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The Gay Boys' Blurty:
| Wednesday, January 26th, 2005 | |
| 9:32 pm [dreamerboi] |
Damn UCO Republicans
I ripped this off a bulletin board in one of my classrooms. Am I wrong for being slightly offended by this? It seems to me that they are making fun of gay people, animal rights activists, and sorority and fraternity people. Does our pride week make fun of another group? |
| Monday, November 15th, 2004 | |
| 10:07 am [ru4elohim] |
Why I dont have friends We grew up from childhood closer than any two boys should ever be. Im not sure exactly why it is but some how we always manage to start having problems and we dont speak to each other for years at a time. The last time we stopped talking we did not speak for six years. The time before that when you stole my income tax check we did'nt speak again for a year or more. Im not saying that it is always been your fault but that I just feel like we should just leave each other alone. I have tried to reach you for the past two days by phone and you have not returned any of my calls. I know you seen my calls on your caller id. I swear I will break my figures before I ever call you again. If you ever decide to call me Im not even sure if I will answer or of what I will say if I do answer. I kept listening for the phone to ring alnight and the night before. It reminds of those silly games gay lovers like to play with each other. You know the ones, where the one tries to keep their feelings completely out of the relationsip while encouraging the other to be head over hills. God knows Im to old for that. I know what will happen. You will call up any day know and pretend that every thing is perfectly fine. Not for me it wont. Maybe I will just dodge your calls for awhile. I dont know if I do that then Im playing that stupid game and I dont want that. Well I will decide when I come to that. Will write about how things turn out. later Current Mood: angry Current Music: Black Eyed Peas |
| Sunday, November 14th, 2004 | |
| 7:38 pm [ru4elohim] |
Hey I just joined this community and wanted to touch base. Im interested in making a few online friends and just swap stories. Feel free to email me. Peace Current Mood: curious Current Music: Black Eyed Peas |
| Wednesday, September 1st, 2004 | |
| 1:16 am [carte] |
what am i doing so, for some reason, i started another journal at xanga, without any intention of stopping writing here at blurty. the only reason i started a new journal account was my friend, a xanga addict, who repeatedly asked me to join xanga. the problem, though, is that this friend does not know i'm gay, and i'm not sure about coming out to him yet. and so, basically, in that journal i can write about anything but this (and a whole lot more stuff, like my crush, which actor is so damn hot, blah blah blah. it's like leading a double life of sorts. this is pathetic. lately i've been crazy about valerio vermiglio, an italian volleyball player; no.5 at the olympics. he's soooooo hot. so totally my type, which i didn't know i had one until i saw him. from now on if someone asks me who i think is the hottest guy in the world, i'd probably say valerio, or rocco, his nickname. and i put his picture on my xanga journal (too bad i couldn't do it here--don't know how to). and all i could write in the picture description was "my favorite volleyball player." if it were here, the description would be something like "he's soooo hot and cute and sexy." and i don't write that often. and now my writing will be scattered, some here, some there. this is so weird. on the one hand, i have to say that it's a completely different situation at xanga. nobody i know in real life knows that i'm keeping this journal here on blurty, whereas on xanga, aside from the friend who recommended the site to me, i've also given the link to another friend of mine, very close friend; this one knows i'm gay. he's gay too. and the stuff i've written here, i wouldn't want people i know in real life to read--i'm not comfortable letting people know me too much, that's my big issue i guess. even for this close friend, probably one of my best friends, i don't feel like i want him to read my journal here; i don't want him to know about my real issues in life, my real problems, serious problems, which many people think i don't have. i'm so messed up. |
| Wednesday, July 28th, 2004 | |
| 3:49 pm [lildragonheart] |
It's me again I just wanted to add that if you wanted to know my email its aroad2001@hotmail.com if anyone wanted to get a hold of me. Also again my Journal handle is lildragonheart ~For Now and Forever LOST in a World of Love~ |
| Wednesday, June 30th, 2004 | |
| 1:16 am [cosmojohnny] |
