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Monday, January 19th, 2004
12:05 am	never jump high then fall hard. horrrrible. anyway. my blurty thingy is really boring to read I've noticed. I was thinking about getting an lj just so I can spurz it up a bit. we'll see. uhhhhhhhhhhh yeaaaaaaah end of story. late Current Mood: intimidated Current Music: "beautiful letdown" -switchfoot!! (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 11th, 2004
1:32 am	well what a festive day. started off running with kimmy and allison. Then after that my sister and her bf came over. then I went out with rima and diane which was a lot of fun. we can seriously talk for hours! we should do that more often :). Later I went to the mall with catherine and her sister where we all bought sweaters for a hella good deal. hehe after that me and catherine went to elephant bar to eat dinner. lol we saw greg bradey.. tehe. funny stuff then we went over to robert's house to hangout and could not control our laughing haha seems like everytime we hangout with robert we go crazy... ha oh well it usually lightens the moment. yeaaah so that was our night and now I'm sleeping over at catherine's woop woop gotta love kiki. :) Current Mood: awake Current Music: evanescence "my immortal" (Comment on this)
Saturday, January 10th, 2004
9:20 am	yawwnnnn I woke up at 9 this morning.. gonna go run with the girls:) last night was fun. First went to the bball game which was intense. Our team fell short the 3rd quater.. as usual I guess. I always remember them doing well in the beginning but then not. oh well newark memeorial is crazy good anyway. then went to the movies which was fun, saw mona lisa smile. good times:) well I gotta go run! lllateeee Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Thursday, January 8th, 2004
11:04 pm	awww I'm soo happy for my older sister, Susan. She brought her bf over for dinner. He's really cute and they really do look happy.. I really should be getting to sleep so I'll write more later.. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 7th, 2004
8:50 pm	well school had to start up again... I hella have to break through my homeostasis (for all u richards kids).. its been hard. Luckily track trainning started monday. so I got that to get my lazy ass back into shape. it's always fun running with ppl.. especially when we can hold a conversation the whole time.. hehe kimmy.:) Tomorrow we get to run up mill creek... for those of u who don't know.. that's this road that's hella narrow and goes straight up for like 6 miles.. lol that'll be fun. school's been ok. besides my fcking advisory teacher...ms spooner.. is seriously the biggest bitch ever.. sooo I go to her after getting mr richards to sign my paper.. and she's all "well ur late.. I can't sign it" she made that FCKING rule up... hella just trying to fool kids.. well fck her I saw right through it.. she wouldn't even let me go when I told her I needed to work on a REALLY important project... she just shrugged... UGGG I'm seriously going to through a fcking party when she leaves this semester.. thank god she's retiring!! AHH it's funny how teachers like her treat u like ur 2... when I'm 18? an adult? whatever.. I only need to deal with this shit for another 5 months.. I'll live Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: "think twice" eve 6...dunno why (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 4th, 2004
12:06 pm	good times yesterday, went to two malls!! started off the day running in the morning.. which made me lazy all day..isn't it suppose to give ya energy?.. anyway. didn't have money but me, lisa and catherine went to valley fair first and were really not feeling it...the only hot guys were the ones in Hollister all posey. sooo lame! even though they're hot.. they want ppl to look at them to go in their store... LAMMMMMEE.. lol soo me and catherine went to new park to find something... lol couldn't find em anywhere! but went to the gap and got belts for 3 bucks! the insanity. I also saw this great legolas poster... out of stock.. oh yes I want one! ummm by the time we were done with new park we were soooo tired and crazy.. couldn't stop laughing. then we went to denny's where robert found us and followed.. haha so we ate there then went to his house to watch Bruce Almighty... GREAT OUTTAKES! hahha ahhh bloody nose!! lol hilarious. sooo yeah that was my day.. and 3 guys want my friend catherine!! geeeez lol ya little slut ;) haha Current Mood: lazy Current Music: umm goo goo dolls, can never go wrong w/ them;) (Comment on this)
Friday, January 2nd, 2004
2:38 pm	Lord of the Rings, Return of the King is a really great movie. I'm so glad we saw it catherine! awww legolas... hehe sooo new years was pretty fun. We played a lot of games and did a little hot tub. good times. I really hope there isn't any drama...atleast what I can control. anyway... I can't believe it's already 2004 and we'll be graduating! ahh the glory. It is long overdue to get out of Fremont. I'm glad I got accepted to Fresno. so atleast I have hope of leaving. and that's all for now... and oh ya, don't be fake.. something I've learned over the past days. some ppl should learn too.. it's not worth the trouble. and I know I'm not. Current Mood: anxious Current Music: "narcolepsy" third eye blind:) (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 30th, 2003
12:15 pm	soo yesterday was crazy. I'm thinking some ppl think I'm some kind of idiot...yesterday was a prime example. I can't believe I never noticed before...but that's it. I'm not gonna take that kind of shit when I really don't deserve it... if u don't like someone then don't hangout with them!! or tell their friends... are u really surprised it comes around? god I'm just glad I know the truth now.. I always kinda guessed but wasn't sure. soo its kinda a relief. now I know who my real friends are... and I really appreciate them u don't even know:) Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: maria "I give, u take" (Comment on this)
