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[18 Oct 2003|09:17am] |
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Yesterday I walked to the pep rally. It was really stupid. Hung around with Erin and Kate for a while after it. Kevin came over after and we hung out and I introduced him to Joy Division. What's really weird about Joy Division, is that if you listen to just one song, it sticks in your head forever. I'm not kidding at all. Ian Curtis had one of the best voices I have ever heard. He really needed help and it sucks he didn't get it, leading to his suicide before their 2nd cd even came out. GEezus
Went to the thrift store with Kevin. I got a cool brownish gold sweater. Went to the Varsity homecoming game. I was expecting them to lose, but they won, so that was good that we won on our own homecoming. Being with Erin last night was really awesome :D
Well our homecoming is today. I really can't wait, i'm so excited about being around Erin all the time. :D
It kinda sucks right now, seeing as its really gloomy, cloudy, and rainy. Not a good day for me :(
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| Whatever you do I adore |
[16 Oct 2003|10:32pm] |
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H I M - Don't Close Your Heart |
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Well Casey has been doing a hell of a lot better. I'm so happy for him and just happy. :D It has been really worrying me too, because I care so much about him and just thinking about the situation really depresses me. I hung out with him today. Skated in his basement for a while. He told me he likes my switch kickflips, and it's only my second day of doing them, so that made me feel good. Aaron came over and we all hung around and I showed them all my skits. Casey wants me to work on the filming and editing of his film. I feel like I'm actually good at something to be wanted to do that. Yeah. Then I came home and I got fucking annoyed as hell. God, i have no idea why either, it sucked. I'm really sorry for the people I was being a complete asshole to. You didn't deserve it and I'm totally sorry. :\ Especially Erin, I'm sorry Erin :\
I walked to Jamie's twice and got 3 Oompas. Those things are so fucking good! I bought some for my journey to St. Hyacinth's gym for our gay ass pep rally. I'm walking there from my house, it's about a 45 minutes walk. I have to leave a little bit before 8, oh well, it'll be relaxing and it'll give me time to clear my head of all this shit.
Then I'm going to Casey's after that. Then the homecoming game to spend with my beautiful awesome girlfriend Erin. :D Then I'm going back to Casey's for the night. Then I'm coming back home because Saturday is our homecoming. I can't wait for that. It will be such a special day, as corny as that sounds. But it will :)
Somemore pointless news you guys dont care about. I'm listening to the song "Don't Close Your Heart" by H I M and it brings back so much memories its making me start to cry. I mean, this was the song I had stuck in my head the very first time Me and Erin did anything. It brings back so much memories of us and how our relationship has grown so much. God, I really can't even explain it, I'm just really happy and about to cry, in a good way.
Later fellas
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[15 Oct 2003|03:13pm] |
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it's been a while since i updated. On Saturday I hung out with Casey, Kevin and Aaron. I learned switch kickflips and fs flips in Casey's basement. Borrowed one of the worst movies ever "Alien Arsenal", hah. It is so bad its hilarious. Cheesy lines, cue-card reading faces, and everything that can be wrong in a movie. hah. Sunday...Went to the Powderpuff game. Monday I had some difficulties. Just this problem with Casey is really worrying and getting to me. Yesterday, nothing happened. Haven't skated since Sunday, the weather has been really bad and cloudy and rainy and shit. I don't like those days either.
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[10 Oct 2003|08:34pm] |
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H I M - Salt in Our Wounds (Thulsa Doom Remix) |
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Hung out with Casey, Kevin, and Aaron after school. Went to the mall and I got a poor sweater at Hot Topic (yeah yeah, I hate that store too, but its a poor sweater and i couldnt resist!) Hot Topic is just a "preppy" store for people who think they're hardcore. Then we went back to Aaron's house and watched Haggard. That movie is so cool. hah. I really liked Bam's filming and editing, He's really good at it. Hopefully someday I'll be editing and filming like that. :D
Well Kevin and Andrew are supposed to come by after the Central game so we can walk around like usual.
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[10 Oct 2003|03:27pm] |
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Today was a really good day so far. :) :D I love you Erin :D
My Malevolent Creation cd came in yesterday. I got "The Fine Art of Murder" used for only $5! Skated and did a couple of new things yesterday.
I brought H I M into art class today. The teacher said she liked it, hah. I played "Beyond Redemption", "Sweet Pandemonium", and "This Fortress of Tears" . twas cool.
I hope I do something this weekend!
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[07 Oct 2003|07:09pm] |
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Well Today was very good. Sugarbaby! ;-)
Casey let me borrow Facelift (Alice in Chains' first cd) and i really like it a lot. We Die Young is crazy.
