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livejournal.com... [06 Feb 2004|07:21am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | ... ] so yeah... i haven't updated in a while... i actually now have a livejournal... so i've been updating a lot more in that recently... here's the link... my livejournal check it out and if anyone has one also... feel free to add me... 2 thoughts| share your thoughts

um... yeah... [28 Jan 2004|10:34am] [ mood | lazy ] [ music | Simple Plan "My Alien" ] so pretty much the same old stuff here... um... monday... jeff's class was canceled... and he decided to skip work... so he could take me to the mall... yeah... so we went to some mall... monroeville mall... the whole objective was to find a winter coat for myself... which proved to be quite hard actually... which you wouldn't think would be exactly hard... but it was... for some reason... i had a difficult time finding anything worth buying... which was somewhat frustrating... i don't know... maybe i'm just weird like that... but i hate leaving the mall without anything... eventually i found a few things though... one being the winter coat which was the main reason for going to the mall... it was only $15... *yay*... and i got some jeans for $9.99... way cheap crap... so that was cool... and i bought some other stuff from pac sun... for some reason... i always seems to find stuff that i like there... anywho... yeah we spent like almost 4hrs. at the mall... it didn't seem like we were there that long though... on the way back... we stopped off at jeff's school to print out my application for westmore academy (my school in cali)... holy shit though... the frickin application is like 12 pages long... i'm not even exagerating... they want to know all sorts of shit... like employment history... your art background... references... and they actually want your transcripts... i thought it was pretty weird... since it's a beauty school... i figured... if you have the money... you're in... but apparently not so... well it is supposed to be one of the most prestigious makeup schools... so yeah... i guess that makes sense... but the registration fee is $650... so if you don't get in you're pretty much screwed... i think you get like only 50% of the cost back or something... so yeah... hopefully i'll get in to the march classes *crosses fingers*... i have yet to fill the application out though... when i called the school last week... they said there are 4-5 spaces left for the march classes... so i need to get my shit in order... hmm... other than that... not much else is going on... oh yeah... the people fixing jeff's truck called him back... with the estimate on how much it will be to fix everything... $4000... yeah... so that sucks... needless to say... he's decided to sell it... a few people were actually interested in buying it anyway... so yeah... hopefully that will work out... share your thoughts

as if it couldn't get any worse... [26 Jan 2004|06:16am] [ mood | blank ] [ music | ... ] this weekend i went with jeff to harrisburg to pick up the truck he bought... well yeah... we thought things were going to go a lot smoother than they did... but talk about a shitty weekend... mostly for jeff anyway... so here's the deal... friday we caught the greyhound bus to harrisburg... 5hr. ride... oh yeah... got there at like 9:00pm or so... stayed the night at a hotel... everything was cool... jeff was excited about the cable... (he doesn't have cable at his house)... so yeah... then the next morning... we met up with this dude ryan (the guy who jeff was buying the truck from)... um... we got the truck... it was kind of ghetto... not look wise... but just the way you had to start up the truck... the ignition didn't work all too well... um... yeah... so this ryan guy tells us that we should be able to drive it back to pittsburgh... no problem... yeah right... so after running a few errands first... we headed back to pittsburgh... like about 50miles away from pittsburgh.,, the truck decides it doesn't want to run anymore... so yeah... we broke down in the middle of a freeway... yeah... it sucked... and it was frickin cold... so after about 20mins... a tow truck came... so the nearest town nearby was this place called somerset or something... yeah... we dropped the car there... and had to stay the night there... so we had to get yet another hotel room... jeff tried to get a hold of his uncle... to ask him if he could pick us up... but yeah... it didn't work... the next day (sunday)... we had to check out at 11am... and we were still waiting for his uncle to call back... we decided to go to the mall... while we were waiting... otherwise... we were going to catch the bus back... anyway... we found a cab company... which was just this lady who drove a van... and had a cell phone... anyway... we asked her to take us to the nearest mall... yeah... so she took us to this "factory outlet" mall... which wasn't exactly mall worthy... but yeah... we asked her if there were any other malls... and her response... we have a walmart... lol... wtf... talk about small town... anywho... needless to say... we ended up hanging out at walmart... but his uncle did call... and picked us up from walmart... so that was cool... share your thoughts

