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A good day, but too much CoNfuSiOn!
Geez.. I'm so tired of it all. lol. I hate not knowing what to do, it sucks big time. But I always get myself into situations like this.. so I guess that's just what I get!
I'm babysitting again today. But it's cool.. I need Christmas money or nobody's gettin any presents! Psh, I don't know why I care so much anyway! lol. I wanted to go hang out w/ someone today but it looks like that's not happenin. Oh well.. hopefully soon. :)
So ya, I have this huge secret of a crush! ..not. If you don't know who I'm going completely crazy over lately, you don't know me well at all. lol. Don't get me wrong, Dan's cool and everything. But I mean, yesterday at the movies, he was kinda scarin me. He was all holdin me and tellin me all this mushy crap, I didn't know where the hell it came from. And last night when I called him.. he said somethin like "I know you're scared to be in another relationship, but when we go out, I won't hurt you bcuz I'd only be hurting myself." Ya.. ok. Sweet words, but what's up w/ the WHEN?! lol. I never made any promises.. I thought we were juss gonna keep it as friends, I dunno. I just don't know how to break it to him that I really don't think we should go out. I stopped by there today to hang out for awhile but I didn't know what to say.. guess it's my fault to begin w/ but where do I go from here?
Anyway, back to this secret. I really do like him.. but I just don't think he feels the same. And if he does, he's doing a good job of hiding it. I mean we flirt all the time, but sometimes I think that's all it is to him. Usually I kinda get the hint, but this time I'm lost. lol. I just hope I find somethin out soon.. so I'll stop stressin myself over it!
Enough w/ that bs.. I'm really starting to worry about Mark. :( I haven't heard from him in about 3 days now.. I feel so bad. I feel like it's all my fault, like I started it or somethin. I mean.. he must be really hurt. I can't blame Bri, but she was a little harsh on him. And she just lost a cpl friends that way. I mean even Lou doesn't like her and she doesn't even know her! lol. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh the drama. I just hope he comes home soon feeling better. I know it's not probable.. the first week after for me was terrible. I just wanted to die.. I never thought it'd get better. But it really has, and it will for him. With time.. because they spent about 2 years together on and off!
If you ever get bored, do me a favor and download a shitload of Spitalfield. You just have to witness the awesome-ness. I loooooooooooooove em bunchies! :D
UmM.. my top 10 as of now. Could post it as a seperate entry but I'm too lazy soOo I'll type it out right here! 1. Spitalfield - Five Days and Counting (still!) 2. The Early November - Baby Blue 3. Yellowcard - One Year, Six Months 4. Story Of The Year - In Her Bedroom 5. Brand New - Okay I Believe You But My Tommy Gun Don't 6. Rise Against - Everchanging 7. Rufio - Why Wait 8. NFG - Vegas 9. The Distillers - Sick Of It All 10. As Friends Rust - Laugh Out Loud ..I think that's right. Off the top of my head anyway.
Well.. this entry is long enough now. I've been doing pretty good updating and keeping up w/ this thing.. so yay for me. lol. And until next time, you have plenty to read! Later kadids.
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All alone, at home.. another Saturday night!
Actually it's not all that bad. lol. I'm too tired and lazy to be anywhere else right now anyway. Besides, this weekend's had enough excitement already.
To make things peachy, I hardly had to babysit. A few hours at the most.. yayuh! Last night I stayed over Lindsay's. That was some fun stuff there.. haha. It's always cool when we get to hang out. Guess cuz it's not often thx to her always bein on restriction! But ya, came home today around 11 cuz my mom had to go to the dr.'s and I had to watch my sister for a lil bit. Then Lou and I met back up at the mall so we could hang out MORE. haha. Too bad Jackie had to work or the whole 'triple trio' coulda been there!
She was supposed to meet this dude Shawn up there but he never showed. He got in trouble or somethin like that. But we saw Dber (who's finally 15 :)), Katie, Tiffany, Jon, Nate, Jesse, David, and some other ppl up there from school. That was pretty cool I guess. We stayed up there for HOURS. OmG my feet were really starting to hurt from walking around so much. lol. Beat staying home bored!
Woulda hung out w/ Dan today but he went to Woodbridge w/ 'the guys'. So they could have more 'male bonding time'.. haha. But it's cool, not like we have to be together everyday. I just like being w/ him, what can I say? Least I got to talk to him tonight.. we just got off the phone round 10 mins ago. I have a good feeling about things between us but I still don't think it's worth risking right now. Not yetttttttt!
DAMMIT, SOMEBODY SHOOT ME!
I HAVE THAT NEW SOMETHING CORPORATE SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD!
And I hate them.. make me cringe. lol. But I heard it and now all I hear, "HEY! GIVE ME SPACE SO I CAN BREATHE.. BLA BLA". Ugh! Oh well, hopefully it goes away soon before I'm permanently damaged. Even more so than now.
I wonder what I'm gonna do tomorrow! I'm sposed to go up to the mall again, I don't know. I think I might be forced to babysit. Guess I could use the money but I love my lazy days on the weekends. Loungin around all day.. lookin rough but not worrying about it. Ya, thas awesome. lol. Unless it gets too boring, then it's time for plans. I might hang out w/ Bri for a lil.. go see Dan. :) Never know, guess I'll just see when it gets here!
