Below are the 8 most recent journal entries recorded in Chas' Blurty:

Sunday, August 29th, 2004
2:36 am	Pieces of me I like this song...Because it reminds me ALOT of how I really do feel. On a monday I am waiting, Tuesday I am fading and by wednesday I can't sleep Then the phone rings I hear you and the darkness is a clear view 'cause you've come to rescue me fall with you I fall so fast I can hardly catch my breath I hope it last Oh it seems like I can finally rest my head on something real I like the way it feels Oh its as if you know me better than I ever knew myself I love how you can tell all the pieces of me all the pieces of me I am moody,messy, i get restless and it's senseless how you never seem to care when I'm angry you listen make me happy its your mission and you won't stop till I'm there fall sometimes I fall so fast When I hit that bottom crash you're all I have How do you know everything I'm about to say Am I that obvious and if it's written on my face I hope it never goes away On a monday I am waiting and by tuesday I am fading into your arms so I can dream Current Mood: flirty (Comment on this)
1:08 am	be who u are and say what u feel because those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind! Want to know how my day was? good. oh...HONESTLY?? it sucked!! yeah. I woke up early and wanted to go back to sleep but could not fall back asleep for anything so I messaged erk but he was just headed to sleep, so I just layed n bed for awhile. That went on forever till mom and dad came in my room and offered me to go with them to walmart and since I had nothing else to do..I went. After I came back home, I cleaned on my room a bit then got mom to take me to the pet store. I got a hampster. I have not had one since my last one died. The one I have right now is a baby, Its SOO tiny. I was afraid at work all day that it was going to squeeze out of its cage or something and eiter get lost in the mess in my bedroom, or get under my door and eatin by my evil cat or my brothers fat cat. But I got home and it was all safe playing in the tunnel in the cage so its all good. I dont think I mentioned this to anyone but my dad might have to get surgery, He did something to his neck. My dad has a high tolerance for pain and you NEVER hear him complain about pain. He fell off of a machine once at work at about his height (hes kinda tall, but thats a long fall for anyone) and u could tell it hurt but never once did he complain. Now he is complaining all of the time, He normally goes to work no matter how he feels, he even stayed home from work on friday because of his neck hurting him so bad. They have him in physical theraphy but its not helping him one bit. the pain goes away for a couple of minutes then just comes back worse. He said he is not going to deal with it for another week. So most likely he is going to have surgery. :-( Work kinda sucked today. I didnt want to be there. When I first got there curtis and matt was all wound up. Curtis ran off with my cell phone, matt wouldnt let me pass but eventually I got in there and found my phone. But I was just not in the mood for anything today. I think today was the most quiet i have ever been at work. Everyone kept asking me what was wrong but i just shrugged my shoulders. Yeah, Well..I'm out ~*~*~Chas~*~*~ Current Mood: crappy Current Music: Lala-ashlee simpson (Comment on this)
Wednesday, August 25th, 2004
9:37 pm	Someone at Bob the muffin!! So yeah, I did not wanna get up and go to school at all this morning. I fell asleep in second block as usual, we went outside in third to look at the drivers ed car and watch mr.herman drive the car around the parking lot...joy. My day just kinda sucked, I am also being lazy so I'm just not gonna say much about my day, plus uh..nothing really happend. Tomorrow is pay day...YAY! I am loving my phone, Its awesome! Alot better than all of those other crappy ones I have! I dont really have anything else to say. I'm sitting here talking to erk which is keeping me content of course. I have only seen him once since we started going out which kinda sucks so I cant wait to see him again, Hopefully Friday if all things go well and if not well, Its going to suck big time and going to be a really long day for me at work! Oh and..... I love u erk!! Alright well This entry kinda sucks But I was bored So I'm out now! ~*~*~Chas~*~*~ Current Mood: cold (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, August 23rd, 2004
