I need to learn how to do a "cut"...-_-   
10:27am 09/10/2003
 
mood: Blinded...(by the sun! ^__^)
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME:
[x] small insects
[x] people
[x] responsibility

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THREE PEOPLE WHO MAKE ME LAUGH:
[x] Angel
[x] Silly Gaku-chan
[x] Conan O'Brian *hugs Conan* ^___^

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THREE THINGS I LOVE:
[x] Japan (basically everything about it! ^_^)
[x] my friends
[x] Vanilla Live ~.^

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THREE THINGS I HATE:
[x] judgemental bitches
[x] CONFRONTATION
[x] people who mock my interests *evil glare at Meg >.>*

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THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND:
[x] what my purpose in life is
[x] Japanese T_T
[x] religion

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THREE THINGS ON MY DESK:
[x] photo album from my childhood
[x] a little bottle of bubbles from a wedding
[x] lip gloss (I'm addicted -_-;;)

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THREE THINGS I'M DOING RIGHT NOW:
[x] Watching homemade vcd of Gackt ("crotch splitter" from utaban right now)
[x] drinking coffee
[x] contemplating my insanity (I didn't sleep at all last night -_-;)

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THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
[x] hug Gackt (hopefully have him hug back)
[x] find a man who loves me (aww... ^_^)
[x] feel like my life was worth it to someone else

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THREE THINGS I CAN DO:
[x] Supply you with basically any picture ever taken of Gackt (I have so many! T_T)
[x] develop weird fanfic fetishs (ie. Fred/George Weasley yaoi)
[x] sing any lyric to any song Hanson ever wrote (I know, this is not something to be proud of)

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THREE WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY:
[x] inconsistent
[x] extremely shy
[x] insane [MUAHAHAHAAAAA]

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THREE THINGS I CAN'T DO:
[x] a split or cartwheel
[x] lie very well
[x] end a phone conversation properly! (XD)

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THREE THINGS I THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO:
[x] yourself
[x] Malice Mizer-they rock!
[x] someone who...wants to talk? I dunno, I ran out of thoughts

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THREE THINGS I DON'T THINK YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO EVER:
[x] anything by "Spiky" - ughhh...
[x] your parents >.<
[x] Bluegrass

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THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST:
[x] jeez
[x] whatever
[x] yeah (as in "um...yeah","so...yeah","...yeah...")

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THREE OF YOUR ABSOLUTE FAVORITE FOODS:
[x] Chocolate Mousse Pocky
[x] My mom's beef stroganof
[x] pork fried rice (good stuff...not crappy take-out)

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THREE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO LEARN:
[x] how to accept myself
[x] how to sew (to make my own cosplay outfits, hehe ^_^)
[x] Japanese and/or Elvish [Quenya, if anyone cares ^_^]

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THREE BEVERAGES YOU DRINK REGULARLY:
[x] diet cola
[x] coffee
[x] black tea (though I prefer herbal stuff when I can get it)

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THREE SHOWS YOU WATCHED WHEN YOU WERE A KID:
[x] Eureka's Castle (anyone remember this one?)
[x] Inspecter Gadget
[x] Surf Ninjas (not a tv show, but this is the best movie EVER! Ok, not ever, but it's up there ^^)



~Seriously, I hate making people scroll through endless crap, but I dun know how to do a lj cut, or in this case, a "Blurty cut"... I guess I'll go ask someone.

So...I'll be posting on my new Illuminati PV later today (most likely). Suba was curious as to why I described it as "All sexed up"...I couldn't think of a better way to put it ^__^ It's one horny, raunchy video. And lotsa boobies, which I don't particularly like seeing, but I'm wondering how strict Japan's censorship laws are with that stuff...were they allowed to play this on Japanese TV? Only at night? I dunno, cause I would never imagine this ever being shown on MTV...maybe the Spice channel, but that's another story ^__^...And is that Mana making out with...a WOMAN?! Wow...
 
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Very long and somewhat graphic post ahead...   
06:26pm 09/10/2003
 
music: Malice Mizer - Illuminati
Not like I expect anyone to read this besides a couple people, I guess it doesn't matter... But this post will be loooong (I just sat and typed it offline) It's not THAT long, I'm just preparing you ^___^. And just a wee bit graphic, but it's not MY fault! It's Malice Mizer! Blame them! Yeah, just my own little summary to MM's "Illuminati" Music video (otherwise known as a "PV") You may find it interesting, you may not, it's gory and has naked women! *tries to lure Willow into the trap* eh, whatever, I felt like writing it up cause...I did...I felt I needed to put my 2 cents in for this vid... so without further ado...

