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[29 Sep 2003|09:43pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | nothing ] So apparently the Godsmack show was tonight. I thought it was but i wasn't sure. I'm not a huge Godsmack fan but i don't hate them either. Cole is about the same way. So he was like, well we could go just because no one ever comes here. Its a live show just for the sake of a live show. And Adema was playing too and i like them. But anyway i checked and its tonight. But we still have time to get tickets for George Carlin on sunday. So i think i'll do that tomorrow. That can be Cole's birthday present. I also told him i'd take him to the porn store LOL. He wants to buy a giant purple dildo and drive around waving it out the window at people. I guess i'm strange, i just wanted sex toys *shrugs* So i'm at my parents' house. today was my grandpa's 80th birthday and since i have my doctor's appointment tomorrow morning, i figured i could come up and see everyone and sleep here and then i wouldnt have to drive for an hour to get to the appointment and then another hour back in the same day. I'm also gonna go to the HS and visit some old teachers. I'm really tired. I have to call Cole and then i'm going to bed. Goodnight. 1 comment|post comment

[29 Sep 2003|09:56am] [ mood | sleepy ] [ music | rancid x timebomb ] We drove to Hamilton on Friday night and spent two hours skating in a bank parking lot. Correction. Cole, Chris, and JP skated. I didn't feel like it, although i had my board. I just sat on top of the car. Tim is a douche because we drove down there just to see him because it was his birthday, and he goes to a fucking high school football game. Tim has slight jockish tendencies. Its rather sad. So i'm real glad i went down there. It was nice to see JP i guess. The rest of the weekend was uneventful. Both days i had a throbbing headache, the likes of which i've never experienced. Cole saw some doughnuts on tv and goes "Now i want doughnuts!" He never sees food on tv and instantly decides he needs it. Like i do all the time. I didnt even see the doughnuts but because he said that, i wanted some too. Here's where living a block from Albertsons is handy. I bought a big box of doughnuts. The one with maple frosting and lemon filling rocked my world. On a completely random note: You know, i used to be the only well-adjusted teenager i know. What happened? Oh i know. I fell in love. L-O-V-E. E-V-O-L. Evil. Pure evil. Oh yea. We watched Bulletproof Munk. Hilarious and wonderful. <3 Chow Yun-Fat. Seann William Scott + kung fu = hot sex. post comment

[26 Sep 2003|09:53am] [ mood | weird ] [ music | rivulets x conversation with a half-empty bottle ] So i heard from my various sources that Davey Havok AND Tim Armstrong are on the cover of Revolver, and that there is an article about Davey inside. I knew immediately that i must own this particular copy. But i really didn't want to drive all the way across town, sit for 12 minutes at Malfunction Junction, not be able to find parking any where near Sam Goody or Hastings, then sit for 12 minutes again on the way back. No, not a good time. So i thought, well i can try Ear Candy. It may be a downtown, discount, hippy music store but it might have magazines. Plus its only 3 or 4 blocks away. So i go down there and of course, they don't sell magazines. I'd never been there before so how would i know this. I love this place though. It's my new favorite place to shop. They play the coolest music, and they only sell punk/ska/emo/hardcore, old school hip hop and classic big band. And LOTS of vinyl. And they had Devo tshirts. I asked if they had any copies of Dandy Warhols but they were out. But at least they sell them at some point. Anyway, i'm looking around at the CDs and i see this one. The cover art and the song titles remind me of AFI or Dead Poetic. They're called the Rivulets. It was only 12 bucks so i decided to get it. I LOVE THIS CD. It reminds me of one particular song by Dead Poetic that i happen to love to death called Bliss Tearing Eyes. I've been listening to this CD non-stop since last night. I slept with it on. I brought it to work. It's my new lover. Dead Poetic has some screaming but this isn't fast or hard in anyway. Its just beautiful. If you like Dead Poetic, AFI, or Aimee Mann, you'll love this. The album is called Debridement. That's all for now. post comment

[25 Sep 2003|03:26pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | beck x loser ] i've discovered that i like the Lizzy McGuire show. screw you guys. i'm going home. post comment

