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[14 Jun 2004|12:36am]
Good day everyone,

It's been a while since my latest update, but that doesn't really matter.
A few things have changed in that time so an update is usefull I guess.
Firtst of all I found a great school I want to go to next schoolyear. I'm going to study SPW-4, its about helping other people like the elderly, the handycapped and, most importantly, youth. I like working with youth since you get to change their way of life a little. I like it when they are relieved that someone wants to help them. Anyway, this is not the only change.
I started a band with 3 of my friends. We can't play any instruments but thats allright, it's the whole point. We just put up a website: there isn't very much on it yet, but there will be. Also, a group of ladyfriends started a more serious band called kithic. I got to drw their logo and it turned out really cool. Their band is about people who are different and I like that idea, since I'm pretty different myself.
Let's see... Oh yeah, I'm going to Poland this year. I'm really looking forward to it. I'm going with the gang from scouting so fun is guaranteed :P I'll put up all the details about it once I'm back home. At least, if I don't forget...

That about wraps it up
see you next time, Billy
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[25 Mar 2004|03:26pm]
Hi everybody,

I kinda forgot I had this thing, thanks stellareject for reminding me.
I've been very busy thinking about various subjects... havent become any wiser though...
I've been reading the old testament which was crap, but little pieces were interesting and made me think. Again, it didnt make me any wiser.
I've been dressing less "punk" and the mohawk's gone too, I think I dont want to be associated with todays punk-scene anymore... I've given it alot of thought how my clothes can send a message, but I havent quite figured it out yet. I now just wear what looks cool but what is different from anything else, so I wont be labeled.
I think I like it this way.
In the meanwhile, I quit school and I'm thinking of studying social service or something like that. In this study you only have to go to school once a week and go to a related job 4 times a week. I'm not really sure if this is what I want to be for the rest of my life, there are alot of other things I like alot better, movie making for instance.I hope this is adequate for now and for all you worrieing sons of bitches: I'M NOT DEAD

see ya
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[16 Nov 2003|11:41pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | madness - if i didnt care ]

Good Morning everybody,
Havent updated in a while because I dont feel that this thing should be a journal of the things I do every day. It should be a place where I can share my thoughts with whoever wants to know. So from now on, no more actions are written here, only thoughts.

Today I want to begin with, how I like to call it, realism. I look at life like it is. For instance: people don't matter. If anything we are only bad for other living things. The world would be better off without us. I used to think that humans should therefore not be on this earth, however, we are here. So there must be a role in history for us, even if it means we will eventually destroy this planet, or worse. If you're reading this you probably think that humans are the superiour beings. You think that animals are below us and you dont even waste your mind on plants etc. I think however that we are all equal, because, how I see it, we are all made out of the same stuff, Life-energy. You probably think we were blessed with our genious minds, but did you know we only have them because it made us more attracive, like the beautifull colors male birds have, our genious minds are only to attract females. My so called genious mind has only brought me trouble. I tend to think about life every second of the day and this is nearly unbearable, but I can't stop thinking, nor do I want to stop, because I was made to think. Realisme, to me, now is leaving everything as it is, because I know it will pass away and make way for something else.
Thats it for now about realisme, check back for more thoughts about realisme, darwinism, anarchism and since shortly also buddhism.

See Ya

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[15 Oct 2003|12:12am]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | Gary Jules - Mad World ]

Havent updated in a while. Didnt feel like it.... I said I would write in dutch, but I changed my mind... :S

One big thing... I decided I want to quit school, I just cant take it anymore, Its killing me actually. I had some talks with the school shrink, and she introduced it to my parents..:S I want to go to the city or something, but the are some problems: first of all, my parents, I dont think they accept my decision. Second, we have this law that says that you have to go to school untill youre 18... since Im only 17 this really sucks... I guess they havent thought of kids like me when they made that law.... Anyway, I'll get there, If nececerry, I'd even run away from home....

thats it for now, c ya

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[20 Sep 2003|09:00pm]
Well, havent updated in a while, I guess I didnt have to. Anyways, I think I'll be writing in dutch from now on, its a bit easier for me... I'll put the subject in English though, so if you really want to know what it was about in english, just ask me and I'll summarise it...

This is the las one that I'll do in English, here goes: Thursday my order from ranger-shop came in! My new jacket etc, some really cool stuff. Friday I was really bored, 'cause scouting was cancelled. Today however was pretty cool, I had kung-fu practice and today training was really hard cause it was really hot...

anyway, I'm to bored to write more
see ya
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[14 Sep 2003|08:40pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | no music... ]

Hey hey, it's been a while but I'm back! Yesterday I had to play a fox in a foxhunt, I was a pirate, arrr!! It was rather embarrasing, because it was in the middle of the city... But it was fun, and that counts :D Also yesterday, I went to my cousins graduation-party. It was super!!! In the end I was dancing on the stupidest music and I was skreaming my own punk versions of the songs :P All the people were looking at me and they even started screaming along with me. It was really fun.
Then there is today, today, I had to get up really early because there was an introduction to a course I'm taking for scouting... boooooring... Next I had to go to some party on the street and I had to sell all this second hand stuff. It was for scouting and we made quite some money, with the money we're going to Poland next year :D