Monday, December 29th, 2003
9:49 am	arrrrrrrrrrg... it seems like this person only remembers the bad... and forgets all that was good and doesn't give a shit.. out of fucking nowhere. what am I suppose to do? I guess forget it all.. and move on.. she obvious could care less about me... then on another note... my other friend goes behind my back and is getting with this guy I used to like.. and he told me the only reason it wouldn't work out because he's in college.. like 3 hours away. sooo I understood that. she knows how much that would hurt me.. but she doesn't care.. I would NEVER do that to my friends.. but hey it doesn't look like I even know who my friends are these days. Current Mood: crushed (Comment on this)
Friday, December 26th, 2003
10:14 pm	Any break I get from school really makes me think a lot. For me it's a time to relax and what not.. but I also end up thinking about things. Like today, I haven't received any acceptance letters from colleges.. my sister is telling me that hers weren't sent out till much later.. but ppl all around me are getting theres.. anyways, I saw Peter Pan again today lol. my sister paid for me cus she really wanted to see it again too. but it really is good.. not sure why I'm writting in this thing.. nothing interesting to say... Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: "nothing better" the postal service (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 25th, 2003
7:55 pm	christmas:) yaaa today was a good day. Started off getting great gifts from my family. Lisa even got me this sick Evanescence poster. I also got a lot of clothes and my "avril" jacket that I wanted last year but couldn't find but I found it this year! woohoo:) I just got back from seeing Peterpan. man that movie was great.. I love movies that u can lose yourself in. this is one of those. go see it! Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: christmas music? na..hoobastank:D (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 24th, 2003
12:30 am	winter break has been pretty boring up till today. My friends and I had the gift exchange which was a lot of fun. I got two really cute shirts and a jacket woop woop. We then went over to ash's house and hungout with curtis and eric. We were too loud at my house with the "entertainment".. lol I also go new tires today!! I hella needed em.. my car is from 98' and it has never had its tires changed.. not safe but that was fixed today. umm nothing else that exciting, had a crazy dream last night.. and I got an application for the house of bread today. Yesterday I hungout with my friend from mission and we caught up on things.. we seriously only see each other like once a year. but yeah that was good. Well I'm out Current Mood: giddy Current Music: its a secret..my guilty pleasure!! hehe (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 18th, 2003
8:38 pm	quest when quest first started I wanted to do something that wouldn't be too hard and didn't take a lot of effort.. my consultant is my mom's best friend and someone I've known my whole life. I knew we'd have a good time. Today I shadowed her at the Stanford hospital where she's a nurse. Her job is really demanding, she is on her feet all day working with many patients. She worked in the recovery room today. I saw lots of children who had many different problems such as getting tonsils out to a boy who had lekemia. It is truly amazing how some of these kids are so tough. The boy who has lekemia got out of anastia and just sat up. like it was no big deal. This other girl who had to have surgery on her tounge to fix a little ploblem with her speech wouldn't stop screaming. There was also this little girl who had this ring type thing around her head where she couldn't move her head to either side. It's pretty tramatic but I really want to be one of the ppl who can help them. At first I didn't really see myself being a nurse, but now it is definitly something I'm considering. Being there with those kids makes u look at ur life and think.. man I have it so good to not have to go through some of the things these kids go through. I think a lot of ppl don't appriciate their lives and often complain about little things. you need to look at the big picture next time.. it'll make a big difference to just open ur eyes. Current Mood: touched Current Music: evanescence (Comment on this)
Monday, December 15th, 2003
9:33 pm	Bday yes so today I turned 18. finally an adult.. insane. well today was an alright day. started off really shitty starting with 1st period.. but that's expected cus this class sucks major ass.. but my day started to get better. nothing too excting.. birthdays are really overrated.. some ppl think u need to dress up and parade down the hall. when really it's just like any other day. just another year older. 21 will be the big deal. can't wait for that one. umm I haven't written in this thing for awhile.. it wasn't working for a couple days. on friday was the winterball which was pretty fun. better than I expected so I'm glad I went. After the dance was also hella fun too.. I went over to my older sister's friends house and drank some.. good times. I sure felt that the next morning lol. umm yeah nothing else that I can remember besides we had our cross country bankquet thing today. it was pretty fun. that's all for now! Current Mood: calm Current Music: SWITCHFOOT (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 7th, 2003
