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The Princess Diaries

*__A glass slipper around__*
<3The Princess Diaries
<3The Petty Servants
<3Princess' Footprints
<3 Information
<3 When you came into my life.. then I realized you were the only one.
<3A fairy tale
<3 Where you can find me

*__The man behind the myth__*
Name: Stephanie Marie McMahon
Birthday:September 24 1976
Sibling:Shane
Birthplace:Greenwhich Connecticut
Status:Engaged to Paul Levesque
Currently: Currently the Manager of the Greatest Show on Television Smackdown
Quotes:There is only room for one dominant female in the McMahon family, and thats me...
Trademark Speech:You see Dad, it's always been about what YOU liked, what YOU want. Even at the expence of your own family. I did love Andrew, but I wasn't ready to get married! That's what YOU wanted. And you know what Dad? I'm not Daddy's little girl anymore! I'm doing things MY way, and it feels DAMN good! I have to admit, I used to get butterflies when Triple H looked at me. I didn't want to, I didn't really mean to but just the way he would stand up to you. He was so strong and powerful...and he outsmarted you! By making business personal. And that's something you know all about, Dad, isn't it? Making business personal. Oh, oh, you looked confused like, like you don't remember. I guess it's been a long time, almost a year. Since you had me abducted. You had me locked in a rat infested basement, with no light. I though no one was coming for me. You put me there. YOU put me there! Then you had someone rifle through all my personal and private things in my bedroom. I didn't know what kind of person had been through all of my private things. You made them do it. You did! But then, the icing on the cake. You had me strapped to a symbol and carried down to this ring to be sacrificed to the Undertaker in a wedding. You did it. I was sacrificed alright, at my father's expence. Simply so you could screw Stone Cold Steve Austin. But you know what, Daddy? Like I said, a couple weeks ago on SmackDown, what goes around, comes around. You hurt me. And what's the best way that I could hurt you back? By marrying the man that you hate the most. My husband, Triple H, Hunter Hearst Helmsley. Oh, oh, and Dad, just that you know, Triple H really turns me on!!"
Steph's Apology to her mom:"Let me get this straight, You, my mother and my father, are demanding that I come out here and are demanding that I apologize...Well I guess every child should do what their parents tell them to do, So here I am... I bet you thought my actions last Thursday were deplorable, unladylike, and downright rude. Well I have reflected on my actions, and I've watched the footage...And your right, It was wrong to slap my mother. It was almost an act of cowardess on my part and it was disrespectful to you mom. I can't even offer you an excuse, I I I dont know why I did it, It just cam out of nowhere I just felt all this rage build up inside me. Mom, I apologize, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to slap you mom, what I really wanted to do...was slap Dad! And if I could do it all over again Daddy, I'd slap you across the face just as hard as I could."

*__Right now__*
Listening To: All Grown Up: Cherry River Music
Eating: Chocolate Hazelnut Pirouettes
Drinking: Sprite
Wearing: leather mini skirt, black hulter top, black knee high boots
Talking to: Paul
Wanting:Paul
Thinking about:Paul
Song Lyrics in your head:And if I had Those golden dreams Of my yesterdays. I would wrap you In the heaven Till I'm dying On the way. Feel like making love to you....Baby, If I think about you I think about love....Darling, If I live without you...I live without love And if I had.......The sun and moon.....and they were shining I would give you....Both night and day......Love satisfying

Sunday, February 23, 2003

[23 Feb 2003|10:11pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I spoke to Chris today. Hes really... How do I say this? Crazy? Insane? Obsessed? Just pick a word. He told me that it didnt matter how much I loved Paul, and that we are getting married. He said he would get me, because I belong with him, I will have a family with him. To say Im a little scared is an understatement. He grabbed me, tried to take me with him. Thank god I was in a public place and the lady at the coffee house asked if I was ok. He let me go and then said he would be back to get me. That I cant hide from him. Even if I have the game to protect me.
Paul? Im sacred. Will you please travel with me to each show?

