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we are food for worms, lads.
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[07 Apr 2008|09:49pm] |
Every one go install this:
http://folding.stanford.edu/
TEAM NUMBER: 121437
Folding@home is a distributed computing project -- people from throughout the world download and run software to band together to make one of the largest supercomputers in the world. Every computer takes the project closer to our goals. Folding@home uses novel computational methods coupled to distributed computing, to simulate problems millions of times more challenging than previously achieved.
What is protein folding and how is folding linked to disease?
Proteins are biology's workhorses -- its "nanomachines." Before proteins can carry out these important functions, they assemble themselves, or "fold." The process of protein folding, while critical and fundamental to virtually all of biology, in many ways remains a mystery.
Moreover, when proteins do not fold correctly (i.e. "misfold"), there can be serious consequences, including many well known diseases, such as Alzheimer's, Mad Cow (BSE), CJD, ALS, Huntington's, Parkinson's disease, and many Cancers and cancer-related syndromes
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P5N32-E SLI Motherboard (2xPCIe 16x, 1x PCIe 8x, dual gigabit LAN, heatpipe, RAID)
Core 2 Quad Q6600 overclocked to 3.6ghz-4.0ghz. =D
ANTEC Sonata III w/ PSU
2 x Rendition 2gig PC-5400 DDR2 SD-RAM(4gigs)
2 x Western Digital 500gig 7200 RPM SE16(500gigs total - RAID 0+1)
nVidia 8800GT 512meg
Lite-on DVD burner w/ Lightscribe
Vista Business x64
Extra CPU cooling
Price: 1320.90 tax in + shipping
sent cheque: built in one day + basic testing - 2 more days to overclock.
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[29 Mar 2008|01:20am] |
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If actions speak louder than words then I guess I'm whispering a trembling train of clumsy thoughts and anxious thinking, under the chill of a cold sweat in a colder room. Outside the world's self-destructing but in here we'd do just fine.
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| ashleh & whit whit |
[25 Mar 2008|12:45am] |
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[25 Mar 2008|12:06am] |
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Sometimes I'm shocked at how much you can learn about yourself from those around you. I spent Sunday in a half-life state between spending time and killing it. A jumbled balance of that sense of being lost in thought and trapped in stillness. Like being lost on a map. That's where I'm at right now... lost on a map.
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[13 Mar 2008|10:21pm] |
"The most important thing you will ever do is love and allow yourself to be loved."
I am on a constant search for something that I can't even begin to understand. An ever-present anxiety that bears no direct purpose but a burden on my conscience. Well, that's not entirely true. By that I mean in the back of my mind I think it's entirely clear to me, but I don't think I want to accept it, for whatever reason that might be. I am in constant conflict with my thoughts and my own conscious acceptance. That's the real problem. I try to kid myself into recognizing what's real and what I wish could be real, or vice versa.
I will never understand why I allow myself to tear myself in two.
"And if you'd 'a took to me like a gull takes to the wind. Well, i'd 'a jumped from my tree And i'd a danced like the king of the eyesores and the rest of our lives would 'a fared well."
I'm in a comfortable limbo of being neither here, nor there, but I think it's starting to piece together.
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| ayyyy |
[16 Jan 2008|11:03pm] |
What do you do when what you once thought would make you happy, and the person you once were finally shines through too late? What do you do when what you've stove to be for the longest time is no longer what it once seemed it would be, and what you once were is already a million miles away. When all your past wants come into reality only to kill the person you once were at a point of no return.
What do you do when you spiral out into what you no longer want, and what you can no longer handle, without an ounce of self control or conscience?
What do you do when everything comes crashing down and for the first time it feels like you really are alone to clear the rubble?
...When the practice run is really over and the sun really sets this time.
What the fuck do you do when everything you know, becomes everything you knew, and everything you have, becomes everything you had?
I remember a girl named hope... but I'll never hold her in my arms again.
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[25 Dec 2007|12:10am] |
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| Huddled in a tunnel of big dreams, I think big things |
[02 Dec 2007|10:31pm] |
We speak in different voices,
when fighting with the ones we've loved.
We speak in different voices,
why can't we say what we're thinking of.
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[18 Nov 2007|07:38pm] |
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[12 Nov 2007|07:57pm] |
I refuse to submit
To the god you say is kind
I know what's right, and it is time
It's time to fight, and free our minds
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[09 Nov 2007|09:35am] |
Through the eyes of a child,
I dont understand the word no,
I dont understand stop,
I just understand go.
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[25 Oct 2007|10:20pm] |
each day that rolls around here,
it's like a passsing train.
And you know if you get on it,
it'll take you where it goes.
And you can do that too,
because we're not the ends of it,
we're just another stop.