2 in bed are good, but 3 is always better! SEX…… What a wonderful thing! Sex with two people is great, it’s hott, it’s sexy, it’s fun, and it’s fucking great, but what about sex with one extra person? Yes THE 3 WAY. Now as we all know sex has really evolved over time and well one of the things we have to face now is the fact that some of us are actually out there having sex in group numbers . 3 way sex seems to be the most common one among people, but how many of us are doing it and how many of us are doing it and not talking about it? It seems that these days’ people like to keep their 3 way stories all hush hush these days. Like I just come to find out that one of my really really good friends has had more than one 3 somes and he has never told me about these encounters (what the fuck is that about? I’m Johnny, I know everyone kinky little sex secrets). But what is so fucking great about this fucking form of sex? Sex with two people is fucking great. Just imagine what sex feels like right now…. Ok… are you doing it? Now multiply that by 100 and that’s a 3 way. I was at a party this Saturday night (and if you were not there, then you totally missed out) and a friend of mine pulled me off to the side and had a little secret to share with me. Guess what that secret was? Fucker had a 3 way a few weeks ago and couldn’t wait till tell me all about it. For him it was the fact that he was in a 3 some situation where he was the center “toy”. He was the main character as I like to call them in a 3 way situation. The other two wanted him and only him and did nothing to each other. He was the center of attention in a sexual experience. How fucking great is that? Imagine not having to do a thing but just chill there and let two people do what they want. Great ha! For me what I enjoy the most in a 3 way is how at any one second I can switch over from one guy to the other, the variety is what I like. I also like when there is an other bottom present because I kind of like to stand back and watch the other top fuck the living shit out of that bottom. Or when I get too tired, or sometimes bored of one, we can switch it up. When in a 3 way situation I prefer to always have an other bottom there and make the top the center of attention because when there are two bottoms and one top, the top is always naturally the center of attention. Now I have yet to be in a situation where there are two tops and I am the one bottom. But that sounds kind of hott, but the idea of having two guys pound my ass in just seems a tad bit to whorish for me. Yeah really people I do have boundaries, but you know when I break those boundaries you will all be the first to hear about it. What I have come to understand about the 3 way is that everyone wants to do it, everyone has done it so far, or will do; but people do not like to talk about it. That shit just baffles me. I mean why not tell everyone about it? Shit, tell me about it and I give you more respect, lol! So as we rap up I must give those of you who are thinking about doing a 3 way with someone, or have done it and are thinking about doing it again. What ever the case may be the only tip I give all of you is…….. NEVER BE THE 3RD. You never want to be a 3rd in a group sex situation, especially if the other two have been having sex before and they invite you along. Say NO and move on. You never want to be some ones fucking tester, or 3rd. You always want to be in control of who you are having a 3 way with. Always be the one to invite the 3rd or be the one who is bring the 3 way together! Sex is great, sex is good, and imagine how much fun it is with one more. Remember the more the better! |
| Thursday, June 17th, 2004 | |
| 2:05 am [cosmojohnny] |
Perfect cock While we search for the perfect man to fulfill some sort of need, may it be emotional, sexual, physical… what it first comes down to is… the perfect cock. Now some might think that is a little harsh and some ( those who are reading this) might just agree with me. Boo Ho If you think its cold hearted , and woo ho for those of us who don’t. Trough my journey to find that right man I have encountered a good amount of cock. So as I sit here and wonder about cock, I ponder… what makes the perfect cock? One of my favorite characters from Sex and the City phrased it in the most simple yet powerful way, “ Its Long, Pink, it’s dick-elicious”. Long and pink yummm but there also has to be a little more to it. We each have our own “ Perfect Cock”, some of us might like them long and skinny like a pencil, while others might like them short and fat, no matter what to each their own I guess. What makes the perfect cock for me? I like them big, yes I love them big, I’m sorry that I don’t want some small cock but when someone is fucking me I want to actual feel something up my ass. If I wanted a finger up my ass , I have ten of my own I can use. The second thing is, the cock has to be Thick. I love me a thick fatt big cock! How I like to judge if