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Yeah, so, this video I got the other day (yesterday, actually oO) The band members are getting some kind of freaky shock therapy/torture/whatever that basically gives them hallucinations of what, ahem, "gets them off"... Only...the stuff they see is just a bit beyond creepy. My list of the band members and their respective fantasies follow:

1. Gackt: For the most part, I assumed he was having a good ol' romp under the sheets with a big cross in the background (don't ask me WHY they were having sex next to a giant cross, they just were. ^^ Malice Mizer puts a lot of crosses in their videos...I've noticed that oO) Then as I got to see more of the video...he's not so much having sex as he is...well...raping a corpse. Yes, the woman is dead, so he must have been rolling her body around in the beginning -__-;; Also clips of a woman rubbing his leather-clad crotch, which wasn't actually so bad ^___^ The video ends with him orgasming over the dead body, which now has a huge pool of blood forming on the sheets. "Gackt having an orgasm? I'd like to see that," you may think. NO...NO NO NO. It just makes him seem even more creepy...I mean I love Gackt, but come on...

2. Mana: Strangely enough, Mana actually gets it on with a WOMAN in this video. It was hard to tell, cause the woman had small boobs. There’s something wrong when a heterosexual act looks like a couple of lesbians...couldn't they have set him up with a MAN? Maybe he's NOT gay, I dunno, but why does he dress like that then do stuff with women? It's a little weird... No really horrible acts done by Mana in this vid, besides doing something to a woman hung from the ceiling in chains (naked, of course ^^). I can't really tell, stuff flashes so fast. I didn't see any blood or anything... nothing too gruesome.

3. Kami: Kami, Kami, Kami...why? The first "section" with Kami has him groping and generally...you know...3-4 naked women chained and collared to the wall/ceiling. He gets pretty violent with them, pushing them down and dragging them by their "neck-chains", and threatening them a couple times with some weapon I think...The second part has him clad in shiny PVC and spikes, receiving a blowjob (aww, how sweet...). When he goes to "kiss" the person...it is nothing more than a decapitated head. He lifts it to his face, has a little smooch, then sends it back to finish what it started.

4. Yu~ki: He is seen making out with a woman in a large bathtub, but I presume she's dead, based on what he does later. The water is brown, and looks like it's full of... shit. Literally. It looks like there's feces and other nasty shit in there, and even toilet paper rolls hanging out of it. Disgusting, I know... Later on, he's seen outside the tub, behind her. He caresses her arm...and takes a bite out of her neck. Not just a little nip...he tears pieces of flesh away, and blood pours from his mouth.

5. Kozi: Kozi's pleasure in this video comes mainly from...cutting himself? He sits in some fucked up chair and slices his arms and abdomen with a knife. He hands the knife back and forth between a naked woman standing nearby, and a man in a spiked mask sitting across from him in the same type of chair. The man also cuts his body and they continue this through most of the vid. At the very end, the woman is reaching to him, he grabs her wrists and the knifes, quickly stands up and throws his arms in the air, quickly severing the arms of the woman right near the shoulder. This happens in like a second, and it was one of the most shocking moments for me simply because you didn't see it coming. The woman, of course, falls back dead, blood shooting everywhere.

All this wonderful imagery packed into 5 minutes and 12 seconds of strobe lighted frenzy with Gackt's beautiful voice to top it all off...too bad he's a necropeliac. Apparently, though, this is "*The* PV"...everyone has seen it, everyone knows it. I'd just like to know how old are some of these people who hear about Malice Mizer and go downloading videos like this? Does this have a rating? Does Japan do that? They certainly censor the male genitalia out of doujinshi (not that I would know ~.^). I see breasts as just as bad as that, and along with the mutilation and torture of women in this vid, I just wonder where they were allowed to show this.
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THE END...
Wasn't that just a sweet bedtime story?
Yeah, I'll post the actual lyrics here sometime. (Jeez, this makes "Vanilla" seem like bible school)
~Aiko~
 
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