| 04:39pm 03/10/2003 | ||||
-our convo as follows- Megan: I didn't know there were goths in Japan... Me: Um...yeah... Megan: I thought they (Japan) were still living in the old times [[nani? a time-traveling country?]] Me: What do you mean, "the old times"? oO Megan: Like...China... [[um...yeah, that really made sense! I did realize though, that she meant she thought Japan was still living in the feudal times...like they hadn't changed a bit since 1600]] So yeah, how long has she been my sister? Jeez... I'm ashamed... Then we had a conversation about how America is stuck up our own asses (as a country-doesn't apply to everyone ^__^;;) and we/they don't care about anyone but themselfs. She then got all pissy and was like "So is everyone else...every country is like that." *sigh* My poor, naive, American-pride little sister... It pretty much went downhill from there. I showed her the pictures I had scanned (of my mom's baby pics) and she was like "Oh yeah, we need to do that" Then I made a comment about how much ink it would take to print all the pictures she wanted, so she was like "Well I'll just buy new ink cartridges, but you'll have to pay for half of them", and it led to her yelling at me that she didn't want to have to pay for the ink so I could use it to print pictures of "That Gack guy" Ok, first of all, I have not one picture of Gackt I have ever printed, the only time I've ever printed a lot was when I first got the printer, and that was just like 20 or so anime pictures. And let's not forget *I* payed for the printer and scanner, and *I* bought the ink which SHE is now using up with her homework for college that she's always printing out!!! Later on I joked about my father, calling him "The crazy dude with the Amish beard" She got mad and said I shouldn't be saying that about my father. Let's review, Megan, our parents got divorced when we were THREE, we had visitation till about the age of 10, and we have not seen him once since then...never. And let's face it, he IS crazy and he DOES have an Amish beard...I don't know why she was getting all defensive. I was looking at baby pictures of the two of us, and I said her face had not changed at all, but mine had become hideous, and started laughing. She then turned from where she was and was like "Yeah, cause you got FAT" I was ready to kill her...she was very serious, she almost sounded like she was breaking the news for the first time that I had gained weight, or that I should be ashamed because of it. I had meant from childhood to early teen years, when I was thin. She didn't reply after that. Argh!!! She is ALWAYS bashing my interests and self confidence, always. I never like to watch anime or listen to music I like around her, because I'm afraid she'll start bashing it, and making me feel like shit because I like it. She makes me feel like my interests aren't "good enough", and I should be embarrased to like what I do. I once (jokingly) said I didn't care what she was talking about, and she freaked out and yelled "We have to listen to your Sailor Moon shit and the guy who looks like a woman!" The "shit" she was referring to are the musicals, which as I said earlier, I avoid playing around her at all times. She may have heard it only a few times if she was walking in the door as I was playing it, so I don't see what her problem is. And the guy who looks like a woman? I'm sure you can guess who that is... I hate that she can't just let me be, and let me like what I do. Ya know? Have I ever said to her that her clarinet hurts my ears and it's annoying as hell? She would stab me in my sleep if I said that to her...Have I ever complained about HER music? Sorry, Megan, I DON'T like Dave, but I let you play that music as long as you want, because I'm not like you...I don't hurt people. I let them be who they are, even though I don't like some of the stuff they do... *sigh* Sorry bout the rant, I'm just a bit pissed right now ^__^; But...um...not much else going on in my life. Yeah, my mom's bday...I don't know what I'm gonna do. I got no money (not real anyways-my mom has my last $90 of grad money in her account, and I don't think she can afford to give it to me) Jeez...what am I gonna do? I still owe Willow a bday gift, too -__- I'm sorry...like you said, Christmas will probably be the next time we see each other...I'll try to get my money by then. My hands are freezing, but I feel like I've got a fever ^__^ Oh yeah, our furnace is broke, by the way. It gets SO cold at night...we've got 2 little space-heaters for the house, but they don't do much unless you're sitting right in front of them. I felt like I was having a seizure this morning I was shaking so bad...hot coffee didn't help much either. The sun is setting and it's starting to get a little cold in here already -______- Save me, God... Bye ~ Aiko *shivershiver* |
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