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Gale Harold

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Hmm... [02 Oct 2003|12:08pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]
[ music | AAR- The last song ]

People I need more friends! TALK TO ME! *Sniff* [points to self] LOSER! Sorry...Heh

I want you to remember

Help... [01 Oct 2003|09:13pm]
[ mood | confused ]

Ok does someone want to help me with my layout? I'm having a major pain in the ass trying to get it to change.

I'll be around Thursday...erm night I think.

Anyone? [Looks around]

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[01 Oct 2003|08:59pm]
Just testing something.

-nevermind-
I want you to remember

What a day. [01 Oct 2003|03:54pm]
[ mood | blank ]
[ music | Maroon 5- Harder to breathe ]

Good grief.
Today was hectic...[passes out in the chair]
We shot for 6 hours today, yeah it was a "break" considering we usually go 10-14 hours a day.
But afterwards Robert and I went out and rode motorcycles, it was fuckin' sick. I think I'm going
to get a new one, the front disk brake is completely shot on mine and I need to get it fixed or something.

I'm having a better day then yesterday, no more hangover for me! [laughs] Damn me and my habitual
drinking...lol

I'm just sitting here with my corona and lap top, trying to make some sense out of today, thinking about
anything interesting to write in here...hmm...[thinks really hard]

Oh yeah, I also have to start looking for a new place. Don't ask me why...fuckin' landlords!
[sigh] House hunting sucks. Unless you find a kick-ass house right away... but if you don't
then it's utter HELL. I really don't care how big the place is, just so long as it has a pool. I NEED A POOL.
[Settles for nothing less] I need water and MICHELLE...come on now I DON'T CARE IF I'M IN TORONTO!
Jeez, haven't you heard of pool heating? *Looks around* Umm so ok...

[Moves on]

Well if any of you think I can move in with you... THEN LET ME KNOW! [I really need a private jet] hahah.
(I'm kidding. Kinda.)

Bye everyone.

-[soon to be homeless a.k.a] Gale H =]

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Feeling like I don't fit in... [30 Sep 2003|09:06pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | Evanescence- Going under ]

I really like to write poetry and songs, and I play guitar and it's kind of just a hobby on the side.
I'm just going to start adding poems and stuff to fill up my journal I guess...
Some mush I wrote a year ago... I found it and realized how much I suck at writing.
[Need more practice] Now...*searches for someone to inspire me*

Count the ways
Written: 01/03/02

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The sound of your voice, the tingle of your touch,
so many things that make me love you so much.
The way you care for me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a hot blazing fire.
The way your eyes sparkle when you look at me,
lost in you forever is were I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and neverending pride.
All the dreams that I dream, they all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we will do.
How you finish the puzzle thats inside my heart,
how so deep in my soul, youre the most important part.
I would go on for days, just telling of what I feel,
but all you really should know is my love is real.

I want you to remember

Ow my head... [30 Sep 2003|04:53pm]
[ mood | drunk ]
[ music | Everything is so LOUD! AAAAGGGGGHHH! ]

[Groan] Ok guys, don't drink. Ever. Ever. EVER. I have the worst hangover to end all hangovers. [did that
make sense?]
Don't be an idiot like me and drink wine and then have your friends talk you into tequila shots. [Oh god no]
I think I'm getting a cold too. Jeez, what a great way to start a week! Ok, so I'm making this short I have to
go back to shooting ((I am in desperate need of makeup to cover my dark circles lol)) and then I'm running home to go lay down. [And never getting up!] And by the way Happy birthday Lacey! WOO! Ok. ouch.
My poor head.

-Gale H

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Hola, bonjour, gutentaug, hi. [29 Sep 2003|04:13pm]
[ mood | working ]
[ music | People yelling on the set ]

Hi wonderful people.

[Tries to hide fact that I'm depressed]
Ok I don't know what is wrong with me, but I'm lonely and depressed. Everyone around me is happy,
and has someone to be with but I don't. =[ I can't help feeling a little...erm...alone? I know I'm surrounded
by people 24-7 but it's not the same. Grrrrr...

Moving on, today is pretty dull, besides the fuckin' workload I've got. I'm just sitting in Scott's trailer using his lap top for updating because I don't know when I'll be home tonight.

I hope you guys like my new icon, dorky no? Just because I feel you all need to know, I just bought some kick ass sunglasses. And...yeah.

Oh and I got in a fight with Randy AGAIN. Actors can be such fucking assholes. [Looks around...me? I'm not an actor...! *Cough*]

Ok, see I make myself feel better. Kinda. [Sighs] =-\

Bye for now.

-Gale H

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One more thing... [28 Sep 2003|05:15pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

People IM me I get super bored.

