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|Saturday, February 21st, 2004|
|Something To Make Me Smile...
shit man, last night was the best. the student council payed three grand for the damn dance, and it kicked major ass. i danced with jordan, one of karls GOOD friends...man hes gonna shit when he hears about it. and on top of that, i danced with billy, his cousin.ahahahahaha i had such an effin blast last night. yeah, i danced with chad, kendalls bf, he's not that bad. and i danced with mike, but thats only to say we danced together... if that didn't happen, we'd be fighting for the rest of our natural lives....and i danced with like a bunch of my buddies from class. shit, this dance was something to talk about, it was something to smile about....i really needed it :D Current Mood: hornyCurrent Music: paranoia-green day
|Sunday, January 25th, 2004|
|My Life As I Know It....
well, just an update and a revision for myself and my fellow viewers. k, my names thomasina, i dont know my dad, i haven't known any dad for that matter, i've got a half sibling that i've never met, nor known of his existence the beginning of december, i've got half/step siblings i've met, and three that i live with. i just dont know whats going on in my life right now. you know, im thomasina, im in my mid-teen, i live at home, i love to write, i love going to the movies...and i've never known a father, or a true friend. what the fuck is that, its pretty sad if you ask me. but hey, i could have a dad who rapes, or molestes me in the middle of the night, or throws partys every night... i guess its better for me to have a mom and dad all in one woman, than a mom and a dad. i dunno, i couldn't tell you....Thomasina Current Mood: stressedCurrent Music: interstate love song-stone temple pilots
|Saturday, January 17th, 2004|
i hate my dad so fuckin much. i hate myself, i hate my whole fuckin life right now. i wish everything would go away.
movies. seven o'clock. me, my dad, and my gramma. stand up. hmm, all three of us were sposed to the movies, but guess what, charles (my father) stands me up, and leaves me going to the movies with my gramma. but thats ok, i expected it. so the movies over, me and my gramma are walking outta the theater, but guess who standing at the door. my former BEST friend who got mad at me on tuesday. not a glance, he knew i was there, but he didn't look twice. always makes me feel better.always does. that just took a couple points off the esteem scale. so i dont get mad, but i go and see another friend across the street, and my dad pulls up, so i get in, and he says "stop slamming the door" before a fucking hi. didn't say one word, not even after i got out of the car. and i come in crying. im sorry, but im just alittle down. i think i'll go and try and cheer up...Thomasina Current Mood: depressedCurrent Music: hang-matchbox twenty
|Floral Wallpaper *gag*
i dont know how to start this entry, but by saying that this has been the worst weekend i've had in a long time.god damn it mom. she was drinking last ngiht, and totally interupted me at my sleep over. i was having fun and, grrr.so i ended up sleeping over at my grammas. meh, at least i got that ugly floral wallpaper off my walls, now my fingers are all raiseny...but the past week has been pretty good i guess. yep, had fun yesterday til last night. but oh well, i found out i could paint a ceiling tile for my school, which is pretty ripper.
*but i'll take my time anywhere, im free to speak my mind anywhere, and i'll nevermind anywhere, anywhere i roam, where i lay my head is home*
haha i dunno if i got the lyrics right, meh. its a wicked song....but later...
Thomasina Current Mood: crazyCurrent Music: wherever i may roam-metallica
|Wednesday, January 14th, 2004|
|Art Class :D
wow, what a weird frickin week its been, i've got a new love interest, yep, that i do. and its soo weird cuz hes soo different from the guys i usually like. hes super nice, and a really good artist, hes into metallica, a very good thing, hes got really sexy arms :|. and hes pretty tough, from what i hear. and yeah, i just really like him. i dont wanna get to into detail. who knows who else is on this site...right? well now for my art class, i've gotta carve something outta soap..ummm..its weird cuz the soap keeps breaking on me.especially if im cutting really thin parts. Yesterday wasn't that great, actually it was pretty fuckin awful. i lost my best friend, karl. grr, he was being such an asshole when i went to his locker yesterday morning, and he just kept saying stuff to me like "what" "what are you doing here" "howcome your here" so i just said i just came to say hi, fuck. shot him a look and left. then in fourth, he's all like "are you ok?" "wanna talk about it?" "well i was just trying to help, im a friend you know " then i said well coulda fooled me. and we haven't talked since. but i dunno whats happening to my other best friend, brent. he doesn't seem to trust me anymroe, i dont even think he considers me his best friend anymroe. he said the only two friends he trusts is his friend britney and his bf jed. grrr, i dunno, i dont relaly have any good friends. gtg, bye...Tomi Current Mood: cheerfulCurrent Music: bright lights-matchbox twenty