back to the day that we first met... [23 Jan 2004|07:48am] [ mood | cold ] [ music | The All-American Rejects "Drive Away" ] hmm... haven't been up to a whole lot... just mostly hanging out... around the house... watching movies... and whatnot... but it's cool... so frickin cold though... i don't think i even left the house since wednesday... too cold for me... wednesday night... jeff, his roommate daryl, and i went out to eat dinner... i forgot the name of the place though... anyway it was a burger type place... it was good... on our way to the restaurant... jeff told daryl about my little ice incident... so embarrassing... i forgot to write about it in here... but i think it was on monday... the day jeff and i went to the mall... we were crossing the street... and what do i do... but eat shit right in the middle of the street... i really fuckin slipped... stupid black ice... well yeah... i slipped backwards on my ass... it was pretty bad... i think i even stopped traffic... lol... yeah... i laughed... jeff had to like almost pick me up... it sucked... and i still haven't lived it down... anyway... yeah... tomorrow i'm suppose to go with jeff to harrisburg to pick up his truck... so we're going to be catching the bus there... 5hr. bus ride... oh yeah... fun shit... hmm... he said he wants to take me shopping at some point tomorrow too... he thought it would probably be a good idea to get an actually warm jacket or something... The All-American Rejects "Drive Away" She’s gone away, but still they stay together People call me crazy, crazy His thoughts progress, he thinks about forever His mind tells him maybe, maybe I wish I could drive away to the sunset Back to the day that we first met Only believe the things I wrote I’ll put it in a note, yeah I’ll cross my t’s and dot my i’s Better say hello, don’t you dare say goodbye I’ll write sincerely yours and sign my name P.s. I love you forever and today And now she’s gone, they couldn’t stay together The rain falls down and now he’s crying, crying Two weeks go by, seems like it’s been forever Their hearts are bound and now she’s lying, lying I wish I could drive away to the sunset Back to the day that we first met Only believe the things I wrote I’ll put it in a note, yeah I’ll cross my t’s and dot my i’s Better say hello, don’t you dare say goodbye I’ll write sincerely yours and sign my name P.s. I love you forever and today All the heartbreak all the pain All your words you said in vain And I’ll never be the same share your thoughts

:( [19 Jan 2004|02:19pm] [ mood | rejected ] [ music | Papa Roach "Last Resort" ] ok... so... the last few days... jonny and i... did mostly errands... i think... and um... we went to the mall... oh yeah... and we went to that movie "along came polly"... it was a cute movie... i like jennifer aniston... she's so pretty... anyway... yeah... so we're at the theater... this is before the movie... and jonny asks me if i would like to stay another week... now originally the plan was that i would stay with him in dc for the month of january... then in february... he was suppose to go to florida to help his mom move or something... and i would go with him... and then i would leave for cali in march... for school... so yeah... but he wanted me to leave early... for whatever his reason maybe... besides the fact that he realized he didn't like me like that... anyway... i got really depressed... and kind of hurt... so i got emotional... and started crying... needless to say... we ended up watching the movie... then going back to his house... to talk... it was sad... but yeah... so anyway... on sunday... he was really pushing the fact that i needed to find an apartment in cali... which was stressing me out... since i thought i would have till march to do so... but yeah... well later that night... my friend jeff... offered me a place to stay... he lives in pittsburgh... so yeah... i felt really unwanted... so i caught a train to pittsburgh that night... jonny said he wanted me to at least stay that night with him... but he got pretty pissed off at me... and told me to just go... so he drove me to the bus station... and here i am... in pittsburgh now... wtf... i don't exactly have a plan thus far though... so i'm just kind of winging so to speak... today jeff took me to the mall... it was cool... i bought some stuff from pac sun... it didn't really make me feel any better about the situation... but yeah... jeff actually likes shopping though... he has like almost as much clothes as i do... hmm... so yeah... but seriously talk about getting rejected and kicked out... sucks... and the stupid thing... i still really like jonny... stupid boys... 1 thought| share your thoughts

feeling a little better... [15 Jan 2004|03:40pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | New Found Glory "My Friends Over You" ] so yeah... yesterday had lunch at some chinese/japanese food place... it was quite strange... um... after that... jonny and i went to the mall... i think it was called wheaton shopping center or something like that... it was kind of odd... of course most of the stores there... i had never heard of... since we don't have them in hawaii... but it was cool... it was under repair though... hmm... later that night we were suppose to go ice skating with jonny's friends... but it didn't work out... so we went to eat at wendy's... i don't recall ever eating at a wendy's either... i mean there are like two of them in hawaii i think... but it's on the opposite side of the island from where i live... and people don't like driving 30mins. just to eat wendy's i suppose... oh well... today... we went to the american art museum in dc... it was interesting... weird... but interesting... super cold too... i got to see the white house though... so that was cool... and we caught the metro thing... fun stuff... share your thoughts

