| Monday, October 6th, 2003 |
| 8:53 pm |
still confused and lost even thought james and i have decided to make the effert to make our relastionship work i am still confussed as to what to do, i know i love james very much but what about the futur he says he wants a futur with me but im not sure if he realy dose. |
| Wednesday, September 24th, 2003 |
| 6:57 pm |
beating heart im so confussed, what do i do my heart belongs to james but i feel it slowly silping away into the arms of another older man (a much older man) i love james so much but i feel that laterly he's not comiting to the relastionship and im although i love him im thinking of that i should move on. i realy don't know what i should do, why can't love be easy, it hurts so much. Current Mood: confused |
| Friday, September 19th, 2003 |
| 6:46 pm |
Jake JAKE
Dont be scared you'r not alone i'm forever with you in you'r soul.
Please don't forget me you'r in my heart im sorry for you'r pain and that were apart.
I love you so much baby you'r forever in my heart.
Dec 00 - 28,May,03 lost to cancer
Current Mood: lonly |
| Thursday, September 18th, 2003 |
| 4:56 pm |
ooooow The most painful thing in the entire world is to have a guitar string ping off and hit you in the leg while your playing and if you have ever experienced this you will propable find that it was the 1st string. so right now all i can say is, OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOWWWW. F**king thing. |
| Tuesday, September 16th, 2003 |
| 1:42 pm |
why why am i living my life the way everyone else wants, i dont want to be a nurse "ok so i do but not yet" i want to carry on with my music but every were i turn theres someone wanting me to do somting else for them and i being the libaren i am do it. most days i just want to sit back and do nothing, just wait for life to find me, but i know that that wont happy it cant i have to make it happen for my self SO WHY CANT I. |
| Monday, September 15th, 2003 |
| 7:09 pm |
This life is fucked up i just realy want to express how life sucks right now so.
LIFE SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSss. |