AIM- TheamazingGale

Good times. =]

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I feel pretty...oh so pretty... [28 Sep 2003|04:38pm]
[ mood | peaceful ]
[ music | P.I.M.P. Remix ]

[Yawn]
I got in so late last night, that I think I'll have bags under my eyes for all eternity.
No, seriously. We went out to a club called The Rave, and they weren't kidding when they called it that.
I just gotta say that some of the women in there were [smile] DY-NO-MITE. Well moving on...
I met Britney Spears there also, which was, I must say a GREAT experience. What guy would pass that up?
Later I have to go get fitted for wardrobe for the 4th season of QAF.
The clothes are always the best part of work. I don't know many guys who can say that!
I like to shop with the wardrobe designer for the show because he knows all the right spots.
It's fun to kill a few hours going through piles of arcane stuff that fires me up but that I
would probably never wear.
And the shops in Toronto are AMAZING. I buy a lot of used stuff. Where we shoot this place
has great vintage shops. I found a really hot 60s pinstripe suit on queen Street with a perfect
shape. It's navy with blood-red lining. Fucking sick! [Laughing] I call it my pimp suit.
Randy refers to it as my whore suit. Don't ask. I think working on QAF has kind of helped me with my
fashion choices.
Thank god for that.

I wanted to share this poem I wrote earlier this week, I thought I did alright on it.

Memories of the past,
times soon forgotten.
Nothing to show, nothing.
The pain keeps me alive.

The swollen eyes,
the blackened soul.
The hollow pain,
the bitter mind.

The road keeps it course,
the speed is blinding.
My destination unknown,
the years keep flying.

No longer young,
no longer can I smile.
The blank stare,
etched into my face.

A sullen mind,
a heavy heart,
the will is broken,
the hope is lost.

Memories fly by,
the past unbroken.
It will not budge,
the writing is on the wall...

etched in stone...
all alone, all alone...

The future is coming.
Will I be ready?
A new day dawns,
a new hope begins.

Many years gone by,
to many wasted.
The future is virgin,
a clean slate started.

Remember the past,
the mistakes I made,
I must not repeat,
or the cycle will continue.

Enough melodramatic shit. [Waves] Bye for now.

-Gale H

I want you to remember

Am I awake? [27 Sep 2003|06:14pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | Boys of Summer- Ataris ]

So sorry I haven't written for a while.
My friend was visiting and that mixed with new episodes of the show filming, I had NO time at all. I was looking at some websites today...about myself, (conceded, perhaps...but eh) and I realized how people can not know you at all, and yet be so obsessed. I adore the fans, of course, who wouldn't? Then there are "FANS" that will just go to any length to talk/touch/see you. Sometimes it's a hassle, but what can you do? Ok enough whining. I'm back in my "home" Toronto, it's like Atlanta, only smaller. Much smaller. It's pretty compact. I completed a film called "Rhinocerous Eyes" A dark comedy where I play a dectecive named Phil Barbara. The movie is about a reclusive man, who gets comfort from the movies and his vivid imagination. When he falls in love with a woman whose job is designing movie sets... [insert plot here]. Go see it for yourself...well if you live in Toronto. I'm reading it's reviews, and they are...well bad. BUT HEY! So I'm all out of time, Peter Paige, Hal Sparks and I are going out for dinner with some other friends.

-Gale

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Feeling better. [23 Sep 2003|12:44pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Ludacris- Act a fool ]

I just wanted to say I feel alot better and thanks to Sierra for talking to me.
Nothing else to day. =]

-Gale H

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Sigh... [20 Sep 2003|05:43pm]
[ mood | sad ]
[ music | Myself crying ]

[Frowns] I am so depressed. I feel terrible.
It's like I got hit by a truck,
then got shot, and spit on. My girlfriend Gina totally broke my heart. I
trusted her and she lied and betrayed me. I can't believe it. I know I can't dwell
on this and I need to move on yes, but how can you watch someone you loved/love
walk away and not care? I feel used and just shitty. I hate myself for wanting her back...
Maybe it was meant to be.

-Gale

I want you to remember

Hey everyone [18 Sep 2003|05:30pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | Silence. ]

Hello,
This is Gale Harold. I just joined this to meet people and, I guess, just vent. So here goes: I'm from Dectur, GA, I'm 29 years old, although I wince at the thought. To start things off, I'm from the television show, Queer As Folk..Yes I know what you're thinking. BUT, I'm straight. I'm begrudgingly revealing it. I guess it's just that I was thinking which publication I should reveal this to. It's strange going to work and making out with guys, but at the end of the day, it is such and amazing experience that I couldn't possibly imagine doing anything else. Well, moving on I love doing theater work, and I have done quite a few indie films over here in Toronto. I miss my home, I really do, but luckily for me I get the summer off! We start to film again soon, possibly in a month or so. It should be great to meet up with everyone again. I miss my friends from the set. Hal called me yesterday, and wanted to get together, we might go for drinks or something later...Well I have to run, I have an interview with showtime execs at 7. Leave a comment or question, and I'll get back to you.
-Gale H

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