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Miss Nina's Blurty:
|Friday, December 17th, 2004|
I party too much! That is a damn fact too! :*D hahahaha.
OmFg.. California in a few days.. omG.. i'm getting excited.. gonna spend some time with hunnie buns.. yay! :*D hahahaha. I'm nervous.
My girl is back from overseas. Hopefully I get to see my godson before I head to Cali, If not.. I wanna see him after I come back. I miss him tons. :*D
Nothing much has really happened. Michael and I are trying to work out our differences, but you know it takes time and time is what i'm willing to give him. :*)
Its good to be the boss. I wore my PJ's and went to work today. haha! Its funny because most people are all dressy and i'm all comfy in my little office just watching some tv and GETTING PAID! hahahahaha. Life is good. :*D
was suppose to go watch seed of chucky yesterday but the show began like 30 mins before we even got to the movies.. what a biatch! :*D hahahaha. Its all good. I saw pet cemetary. What a freakazoid movie. hahaha. Ok gotta run.. Deuce.
|Saturday, December 11th, 2004|
I have this beautiful song on my asian avenue page. Its so beautiful. The voice of the singer is very stimulating. Its beautiful. Everyone should listen to it. :*D
Yesterday my people and I partied like rockstars. Everyone got so hammered in the ass, but it was well worth it. It sucks though cause if everyone's BROKE then you have to take care of everyone. lmfao! It was fun.
I miss my hunnie buns. He's out doing his side jobs.. nothing illegal.. I sure do miss him though. I can't wait to see him soon. Gosh.. I think when I arrive there, I won't come back home.. NOT! lmfao! hahahaha! Yeah right! If I really wanted to get married, I'd do it the correct way. I love Michael, but I'm willing to wait until we're both securely ready and have accomplished our seperate needs before we combine a lifetime agreement (marriage). I do love him.. I love him with everything that I have inside and last night when everyone got hammered and was with a couple, I missed him so much and I realised that I do love him with everything I am and I love those who he loves. The love I have for Michael is unconditional and genuine. I'm lucky to have him in my life. He completes me. Michael = the guy I considered 'Mr Right NOW' just might be Mr Right. :*D I'm no longer content, but happy.
|Thursday, December 9th, 2004|
I'm back again! haha!
Today marks the anniversary of Michael and me. I forgot how many months, but its been wonderful and also a pain in the ass. haha.. what i meaning to say is that the fact is we had to adjust from being friends to being what we are now. its been hard trying to adapt and accept each others bad qualities, but overall, we love each other and that is good enough for the both of us to stay together. :*)
My friends always ask me "Nina, are you happy?" and what do I say, "DuRr!" haha! No one needs to know about how I am feeling or how I'm doing. Thats just my own personal problem that only I can deal with.. So if you're wondering if I'm happy.. my response to you is "fuck off." lol!
OmFg.. guess what ya'll.. ok I was in a rush to send my brother and sister to school ok.. and I just got done taking a shower and i was walking to my room.. then i turn around to close the door when I got in and i smashed my finger into the door.. that was stupid.. to top it off.. I was then coming back into my room, for no apparent reason, and i turned around thinking "WTF?" and bam.. I smacked my head into the wall.. That was retarted huh? lmfao! Yes its stupid. All my co-workers said so.. wait until I tell hunnie, He'll laugh his ass off.
Ok enough updates.. Oh yeah.. Happy (Belated) Birthday to one of my girlfriends.. I love you Sarah!
|Wednesday, December 8th, 2004|
Brand new journal.. what a weird change.. lol.. shoulda chose xanga but oh well
I've been a bad bad girl lately (not in that way you fucking perv) so yesterday I took a personal vow and I will keep it. Its basically in the following statement:
My Vow to God:
I promise to be true to you
To live my life in purity as unto you
Waiting for the day
When I'll hear you say
"Here is the one I have created
Just for you."
Thats my vow to God. Now I intend to focus more on my career in the fashion industry and keep my family & close ones by my side. I also plan to take photography and dancing more passionately. I've been lagging like a mofo lately.
Overall, since him, I haven't been able to have the security in my relationship due to the fact that I was hurt so suddenly, but fuck him. haha! I'm much more happier without him, but because of him I can't seem to have the trust and security in my present relationship. Like what my boyfriend said, "When girls' heart gets broken, the guy who broke her heart ruined the chances of another guy being with her fully and completely" and its fucking true. Oh well.. I believe my relationship with him will grow within time. Also within that time, then I will gain the trust and patience for him.. Hopefully. lmfao!
On Sunday, I think, The buddies came over and damn.. we were all partying like we're all psychotic.. lmfao! Everyone was basically hammered and we were singing christmas carols hella loud. lmfao! Plus we prank called Sarah, May Kou, Nary, and plus some other mofos and it was hillarious! Mousie was all like "Damn girl, I wanna bang you like a beast" and most of the girls would be like "what?" or hang up. lmfao! It was mad fun though. Its always fun to hang out with people who you've known since you were a youngin and just be immature around them fucks. Its a change from the schedule and responsibilities that I've been given.
Mousie and Kevin planned to leave yesterday, but knowing them, they'll probably end up staying until fucking the end of the year.. They've been here since forever, but its all good though cause they're practically family. lmfao! :*D soon to be hopefully. Them two are hella down and I totally dig them for it. :*D
This is enough updates for now.. Be back tomorrow or whenever the fuck I feel like it.
(FYI - eh so what I cuss? Got a problem? Suck my cock.)