAYA hummmm ! i had the best day ever today! HEATHA, diane, amanda, catherine, kelly, travis and abner came over! we watched house of 1000 corpes but yah...WUTEVA! it was GHEY. heaheaheahiyahiyahiyahiyah! kdhhhhhhhhg h I LOVE THEM ALL
PEACE NIG
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FUCK YOU!
(by diane and HHHHHATHER)
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| this is for johnny! -- because i said i would |
[27 Jul 2003|10:12pm] |
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well.. lets see.. since the last time i wrote in this stupid journal... everythings ALOT better...with *cough*
i got my cell phone ahah HOLLA .. if u want the number for it ... ask me
dianes moms gone for... a week... PARTY at dianes crib!AHAHAH
-THIS WEEKEND-
FRIDAY- went to school... hung out with christy... then went to the show.. came back home.. diane,christy,and amanda spent the night.. i fell asleep for alittle bit.. then we got picked up by jake we went to christys house.. amanda and i didnt feel good what so ever.. but STILL didnt get home till 4:30 or so...
SATURDAY-family day :\... went to family party... my aunts car broke down... had to sit in a car with my mom for what seemed like 4837437 hours... but it was only 4... and because im mexican there was a HUGE fight at the party.. cousins and aunts cryed... blah blah... came home... mom went out ...cousins stayed the night... diane and adam snuck out to my house... diane and i messed around with my phone! (u have to hear it, its funny stuff!!)
SUNDAY- sat around.. forever and a day... then went to the movies with david... came home with NEW bite marks.. YAY!... hum.. thats about it...
i didnt go back... because i had christy to help me.. chirsy ur my favorite niggie of all .. hehehe..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELSEY!!!!
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| FUCK EVERYTHING |
[15 Jul 2003|08:05pm] |
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urrg.. why didnt u tell me things before hand?.. u lead me on to the extream... it doesnt feel good! not at all.. i hate u with a passsion at the moment.. but im faking a smile... for u... because u seem to think nothings wrong anymore!.. and after u do all this.. and then tell me what u told me.. EVERYTHING IS FINE!!! .. WHY?... why me ALWAYS... never will i ever be the same... i get more and more fucked up each time this happeneds! and i dont understand...
my moms so fucking cool.. YAY.. she thinks shes hella cool acting like my dad... my dads an ass... and acting like him isnt making anything easy in this house! u wonder why i always want to leave... URRG!.. FUCK U!
i dont want to go back... i really dont.. but the way things have been going.. i just might.... one more time wont hurt right?.. if it does... then... people are just going to have to live with it.. because i know ill be able too...
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| Borededed! |
[14 Jul 2003|09:16am] |
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stole this from the ron ron : )
im bored..
last kiss: friday
last good cry: last night
last library book checked out: library?.. i cant remember that far back
last movie seen: pirates of the caribbean
last book read: where the wild things are
last cuss word uttered: fuck
last beverage drank: water
last food consumed:
last crush: ....him... : )
last phone call: diane like 10 min ago
last tv show watched: hey arnold
last time showered: this morning ..
last shoes worn: caferines conzz (hehe)
last cd played: live fat die young IV
last item bought: gum at target
last thing downloaded: morning star by afi at the heathas house
last annoyance: my mom!
last disappointment: not going to warpted tour : (
last soda drank: wild cherry pepsi
last thing written: my away message
last key used: house key
last word spoken: yes mom?
last sleep: last night
last sexual fantasy:....i dont know...
last weird encounter: i cant think of anything
last ice cream eaten: coffee ice cream
last time wanting to die: this morning
last time in love: still in love with my first love ! : \
last time hugged: yesterday when i left the heathas house
last time scolded: friday
last time resentful: its been a while
last chair sat in: kitchen chair
last lipstick used: dont use lipstick... but i used lipgloss... and it was yesterday
last bra worn: my black one
last shirt worn: the black one i got at the goodwill for a dollar
last time dancing: the heathas yesterday hehe : )
last poster looked at: the stupid tony hawk one in my brothers room
last show attended: umm... show?... the one i went to with the heatha,tori,& kelly
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| fouth of july sucks ass |
[04 Jul 2003|07:15pm] |
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havent updated in a while...
schools out.. im in summer school.. taking world history...pretty boring
dianes hurrrr... we've been hanging out alot more... which is a huge change from when we were in schoool... woot woot... diane says "hi" to everyone reading...
i havent hung out with my wangsta friends (catheine and heather) in what seems like forever.. i miss having FATTY sleepovers with them... making breakfast... to make cool pancake peoplezz : )... good times good times...I MISS YOU GUYSS!!!!!!
diane and i have been hanging out with sean and david a lotta latLY which ROCKS EVERYONES SOCKS!!
i heard mi braaaa-d-errrr might have to go to the army (or something similar) .... : (... i havent talked to him in forever too ...
