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Its been a while... and I have nothing to say... let me think 1. Still thinking 2. Started school on Monday 3. Still working at BBB 4. Kristy and I arn't as close as we used to be... then again... I'm not letting it be 5. I like watching the blood run 6. I'm currently watching Adult Swim 7. Got my tonsils taken out.... Love the Meds... and it didnt hurt as much as ppl said...I would have been very upset but the drungs ruled 8. Finished Paying off My car 9. PJ moved out....So proud! =).... cant wait til i do...for the 4th and hopefully final time...lol 10. I've met a lot of new people. 11. I have to pee 12. I have a project due in 8wks 13. Birthday is comeing up... one year closer to death....how it drags 14. Scars are fading 15. Going to Ren Fair 16. Have to get my Licence renewed 17. Kristy got a new cat...her name is PJ...she a little, adorable, DEMON!!...gatta love her 18. PJ's Birthday is on the 24th 19. Anna's Birthday is coming up too...19th of Aug..... Party time at The Rock!!!!! 20. Going to Monster Bash on the 28th Thats it... I really dont have anything to say to anyone...or this stupid screen either... I'm tired... "Medicate" I've been lying awake at night I've been hoping that im alright I've been winding myself too tight Wondering if i will sleep tonight Never thought things would get like this Always hoping that they'd work out Still ingesting the wrong amount Now I seem to be filled with doubt I cannot stop this ride Im growing cold inside I shouldn't let it slide Will sickness be mine This should not be my weight to bear Go on acting like I don't care Stop this high-I wouldn't dare I have earned and deserve my share Things like this happen every day While im in there I feel okay But you say I should get away Let me go for just one more day I cannot stop this ride Im growing cold inside I shouldn't let it slide Will sickness be mine Ive got to medicate myself, Im not concerned about my health It covers up what ive been dealt, it seems the only way Ive got to medicate myself, its been the only thing that helped Must cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way I cannot stop this ride Im growing cold inside I shouldn't let it slide Will sickness be mine Sickness is mine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine ~Flaw~ |
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