11:47 pm	your mom! Today has been pretty awesome in a few ways but sucked really bad in other ways. This is how my day has been. Woke up, Got a call from eric (YAY) talked to him till i THOUGHT I saw my bus, found out it wasent so i just started talking to him through text. In first block we went over this open response we will be doing tomorrow. he gave us a paper with the exact question on it, and we just do the work and then bring it in and can use that paper on the open response. well since I'm smart I brought my book home, but also since I'm stupid i left the paper at school. So yeah that sucks big time,reminding myself all day not to forget didnt work out very well. So either I go get the paper out of my locker if i can manage without getting yelled at in the morning and do it in the cafateria OR fail it..hmmm. In second block we had a test, we had to memorize the spelling and definition of 25 words over the weekend. well I knew the definition to half of them and just guessed on the spelling of the rest, so atleast i get half credit for those...if i got it right that is. lol. In third we just did some book work. We were supposed to get the drivers ed car today so we will probley go outside tomorrow all during that class and check out the car, so that wont be too bad. All I did in my fourth block was clean the kitchen. yeah sounds fun dont it. We had to have two people per kitchen and clean! GR! eventually me and mary finished and mr.vanvalken burg sent me to the main kitchen to seperate sets of spoons and forks. he told people to start doing that to their kitchen and if they didnt know what to do, to come look what i was doing cuz i was doing it right and i was like AHH why did he have to say that cuz like not even 5 minutes later i had the entire class over there grabbin random stuff from every which way. That was some crazy stuff. skip fifth, it was reading, that explains it. sixth, we just messed around acting stupid, we had to measure some bugs, all i kno is ours was dead. then I went home and got my new phone! YAY! I love it, i talked to my sister in law from texas for awihle on it. and I tried talking to erk on it for awhile too but it didnt work out very well..he was at work lol. I dont wanna go to school tomorrow :-( But yeah, I'm out love u guys ~*~*~Chas~*~*~ Current Mood: happy Current Music: peices of me-ashlee simpson (Comment on this)
Sunday, August 22nd, 2004
10:42 pm	Can you look into my eyes and see that I've cried a million tears...just for you? Had to get up early for work today, Didnt really want to. I layed in bed for awhile but eventually looked at the clock to realize that I had like...10 minutes left before I had to leave the house so I had to jump up, get ready and head out the door. I got to work with the manager..Karen, She was being all bitchy today (as usual). I cant stand her because when she realizes she is wrong about something she wont admit it, She likes to blame everything on us. Work was really busy today since it was a sunday. But its not too bad, the same group comes in every sunday so we are used to it, although I have not worked mornings in awhile, i had to get used to it again.But I survived...Obviously.hehe I just heard this commercial for arbys not too long ago. It said to go through our drivethrough and try a wrap. Just to fix that commercial, DONT GO THROUGH THE DRIVE THROUGH, please go inside lol. daaaaaaaaarn them. I really do not want to go to school tomorrow but oh well. I dont work tomorrow but I work tuesday, its all good because I dont go in to work till 5:30 so I am gonna see if I can talk erk into coming and hanging out with me till I go into work because its boreing sitting there from 3-5 or 5:30! I get my nextel tomorrow after school so...Tomorrow is going to be a long day just because of that, I know it! I'm out. love u guys ~*~*~Chas~*~*~ Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: me singing (Comment on this)
12:03 am	What you dont know wont kill you, It will just cause brief hospitalization Today was alright, I had to get up early to go to work. I worked 11-7, those hours sucked big time. I was in drive through all day. people were killing me! One person came through and I asked them if they wanted curly fries or regular fries and they said "small" i go CURLY FRIES OR REGULAR FRIES lol. Then some guy came back like a half hour after I took his order and said he didnt get two sandwhichs. DARRRRN him yes he did, because sharon remembers making that order and putting it up and i totally remembered getting that order together..stupid people. I came home and pretty much messaged erk, layed down..turned my phone where it beeped till i checked the message, fell asleep then woke up and started talking to erk. Which is what im doing right now, only I'm not laying in bed anymore..obviously. that pretty much sums up my day. thats sad isnt it. I have to get up early again tomorrow. i work 8-4! ewww! My weekends are supposed to be days that I can sleep in. but nooo my weekends are days they work me early in the morning and long days. *shakes fist* aw well, I'm gonna try to get tons of hours in so that my next few checks will be nice since I havent saved anything in the last two weeks, which kinda isnt good lol. I need to go back to saving my money. and Karen, I told u I would write something about u...you rawk! lol. I think I am just about out of stuff to say now! oh and...your mom! I'm out ~*~*~CHAs~*~*~ Current Mood: content (Comment on this)
Friday, August 20th, 2004
