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Hopeless Romantic's Blurty:
| Friday, July 9th, 2004 | |
| 12:06 pm | alternate journal at http://www.livejournal.com/~gibrone |
| 12:33 am | Foam Out Rock Show Single File Just Another Band Wednesday July 14th, 6:30 PM Alex Hayes's Basement 5532 Webster St. Downers Grove, IL 60516 Hope to See You There! |
| Tuesday, July 6th, 2004 | |
| 1:53 am | life would be so much easier if i was dead |
| Monday, July 5th, 2004 | |
| 12:36 pm | We're Gonna Die Like This You Know i don't even know what day it is. I just woke up and i'm pretty sure i missed work but i don't really care. the weekemd was fun and this should be an interesting week. i'm going back to sleep. Current Music: Taking Back Sunday- Number Five With A Bullet |
| Friday, July 2nd, 2004 | |
| 4:58 pm | The Plain White T's Know Me "Please Don't Do This" You call me in the middle of the night Saying that you just got home You're lucky I'm even still awake Awake enough to answer the phone But I knew it would be you'cause I was hoping that you'd call Hoping you'd say that you were sorry But you don't apologize at all And it's not ok and it's not alright What have you been doing with those guys all night? If they're really just friends Why wouldn't you choose me over them? Please don't do this again I try to give you the space you need But you end up walking all over me Please don't do this to me Oh no, please don't do this to me You call me in the middle of the night So drunk you're ready to pass out Tellin' me you had a great time Except for that hour you blacked out Now you're surprised that I'm pissed you think I'm acting all tough Well I think you're acting like a bitch And I swear this time I've had enough Why do you have to push me so hard? you're pushing me away I ask, please don't do this to me but you're doing it anyway And it's not ok and it's not alright You can't fool me, so don't even try And it's not ok and it's not alright What have you been doing with those guys all night? "Leavin'" You're doin' it again, you know Sometimes I don't even know who you are And I don't think you know how bad it hurts 'Cause you don't have to see the scars If you knew how bad you made me feel You'd never do a thing like this again But if it's just a game you're playing I don't think I'll make it to the end I don't think I'd last that long baby, I'm not that strong So if you care about me you've gotta stop acting this way Or I'm leavin' today I'll say goodbye to my favorite face Don't wanna go, but I just can't stay And be treated, I won't be treated this way At times I think I love you And at times I know I've finally found the one But it's times like this that make me feel The game of love has only just begun You know I'd never leave But making threats to you could be the only way I love everything about you But when I'm in doubt then something's gotta change |
| 3:47 am | Dreaming Gets You Nowhere Verse 1 I wish it was a perfect 72 Imagine, 72 and you A walk through the park As it slowly gets dark You get cold and my 2nd shirt is yours If it wasn’t this late we’d go for hours Until our feet make us stop And I’ll sit you down on a rock And we’ll stare through the sky At each star that shines brite Chorus Oo Oo if we had this chance I couldn’t pass it by And you know you couldn’t either So why try, why try? Verse 2 Let’s hop on a boat and sail The wind at our backs and we’ll Just float till we hit land Where we can set up camp Live in an island paradise With no distractions from our old life The sand between each of our toes Keep it quite so no one knows Where to look for us We can be forever lost Chorus Bridge I’d sink the ship just to save you Breathe the life back into you But I’m the one that needs the saving Because I’m drowning in memories Chorus |
| 1:34 am | Too Good To Be Yue Verse 1 Everything I ever said was the truth But in the end why do I lose? I'm ignored, treated like I don't exist But I guess that's just how it is. I gave up on myself this week I've waited forever for your calls back And I get nothing, not a word I should at least be used to it by now Chorus I gave it everything I had But I must be in denial of how you really are I thought I knew you so well But that was before you put me through hell Verse 2 This isn't love, my heart lies I'm too blinded by my own eyes Love is so much more than this It's mutual, this doesn't exist It's God's little practical joke On the whole world that doesn't know How to avoid the feelings that hit them hardest But I know the truth, I'm getting past it Chorus Bridge No bullet can pierce your heart of stone But neither can mine, it's made of gold Chorus |
| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004 | |