Well, thats it for now, See ya :P

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[10 Sep 2003|02:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | casualties - stay out of order ]

I havent updated in a while, and I guess I didn't have to either. Anyway I'm just writing this because I wanted to update again... Makes sense, doesn't it? :S I'll just tell you what I'm doing right now... I'm sitting here, in front of my computer, listening to some streetpunk. I'm drinking a nice cold glass of pepsi :)... Also, I'm looking for info on the Sex Pistols etc... I'm a bit interested in how anarchistst lived those days. I can't find alot, 'cause most of it is about sid vicious' life, and thats not very interesting... I did find some cool wallpapers though. One of them is really bright green... :D None of my messenger contacts are on-line right now, so a nice chat is out of the question aswell... I do have some cool girls as contacts, but they're not punks, and they live too far away from me... :( Why don't nice girls live around here? I don't get it... Or maybe I should look a bit better. Anyway, I'm really looking forward to the vacation coming up in autumn. I'm going to a meeting with other punx from a community, and maybe I'll find a nice punk girl over there ... :D Also, in that vacation, there is this big activity for scouts all over the world. You can chat with scouts from anywhere, and you can also have radio contact with them :D. Well, thats it, I'm going to look if there is anything to eat over here.

See ya...

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[06 Sep 2003|02:36pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Sex Pistols - Johnny B. Good ]

I went to Kung-fu just now, and I've never been this tired... We did some sparring, but my stomach was playing tricks with me again... I could only fight at 25 % of my normal strength, it was awfull...

Anyways, I'm gonna quit now, I'm too fucking tired to write more...

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[06 Sep 2003|11:25am]
[ mood | silly ]
[ music | Cock SParrer - Tough Guys ]

I forgot to update yesterday night... So I'll do that now... I was really super at scouting. I finally saw my friends again. My ex- girlfriend was there aswell, I don't know what to think of that at the moment... One part of me is very pleased to see her again, but another part of me isn't, because we had some problems in the past (serious problems)...

Anyway, I've got to go now, I'll tell you more in the next update.

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[05 Sep 2003|04:10pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | casualties - Victims ]

I'm going to the scouts again today, I can't wait to see everybody again. One of my ex-girlfriends is coming to the scouts aswell. She used to be with our group, but then she left and went to another. And now she returns to us :S. Very confusing.... I never quite understood her anyway...

That's what hapened today, I think I'll update later this evening....
Greets Billy

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It's over... [03 Sep 2003|02:58pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]
[ music | The Casualties ]

Well, the g/f question is closed now. We talked to eachother and we both felt the same way.
So ladies..... I'm single again :D :D :D

Thats it for now, more updates later on....

See ya

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[03 Sep 2003|12:21am]
[ mood | sleepy ]
[ music | sex pistols ]

I just returned from the scouts. It took us a while to discuss some things afterwards so it's a bit late, but who cares... I asked the others what I should do with my g/f and they told me to discuss it with her, which seems pretty logical come to think of it.... Anyway, I'm going to try that...

Well that's it for today, I'll see you guys tomorrow

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[02 Sep 2003|03:26pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | The sex pistols - I wanna be your dog ]

Heyz, I'm just home from my first day at school. I have a pretty cool class.

I'm thinking of breaking up with my g/f, she is the sweetest girl I've ever met, but I just have this feeling....
Maybe I should hang out with her a few more times before I decide...
Anyway, I could really use some advice on this matter. So if you're reading this please comment.

That's it for now, maybe I'll update later this day...

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[31 Aug 2003|11:14pm]
[ mood | relieved ]
[ music | the oppressed ]

I'm very pleased now. I'm going to my girlfriend tomorrow!!! I'm still a little upset about her mother, but I'm not going to worry about it now. I've really missed my g/f and I'm going to her tomorrow, that's all that matters :D :D :D

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[31 Aug 2003|06:24pm]
[ mood | dorky ]
[ music | sexpistols ]

I'm back. I was away this weekend and it was really cool :D. I missed my girlfriend though :(... I just received some new pics from her and that comforts me alot. Well, I've got nothing else to say, maybe I'll update later this evening...

See ya

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[29 Aug 2003|01:42pm]
yesterday, I went to school to pick up my books. I only have 5 subjects this year, so its going to be a piece of cake :D.... Also, I only have 17 lessons a week :D....
I'm really pissed today, because yesterday I found out that my girlfriend is no longer allowed to hang out with me. I think its because im a punk.... grr.... People are so stupid. Her mother hardly lets her do anything, I hate that. But now, she can't even fall in love with someone who looks a bit diffrent from other people. I really love my girlfriend. We live 40 minutes in a train away from eachother, so this really complicates things. We agreed to secretly meeting eachother, but I think that's just a temporary solution. I think I'm going to have to have a serious chat with her mother..... Man, it's discrimination!!! I get even more pissed every second I think about it. I really felt that this relation was going well untill her mother had to open her big mouth. Well, im going to quit now, it breaks my heart talking about it.

Today, im going to have a weekend with the other leaders from the scouts. So I won't be updating untill Sunday or Monday... See ya
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