*taps face* tap tap tap ... humm... what else...
dont know just what we are going to do tonight... kelly wants us to go to a party... but umm... i dont like HALF the people going.. and sean & david seem to think u do bad things are partys *rolls eyes* ....maybe we will just all hang out at a park... parks are fun right?
I MISS BRYON... HE NEEDS TO COME HOME!!!
"urrrr hurrr is everywurrrr" -christnia! *good times good times*
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| i better have alot of comments! |
[09 Jun 2003|09:44pm] |
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Everyone should copy and paste this in the comments and fill it out
01. When did we meet?
02. How did we meet?
03. Have we ever met in person?
04. Have we ever talked on the phone?
05. Have you ever seen me cry?
06. Have you ever seen me dance?
07. Describe me using three or less words.
08. If you could spend a day with me, what would we do?
09. Have we ever gotten in a fight?
10. If you could give me a present, what would it be?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Would you kiss me?
13. Would you sleep with me?
14. What do you *really* think of me?
15. Do you trust me?
16. Do you know something about me that no one else knows?
17. Do you even know how old I am?
18. Anything you wanted to tell me but never got a chance to?
19. Ever dreamt about me?
20. If you could change anything about me, what would it be and why?
21. Where should I move next?
22. Close your eyes...when you think of me, what's the first thing that comes to mind?
I stole this from kelly... but she said i could...so ya... she stole it from some other girl... its all good!! : )
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| HOLLA! |
[08 Jun 2003|10:18pm] |
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humm... this was weekend was alittle crazy... lets see.......
friday- went to the legion show with catherine and heather... dont remember alot..... i do remember catherine bitting me! AND... GETTING A HUG FROM PAUl!!!!!! yes!!... went home... catherine heather and i looked threw years books... laughed!... painted funny pic-t-ors about the white waksta and the brown banksta!!! ahahah...
saturday- woke up laughed with heather... threw stuffed animals at catherine... and then she jumped up and helda pillow on my face!! and yelled "FUCKING ANGELA-FUCKING ANGELA-FUCKING ANGELA" it was really funny!... then we made breakfast! ahahah... i made bacon and toast ... catherine made mickey mouse pancakes... heatha made eggs......FUN... humm.... then my mom was being anul and she wouldnt let me go to kristins... but she let me go to the show with dear heatha! aaahahah but first i had to clean the kitchen... computer room.. my room.. living room.. adn wash her car! .. heather helped me clean the car.. that was great laughing fun ... went to the show with kelly heather and tori .... saw people i havent seen in a while...
sunday- sat around... cleaned....watched hairspray... painted pictures! ahaha... then went to catherines.. hung out for a while... humm.... thats about it..O BUT I FOUND MY PRINTED BLANKS CD!!!! WOOT WOOT!!!!!!!
finals next week! O shit Son... what cha ganna do!?!?!... what cha ganna do!?!?!...ahaah n e ways!....
nikki's ganna kick my ass and i kno it... im scared!.. it was only one hit.. JEEZE!
O... yea... with the few people that read this.. if u gus have any suggestions... of a new screen name por me!... please let me el knowO...
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| life sucks! |
[02 Jun 2003|05:22pm] |
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last week sucked ass times a million!
everyone sucks... school is useless!... i have so much work to do... my family is horrible... blah complian... blah blah...
but over the weekend i...
friday- went to the mall with joshua and kristin..spent the night at kristins house...
saturday- had girls night with catherine...
sunday- went to the movies with mi braa-d-er... and sister -in-law.... mi braa-d-err went money crazy and bought us all 9MM's!!! ahahaha
im at catherines right now... shes walking around shooting things and people because of the BONZI!!! aahahha ...
kristin iam happy that we worked things out.. u shouldnt be sorry anymore everything good in the hood! because we rock the ass! ahhaah
bryon i love u!!! next years not going to be the same with out u! circles always stick together
taylor dawwgg.. u have to come a visit!!!
alisha G money... i ganna faggotY ass!
amanda fine dawwgg ur a pretty funny gurl
reina u rockedededed my sockededededed every single dayedededed happy birthday as of day!!!