the zoo... [13 Jan 2004|04:50pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Blink 182 "Man Over Board" ] hmm... so derren called at like 6:30am hawaii time... which i thought was weird... but i forgot he had class early... anyway... he's still confused about ryan... oh yeah... apparently he and justin went to venus on saturday night... derren talked to ryan... and they kissed... wtf... oh well... he can do whatever he wants... but he knew i would be highly disappointed... anywho... jonny took me to the zoo today... it was frickin freezing... and there weren't too many animals... the exhibits indoors were cool though... top reason... it was warm:)... so yeah... it was fun... good exercise too... and we took some pics... the strangest thing about it... it was free... how frickin odd... it was a lot cleaner looking than the zoo in hawaii... so that's good i suppose... hmm... as far as how i'm feeling... i'm not too sure yet... i guess i just have to give it time... it's not something you can rush... but i've come to realize or at least believe... that it's probably me that's the problem... i don't know what's wrong with me... i seriously have a lack in social skills... i just don't trust people very easily and it sometimes takes me a while to open up... which sucks... but i can't help it... it's just the way i am... and maybe i'm this way because of my past and all... but this is me... and yeah... i guess if people don't like it... then what else can i do... it's not something that i can just change over night or something... trust me... i'm working on it... but yeah... only time will tell i guess... 2 thoughts| share your thoughts

in washington dc... [12 Jan 2004|03:29pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Green Day "Redundant" ] so yeah... everything went pretty ok... i met this really nice... yet somewhat odd lady at the airport in hawaii... it was cool though... her name was lesley or something... she was heading back to pittsburgh... from hilo... she dropped her son off for school there... so yeah... we had two of the same flights... so she helped me out... it was cool of her... people are actually quite helpful at airports... anyway... so yeah... it's cold as shit here... but i'm managing... at least i'm not melting i suppose... just numb... i haven't been up to whole lot here... but it's not like i was exactly productive at home in hawaii either... oh well... share your thoughts

leaving hawaii:)... [09 Jan 2004|09:47am] [ mood | nervous ] [ music | NERD "Rock Star" ] hmm... this past week hasn't been all that exciting... just finishing packing... mostly... and went to the dentist... no cavities... *woohoo*... go me... um... got my hair cut... although i'm not really sure if i like it yet... it's ok i guess... i flatironed it... so it looks better... but yeah... that's what you get for being cheap and going to super cuts i suppose... derren stopped by last night with his mom... i fixed his necklace thingy for me that he broke... and gave him some of my accessories... so yeah... i chatted with him later that night... he wasn't being very positive about the whole me leaving thing though... and justin told him... he was worried about it too... i mean it's cool that they're worried about me and all... but come on people... let's be a little more positive... hmm... to be quite honest... i'm pretty worried too though... i just hope my suitcases are ok... and i don't have any problems *crosses fingers*... anyway... looks like derren and justin are going to be going to venus on saturday... so they're going to give me the details on what went down with ryan... alright... washington dc here i come... i'm out... 2 thoughts| share your thoughts

shopping again... [03 Jan 2004|10:53pm] [ mood | mellow ] [ music | Letters To Cleo "I Want You To Want Me" ] according to the weather reports... it was suppose to be rainy today again... and it wasn't suppose to clear up till like monday or something... but today was super sunny... and pretty warm... stupid weather reports... so yeah... i guess tonight was canceled for nothing... oh well... it's be rescheduled for next week saturday though... but i won't be here... hmm... i tried unpacking and then repacking this morning... i eventually gave up... and started cleaning the living room instead... i told my grandma to go in my room and check out my progress... she was scared to see the destruction though... her only comment was... "oh my goodness"... aww... my poor grandma hurt herself too... she was trying to go get the newspaper or something... and the door slammed on her arm... and she has a huge gash on her arm now... it's like from her wrist to her elbow... i'm not even exagerating... the skin was like peeling off... i tried helping her bandage it... it was so nasty though... i started gagging... i thought i was going to throw up... i could never be a nurse... i can't even stand the sight of my own blood... anyway... after that tramatic event... derren called... he asked me if i wanted to go out since it was sunny... so we went to waikele factory outlet... to do some shopping... he found his black shoes at sketchers... so yeah... he was pretty happy... i actually didn't buy anything... which is good though... i don't need extra stuff to worry about packing right now anyway... hmm... after that we went to ala moana shopping center... walked around a bit... stayed till pretty much closing time... then went to koko marina... hung out at starbucks for a bit... we were bored... so derren wanted to see a movie there... but there wasn't anything good playing... at 10pm especially... "lord of the rings" was playing though... but like hell i'm going to sit through that thing again... i don't really feel like losing another 3hrs of my life... yeah... so we went to foodland... i have no clue why... that's about it... nothing too exciting... 7 thoughts| share your thoughts