| 8:43 pm | Can You Hear Me Shake Over The Telephone? whatever did happen to that silly dream we had? it's prob sitting at home writing emo songs, it's specialty. i'm tired of speculating, tired of being pissed for no reason, tired of my room, tired of my bed, tired of sleep; i'm tired. these summer days are long and leave me feeling that i would be happier if it was the school year again. like i said a few days ago, i'm lost and i will find my way, but when? living takes the life out of me. summer has let me down. i've let myself down. Current Mood: pessimistic |
| 12:16 am | I Love The Way She Said... it's been a long half of a week, which i think has something to do with me giving up on sleep, but i'm just fine. i'm relaxed, i'm taking it easy. i actually worked today, i kno i kno, break out the champagne, it doesnt happen too often. i have to caddy in the western open pro-am tomorrow for my uncle (who is in the am part). i have to wake up before in 5 hours but it doesn't phase me. dr foam is destined to be awesome. i am destined to be happy. fireworks are destined to go off in your driveway. Current Mood: better Current Music: The All American Rejects- Swing Swing |
| Monday, June 28th, 2004 | |
| 12:35 pm | I'm lost. Don't bother looking for me, I'll find my way back. |
| Friday, June 25th, 2004 | |
| 12:07 pm | Tortuga, Picaflor, Mariposa The Dr. Foam show was wed, and i think it went pretty well as first shows go. i was sad janet couldn't make it but she had to do a family thing so i understand. i actually haven't really done anything w/ her in about 2 weeks which is really depressing cause i miss her a lot. anyway, heritage fest is tonite so that should be pretty fun. -marc Current Music: Ska P |
| Tuesday, June 22nd, 2004 | |
| 11:27 pm | DOCTOR FOAM SHOW 5532 webster st 630 my back yrd opens and by that i mean im lighting up the grill 9 d foam plays to get in and eat you must bring food |
| 11:27 pm | DOCTOR FOAM SHOW 5532 webster st 630 my back yrd opens and by that i mean im lighting up the grill 9 d foam plays to get in and eat you must bring food |
| Monday, June 21st, 2004 | |
| 5:38 pm | Home! yes, i'm home. i came home on saturday and it felt really good, except i have to say i do miss it a little bit. i miss those awesome basement conversations that never got boring and poker til 1 am, and i miss Lorenzo running down the hall screaming titties at 2 in the morning. since i've been home i've hung out w/ carl and pat alot and had some unproductive foam practices. today i'm going to the sox game and it's raining, damnit. anyway, janet is finally ungrounded so yay for that. i'm really tired so i think i'll prob sleep thru the sox game. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Underoath |
| Thursday, June 17th, 2004 | |
| 8:37 pm | Nerd Camp it's day 5 of wyse engineering camp and it's actually been a really fun time. i've made my friends (shout out to Jeff, Linette, Henry, and Kayla) and written people getting grounded, foam problems. see what happens when i leave for a week, everything goes to hell. we've played with so much lego it's sickening. i've designated myself as the programmer and i just surf the net instead. i miss u all and i'll see u saturday when we hopefully have a foam show. 2 more days. 2 more days. 2 more days. Current Mood: hopeful |
| Sunday, June 6th, 2004 | |
| 12:23 am | I Need Its Noises In My Ear As u kno, it's summer. good good, i kno everyone is happy, but i'm not. I love school. i hope that was convincing but i really doubt it. FUCK SCHOOl, it feels soooo good not to have anything to do, not to have to worry about homework and deadlines, but u all kno what i'm talking about so i'll quit explaining. For the 1st couple days, it's been very eventful, i've kept myself pretty busy. Thurs was the last day of finals, alex and i jammed for a little bit, then i saw the Day After Tomorrow with Carl, Mike, and Dorian. Fri i woke up around 9:30, painfully early, and cut the grass, definitely fun shit. Then i went to Janet's, so whats new, and made a patheticly inarticulate attempt at asking her out, but at least that part is over now. after burning the hell out of my hand on my car i played ultimate frisbee w/ mike, dorian, kyle, carl, catie, and emily. then we headed over to carls before mike, dorian and i headed over to the cream of wheaton to see some local bands. We ran into alex and rachel and we all hung for a while, in wheaton, at the cream of wheaton, in wheaton. Today i worked, eww, then Foam practice, o shit is our new stuff awesome, then i came home to watch my sibs, fell asleep only to be awoken by pat, carl, and kyle lighting fireworks on my doorstep. We all recorded a new comedy song, it's sweet. then we went out fireworking and catie got arrested and sentanced 6 months to a year for fireworking a police officer, so i say it was a pretty successful day. I'm Marc, I'm Italian, I'm going to sleep. Current Mood: accomplished Current Music: Morrissey- I've Forgiven Jesus |
| Tuesday, June 1st, 2004 | |
