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Tuesday, August 3rd, 2004

Subject:WELCOME THE FADED
Time:11:54 pm.
Mood: blah.
Its been a while... and I have nothing to say... let me think

1. Still thinking
2. Started school on Monday
3. Still working at BBB
4. Kristy and I arn't as close as we used to be... then again... I'm not letting it be
5. I like watching the blood run
6. I'm currently watching Adult Swim
7. Got my tonsils taken out.... Love the Meds... and it didnt hurt as much as ppl said...I would have been very upset but the drungs ruled
8. Finished Paying off My car
9. PJ moved out....So proud! =).... cant wait til i do...for the 4th and hopefully final time...lol
10. I've met a lot of new people.
11. I have to pee
12. I have a project due in 8wks
13. Birthday is comeing up... one year closer to death....how it drags
14. Scars are fading
15. Going to Ren Fair
16. Have to get my Licence renewed
17. Kristy got a new cat...her name is PJ...she a little, adorable, DEMON!!...gatta love her
18. PJ's Birthday is on the 24th
19. Anna's Birthday is coming up too...19th of Aug..... Party time at The Rock!!!!!
20. Going to Monster Bash on the 28th

Thats it... I really dont have anything to say to anyone...or this stupid screen either...
I'm tired...

"Medicate"

I've been lying awake at night
I've been hoping that im alright
I've been winding myself too tight
Wondering if i will sleep tonight
Never thought things would get like this
Always hoping that they'd work out
Still ingesting the wrong amount
Now I seem to be filled with doubt

I cannot stop this ride
Im growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine

This should not be my weight to bear
Go on acting like I don't care
Stop this high-I wouldn't dare
I have earned and deserve my share
Things like this happen every day
While im in there I feel okay
But you say I should get away
Let me go for just one more day

I cannot stop this ride
Im growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine


Ive got to medicate myself,
Im not concerned about my health
It covers up what ive been dealt, it seems the only way
Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped
Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way

I cannot stop this ride
Im growing cold inside
I shouldn't let it slide
Will sickness be mine


Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine

~Flaw~
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