[24 Sep 2003|09:37am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | tsunami bomb x mushy love song ] I went to the store last night and used my check card for the first time. It was exciting. I always glance over the magazines at the check stands and as i was doing so yesterday my delighted eyes landed upon Johnny Depp on the cover of EW. So of course i had to purchase a copy for myself. The article is delightful. Very interesting and amusing. Did you know he has 12 tatoos? Meow. I'm very irritated and i don't know why. I'm just generally annoyed with the world right now i guess. My mom got me a doctor's appointment for next Tuesday. This means i have to get up at 8 am and drive for an hour to Hamilton, but if it means i can get rid of these fucking UTIs or bladder infections or whatever the hell is wrong with my fucking vagina, it will be well worth it. And i'd kind of like to not have a cold anymore but there's not much anyone can do about that. Damned common cold. Does anyone have or know where i can get a font called Bell MS? It looks fairly generic but i can't find it anywhere. 1 comment|post comment

[23 Sep 2003|02:39pm] [ mood | chipper ] [ music | rancid x roots radicals ] i'm all moved in. i stayed up past midnight last night getting everything fixed up. so i took the liberty of sleeping in today. i came in to work at 1. i love my new place though. its small but nice. i love my little kitchen, everything about it is miniature and cute. i read a really in-depth article in AMP magazine about Rancid and their history. If you know they're entire history in detail and then listen to "Fall Back Down" it'll make you wanna cry. i was listening to U2. i havent in a long time. i love Bono. that man can sing like no other. he's amazing. i'm telling ya, if Elvis was king, then Bono is God. Even if you don't really dig their style of music, you have to at least have a ton of respect for them as musicians and as people in general. And now, here is some boring survey for your non-enjoyment: ( Boo-yah ) 2 comments|post comment

[20 Sep 2003|11:32pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | vast x your love away ] i'm here at my parents' house for the night, packing up my remaining belongings. Tomorrow we're loading up my car and my mom's car and cole's truck and taking everything back to Missoula, where it will sit over night. Then on monday my mom is coming back to help me move in. I'm so excited, you can't even comprehend. I'm exhausted but i can't sleep. I'm aggrivated too because of this fucking bladder infection problem i keep having. I was up for 3 hours last night dealing with discomfort and i was so afraid i was going to wake Cole up with my squirming around so i got up and sat in the hallway. Finally it passed (it tends to come and go which is weird, most infections are around until they're gone completely) and i went back to bed. Cole said he woke up once and was freaked out because i was gone and layed awake for a while. I'm sure he guessed what was going on. This is getting so old. And i can't go to a doctor right now because, lucky me, i live in the great nation of American where health care costs nine gazillion dollars. And now the red dot is visiting. When i got here today i took two midol and just layed on the couch moaning, the cramps were worse than ever. But the midol did the trick and i was finally able to get all my stuff together and mostly in boxes. I'm sick and tired of always being sick and tired. I'm beginning to think there's something seriously wrong with me. No one is this miserable this often without having some sort of medical condition. I'm afraid to find out. Cole is the sick one, i'm supposed to be the happy one, the one that takes care of him when he feels like more shit than usual. Seeing me is supposed to make him feel better. But if i look just as miserable, that doesnt work so well. Bleh. I'm going to bed. 3 comments|post comment

EEEEE! *creams* [19 Sep 2003|03:43pm] [ mood | satisfied ] [ music | aimee mann x nightmare girl ] ok so Cole and i are going to hang out with Brooke tonight hopefully. And i really hope John can come along too because i haven't seen him since graduation. Please note: I GOT THE APPARTMENT! Brent talked to the manager because he knows her because the apartments are right in front of the office here. He got me $350/ month. I move in on Tuesday! Woot! HA! I'm going to explode! So anyway i dont know if i'm going to be in to work or online for the next four days. I dunno yet. We'll see. Its time to go home now and i'm starving. Bye! post comment