| 1:18 pm | 4 Finals Left "Dead End Road" I thought that you were joking When you said you couldn't breathe You said you couldn't breathe Turns out that you were choking On a town you couldn't leave You knew you'd never leave It met your disapproval at the age of 8 years old You were only 8 years old From then on there was no removal From that one way dead end road That one way dead end road I thought that you were laughing When you cried your eyeballs out You cried your eyeballs out And i don't mean to be prying But what were you so sad about What are you still sad about Met your disappointment at the age of 9 years old You were only 9 years old From then on there would be no ointment To take away these burns To make that pain grow dull and forever ain't that long When your smile's stuck in your head like a pop song All you think about is death Your dirty head has gone unswept for way too long now For way too long now I thought that you were sleeping When i found you there in bed I found you there in bed When i touched you you were freezing It turned out that you were dead It turned out that you were dead It met your disapproval at the age of 8 years old You were only 8 years old From then on there was no removal From your fucked up head and your broken home and forever ain't that long When your smile's stuck in your head like a pop song All you think about is death Your dirty head has gone unswept for way too long now For way too long now For way too long now For way too long now |
| Sunday, May 30th, 2004 | |
| 6:30 pm | Whatever Happened To That Silly Dream We Had? It's May 30, which means that there are only 3 days left of school, and half days at that. Finals are tue, wed, and thurs and i have yet to really study for them, but then again i guess i really don't care how i do on these because i've been in the summer mindset for the past 2 weeks. Now it's time to summarize my weekend so far. You might remember that i was grounded this weekend. You might remember, my mom didn't. Friday i went to panera after school with alex and got some broccoli and cheese soup in a bread bowl, i recommend this, it was really good. After coming home for a little bit i went to Janet's for a few hours before she left for michigan. We played some basketball (which she was sadly better than me at) and packed for her trip. she's an awesome girl that i really enjoy spending time with. after leaving her house and arriving home an hour later than the time my mom had told me to come home at it was time to study for finals and by studying it was time for kyle and catie to come over. we played some guitar and attempted to make a new song, but we're not very good at that. On saturday i tried to study spanish but managed to fall asleep every ten minutes. then mike came over and we studied some AAT. Later on that nite dorian and i made a million prank phone calls. Today(being sunday) i avoided church, watched some csi, and had dr foam practice. we're sounding really good and have a bunch of new stuff. i can't wait till we're ready for a show. now i sit here, getting ready to study. this next week is gonna fly by, and then SUMMER. It's gonna be awesome. Harry Potter comes out fri and i'm golfing tomorrow so this is what i'm looking forward to. Happy Finals, Marc Current Mood: bored Current Music: Alkaline Trio-Nose Over Tail |
| Sunday, May 23rd, 2004 | |
| 11:52 pm | The Kind That Kicks Your Head In the weekend has come to a close and o what a weekend it was. fri was amazing as i had said before. yesterday i woke up extra early to go golfing with my bros jon and pat. then i came home and slept and slept. we had dr foam practice minus kyle. he missed out on the nude photo shoot. the band it pretty comfortable with each other, plus we had our instruments to cover ourselves up. talk to carl if u wanna see the pics. later that nite i wandered downtown naperville with (deep breath) janet, pat, mike, dorian, carl, kyle, alex hayes, and alex gallan. after that we met up w/ catie and molly at cinemark. we all went to pat's house to watch god knows what. after dropping off hayes, janet and i spent some time together (where i went on about my foot fetish). after a long goodbye i ended up getting home late and am grounded thru sat, but it's really no biggie, twas worth it. on a less fun note, finals are in a week, o shit. -Marc the Shark (courtesy of Joe Heckman) Current Mood: very happy Current Music: Thrice- See You In The Shallows |
| Saturday, May 22nd, 2004 | |
| 12:38 am | Hands Down wow, tonite was a really awesome nite. i picked up janet around 5 and we headed to the allstate arena for Dashboard Confessional, Thrice, The Get Up Kids, and Motion City Soundtrack. all were great except that motion city's lead singer's guitar didn't work. Janet also managed to lose our stolen camera, but at least we got free posters. i had a really fun time hangin w/ janet tonite, and even tho she messed up the change on the highway i forgive her. Tomorrow entails golf in the morning, sleep, hw, dr foam practice, and then naperville. much love from ur gibrone Current Mood: awesome Current Music: The Get Up Kids- Red Letter Day |