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Saturday, February 15, 2003

[15 Feb 2003|12:51am]
I know at first I really did not want to be pregnant. But its starting to grow on me. I love having Paul wait on me hand and foot, well, that is when he's around. Plus, now the idea that something is growing inside of me just makes me... smile. I guess I need to clear some stuff up. Its not Matt's baby. Dont ask me why I said it was, but its not. Lets just leave it at that. I would also like to say that I really could care less about everyones opinions of me. None of you, except a very small few, know what has been happening to me in the last few months, so just lay off. You can call me a ho, slut, tramp, whatever. I just have given up caring.
Thats all from me for now, I would like to see my soon to be husband sometime. but I know we are both so busy. I can wait more if I have to...
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[15 Feb 2003|12:51am]
I know at first I really did not want to be pregnant. But its starting to grow on me. I love having Paul wait on me hand and foot, well, that is when he's around. Plus, now the idea that something is growing inside of me just makes me... smile. I guess I need to clear some stuff up. Its not Matt's baby. Dont ask me why I said it was, but its not. Lets just leave it at that. I would also like to say that I really could care less about everyones opinions of me. None of you, except a very small few, know what has been happening to me in the last few months, so just lay off. You can call me a ho, slut, tramp, whatever. I just have given up caring.
Thats all from me for now, I would like to see my soon to be husband sometime. but I know we are both so busy. I can wait more if I have to...
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Saturday, February 8, 2003

[08 Feb 2003|12:11am]
I want to be able to sit here and tell everyone exactly what the circumstances are, but until I tell Paul absolutly everything, then I see no reason to tell everyone else. Paul deserves to know first. So, he will.
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[08 Feb 2003|12:11am]
I want to be able to sit here and tell everyone exactly what the circumstances are, but until I tell Paul absolutly everything, then I see no reason to tell everyone else. Paul deserves to know first. So, he will.
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Thursday, February 6, 2003

[06 Feb 2003|01:50pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | "Cry me a river" ]

I should have told Paul everything right from the start. I should have just leveled with him. I should have known he would have protected me. But I didnt say a word. My mouth was shut. And now Im paying for it. Im paying for it with this baby thats growing inside of me. I will admit that I never did want any children, I would be the worst mother, never having any time for them. I hardly have time for myself with my schedual, let alone a kid. I got pregnant, and Paul wanted the kid. I imangine that I would have a different mind set if the kid was Pauls, but its not. Its Matts. So, I am getting rid of it. Im not having an abortion, Paul doesnt believe in that. We are going to put it up for adoption. I cant raise it, because of the circumstances of how it was made. I dont love Matt, and I dont want anything from him, except an apology for all of the stress he caused me. What he did to me was wrong. And now because of his immature actions, he is paying for it. I tried to talk to him like an adult, we went to a public place, a coffee shop. And talked. He claims that Im lying, and that the baby isnt his. Why would I lie? I dont want anything to do with Matt, and I dont want to ever hurt Paul. I love Paul, and Im not about to loose him. I dont know what game Matt is playing, but I dont like it, and I want to stop playing.

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Monday, January 27, 2003

[27 Jan 2003|10:16pm]
[ music | GodSmack "I stand Alone" ]

Paul? Umm... I really need to get a hold of you. Soon. Please give me a call as soon as possible.

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Wednesday, January 22, 2003

[22 Jan 2003|08:07pm]
(Hey everyone, I know that we are looking for new members for RR and all, but if you wanna be another character, go to star_gallary its for all stars; pop, tv, movies, sports... anything. Just think about it... :))
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Tuesday, January 21, 2003

[21 Jan 2003|09:53pm]
Everyone needs to get their asses over to look at my new and improved journal, all thanks to the lovely Trish Stratus Moore. Its beautiful! Thanks again, I love it!
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Sunday, January 19, 2003