[19 Sep 2003|10:30am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | modest mouse x so much beauty in dirt ] waste your time. thank Kat for that. (rhymes!) damnit, now i have that fucking tATu song stuck in my head. *sings modest mouse over and over* i think i've got an appartment!!! more on that later post comment

warning: UBER long entry [18 Sep 2003|12:55pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | johnny lang x lie to me ] oh god, i got so sick, so quickly. like seriously over night i got the flu or something. my whole body was sore. my skin hurt. my hair hurt. my head was pounding, i could barely breathe. i didnt upchuck though, thank god. my gradma brought me some wonder drugs so i'm ok now. just a stuffy nose. it was awful. i got much needed sleep because of it though. i took my lip ring out. it was driving me nuts. i'd really begun to hate that thing. i had the stud and that was fine but technically you're not supposed to wear a stud in a lip piercing, it sticks out too far. and it was scraping against my teeth. and thats bad. so i put the ring back in. but when i did, it got all sore and every time i slid the ball outword, it pinched really bad. and besides that it was just getting annoying. i used to like playing with it with my tongue but now it had just gotten so i was constantly trying to push it out of the way. so i just took a pair of needle nose plyers to it and got it out. the hole closed up over night. i'm telling you, if you want you're lip pierced, its a waste of $30. you'll just get sick of it being there all the time. go for a laberet instead. its not in the way so much. anyway besides all that i have great news. my grandma wants to lend me some money so i can make a down payment on an appartment. i accepted as long as she lets me pay her back in a couple months. she's such a grandma! lol. but i'm so happy now. this is so exciting! and i got payed today: $564! ha, i can pay my car insurance now, woo! and i can buy food. thats always a plus. i've had five dollars to my name for the last week lol. anyway, i'm so excited! *Grizzly Apts. Immaculate studio, across the river from U of M, all utils. pd incls cable tv. Coin-op laundry, storage, lease from 9/1 through 5/14. $425/mo, call Clark Fork Realty* eeee, i've always wanted a studio. its so artsy lol. oh my god, i have the funniest story. i was rifling through the cupboard in the bathroom trying to find a band-aid because i sliced a huge chunk out of my leg while shaving (pleasant, i know) and i found the scariest thing in the world: Reality(TM) Female Condoms. LOL. so of course i decided that cole must know about this. so when he came over, we examined the instructions. it had detailed diagrams. and lots of "If such-and-such occurs, STOP." it was hilarious! it was the most we've been entertained in so long. then cole looked at one of the packages and discovered that the things had expired 6 years ago LOL! and these things are crazy. they're 4 or 5 times larger than a normal male condom. because, of course you have to stuff it into your vagina. they have these gigantic rings in them that hold them inside. finally we worked up the balls (har har) to open them. cole unravled one and it made me want to run away. "keep that thing away from my twat!" i shrieked. so we took the big rings out and rinsed all the lube off of them, with the intention of taking them over to Knowles Hall and hanging them on Brooke's dorm room doorknob. moohahaha! and we shall do that on friday. i'll tell ya, that was the best time of my life. i'm really a sad an pathetic individual. haha. i'm hungry :\ 2 comments|post comment

[15 Sep 2003|10:00am] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | dead poetic x tell myself goodbye ] any time i try to view any journal but my own "sorry, we're busy". yea, busy suspending people who don't fucking deserve it. poor Aimee's been suspended twice now just because she's fourteen. she can't help how old she is. why do you have to be 18 to have one of these pieces of shit anyway? that makes no sense. its either this or lj and without a code for lj you're fucked. deadjournal used to be the alternative but now they charge too. everyone in the world is getting fucked all of a sudden. i might switch to drivelbox if everyone keeps getting suspended. anyway, enough bitching. i saw House of 1000 Corpses this weekend. it was rather disappointing. i would have expected more from Rob Zombie. i liked Captain Spawlding, if they would have just focused on him a little more it would have been better. it was a typical dead teenager movie and i dont know if he was making fun of those kinds of movies or if he did it on purpose and was serious about it. it was dumb though. and it reminded me of one of his music videos with all the solarizing and blacklighting. it gave me a headache. i'm a fan of Rob Zombie and his artwork and his music when he was with White Zombie but i'm not a fan of his newer videos. Bigfoot was in it though! he's the shit. he was on Howard Stern. i wish i could remember his real name. i got to work at 8 this morning and the door was locked and no one was answering. so i'm like, fuck this and i went home and ate some breakfast. i came back at 9 and they were up and the door was open. i didnt say anything but man that was gay. if i didnt live so close it wouldnt have been ok. speaking of living, i'm going to look into some appartment buildings today that i've seen close by the university. i wanna live in a town house. but they're probably expensive. bleh. i have to go look though the missoulian classifieds. LOL brent is screaming at the dogs. hahaha. my lip really fucking hurts! its like the hole is closing up around the ring. i cant move it or it pinches and its really sore. i'm this close to taking it out for good. it really hurts! 1 comment|post comment