Went skating and kickflipped a gnarly 5 stair! I Was trying it for so long and got so frustrated. I had chipped my board a lot. It sucked because I really need a new one too. When I kickflipped it, it was like a fucking Heath Kirchart kickflip. It was my best kickflip ever down anything. I landed it so clean. When I caught it, it even made I popping noise (like when you ollie), and that is a really good thing that means it was a really fast and clean caught kickflip. Sorry to keep going on and on, but im really fucking excited. And good things happen when i do new things ;-)
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[06 Oct 2003|04:09pm] |
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The White Stripes - Ball and a Biscuit |
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The movie I went to yesterday was alright. I learned my lesson about prejudging things, since it never claimed to be a "horror" movie. Just a suspense thriller, I guess you could call it. It was good for what it was.
Got home and got upset over some stuff :\ Erin helped me feel better like she does all the time :) I have no idea what I would do without her. I love you so much, Erin :)
Had a test today in new testament that i most likely flunked. hah. I could really care less. What I plan on doing in life school won't help at all. so.....fuck it.
Skated for a little bit. Nothing spactacular, just warming up.
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[05 Oct 2003|03:37pm] |
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Soundgarden - Fell on Black Days |
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Hung out with Justin and Kevin for a while last night. Kevin was yelling really loud, and the cops came by. hah. Justin and I recorded a new Tinest song. yes. This morning I went out to eat at Ponderosa after church (BAH!). I hate eating out with my family. They take forever to eat and my litttle brother acts like a kindergartener girl and repeats himself like 30480840328 times. It's really fucking annoying. Came home and talked to Erin. I'm gonna go see Cold Creek Manor later with my aunt and my mom. I think it's probably gonna suck ass seeing as 1) the last good horror movie came out more than 10 years ago (28 days later was pretty good though). 2)The actors have no experience in the horror film field. and 3)All the new "horror" movies are just suspense movies with no real scariness or point.
Everytime I update this I am always hungry.
yeah.
oh yes! Update: I'm gonna see Slayer!!!!!! tis gonna be a fucking crazy night!
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[04 Oct 2003|05:09pm] |
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The White Stripes - Ball and a Biscuit |
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Small update but, I think it really sucks that we never do anything anymore. Everyone never does. Most of Erin's friends never do anything because apparently, all we "ever do is make out". What a bunch of shit. And No matter how much me and Erin try telling them, they just ignore it and are totally blind to the fucking truth. They're just ignorant and stupid as far as I'm concerned. They always tell me they like me as friends, but I never seem to believe it anymore. It just seems like they don't want to do anything because I go there. It's really really stupid.
cheesus.
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[04 Oct 2003|04:50pm] |
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Went to Andrew's at 9:30 and made chocolate chip cinnamon pancakes again. Those are good. Went skating to get warmed up for about a half an hour. Talked to Erin for a little bit. We are supposed to do something later, but right now im doubting it greatly. God, we havent done anything in forever and it sucks so bad.
Went skating for 2 hours. I was at All Saints until it started to rain a little bit. Then we headed to the flea market. Did some cool runs there. Got kicked out. Went to Bay Haven. Dropped in on the really steep ledges that kicked my ass the last time i tried. hah. Did the huge ledge a couple times. Did another big ledge. My arse and lower back hurt from the impact. Went to The friendship shell and saw Ben, Ryan, and Dick there. Skated with them for a long time. Went back to the flea market once they left. Skated a while and now im home again.
Waiting for Erin to get back.
bah, no one cares
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[04 Oct 2003|12:39am] |
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cKy - Sink Into The Underground |
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Yesterday I went to the JV game with Erin. I love her so fucking much, god. :)
Well today was pretty bad. The weather sucked, rainy and cloudy all day. I don't like those kind of days :\ I had a really bad stomache all during school too. :\ But seeing and talking to Erin at school really made me forget about all that and made me feel a lot better :) I love her so much.
After school I went to 2 thrift stores with kevin and andrew. Got a couple of new mesh hats. I got a free bible too, hah. Than the rest of the day sucked. I don't think anyone had a good day today. I had a bad day, Andrew had a bad day. Kevin had a bad day. and most importantly, Erin wasn't feeling too good. :( She felt better later and that made me feel a lot better :D It always makes me a happier person to know that she is doing good. :D
Then Kevin, Andrew, and I walked around. Tons of stories. hah. I'll write later
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[30 Sep 2003|07:57pm] |
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Whoa, I listened to the song "No Excuses" by Alice in Chains, and it was amazing. The last time I heard that song was when my dad lived in Auburn a while ago, and it brought back so many memories. Things like this always literally leave me "speechless" because I'm just in awe about everything. It reminds me of all the innocent freedom. no worries. fun all the time. always doing everything right. cold strolls at night. the gladness of living where i could do whatever the hell i wanted. the youngness. god, the list is fucking endless.