the guy has the perfect cock ( to Johnny standards) it all starts with the blow job. Now if its to big or too small for your mouth you need to go on to the next one. The penis must, but I mean MUST, fit perfectly into your mouth. You have to be able to slide that nice cock right into your mouth , you have to be able to fit it all in your mouth and still have enough room to massage it with you tongue . Now let me give you an example of what might be perfect for me…. Lets just say ( and some of you have seen this ) I can fit half of an arrowhead water bottle in my mouth and that’s plastic, cock is much more flexible. Last night I think I just found someone with the perfect cock. It was Long…. It was big……. And it was think…. It was dick-alicious! This cock fit perfectly into my mouth with just enough room to fit the entire thing into my mouth without my gag reflects kicking it. And what makes it even better boys… and this is what makes the perfect cock… I didn’t have to fake anything! See that is the secret to finding your perfect cock, when you can honestly tell the guy he has a great cock. See a lot of times, well more than a fucking lot of times , I’ve had to fib to the guy to make him feel like his cock was big enough…. No No No… not with this one. So how many perfect cocks have I come across… including this one… Only 2 boys~! It’s not easy finding the perfect cock! |
| Sunday, June 6th, 2004 | |
| 9:54 pm [mattus04] |
i am.. so bored. i need friends! ahhhhh! please.. help me people. Current Mood: bored Current Music: Lifehouse - Sick Cycle Carousel |
| Wednesday, May 26th, 2004 | |
| 1:06 am [cosmojohnny] |
the boys i like list, and the boys i fuck list! The boys I like list and the boys I fuck list... In the gay world all gay men have a list, some may call it a "Fuck Buddy" list, others might call it a "Trick List," i have recently changed mine to "The Boys I fuck List." Sometimes a gay man has one too many lists and its hard to remember which belongs to which. for me I have two lists..." the boys I fuck list" and "the boys I like list." We all know which list is going to be longer here people and its not the one that deals with liking boys. But to my surprise people I have been able to once again put a boy on the Boys I like List." After months of dealing with the harsh reality of relationships and the harsher things that come post "no more relationships" I find myself back on the horse and dating again! I have kept this on a very low key, I have yet to tell my close friends that I am actually dating again but I guess they are about to find out soon (once they read this fuckin Blurty). However this Blurty isn't about the re datinig world of johnny but it deals with the concept of should I keep my other list a secret from the boys, or should I say boy, or should I just be flat out open to him and not be scared about it? Hmmm well too bad because he already knows. See when you come to date someone they always want to know what other " tricks" you have up your sleeve. For me i have no other tricks, i just have people i have sex with here and there however the boy on the: boy i like list: Shouldn't have to worry about that list because if i like the boy enough i am not going to have to resort to the other list, right? but why is it they always have to bring up the other list? the boy on my list apparently has no other list but from my experience every single gay man has that list. They like to play stupid and pretend they don't but when the dirty laundry comes out so does the "other " list. So for now I put aside my boys i fuck list and start to really pay attention to the new boy on my other list and hope that perhaps this time around i learn from the bad decision i have made in the past and not repeat them .one thing i can tell you is that i fucked up by telling him i had the other list because that is something i have done in the past and boy let me tell you ... they start to get all interested in the other list. So word of advise to all.... We have no such list and we keep that to ourselves! |
| 1:01 am [mattus04] |
im new.. blah blah blah.. hey, im matt.. 18.. from iowa. in a very serious relationship. im into art, listening to music, hanging out with friends, and such. freshman in college with an art education major. living an average lifestyle i suppose, but w/e. check out my blurty or reply or whatever. definitely not lookin' for any hookups or anything, just ppl to talk to. - matt Current Mood: okay Current Music: dave matthews band - grey street |
| Friday, March 12th, 2004 | |
| 11:18 am [jaynieshady] |
im new to this community. my name is jaynie( aka shady) and umm yeah...i really have no idea what to ever say in these things. if you wanna know something just ask, and i recommend checking out my journals. on here and on deadjournal. xoxo shady Current Mood: distressed |