[12 Sep 2003|01:08pm] [ mood | cranky ] [ music | the dandy warhols x the dope ] what is the obsession with being a perfect typist that i've been noticing? if thats the only insult you can come up with, thats pretty goddamn weak. i made my site strictly my art site. it seemed to make sense since i dont use it to journal anymore. jenna (this girl i used to hang out with) is looking for a roommate. she's actually going to college. she still hasnt called me back with the info on the appartment yet though. poop. i wish everyone would just drop off the face of the earth. forever. post comment

[11 Sep 2003|11:25am] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | eve6 x think twice ] if you're a fan of good charlotte - first of all, go shoot yourself in the face, and then go out and buy yourself a Social Distortion record or two. dig into the roots of the music you worship so much and you'll find something even greater. i promise. by the way, records are those things on the wall at Hot Topic that you thought were really big stickers. 3 comments|post comment

[10 Sep 2003|01:23pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | dropkick murphys x walk away ] LOL. i just found this on my harddrive. kiss me deadly: Im thirsty too. wahhh *cotton mouth* gasoline slurpie: god lyd, stop smoking so much pot and that wont happen kiss me deadly: I know, damn. gasoline slurpie: but you cant be a crack ho without crack kiss me deadly: I know! that so sucks. gasoline slurpie: i keep telling cole. he gets mad cuz i spend all the money on crack but i keep telling him, i cant be a crack ho without crack kiss me deadly: LMFAO gasoline slurpie: but then he beats me and makes me give him the crack kiss me deadly: haha 1 comment|post comment

[10 Sep 2003|11:04am] [ mood | good ] [ music | modest mouse x you're the good things ] so. um. yea. i slept in until 10 today. when i came into work they're like "oh, no big deal!" lol. this is great. i bought the greatest boots yesterday. they come up to just below mid-calf, they have three large buckles and a zipper down the side, and the best part: they have flames on them. moohaha. they're foxy. i needed some knew ass-kicker boots. the closest things i had left were these gay ankle boots i got at kmart. lol. i wish i had something interesting to say. if you want a good time, check out elite_core. read the comments for applicants, they're so funny. usually they have some pretty funny insults. and its even better when the people get all deffensive and throw temper tantrums. i applied just to see what they'd say to me. it was fun. entertained me all day yesterday. my life is a lot more exciting when i'm miserable. like any good story i suppose. people like to read about other peoples' misery, in hopes that it out-weighs their own. ok, here's a joke. there's a guy sitting in a bar, right? he goes up to the bartender, sets a shot glass on the bar and he's like "i bet you $200 i can piss in that glass from across the room." so he whips his dick out and he's pissing all over everything, all over the floor, the walls, the stools, all over the bar, and all over the bartender. not one drop gets in the glass. so the bartender (covered in piss, mind you) smiles. "where's my 200 bucks?" the guy walks over to one of the tables and speaks with another guy for a minute. then walks back over to the bartender, smiling, and hands him his $200. the bartender is confused and he asks, "What are you so happy about? you just lost $200." and the guy says, "well, i just bet that guy over there $400 that i could piss all over your bar, all over your floor, all over your stools, and all over you, and not only would you not be mad, you'd be happy about it!" haha! yes, i watched Desperado again. Quentin Tarentino <3 moohaha. i can't wait to see Once Upon A Time in Mexico! and Johnny is in it!! *creams* ok, back to work. post comment