MY BRAA-D-ERR IS GRADUATING go cameron!!! (catherine just told me)
*mom and sister yelling in back*
*catherines in the room "JUST KIDDING"*
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| movie making fun! |
[26 May 2003|09:45pm] |
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my weekend was full of great fun!
friday night- went to the choir ball.. tons of fun part of the time!.. catherine and i got to get all dressed up... and then we got our groove on.. on the dance floor! hell of yes! our date (matt) left along with everyone else... humm... then i was stuck with......blah....... then after the dance catherine came over and we talked about alot.. went to sleep...yay woke up in different rooms all night! weird!
saturday-woke up and watched the south park movie.. then catherine woke up laughing because she knew i was watching it.. great stuff... got ready went to the mall .. spied because we are top secret under cover spys all the time.. then saw..bruce almighty.. such a great movie... made ron ron and i cry! went to catherines watched tv (the food network & comedy central) woot woot... came home..
sunday-woke up and everyone was gone...really weird stuff.... around 1 or so diane came over for like 2 hours but had to leave because of her family... went to kristins later... hung out ith kelesy.. johnny... and mike.. funny stuff... johnny was trying to tell us that we walk 3 steps on water with out sinking! ahaha what a loser! its ok johnny!
monday- my mom woke me up at fucking 7 because she wanted me to clean! around 12 or so... went to kristins... hung out with kelesy and travis for a little while... then kristin had to go take pictures with her bro-ha so i went with her.. modesto mall... yay that was great laughing fun! we got shoked on this stupid mouse in this store! what a stupid store!!... went back to kristins and mr. johnny mc. john alot came over and we talked.. now im home....
yay... *yawn*
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| COMMENT!! MOTHER FUCKERS!! COMMENT!!! |
[20 May 2003|08:21pm] |
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YAY! ... iam kindda sortta ungrounded... somewhat... i still cant go anywhere after school or use the phone... but i can use the computer which rocks my socks!!...
hung out with kristin and others yesterday which was pretty cool... we (or I) had a few laugh.. ahahah maybe alot of laughs but its all the same!...
i was suppost to hang out with mi braaa-d-errrr today... but fucking being grounded doesnt help at all... finally my brother has nothing to do and wants to hang out with me... and i cant do anything! grr
school sucked...talk to my english and biology teacher about my grades because iam failing...
my english teacher was hella rude all she really said was that if iam ganna pass her class i better pass my high school exit excam because if i dont it will make her look bad!!!.. but like i really care about how my knowledge makes her retared ass look..and then she fucking said i need to get extra help BUT her fat ass cant be the one to do it!!!O ya then she asked if i have ever been tested for fucking special fucking ed!!!! what the hell is she thinking... i may be stupid but fuck! not that stupid!!! jeeze... if i made it all the way to fucking highschool with out being held back or anything maybe its just ur fucking BAD TEACHING!!!
i talked to my biology teacher too but he was just like ...turn in ur work and u will pass my class *well duh stupid!* ... what a loser mr. dean fucking reese
that formal ball this friday! woot woot i hope i can go... i mean i cant get into that much trouble with not being able to do anything all week right?... my dates are cathy-ron ron and matt-cho cho ... hehe i cant wait it should be tons of fun!
bryon and i are getting married i forgot to mention... the wedding is next month!... but yay!! iam ganna miss my circle buddie... and im ganna miss having hot mad fat circle sex everynight!! *sniff sniff* and making thos cute fat circle babys!!! *tear* about 18 more days with him... iam ganna CRY!!!
i made up this song a few days ago and i was ganna put it in here but i totally forgot.. its about mr.johnny...
JOHNNY MC. JOHN ALOT. *TOOT * *TOOT* SAT ON A GIANT POT. *TOOT * *TOOT*GRABBED A NUT SHOVED IT UP HIS BUTT. JOHNNY MC. JOHN ALOT!! *TOOT * *TOOT(
YAY!!!
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| my legs hurt!!! |
[18 May 2003|07:17pm] |
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o wow relay for life was tons of fun!...
catherine,ashley and i..got there around...8 already tired... then as soon as we got there mrs.morry wanted up to unload stuff.. and set stuff up...after all that.. we watched the suriver lap.. then we started playing games which was like the highlight of my day!.. *james hitting his head on his water bottle because kim was the last one with the catch phase*.. *bryon getting mad because no one could guess the word booze!* wow great times great times!!...i walked with catherine for i while almost passed out because it was like 5 and i didnt eat anything.. then to walk for an hour! it was hella weird!.. but after i walked.. ashley and i got food woot!..i ran into kristin some where around that time!.. we walked because i thought my mom was there... but she wasnt... so we really walked for no reason.. played more games... around 7 was karaoke all the girls from drama sang "girl just wanna have fun".. ahaha and because lisa told us that if we werent big on singing then we should just be the back up dancers! so alomost everyobe was int he back dancing (including mmyself)... then mrs.morry... mike... and joe all sang songs... it was so pruty! woot woot.. ashley went running crazy but in between her running crazyNESS she had signed up to walk with me for an hour.. so she ran 3 miles... walked for an hour with me.. ran another 2 miles with bryon! shes CRAZY!.. kim and i talked alot!... there was alot i didnt know once before!..ahhahah...then i was tired to the extrem! but i couldnt go to sleep because stupid leadership was playing music and singing!! grr.. i wanted to kick them all!...so ya.. around 6 kim, dianna and i.. went to get some hot chocolate! yummy! .. around 8 or 9 everyone started leaving... some of us went into the drama room to take some stuff back.. and some of us had to pee so we went into the theater bathroom because its clean!.. anyways i must have pissed for like 2 to 4 mins iam not kidding! it was so funny... well finally i got home at 10 or so... took a showerr..and went to sleep... i woke up about 10 min ago... i had hella fun..
tomorrow we get out at 12:30 woooot wooooot! scoring times a million!