11:56 am	sooo this weekend was really fun. Friday we were suppose to see honey but it sold out so me, ashley, catherine, tab, lisa and allison decide to go to baystreet. We ended up sitting by this guy who was just reading his book. We were all in wonder in how he was pretty hot, on a friday night reading his book in baystreet. We kept on saying how we want guys who do that when he was right there lol. I think he was flattered. anyway after we were like sitting there and talking for about an hour curtis, eric, and umong show up and we go to blockbusters. didn't get a movie but just decided to go over to ash's and watched american pie two. We were really just hanging out but me, lisa and catherine left at like 10:30 cus we had sat's the next morning.. fuuuuunn so that was really boring yesterday but after I went shopping with catherine at stoneridge which was fun and had dinner at outback. Then we decide to go see honey but go early so we get tickets.. lol me and catherine were the first in line! haha soo we're all there watching the movie.. which was ok not too great.. when I watch a movie I get into it.. but out of nowhere the fire alarm goes off.. so we all have to leave the building. I guess it was a small fire in the back. but anyway, we're waiting in the freakin rain for like an hour.. no one left cus we thought we'd get back in. but nope. so we left and I slept over at catherines, good times. saw Notting Hill, hella great movie.. gotta love Huge Grant.. he seems like the guy who'd read a book at baystreet on a friday night. Current Mood: dorky Current Music: switchfoot "amy's song" (Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 26th, 2003
3:12 pm	man a walk to remember is such a great movie. all I've been doing today is watch movies.. earlier I saw 16 candles.. now who doesn't love that movie? lol yeaaaaaah even though it's kinda boring sitting around all day it's a lot more fun than going to school and having to deal with teachers or quest... ahhhhhhh I still have hw I have to do but oh well. umm yesterday..... crazy day. my mom got in a car accident.. she's ok but the car isn't.. freaky though.. if me or lisa went.. and we were going to go but I stayed home cus I thought I was gonna do my gov hw but someone flaked.. it could have been really bad. The passenger side is all smashed.. even the windows on the side we'd be are smashed.... so it's a good thing we weren't there.. pretty scary though. anyway I saw that movie gothika last night... not scary but random. it was still good though. I thought it'd be like the texas chainsaw massacre and scare the shit out of me. but nope. always fun hanging out with rob though. Current Mood: blah Current Music: "powerless" nelly furtado (Comment on this)
Monday, November 24th, 2003
4:14 pm	MAROON 5 I could not have asked for anything greater... I got to be right in front of maroon 5 when the preformed acoustic songs.. then I got to meet them and get their autographs. They are soo nice... when I got simple plans autographs only 2 of them looked up at me.. all of the guys on maroon 5 talked to me and even changed on the poster "songs about Jane" to "songs about Jillian".. and spelled my name right without me even telling him! but yeah they are really great guys and they deserve all the credit. They're so down to earth! I wish all groups were that awesome.. I get to cross off "meeting maroon 5" on my list of 25 things to do before I die... lol it was for mr richards class. ahh what a day... could not ask for more!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: MAROON 5!!! (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
1:25 am	NCS what a day. Yesterday my mom and I drove up to Ukiah for the ncs race that was today. It's so great just hanging out with everyone on the team. We had a lot of great times.. sad that this was our last race! There was ice on our car this morning.. it was insane, we had to use a plastic cd case to scrape it off.. haha. But I love it, I love the cold weather. Not so much fun to run in but it's better than the weather being unbearably hot. So after the race my mom and I met up with my sisters and my dad in Berkely because my older sister had a competition/rehersal thingy. I saw the tape, and her team is awesome.. she's on a syncronized skating team.. so yeah it was a fun lunch. Then later I went out over to ashley's house to hangout with her, tab and catherine. We always have a good time. Then we went over to eric's house to hangout with him and his friends. I was a little apprehensive because I didn't really know them but it was a lot of fun. We were singing to this karaoke video game thing. good times. so yeah that was my day.. started at 3am and ending at 1:30am..time for bed. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: "12.51" the strokes (Comment on this)
Saturday, November 15th, 2003
2:51 pm	it is not good to sit around and watch tv all day.. I just watched the movie white oleander... I love the book but the movie is just really depressing. so now I'm feeling down.. and there is seriously no where to turn. I'm just counting down the hours till I get out of the house cus I have to babysit later.. finally I can make some money. I better lose this attiude before then... not exactly up lifting for the kids. Current Mood: drained Current Music: "white days" the juliana theory (Comment on this)
Friday, November 14th, 2003
7:37 pm	maroon 5!! soo I couldn't get tickets because they sold out too fast... :( BUT! they're coming to SF to play some acoustic songs and sign autographs!!!!! I'm so going to be there HOURS early. aaaaahhhhhh so exciting... I really hope I meet them... that'll be the day!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: juliana theory "we're on top of the world" (Comment on this)