[09 Sep 2003|12:41pm] [ mood | dorky ] [ music | afi x ...but home is nowhere ] ha. (e)MT(y)V rAwKz my sOx. Not. anyway. i bought stuff yesterday. i love stuff. i bought Lydia her birthday present. i cant tell you what it is because she reads this sometimes. its cool though, i promise. i found this car air freshener thingie that you hang from the rear view mirror. its just an orange square that says "Fo' Shizzle" in big white letters. i just had to have it. i'm sitting at a stop light and i decide to open it. THE THING SMELLS LIKE ASS. its not an air deoderizer, its an air ass-erizer. oh my god. i thought i would die. does anyone know how to leech the smell from those things? anyway, i also got a pin that says "I'm A Mess" which is so perfect as of late, and a pin with Mr. Maki on it that says "Drugs are bad, mmkay?". And a copy of AMP magazine that came with a CD sampler with the BOUNCING SOULS on it! woo! and i got a SuicicideGirls.com sticker. its pink. moohaha. according to a meme at memegen.deskslave.org i'm gonna marry Orlando Bloom. interesting. well i think i got rid of all the interesting things i had to say yesterday. here's a survey i stole from my new friend. and fun was had by all. 5 comments|post comment

[08 Sep 2003|10:58am] [ mood | confused ] [ music | chevelle x the red ] After reading Girl, Interupted entirely in one day, i have determined that i am absolutely crazy. I now have even more to add to my narcasism, social axiety, paranoid delusions, inferiority complex, obsessive compulsiveness, abandonment issues, and insomnia. Many of those things as well as several others can all be conveniently place under one broad general heading: Borderline Personality Disorder. Now i've seen Girl, Interupted the movie several times. But reading the book gives you alot more insight into just what exactly was supposedly wrong with Susanna. I'm aware, though, that borderline personality is very common. And almost every person in the world these days has been diagnosed with one disorder or another by the time he sees his 18th birthday. Even if that weren't the case though, being a complete nutcase wouldnt really bother me. Like the saying goes, "I dont suffer from insanity, i enjoy every minute of it." Well maybe not every single minute. There are times when i'd prefer to be sane. Like those times when i'm in hysterical tears because i've imagined that Cole doesnt care about me, or those times when i cant stand to be in a public place anymore for fear i might have a total nervous breakdown. Or even when i cant sleep. Its bothersome. But generally us crazy people have an excuse to "act out" without being blamed. And that can be entertaining at least. Anyway though, despite my complete mental and emotional instability, my weekend was fairly uneventful. I did some reading, watched some TV, ate some Taco Bell. Cole brought up something on friday night, something personal having to do with our relationship and something that can be blamed on my insanity, and i cried myself to sleep friday night as a result of being completely fed up with myself. I didnt think a person could actually cry herself to sleep but i did it. Then on saturday i decided that i would fix this problem, did so, and Cole and i had a rollicking good time together when he got back on sunday (if ya know what i mean). So thats about it for my weekend. i dont want to be at work and im sick of getting up at 7 am and feeling like total shit all day. i'm working on a project right now that has me so confused that there is actually a sharp pain in my brain above my left eye. i'm actually thinking of staying in missoula through the winter. but more on that later. i'm pretty sure i should probably be working. 1 comment|post comment

[05 Sep 2003|12:56pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | saliva x rest in pieces ] i'm going home. we just all decided to knock off early. i love working here, its so lax LOL. i got paid today and i still need to go set up a checking account. there isnt a citizen's state anywhere around here which kind of annoys me because im used to them because thats the bank my parents use. but anyway, after i do that i'm probably just going go to home and do some hardcore sitting. i havent decided if i wanna go down to the valley tomorrow or not. i'm leaning toward not. i dont really have any reason to go. i dont have any laundry. i'd kind of like to get my rollerblades even though its a safe bet i wont use them becuase they hurt my feet. i'll probly just stay here. go thrifting with brooke or something. cole is going down to see his dad on saturday. his dad's birthday was last weekend but he couldnt get down there because of that fucking band camp thing. blah blah blah. i'm rambling. i need to get out of here, that fucking dog is driving me crazy with his growling and barking for no reason. brent's friend is staying here and he has a rottwieler that isnt well-behaved at all and it's a complete bloody idiot. its always barking at me when i leave my office and then i yell at him and he gets all sorry and meek and then the minute i turn my back, he starts in again. i hate him. he probably knows and hates me back. but they're leaving this weekend thank god. so i'm going home now. humps and kisses 2 comments|post comment

[05 Sep 2003|11:34am] [ mood | nauseated ] [ music | soundgarden x fell on black days ] ok so im gonna update here from now on. its easier than furking with html files and ftp and the whatnot. specially while im at work. yes. hoorah. i'll update some more later. post comment

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