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[25 Sep 2007|01:42pm] |
This seems all to familiar when I wake up at the same time, doin' the same things. Don't get me wrong, life ain't too posh for me right now, but there's always a feelin' in my gut that somethin' is wrong and I need to do somethin' different. Could be school, it could be my friends, or it could just be me. But regardless of this matter, I have to chin up and look on, cause nothin' is over til it's over. It is never too late for a new begginin', a new way of livin'. Treat myself better, lookout for myself, but at the same time not disregard other people whose been there for me in and out. Cause this world is a fucked up place and if you're not watchin' out for yourself and the people you hold, it's just as bad as lookin' out only for yourself. Cause when it's all said and done, you won't have no one or anythin' to lay back on. You can only get so much as your give, cause good intentions don't just come your way. I've realized all this in the span of the last few months, time to grow up. Can't keep thinkin' that this world is out to get you when you're only gettin' to yourself. It's not hard, it's just the mentality you put yourself in, the decisions you make, the trust that you break, and the wrong that you've tried to justify to make right, for yourself. but in the end, it all comes back, it hits your harder, it hits home. and I wouldn't have had it any other way.
We all got stories, I jus' keep mine bottled up.
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