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[30 Sep 2003|04:36pm] |
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HAH! I'm gonna try bringing in Mortician to class to piss off this Mike kid. Friday is going to be good.
Today was good. :D I love Erin so much! :)
Casey let me borrow 3 more Alice in Chains cds. I copied them. yes.
Im going to go skate with zack.
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[28 Sep 2003|07:00pm] |
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Angel Corpse - Eat Me Alive |
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Well today got better than it already was :D I went skating and landed all this shit first try. Skated downtown with kevin, steffan, and zack for a while until it started to rain. It rained really hard while we were at the credit union, so we had to skate home in it. Then, to my dismay, as soon as I walk in, it stops. God damn rain. Then once again, as I'm about to walk out the door to go skate again, it starts to rain again! bah. Hung out and watched skate videos and spaced out to music. Found this really cool death metal compilation I made a couple years ago... I found this really cool song, but I forgot what it is and its pissing me off.
BAH!
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[28 Sep 2003|12:15pm] |
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Erin makes everything better
:D
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| The Process of Suffocation. |
[28 Sep 2003|11:14am] |
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H I M - The Sacrament |
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The bonfire yesterday was...fucking upsetting. I don't want to talk about it, except that it deals with something not happening and people thinking they're cool and saying it did. motherfucker. god.
After the bonfire was really fun. Justin, Andrew, Isaac, Dan and I went around to all the restaurants on Euclid a couple times and making them mad. hah. We were out for 2 hours doing that, hah. I didn't get home till 2
God, I'm really upset over last night. Something else besides the whole bonfire thing too. And I really need to talk to Erin, but she's going to be gone almost all day. Goddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd. Screaming your lungs out like Brett Hoffman for expression is fun. now my throat hurts and my lungs are empty. fuck fuck fuck.
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[27 Sep 2003|02:17pm] |
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Well about 10 minutes after I got in from my walk, Justin, Kevin, and Andrew show up. Hung around with them for a while. Walked around and talked about things-the usual for friday nights. I fell asleep listening to Iggy Pop's first solo cd, "Idiot". It's really atmospheric. I wrote a fragment of another poem. I learned the song "Baby" by Iggy Pop on keyboard.
Woke up and talked to Erin for a little bit and then my brother and I had to help my cousin's dad cut down my neighbor's tree. hah. They don't care about it, and it's always in our way, so why the hell not. I got cut by some thorn bushes. One went across my neck, it was really picky. Once I got everything on the curb in front of my house, I had to snip the access stuff going onto the sidewalk and street. Came back in and talked to Erin before she had to leave for work.
There's a party tonight at Rousse's that I will be attending.
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[26 Sep 2003|10:52pm] |
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I'm updating with small messages. I'm stupid.
Got back from a 45 minutes walk all by myself in the cold rain. Kinda relaxing in a way. My original objective was to look for Andrew, Kevin, and Justin, but I didn't find them. I was singing to myself and freestlyed this really cool song. Too bad I can't remember it. Dammit
Hopefully I'll do something tomorrow. I'm listening to the cd Erin got me, for the 2nd time today. I fucking love Erin so much!!!!!! Today is a very special day!!!! :D :D
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[26 Sep 2003|06:25pm] |
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Malevolent Creation - Infernal Desire |
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kickflipped a new 4 stair really clean.
Did some other stuff really clean.
Had a good session with Zack at the flea market. Skating was good to me today.
woo
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[26 Sep 2003|04:58pm] |
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Erin makes everything better. My birthday was good because of her :D I love her so much!
I brought in Malevolent Creation to art class today because she lets us listen to music. I brung in the Envenomed cd and played "Pursuit Revised" and "Night of the Long Knives". I also got a snidbit of "Halved" and "Viral Release". It was hilarious. All the dumbass preppy people hating on it was so worth it. This one Mike kid really was pissing me off, so I'm gonna bring in something twice as heavy and fast next week. hah.fucker
Today is 10 months for me and Erin!!!!!! :D :D :D My god, I love her so much. This makes me so happy. :) Spending 10 months and hopefully many more with Erin is so fucking amazing, it's the best feeling in the world :D I love her so much. Can't say more, because I can't say how I feel :D
Talked to Erin for a couple before she had to go to work. Went skating and didn't fall and landed some stuff really clean. I kinda feel sore though. Oh well. I'm going to go eat in a little bit. later
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