| Thursday, March 11th, 2004 | |
| 11:34 pm [cosmojohnny] |
IS BARE SEX, THE NEW SEX? Is bare sex the new sex? So as I reunite myself with the casual “ no names, no attachment” sex, I find myself meeting a whole new breed of guys who only like to bareback. Hmmm bare backing… what the fuck is it about men who want to fuck you with no condom? We all know what I am a strong advocate for SAFE SEX. If you know me personally you know I always wish you GOOD SEX but always remind you to have a condom. Now some of you have heard my bitch you out when I find out you had sex with no condom. Unsafe sex is very very risky, and is something you should never do! I understand that when the blood is flowing and the dicks are hard and the ass is wanting, that sometimes people just forget about the condom. BUT YOU CANT! My favorite line is when they say it cant get hard with a condom on and that he can fuck with one on. Well you know what I say to that? Nothing, I pick my shit up and leave. Don’t ever let someone use some fucking CANT GET HARD excuse to fuck you without a condom. You want I also love to hear? Well I don’t have random sex , or I don’t have sex often. I don’t care if you fuck 3 times a week like I do, or if you fuck once a year. All it takes is one bad seed to screw you over! I want to share something with you all. Remember that fucker Joey! Yeah we all remember him. Well Joey was into that swallowing shit, and very much in barebacking and I wasn’t. I loved Joey and we were in a relationship, and for some that is a good reason to not use a condom. I just want to say THANK FUCKIN LORD I never swallowed his cum, nor did I ever let him fuck me without a condom because look what happened at the end? I come to find out that JOEY was fucking the whole world. He was swallowing other guys loads while he was dating me. I mean he didn’t even have any sort of respect for me nor himself. Now only does he danger himself but he could have passed something to me. Yes I felt bad that he would swallow me and that I would have to spit. Yes I felt bad that we didn’t have the best sex life because one the condom came on he went down. YES YES YES I felt bad, but I cant put myself at risk because look what he ended up doing to me. PLEASE use a condom! I love all of you very much, and for those of you that I don’t know, or don’t know as well, I still have respect for everyone. Some of you might not agree with my views about casual sex, and no attachments and my rules about a fuck buddy but I am always safe And I would never want someone to catch something for a few min or fuck even a few hours or good sex. BE SAFE, PLAY SAFE< and a tip … DUREX is a very good good condom and it feels like nothing is there sometimes. Love Johnny |
| Tuesday, February 24th, 2004 | |
| 1:01 am [cosmojohnny] |
POST BREAK UP SEX... shit took me long enough! well its here everyone.. johnny finally had post break up sex . Now now now... The last blurty i talked about having sex to fill some void and which i was unable to perform,but this sex is about was just some good old sex ( and i was able to perform) . Its been a while since i have had some good old sex ( cause we all know Joey wasn't doing it for me in bed). Now now now.. that was not nice of me to say that my ex boyfriend was bad in bed, but im not going to make up some " OH SHIT WE HAD THE GREATEST SEX" story. Actually we didn't have much sex at all. see Johnny wanted to wait to have sex with Joey, because Johnny cared for joey. Well that was a dumb idea. My new thing is DONT WAIT... Have all the sex you can before it all goes to shit! Please please please.... FUCK your BRAINS OUT B4 HAND AND MAKE SURE ITS GOOD. LOL. Well this post break up sex i had was great. I was not on some hunt for sex , it kind of just hit me in the face ... lol... Of course i was at the gym and somone from my WISHLIST ( NEW BLURTY ABOUT THE WISHLIST SOON) was there. Since i was post break up and really had nothing to lose i applied my " how to catch a gym trick" rules and next thing i knew .... yes yes yes... Oh YESSSSSSSS!! Let me tell you all ... it was good, VERY GOOD! It havent had good sex like that since b4 i met joey. the plus about it was the guy was from my wishlist and he waas perfect. it was long, pink and dick-a-licous .8 inches of good country dick. Its funny how from one day i go from sappy bitch , then back to the whore next door, but as the days pass on i begin to realize more and more things. yeah i was in love , and yeah i lost love and had my heart broken . yeah i think love is out there but I STILL NEED TO HAVE SOME GOOD SEX.. and the first sex after a break up is always a good sign that things are looking up in the world! |
| Friday, February 13th, 2004 | |
| 5:04 pm [sayitanyway14] |