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| *YAWN* |
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thanks kristin for making my journal all nice and purty... it was really nice of u...
-cathy-ron ron passed her permit test! woot woot! shes ganna be driBing soon! weeee
-i miss u too joshua walter...when i read ur comment it brought tears to my eyes! *sniff* .. we need to hang out some time soon!
-iam ganna be grounded soon for progress reports that sucks ass!
-relay saturday.. too bad when i signed up for laps... i got the laps with no themes! NO FUN.. but me and cathy-ron ron are going to make up our own theme PHORE PHUN!!
well iam getting tired... iam ganna go lay down...
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| my weekend... |
[04 May 2003|10:08pm] |
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woo hooo just got home hella fun weekend...
friday- cathy-ron and i had girls night.. we watched south park (the movie) .. jackass... and made movies!..
saturday-cathy-ron and i woke up and watched ringU because we were too scared to watch it the night before.. so we watched it in the morning.. then.. she left..and i sat around the house.. then.. briana,aleica and lucas came by so we hung out then left on a bike ride ahaha... picked up cathy-ron steph ash and the heatha on our adventure... fun stuff... O YEA... when we were all on ur wheel transportation devices.. paul drove by and yelled at us.. his so HOT!.. that was a fun day...
sunday- HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREGORY! my ass hurts from all that riding of the bike!!!.. kristin and i went to the movies ... we saw lizzie maguare(i dont think i spelt it right BUT o well).. after that we snuck into identity..malaboos most wanted (spelling is horrible)... and then anger management (AGAIN HORRIABLE SPELLING).. but we got rain checks because anger management had a de-lay! ahahha funny stuff...
well it was a fun filled weekend...... iam tired
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| what kind of friend does that kind of shit to you? |
[29 Apr 2003|07:57pm] |
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"Morningstar"
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing through the melting walls.
Who will be the first to begin their fall?
Or will we become one?
Am I the star beneath the stairs?
Am I a ghost upon the stage?
Am I your anything?
I saw a star beneath the stairs glowing bright before descent
and in the morning there is nothing left but what's inside of me.
And I don't want to die tonight; will you believe in me?
And I don't want to fall into the light.
Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don't want to die tonight.
Will you.
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| brinkofdeath187/sexin alisa 69 -sterling |
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woot woot iam in keyborarding on sterlings computer habing fun!... today in drama was so funny me and cathy-ron ron ron laughed liek AHHAHAHHA... i saw my braaa-d-errr who i havent seen in what seems like forever... I MISSED YA BRAA-D-ERRR... ahah
on my way out from second period walking to third class ricky ran in to jen and told me to memorize a number ahah catherine did it for it me... ahahaha...
then me catherine and ashley all met up at this classroom... and when we went to our classes it was like we
were one a secret mission we were like ....
"ok" - all at the same time
"bye"
"bye"
"bye"
we all went different directions..
it was funny i laughed as soon as i got in class....
the teacher gave us this hella short assignment.. so we have like forever in this class... iam just typing whatever comes to mind O yes...
i got a rock star drink today... as soon as i opened it in the car it spilt all ober my sweatshit! and it spelt bad... so i turned my sweatshirt inside out while it dryed... it was dryed after testing so that was good!!!
i had a good convosation on the computer with matt last night !! matts a great guy! u rock mr.matt
humm.... what else is there to share with the very few that read this...
this girl behind me keeps talking about stupid stuff and when i turn around she stops... its not like i cant hear her! what a lameass...hummm...
sterling just came back and tought me this STUPID hand shake thing.. ahahha but it was funny so i laughed.. YA.. well anyways... i think i should end this.. ill write again later to night...
self note... brinkofdeath187/sexin alisa 69 -sterling
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[23 Apr 2003|07:50pm] |
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damn it... o well at least iam getting it over and done with....
well... today was a pretty fun funny day... i laughed with cathy-ron ron... it was hella phunny! i scurred the shit out of her when she came out of the potty room.... if only the few who actually read this could see her face.. wow!... FUNNY!...then i fell on the floor and i was "pound pound(ing)"... like HOY!... me and catherine were laughing like HOY... all day today! YA... humm....
not feeling to great right now tho..... whats wrong with this?
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