Saturday, August 16th, 2003
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12:19 am
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"we know major toms a junky"
I HAVE DREDS.
and im fucking dead sexy.
outzone was great.
i had fun.
and juggled grapes.
and talked to much.
god. jessica(21 year old) is sooo fucking beautiful.
a work of art.
i must have her.
and i will.
im tired of posting anonymously. i want this fucking site to confirm my email address.
school starts the 25th.
i look stoned in my picute id.
i have to ride the city bus to go to school. like in HEY ARNOLD.
download ashes to ashes by a perfect circle.
its such a fucking beautiful song!
current mood: listless
current music: a perfect circle: ashes to ashes
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Friday, August 15th, 2003
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3:43 am
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is it wrong for me to have a crush on a 21 year old?
shes so pritty. and cute. and fairie like. and PERFECT.
ugh. i have a horrible crush.
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Thursday, August 14th, 2003
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4:24 am
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'now maybe i didnt mean to treat you bad. '
im confused.
ok. im watching t.v. and thinking to myself
"i wish there was a sign to show if me and zoe are soul mates or something"
i pay attention to what im watching and its the staind video 'so far away'
and what the fuck do i see on his dam neck. but the name ZOE tatooed on it.
what the hell does that mean?
current mood: uncomfortable
current music: candlebox: far behind
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
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1:34 am
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i love thinking of strangeling you.
please i need to unleash this.
COME HERE and let me break your pritty face. . . . . . .
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Monday, August 11th, 2003
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7:38 pm
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i made out with a pizza girl. in the bathroom at the pizza place.
i am oficailly. a pimpette.
andrea and her friend sarah came by to see me. andrea isnt all that physically attractive. but. sarah. oh my. she is one fucking piece of art.
i must have her.
now im off to watch something on the tube. shower. then goof around or something.
current mood: crazy
current music: tool:lateralis
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1:25 am
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i really believe the only thing that actually loves me. is my dads cat oscar.
i finially did it. i hurt zoe. and it felt SOOOO good. paybacks are bitches. and only whorish bitches like her deserve them . and after i completed my task of hurting her. all i could do was lay in bed in the dark and smile.
andrea called me. and we talked forever.
about subjects from clothes. to fishing. to laughing at people when they fall .
current mood: guilty
current music: radio.
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Friday, August 8th, 2003
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11:12 pm
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okay. m apologies. i cannot yet comment back or anything becuase blurty has not sent me an email confirmation yet. so. it sucks.
went to outzone.
more people were there this time.
2 ashleys. and one of them i like a lot. i kept giving her the googly eye. and shes all. funny. and cute. and yea. i want her.
and im not going to stop until i get her.
got offered a billion rides. had fun. and made fun of people. and laughed with everyone.
current mood: pleased
current music: apoptygma berzerk: nothing else matters
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Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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9:18 pm - 'the grounds not mine to walk upon'
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my feet are so cold. but i lve the cold.
the girl whos number i got. her name is andrea. and i didnt call her becuase i planned on sleeping all day. so she called me by my surprise. man does she have a northern accent. and i guess i prolly sounded really sleepy. but it was a nice conversation.
she called later and wanted to drop by and say hi. so after fifty billion phone calls on giving directions and such becuase she got lost so many times she invited me to a party that started at eight. well i wasnt ready and it was 7:45 so i declined told her we will take a rein check and decided to go back to sleep. so . watched tv.
ARNOLD SWATZINEGGER(SP?) is running for fucking governor. how fucking retarded. he will only get it becuase hes famous. what is the world comming to. next thing you know al pacino will be running for president.
im tired still. and heading back off to sleep in a bit.
current mood: cold
current music: bright eyes: no lies, just love
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2:36 am
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woot woot. briana got herself a phone number.
calling chick tomorrow. yay.
go me. im a pimpette.
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12:34 am
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this dam thing.
i think i deleted the email from blurty to confirm my email address. so i cant comment. now i have to figure out a way around this. GRRRRRRRR. pisses me off.
outzone on friday. lindseys picking me up.
and i met some chick online that we have some similar intrests and possibly arranging a get together.
im downloading music mad crazy like. and burning cd's.
i wanted a shirt 'i rock'
from a store i usually dont shop at 'hot topic'
but they didnt have my size. damn them .
20 more pounds to loose.
there isnt even a date up here yet for when school starts. fucking school system.
current mood: aggravated
current music: bush: machine head
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Wednesday, August 6th, 2003
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11:17 pm
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meeting people from illinois online. yay.
this song is to zoe. the bitch.
'slackerbitch'
It echoes in my brain
I didn't mean it
pulses through my veins
I didn't mean it
I'm the one to blame
I didn't mean it
did too much cocaine
I didn't mean it.
Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
always comes back for more
Your memory will fade
I didn't mean it
you've always had it made
I didn't mean it
I know you feel betrayed
I didn't mean it
I just wanted to get laid
I didn't mean it
Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
always knocking on my door
You come across impure
I didn't mean it
you're goddamn immature
I didn't mean it
you act so insecure
I didn't mean it
you hate me now I'm sure
I didn't mean it
Slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
dripping sex from every pore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
looks real cute, her lips are sore
slackerbitch, faghag, whore
such a motherf*cking bore.
.placebo.
current mood: bouncy
current music: placebo: paycheck.
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3:33 pm - i've got a new complaint.
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first post.
current mood: bored
current music: Nirvana: heart shaped box
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