still raining... [02 Jan 2004|10:48pm] [ mood | cold ] [ music | Matchbox Twenty "Hand Me Down" ] i was somewhat productive today i guess... hmm... derren and i were suppose to go to waikele factory outlet... to look for his black shoes... but it was raining too damn much... so we canceled that... i ended up attempting to finish cleaning my room... then later on in the afternoon... me and my grandma went to kahala mall shopping center... went to longs... the usual places... we went to tmobile too... i finally got a flip phone... *yay*... i haven't changed it yet though... i want to get a case for it first... it sucks though... i won't have my bright orange lights anymore... i spent a whole $20 on it too (note sarcasm)... oh well... um... oh yeah... i got a new suitcase too... so i started packing... although things aren't looking too good... but yeah... tomorrow night got canceled... i was suppose to go with derren and justin to venus... but since it's been raining so hard... justin canceled... um... yeah... so that means i'll have some more time to fix my room and pack at least... my room's in shambles at the moment... *sighs*... it's probably gonna take me a while before there's actually room to walk... i did make a little path though:)... packing is pretty stressful though... for me anyway... but a lot of things are stressful to me... 1 thought| share your thoughts

NEW YEARS!!! [01 Jan 2004|10:55am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | MxPx "Without You" ] hmm... yesterday for new years eve... derren came over... he brought me food so that was cool:)... pizza... *yummy*... we just pretty much hung out at my house the whole night... it was kind of sad... but oh well... it was somewhat entertaining... we ate... worked on our website... made stuff with playdoh... and attempted to watch a movie ("what lies beneath")... it was way noisy though... stupid firecrackers... i think i was deaf by the end of the night... derren didn't want to go home yet... so we decided to walk to the park at almost 2am... it was pretty weird... that's about it... today it's raining again... i kind of sorta don't feel like doing anything today... derren wanted me to go shopping with him today... and help him find his black shoes for saturday... but maybe we can just do it tomorrow... oh yeah... i got something from jonny in the mail yesterday too... it's a dress... it's really cute though:)... and for the even bigger news... looks like i'm going to be using that ticket i have for cali... i'm leaving jan9... from there i'm going to be going up to washington for a bit... then i'm going straight to cali for school from there... yay... go me... 2 thoughts| share your thoughts

and everything else is irrelevant... [30 Dec 2003|08:07pm] [ mood | amused ] [ music | "Law & Order" is on tv... ] today was pretty uneventful... i was so tired earlier during the day though... i stayed up till 12am or so talking on the phone with derren... watched the "real world" thing where they showed paul... talk about disappointment... oh yeah... and i ended up staying up till like 3am watching the "boy meets boy" marathon... i wanted to see who the guy chose... but stupid me... i fell asleep during the last epsiode... so i missed who got chosen... sucks... oh well... hmm... derren called me a few times today... drama again of course... featuring none other than ryan... apparently ryan called justin... and so derren's decided that he should talk to ryan... and get things out in the open... so that's good i guess... i mean he do what ever he feels is right... and will make him feel better so he won't stress out so much... he wants me to go with him and justin to venus on saturday though... so he can talk to ryan there... i don't know if i want to go though... i mean i do... but i haven't really decided yet... we'll see... um... i called the airlines to check about changing my flight for cali and such... i really don't understand why people are in certain professions if they're that unhappy with their jobs... i was talking to this guy that worked there... and he was giving me attitude the whole time... it was funny though... i had a paper and pen with me so i could take notes and what not... and my grandma was sitting next to me... reading what i wrote... so i wrote the word "asshole" across the paper... and she started laughing... but that's what he was... other than that... nothing else new here... oh yeah... my brother called... and told me he added to his kanji tattoo... my grandma's gonna flip out... "The Story So Far" -New Found Glory I can't remember the time or place, or what you were wearing, it's unclear about how we met, all I know it was the best conversation that I've ever had, to this day I never found someone, with eyes as wide as yours, I've been searching up and down this coast, overlooking what I need the most did you notice I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say, two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again, the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be, the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be and everything else is irrelevant, to the story so far, a coincidence that you looked like her from afar, is it true that you like to sleep alone? Or is it what you just tell everyone? Did you notice that I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again the sky will never look the same again, till you show me how it could be the sky will never look the same again till you show me how it could be and when the world turns over ill keep my ears to the wall and when the world turns over ill keep my feet straight on the ground did u notice I was afraid? I thought I'd run out of things to say, two more hours until today burns this away, and it starts all over again, the sky will never look the same again till you show me how it could be the sky will never look the same again till you show me how it could be share your thoughts

