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Saturday, March 20th, 2004
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| 5:46a | He's on his way..... *Watches the sun rise and waits patiently for life to start* Greg's gone yet again. I miss him like hell but this time around I'm actually surviving. I don't have to worry about him not coming back to me this time because home is where the heart is.....and I know his home is with me. I still miss him just like all the other times (if not immensly more) but rather then crying about it I'm keeping my chin up, my heart strong and I'm trying to concentrate on the future that lies ahead....hopefully for us as a couple and not as a solo misssion as it often has been in my past. I am now independent although I've found who I want to spend the rest of my life with. I know I can make it alone in this world if I have too. Greg and I talked alot about our future before he left. He's got some big ideas and big plans and he's positive he's positive he's going to succeed. I know he will. Im really excited at the prospect that I may just have my life back on track again in regards to knowing what I want to do, where I want to go and who I want to be with. I just hope greg doesn't disappoint me and I end right back at square one again. *Smiles to herself* I just remembered when greg and I first got diesel. I was sitting at the computer and she fell asleep on my lap much like tendu is now. God I miss that little dog. I hope this year will pan out how i've planned. If so.....then the future is bright. ShOrTaY -x- Current Mood:  thoughtfulCurrent Music: Two heads - Out of The City |
| 5:55a | Independence ~Independence~ You're gone again... I'm all alone. Yet I know I can make it through. So dependent on the ones I love, But I'm surviving like never before. Your heart has touched me In more ways then one And although I cried - So lonely,so lost - I can now see the bigger picture. Your independence has shown me the future; I can be independent too. The person I've become, And will become - It's more then I ever dreamed possible. So far away, and yet so near, I'm comforted. I know you're there for me... Although not physically For you are but a memory ont his page of time. I cannot hold you, Yet the thoughts make me smile. What we've achieved together And independently Will give us both a life of happiness. So although you are gone again, We are not as alone as we think. For you are my strength, And I am your love, And we are each others world..... For my boi....gone again but always here to stay in my heart. 18.3.2004 Current Mood:  content |
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