||Last summer- Lost Prophets
okay so i havent been arsed to actually update in fuck knows how long, but i have to say that all though this summer started out with little hope, it has turned out to be one of the best.
Lanzarote brought me closer to didi, even though i didnt think that was possible. Everything about it was amazing, and we had a great time and there is no-one i would rather spend near rape/death experiences with.
Reading was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. Waking up having a joint and going to see your favourite bands was just one of the many qualitys. The people were great, bar smell who really dissapointed me as a friend, but i got closer to Bomba so im not really that bothered anymore, he can be an ass.
Sarah and didi were great friends and supported me even when i got stressed over stupid things, and my results wernt that bad!!
The last night is what sticks in my mind, sitting in the sun as it goes down listening to placebo, and sharing a rolled fag with sarah. Every me and Every you was playing and i had phil hugging me from behind laughing at some stupid joke, but it was the most relaxed i had been in such a long time and it was on of my favourite songs!
Then of course there was the night where i hugged kye for about 2 hours just talking next to the campfire, and then lying next to each other in the tent talking crap and laughing.
Then going to college which is HUGE and being so scared and getting in!!
Telling KYe was so horrible, and he made me cry, i told him and he said "Words cannot explain how much i will miss you, you mean so much to me" and we spoke about how he knew i fancied him and it was so relaxed it was just like your everyday conversation, for someone who never used to speak i can speak to him about anything.
My last day at school was yesterday and that was so tearful, josh gave me the nicest cards, and i got cards and miss you things from everyone and its so hard to think that i wont see them everyday. Kye didnt speak to me at all on my last day and i was so pissed off that i just ignored him as well, untill he came over to me just as i was about to leave looked at me and he had tears in his eyes, so that started me off, and he walked away and that ment more to me than anything he could have said.
We spoke on msn in the evening, and he just said "im so sorry" and i think we have grown closer which is so gay as im going to college now and im scared that we will just grow apart and he will forget all about me.
Then that evening after i had cried a bit more i went to the italian restaraunt that i used to work at for my birthday and got lots of birthday kisses from Luca (EXTREMELY fine italian guy that i have fancied forever and have known for like 2 years...just ask nats) and lots of strokes on tha face which were nice..but scary. They got me extremly drunk on plenty of "Birthday cocktails" im not entirely sure what was in them but they did there job!!
So after an evening with 3 HOT italian men and lots of drink, i came home to bed and slept till about 1 today.
Oh and on my birthday i went to charlies and got rather drunk there as well.
College on monday and you know what as much as i will miss summer, i think this will be just as good!