it's raining... it's pouring... [29 Dec 2003|04:18pm] [ mood | numb ] [ music | Silverchair "Black Tangled Heart" ] yesterday... derren and i were suppose to hang out... and meet up with stephanie... but she canceled last minute... like that morning... so i just decided to stay home and not do anything... i was actually kind of tired anyway... and was in need of a nap... 4hrs of sleep just doesn't cut it for me sometimes i guess... it was a pretty boring day... i spent most of the day just uploading the pics we took... chatting online... the usual boring crap... it's been raining a lot lately too... and it's been pretty cold... i don't know how i'm going to survive in the mainland... but my jackets and sweaters will finally come in handy... hmm... today... another boring day... i don't even think i really left the house today in fact... weird... actually not so much weird... as it is sad... derren came over to pick something up... he wanted to borrow my clipper attachment... justin's cutting his hair for him... i refused to... i'm not in the mood to deal with that at the moment... and i think they're going to color his hair too... they were saying something about purple... it should be cool though... um... yeah... so derren comes to pick up the attachment... and it's raining... and the bastard makes me walk outside to give it to him... while he's sitting all dry and warm in his truck... grr... i spent the rest of my day mostly drawing... oh yeah... the other day... my anime (inuyasha) dvd came in the mail... *yay*... i was so happy... so i watched some of it last night... hmm... on another note... my mood has been sorta weird... i was doing ok earlier... but for some reason... i feel so preoccupied right now... and sad... and a little depressed... too much thinking on my part i suppose... i don't know... it doesn't make sense... it never does... share your thoughts

mallrats... [27 Dec 2003|11:06pm] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | Mr. T Experience "... And I Will Be With You" ] today seemed like it was going to be another boring day... i got up kind of late this morning... 10am... well that's pretty late for me anyway... so i spent the beginning part of the day... just uploading the pics derren and i took yesterday... there weren't any real plans for the day... derren called me when he woke up sometime in the afternoon... we chatted for an hour or so... we were both bored out of our mind... so we decided to find something to do... we ended up going to the ward warehouse area... went to a few shops... then we ended up at ala moana shopping center again... the weird thing though... is we parked at ala moana shopping center and walked to ward warehouse which was a few blocks away... then walked back and hung out at the shopping center... we like walking... it's fun:)... well maybe not fun... but good exercise... when we got to ala moana shopping center... we sat for like almost 2hours... just people watching... yes... we're easily amused and entertained... after that we went searching for black pants for derren... which took a while... then we went to hot topic... derren wanted to buy this leather wrist band thing... but the chick there kept staring at him... so he made me go in and get it for him... it was weird though... while i was walking there... this random dude... said hey what's up... i was like what the hell... that's a first... but whatever... i wasn't interested in that... so i went back to hot topic and got him his leather wrist band thing... and the cashier dude there... was telling me how i should come and check out his band on friday nights at some club place i think... it was weird... people are just plain strange sometimes... share your thoughts