10:46 pm	I have 200 sheets of paper in front of me& i still dont have enough room 2 tell u how much i love u Today was alright. I had a good start to my day when erk called my house when he got off of work. I had reset my alarm to go back to sleep and get up a few minutes later because I was tired, right as I layed down mom came in and handed me the phone and it was him :-) that actually did wake me up and cheered me up. I tried sleeping after I did my work in third block but Eric M started messing with my hair and woke me up...gr. So we started talking, he was talking about missing everyone who had graduated and everything. We cooked biscuits and cinimon rolls in fourth block! It was awesome! This one guy told the other he would give him a dollar to eat some raw buiscuit dough and he said no, but if he took a bite then he would and they kept going on so mr.vanvalkenburg goes, if you both dont eat it right now I will fail u both now, and they both stuck it in their mouth. he said someone had to step up and stop being a wuss. He said his class before that everyone was eating it and actually like it (someone i work with was in that class) and mr.vanvalkenburg also asked someone in that class to get him a glass of water and goes "put it right there" (pointing at the table) and the kid no joke dumped the water OUT where he was pointing. LOL We went to the library in that reading class, I found a book that i thought I might actually read but it was under my reading level, i asked my teacher and she said since my reading level was up high that i could read anything i wanted. but i ended up putting my head on the table and sleeping until the bell rang lol. I seem to sleep in school alot now, eeek. Work was alright, I was feeling crappy for some reason at work but its all good. Well I'm out love u guys ~*~*~*~Chas~*~*~*~ Current Mood: flirty Current Music: "youve got mail" (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
11:33 pm	Deadjournal sucks...As does lifejournal!! Well my deadjournal stopped staying signed in and stopped working for me, which really stinks big time! So everyone kept telling me just to use livejournal, especially Rina, So I was like well..Why not, So I went and signed up for it. Well livejournal wont stay signed in anymore. So I just did a search on google for journals cuz I have to have something to do when I'm bored and I like typing in these things...As if people actually read them! haha! So yeah, Now this is my journal, its not friends only since I am probley the only person that has this kinda journal, so you guys probley know what that means. Yeeeah! Well things are looking good right now. Best thing...I'm going out with erk now.Which is really awesome might I add!YAY! Well, Tomorrow I am going to order my nextel...Yep I'm getting a nextel. I will have it by monday so I am excited about that because the phone I have right now sucks really bad. My classes in school, well lets just say I complained about them alot but they are all good now. I did have foods and floral design, well I went to the counselor now I am in drivers ed and computer tech, but next semester I have foods instead of this semester in place of floral design it was that, keep floral design or landscapeing, so I stuck with foods lol. Only thing that really sucks about that, mrs.bowling NEVER shuts up! I am in some reading essentials class, Its a class thats supposed to help people with low reading scores read better and faster. Well I didnt think I was that bad of a reader. Once we took the star test, come to find out I'm NOT a bad reader, i have an 11.8 reading level, two months away from being at a seinor reading level and well so my teacher is like uh..why are u in here but the problem is that she cant get me out of that class until around christmas time. But aw well, Its a pretty easy class if you ask me. She rarely calls on me to read outloud because everyone else is on like 6th-9th grade reading levels and reads really slow and if they come to a work like "because" they gotta stop to figure it out and I just read right through it so she pretty much makes everyone else read when it comes to reading outloud, lucky me huh! I was tired in school today. I kept trying to lay my head down n go to sleep in first period but Mr.remley gave us work to do. when I got in second block he told us to open our books and we were gonna read some really long poem, and I just put my head down right on the book and fell asleep. Then in third block when i got done with the 10 questions we had to do I fell asleep and the bell woke me up. After my open response in fourth block I tried to sleep, until we had to go to lunch atleast. Then in my sixth period I tried sleeping as usual just because that teachers a crappy one and sucks at his job and shouldnt be doing it. Its because I got used to goin to bed at like 4am, then lately i have been in bed around 1 or 2, I'm not used to it. The later I stay up it seems the more hyper,awake and talkative I am...Odd huh. Well guys, I dunno what else to say, I probley have more to say but am just wayyyy too lazy to type it. muhaha. so I'm out. ~*~*~Chas~*~*~ Current Mood: bored Current Music: The starting line-Best of me (Comment on this)