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[25 Oct 2007|10:20pm] |
Do you need alotta what you got to survive?
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[23 Oct 2007|11:31pm] |
1. In three words, explain what ended your last relationship?
fight slut bitch
2. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
never
3. What were you doing this morning at 8?
in starbucks downtown
4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
whitening my teeth
5. Are you any good at math?
no.
6. Your prom night?
Haven't had it.
7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Dean McAmmond?
9. Do you know the words to the song on your myspace profile?
some
10. Last thing you recieved in the mail?
bank statements
11. How many different beverages have you drank today?
3-4
12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machines?
never
13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
I can't remember, alice cooper or something.
14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
i don't think so
15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
braces
16. What is out your back door?
a field with some trees and a treehouse.
17. Any plans for Friday night?
yuh
18. Do you like the ocean?
yeah
19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different kinds of popcorn for christmas?
no
20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
no
22. Something you are excited about?
umm.. CHRISTMAS?
23. What is your favourite jello?
red?
24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
yup.
25. Describe your keychain:
i don't have one
26. Where do you keep your change?
on my floor or in my pockets
27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
school?
28. What kind of winter coat do you have?
westbeach or something
30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
closed and locked
30 more:
1. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was your first thought?
jesus fuck
2. What's a word that rhymes with "DUCK"?
fuck
5. Who is the last person that called you?
sister
7. What shirt are you wearing?
matix
8. What were you doing 20 minutes ago?
whitening teeeeef or something
9. Name the brand of shoes you're currently wearing?
none
10. Dark room or bright?
dark
11. What do you think about the person who took this survey?
i don't know her.
12. If you're in a room with two beds, which one do you sleep on?
the bigger, more comfortable one.
13. What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching beauty and the geek
15. How do you like your eggs?
scrambled or on a denver
16. When was the last time you cried?
NEVER
17.Who told you he/she loved you last?
o sum1
18. Last furry thing you touched?
nixon
19. How many drugs have you done in the last three days?
none
20. How many rolls of film do you need to develop?
3-5 but I don't know where they are.
21. Favorite age you have been so far?
16 or like 4
22. Your worst enemy?
um
23. What is your current desktop picture?
a desktop that says DYLAN and looks all dope.
24. What was the last thing you said to someone?
i asked my mom where the phone is
25. If you had to choose between a million bucks or to be able to fly, which one would you choose?
i would fly
26. Do you like someone?
yeah
27. Whats The last song you listened to called?
Classified - beatin' it
29. If you could punch 1 person in the face who's in your life right now, who would it be?
oh, that would be a tough decision..
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| oo survey |
[23 Oct 2007|11:23pm] |
1. Are you younger than 19?
Yeah
2. Have you ever kissed someone thats name starts with a C?
mmm no.
3. How many bathing suits do you own?
1 or 2
4. Do you like the color green?
somewhat
5. Do you have a crush on someone?
WHITNEY
6. Ever eaten soap?
no
7. What song are you listening to right now?
blood money
8. Is there a place you would like to visit?
Lots of places.. mostly Ireland or a 3rd world country
9. Have you ever fell into a mud puddle?
probably
10. Do you like winter?
I don't mind it, I hate cold though.
11. Does your screen name have numbers in it?
no.
12. Are you in a band?
no
13. Do you like parties?
some.
14. What are you scared of?
failing & H.D
15. How long have you had your myspace for?
couple years
16. Favorite beverage?
Coke
17. If you could own a monkey, would you?
possibly
18. Do you own anything from American Eagle?
I don't think so.
19. Did you graduate this year?
I wish.
20. Favorite Disney movie?
too lazy to think about that.
21. What was your first AIM sn?
AIM is fuckin' gay.
22.what is your favorite fruit?
oranges
23. Do you have a phone?
yeah
24. Have you ever given a random person your number?
no
25. How clean is your room?
it's decent
26. What color is your room?
yellah
28 Do you regret anything?
yeah.
29. What are you excited for?
the weekend.
30. Are you an artist?
sure.
31. Do you have an addiction?
probably
32. What did you do today?
School & nothinnnnnng
33. How many pillows do you sleep with?
4-6
34. Do you like hugs and kisses?
yeah
35. Do you act gangster?
oh fuck yeah
35. How do you usually wake up?
Alarm clock.. sometimes when Whitney texts me
36. Do you miss someone? .
Always
37. Who was your last phone call to?
my fatha
38. How was your weekend?
good =)
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| too much free time |
[23 Oct 2007|09:46pm] |
:)
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| Stimulated (over nothing) n' fake... |
[10 Oct 2007|11:46pm] |
when there's nothing left to burn,
you must set yourself on fire.
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