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um yeah... ok... [27 Dec 2003|12:59am] [ mood | peaceful ] [ music | Everclear "Wonderful" ] last night (christmas day) was pretty boring... we were suppose to have a family dinner thing... but my brother went to this football game... and didn't get home till like 8:30pm... and it started at 3pm... but it went into overtime or something... so yeah... we just ate without him... it was pretty funny though... before he left... i guess the phone kept ringing and my brother was going crazy... so he took the phone off the hook... i had forgotten about that... so for some reason i picked up my cell phone... and just then derren calls... and he's like put the frickin phone back on the hook so i can call your house... it was weird... so i put the phone back on... and we chatted for most of the night till dinner... and then later till like 2am... i was so tired... he liked the cd i made him though... and the hot topic belt... which he should of anyway... since i bought the stupid belt in front of him... today... my grandma went and exchanged my vans shoes for me at ala moana shopping center... then later in like the afternoon... derren came over... we walked to aina haina shopping center and got some lunch... then we took some pictures for our webpage... i haven't uploaded then yet though... so hopefully they turn out ok... we'll see though... hmm... after that we went to ala moana shopping center... we're such mallrats:)... it was pretty crowded... we just walked around... we were suppose to meet up with this chick stephanie (one of derren's friends)... but i guess she changed her mind... so now we're suppose to hang out with her on sunday or something like that... we got bored with the mall... so we decided to go to waikiki... it was alright... derren got kind of depressed... there were a lot of couples walking around and stuff... so yeah... it started making me depressed too... but oh well... i've never heard a guy complain so much about girls checking them out though... it was funny... derren was disappointed that there weren't very many mainlanders (is that even a word?) in waikiki... but oh my gosh... i got so hungry while we were in waikiki... i started getting really bitchy... there was nowhere to really eat... and it was so expensive... i thought i was going to faint... but we resorted to eating jack in the box... i was a pretty happy camper after that... the shitty thing... was walking back to car... which was pretty damn far... it took us like 30mins to get to the car... and my foot's all jacked up from my stupid shoe... oh well... it was fun though... share your thoughts

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! [25 Dec 2003|01:39pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Greenday "Basketcase" ] holidays are so boring... nothing's open... so there's nothing to do... but oh well... this morning... me and my family opened presents... it was pretty lame... there weren't very many presents to open though... my brother had already opened most of his presents on his bday... and i already knew what my grandma got me... so she didn't even wrap it... but yeah... my grandma got me some clothes from bebe... my brother got me this paul frank... leather wrist band watch... my first non-plastic watch... i like my plastic ones better though:)... and a years supply of bath products... thanks to derren... other than that... not much else... i haven't really been doing anything either... but yeah... i am going to watch "deuce bigalow male gigolo" with my grandma later today at some point... i'm making her watch it with me... that movie's so funny... i wanted to watch "batman returns"... cat woman's the best... but she doesn't want to watch that... but yeah... as for the plan for the rest of the day... i probably won't be doing jackshit... yay... share your thoughts

1 day till Christmas... holy shit... [23 Dec 2003|10:17pm] [ mood | hungry ] [ music | Jimmy Eat World "12.23.95" ] this morning... i went with my grandma to visit my mom... at the cemetary... we brought her flowers for christmas... then we went and got some food on the way back... derren called my cell... while we were on our way home... he sounded kind of panicked... so i had to call him asap when i got home... apparently he was having problems with his computer... and didn't know what to do... so i had to talk him through it... but yeah... i figured out what was wrong for him... i'm so smart... not!!... so anyway... derren said he was bored... so he came over... we hung out at my house for a bit... while i was waiting for this cd to finish burning... after that... we went to kahala mall... why?... i have no clue... i bought this denim skirt from jeans warehouse though... it's way cute... but kinda sorta short... oh well though... and i bought some play-doh... play-doh is the coolest toy ever... i called jonny while we were sitting outside of macy's... talked with him for a little while... he was having a boys night out or something... then after that we went back to my house... to work on me and derren's website... and jonny came online so i chatted with him for a bit... it was cool... yo... 1 thought| share your thoughts

christmas shopping... [23 Dec 2003|02:36am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Christina Aguilera "The Voice Within" ] shopping during the holidays really sucks... grr... stupid people everywhere... so yeah... derren came over... we hung out for a bit... did a photo shoot... it was fun... then we walked to aina haina shopping center... we went to foodland... why?... i don't know... then we went to doe fang... and the guy that works there... is too happy for his own good... we were gonna get some icee's... and he kept talking to us about his theory... about the heart... and shit... it was weird... then when he made us our icee's... he stuck the straw thing in and fed it to me... pretty weird... and then he fed derren... wtf... people are so strange... after that we went to ala moana shopping center to get some christmas shopping done... almost there... but not completely... anyway... we bumped into ryan while we were there... we ignored him though... and of course within 5mins... ryan was calling derren... what a loser... so we ended up finishing up at kahala mall... oh yeah... while we were driving to ala moana shopping center... my cell phone started ringing... and i looked at the caller id... and it was jonny... the dude from washington dc... crazy shit... so i answered it and we talked for a little while... 1 thought| share your thoughts

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