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Sunday, May 11th, 2003
9:59 am	NO, Its not OVer! I love you! Actually no, thats not all im going to write. I have thoughts, PONDEROUS THOUGHTS and i need them to be out in the open. you know everytime i see a Resevior Ranger over here in Holden, I have to stop and scream "WHAT THE FUCK DO THEY DO". and i know, they do absolutely nothing. They protect something that really doesnt need to be protected thus making them usless fucks. But, leading away from that and into something else... WHAT THE FUCK DO WE DO? you know? the human race. I dont see it. We are here, we consume, destroy, hurt, Kill, abuse, and we are horrible to are fellow man. .... So the question is, what the fuck are we supposed to be doing here? It makes no sense. Someone can have a totally righteous life.... and not get recognized for it, but its the asshole who kills his on kid that has at least a while of fame.... Like the kids who shot up columbine. But then look at the kids they killed. I mean in order for them to get recognition, their own parents had to fucking tell their story, yeah...like their parents know them as much as they think, but still, they didnt get special recognition....maybe a monument should have been had or something. God. I dont know It just makes this exsitance seem so shallow. But then comes the one thing that people fight over and everybody wants. Love. Love is just this(very random here) silver unicorn thingy just prancing through the swamp.... (how harry potter-esque) Everybody wants it, and i want to know, what gives us the right to decide who gets it or not.. i mean... there is enough.... why not give it to everybody (which I try, but some people rub me the wrong way) People are so like selfish about it. Take the preps for instance.... Football players asks them out, they say yes. (we know the football player just wants some action, and they probably know it too) But then the quiet kid (not to bad looking, just quiet) asks them, they say No. Why? With the knowlege of who has the better intentions and who would treat them better. That poor kid has to go a little while longer thinking its HIS fault he cant get a date, when in fact its the shallowness and disconcern of others. Ok... well, ill talk about this sometime later... my hands are shaking from the coffee.... Peace and love. Current Mood: enthralled Current Music: all you need is love- The beatles (Comment on this)
9:52 am	uh................BOING! I talked to Rich last night and he made me feel so damn good. And today i feel so damn good. I actually cleaned my room and im going to type up a paper, because i feel so damn good... Oh you know..... Im just giddy with lovin'. Current Mood: bouncy (Comment on this)
Saturday, May 10th, 2003
1:17 pm	He lives!! HEEEEEE LIVEEEESSSS!!!!!!!!!!! Ah yes, In the pinnicle of my creativity for the day, I might be able to come up with some witty satire to share with you... or i might just shut the fuck up and type normal... Yeah... type normal. So after my greiviously long day of school (which in fact only lasted 2 class periods) I have come home, At 11. From 11-3 is the time, where no one is home, and i can walk around naked and do as i please, But, it has come to my attention that my father is home, and i'd rather be dressed while hes about. So i have decided to make me a new little journal thing for the likes of everyone to enjoy on a daily basis....kinda like soup (must enjoy soup on a daily basis). I have decided, that i will develop technology to do one of three things 1. Travel to mars. 2. Raise elvis from the dead. or 3. Keep my love life as firm as possible so that i may stay with the one i love (the one im with) for as long as i damn well please. Ah... well, looks like im going to raise elvis from the dead. (j.k Rich) BBBUUUUTTTT right now im in the longing for my new computer.... i want him so bad i can taste him... (sounds dirty). Ok.. new entry, same geek time, same geek channel! Current Mood: dorky Current Music: Digweed- we are connected (Comment on this)