[19 Jan 2003|10:53pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

I dont know why I acted that way. I love Paul so much, I should have just said yes. I dont know why he even asked. Doesnt he see that I will never be good enough for him? Doesnt he see that Im a bad person? That what you see on TV is what you get in real life? I will always be a trash bag, bottom feeding hoe. All the things Chris and Dwayne say about me in character is the truth. They say how they really feel. They see me for who I am. Everyone else sees me for my name, McMahon. And McMahon means money, power... It really sucks to be who I am. My best friend was Shane. I never had any other friends growing up, never havd any sleep overs because daddy needed to work and couldnt be interrupted. My birthday parties consisted of me, mom, dad, Shane, Hulk Hogan, Ric Flair and Andre the Giant. Sure it sounds perfect to be me, I have the picture perfect life. *rolls her eyes* right, whatever.
Whenever I do get into a relationship with someone, it always turns out they only wanted the name, not the girl. So, I would sleep around with anyone and everyone who would have me. Hell, half the locker room has been with me, lots of fans too. I remember one time I actually fell for one of these guys, fell hard. I knew he only wanted me for my name, but I didnt care. I just wanted to be loved. So I would do everything for him. And he said I was the worst person. That he didnt even want to look at me. He couldnt stand me. That it was all my fault that he felt like this. I ruined that, and I will ruin Paul.
When he asked me to marry him tonight I knew I couldnt. I put on the famous bitchy, I dont take shit from anyone, look and left. As soon as the door shut behind me the walls that were holding back my tears fell down. I called everyone I could remember the numbers to, I just wanted to stop crying. McMahons dont cry.

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I felt the need to vent. [19 Jan 2003|12:46am]
[ mood | grumpy ]
[ music | The TV in the background. ]

I have been in the worst mood today. I've been snapping at everyone. I dont know whats up. Where the hell is Shane? For crying out loud we are related and I havent even spoken to him since he arrived here. Oh? Has anyone heard of 'The Donnas'? Well, they suck. So does the host of SNL tonight. See everyone, its been a horrible weekend. Im sitting in a strange hotel bed, that has scratchy sheets. I think Im going to complain to the desk. I want Paul. I dont know where he is. For all I know he could be on the other side of the country. I have a major headache, and I have run out of asprin. I think Im going to try and go to sleep, and if that doesnt work Im going to take a walk or something. Anything....

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Thursday, January 16, 2003

[16 Jan 2003|01:01pm]
[ mood | horny ]

*Rubs her backside*
Paul got me back for slapping his ass on Raw X. But I dont see why I got slapped 3 times and he only got slapped once. No fair. I guess its my turn to punish him. He better watch out, because the next time I see him I will be all over him.

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Saturday, January 4, 2003

[04 Jan 2003|09:41pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

*smiles* I have been positively giddy all day. Paul and I are together, and I couldnt be happier. I went out today dressed in my usual going-out disguise, you know; the sunglasses and baseball cap. *laughs to self* and I got myself some ice-cream. I went to the park Paul and I went to last night, and sat on the same swing and just sat there eating my ice cream. This was so out of the ordinary for me. Usually Im always surrounded by people and paperwork. I told my dad that I wanted the day off today, and he said I could. So, I just wandered around and enjoyed the day. I even got me some new shoes. I might wear them at the next Smackdown tapings.
I need to make a few phone calls, so until next time.... Bye!

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Friday, January 3, 2003

[03 Jan 2003|10:27am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

I couldnt sleep last night. I dont know whether it was because I had a pounding headache or that I am excited about tonight. Paul and I finally got the chance to talk, and we made plans to had dinner. It will be great to catch up with him. Ever since he moved to Raw we havent talked, and I miss that.
I have no idea what to wear tonight, I dont know if it will be formal or casual. Hmm, I guess somewhere in between will work.

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Wednesday, January 1, 2003

[01 Jan 2003|10:11pm]
Happy New Year! I wish I could have celebrated it better, but I spent the whole time on my couch looking over peoples contracts, and trying not to fire anyone. *grins* But dont worry, I have a big heart and I couldnt fire any of my sweet little employees.
Before I forget, welcome to Shane-O and Lisa. Great to have you both here.
I will try to be around more, I just get really busy. Speaking of which... I better be going. Night.
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Sunday, December 29, 2002

[29 Dec 2002|07:11pm]
So I see that Paul and Adam are here now. *smiles* Welcome boys. Give me a call sometime. I really need to talk to you Adam.
Well that is all for now.
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Saturday, December 21, 2002

[21 Dec 2002|02:25pm]
Well I finished all of my christmas shopping. I think I got something really good for Adam, now if only I could find him...
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Tuesday, December 17, 2002

[17 Dec 2002|07:40pm]
Hey Everyone,
Trish? Thank you so very much for my faboulas icons *points to them* Arent they great?
I also hope everyone has fun tonight, I have loads of paper work to do, then dad wants a meeting of some sort. It never ends.
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