Hello Hey. I'm Walter. I just wanted to say hey. I'm gay, 15, I live in Florida, from New Jersey. I miss it. I have a pic of myself over there<<<<<< can't you tell? LOL! Alright well, I'll write later. Peace and love. Current Mood: hot Current Music: One Step Forward CD by Les Nubians |
| Thursday, January 22nd, 2004 | |
| 9:41 pm [noxii0us] |
http://forums.prospero.com/n/mb/message.asp?webtag=kr-ohio_news&tid=201&vote=1&submit=Vote Vote VOTE YES. Current Mood: amused |
| 9:41 pm [noxii0us] |
http://forums.prospero.com/n/mb/message.asp?webtag=kr-ohio_news&tid=201&vote=1&submit=Vote Vote VOTE YES. Current Mood: amused |
| Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 | |
| 7:31 pm [shogunofharlem] |
You know what, no one posts here, so Im gonna spam the place Yeah well obviously since there were no reports of a crazed gunmen on top of a building here in Schoolsville, things went fine. No I wouldn't go that far, though I always believe in taking people with you if you are going to die. Probably best that my dreams of becoming an airline pilot ended at age 10. In other news, I need to go to bed. But first...Little Ozzy and the Loud Music Little Ozzy is my resident stoner. The other RA's and I gave him this nickname so that he wouldnt know we were talking about him. Little Ozzy is a Steve Buscemi looking kid from a tropical island somewhere I won't mention. Fast forward past all his other incidents, the one from last night is the one Im going to write about. 5:30 in the morning. Im in bed, in the middle of a book I had bought earlier that day. All of a sudden my door starts to vibrate from bass. I wonder what in the hell is going on, and go outside to check things out. As I open my door, I hear music. Coming from 6 or 7 doors down. This would be considered loud even during normal hours. But this was 5:30 in the fucking morning. I kicked at his door. No answer. I kicked harder. The music turned down some. kicked even harder. It turned down all the way. I heard shuffling and it took at least 3 or so minutes for him to open the door. Finally he opened it a crack. "Dude what in the fuck are you doing playing it so loud? Its 5 in the morning" "Oh I thought it was 6" At this point my jaw just hung open as I struggled to come up with a reply to logic like that. Finally I just shook my head and said "Just keep it turned down" |
| Monday, January 12th, 2004 | |
| 11:20 pm [cosmojohnny] |
ID-Less in L.A. I.D. Less in L.A. Being 20 years old sucks. Being 20 years old in LA Sucks ever more on a Saturday night. How about being 20 and a majority of your friends being over 21? LA is a city for people over 21. The 21 and over world of LA is totally different compared to the 21 and under world of LA .I could remember sitting at home on a Saturday night while all my 21 and over friends were heading out to West Hollywood to hit the bars. The bars are the place to be on the weekend. Its strange how during the week I could find all these cool 18 and up clubs to hang out at and have an amazing time. But when it came down to the weekend, the few things that were 18 and up SUCKED MAJOR ASS! Now we all know that I can't sit home and do nothing. So my ass, along with a few friends started to venture on and grow some balls and see if I could get into these places without an ID It started when I was 19 with FIRE ISLAND in Long beach. Sad bar, very sad bar. It was a bar with old men without shirts but hey it was a bar and I was able to get into this sad bar! Then Fire Island became a tad bit to blahs for me! So one night a buddy and I were out in West Hollywood. We were walking by MotherLoad and we noticed no one was really carding..... So since I look a little older, I decided to grow some balls and walk in. Well, my balls were big and there I was in a bar in west Hollywood. OK So once I conquered that bar, the next thing was to grow some bigger balls and try to get into the cool bars. ABBEY and HERE. After mastering mother load one night with some pressure from my buddy, we decided to talk a walk to the ABBEY and see what happened. Guess what? No Problem. I walked right in like I owned the shit and no one ever asked me for an ID. Same shit goes for HERE. See being 20 in LA doesn't have to suck. You need some confidence, and friends that look older and bamm your into the bar. Its funny because the only thing I have to do now is just wink at the guy are the door and he lets me in. |
| Sunday, January 4th, 2004 | |
| 1:01 pm [snaffleburger] |
Hi boys. I'd just like to let you all know about my new community,  gorgeous_queersIt's a rating community, and any of you with pictures can join. Read the rules, and post in it. Thanks! Callum |
| Wednesday, December 31st, 2003 | |
| 5:33 pm [dark_dreams] |
It's no good when you're misunderstood. Nobody Knows Me. mmmm Like a virgin ;-) thanks 2003. Current Mood: energetic Current Music: Madonna-Nobody Knows Me(Mount Sims Old School) |