I wonder what's up w/ Mark. I mean.. I know he's hurt and all, but he doesn't have to isolate himself from all of us. I can definitely relate, being dumped out of nowhere sucks.. especially when there's real feelings involved. But obviously it was for a good reason, if it was meant to be it wouldn't have happened. (Least how that's how I look at it.) Really though, he should try to lighten up.. it gets better! And I hate to see him so upset. :(
Wow.. it's only 10:16! And I am reeeeally tired. Like dizzy, cross-eyed, not being able to think straight tired. Won't be suprised if there's about a bazillion typos stuffed in here! lol. So I'm going to bed. I'll be back soon though.. if I don't forget again. :)
"One more thing. Don't mess with Texas."
(words of wisdom from 'Tom' ;))
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YAY TOMORROW'S FRIDAY! :)
Bout freakin time.. I'm tellin ya man. This has been one of the longest weeks of my life.. by far. lol. Don't really know why, but ya. I tried to update yesterday and had this loooooong ass entry but I got kicked off right before I finished. GOSSSHHH that was so irritating, specially when I had a lot to say and don't feel like trying to remember it all now!
So much has happened though. Brianna broke up w/ Mark (sry bout that buddy :( ), heard that someone is still talking shit (how I'm 'way too immature'.. ha), NO BABYSITTING! and therefore I got to hang out w/ Dan a lot. :) Went over there again after I came home, Mark wasn't there. And he hasn't heard from him.. but I won't worry unless PJ hasn't. Anyway, I'm really starting to like him. It's nothin I can really control. I know we're good friends but really, after a while I hope we can work somethin out!
I know someone who has a major crush on Mark too.. but I won't say a word! (lou-ieeee) :P
Anyway, I took a couple of these personality test thingys cuz I was really bored in kb first block. So I'll paste em up here now. Don't like it get over it! :)
 Enneagram Test Results | Type 1 | Perfectionism | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Type 2 | Helpfulness | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Type 3 | Ambition | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Type 4 | Sensitivity | |||||||||||| | 42% | | Type 5 | Detachment | |||||||||| | 38% | | Type 6 | Anxiety | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Type 7 | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Type 8 | Hostility | |||||||||||| | 42% | | Type 9 | Calmness | |||||||||||| | 42% | Your Conscious-Surface type is 1w2 Your Unconscious-Overall type is 2w1 | Take Free Enneagram Personality Test
 | Advanced Big Five Personality Test Results | | Sociability | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Gregariousness | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Assertiveness | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Activity Level | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Excitement-Seeking | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Cheerfulness | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Extroversion | |||||||||||||| | 57% | | Trust | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Morality | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Cooperation | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Modesty | |||||||||| | 38% | | Sympathy | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Friendliness | |||||||||||||| | 51% | | Self-Efficacy | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Neatness | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Dutifulness | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Achievement | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Self-Discipline | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Anxiety | |||||||||||||||||| | 78% | | Anger | |||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Depression | |||||||||| | 38% | | Self-Consciousness | |||||||||||||| | 58% | | Immoderation | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Vulnerability | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Emotional Stability | |||||||||| | 38% | | Imagination | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Artistic Interests | |||||||||||||||| | 62% | | Emotionality | |||||||||||||||| | 66% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||| | 42% | | Intellect | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Liberalism | |||||||||||||| | 54% | | Openmindedness | |||||||||||||| | 57% | Take Free Advanced Big 5 Personality TestIsn't that some scary stuff.. lol. Already knew it anywayYy! :D Ok so maybe I am a little immature after all! Not as much as him though.. muahaha. Oh ya guys, I need some blurter pals! haha. Addddddd me and of course, like the awesome friend I am, I will comment frequently. Unless you're some asshole or pervert.. then you can forget about it. Well (you know what that always leads to!), guess what? I'm done for today! Hehehaw. Leave a comment if you love me. Or be in denial and don't. Either way it works out for me. :) Later KadIDS. <333
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Could this week be moving any SLOWER???
Geez.. I'm so ready for the weekend! Today's been a long one. lol. Not bad, just looooooong. And tiring.. but that's my fault for going to bed so late! Actually not ALL my fault, but w/e.
Had quite an adventure today w/ Bri, Vik, Mark, Dan, and Alex.. ok so it was kinda lame, but it was fun hangin out! Dan's an awesome friend, and I seem to like him more the more I get to know him. He's really sweet and treats me right, which is what I've been looking for. What I need more than anything though is some time alone. Ever since April I've been involved w/ someone else or another. Relationships are just stressing after while, and now that I'm free of those kinda worries I'm starting to like it.
Oh ya, before I forget! I feel loved.. thx lovebirds for commenting! :)
Man, it seems like everybody's sick these days. I pray I don't get like that again. That crap was enough, don't need a flu to add to it! It has it's advantages though. Feel bad saying this.. but now that my cuzn's sick I haven't had to babysit much! YaY. More time to do whatever, if there's ever anything to do! BlaH.
Did a lil shopping.. mostly CDs. Usually I don't have to go out and BUY them but ever since AOL's come along, seems to be the best option. The newest Count The Stars and Silverstein albums rock.. still stuck on Distillers though. lol. La lA La, here's where I start blabbing.
So let me stop myself and save some time. I'm bout to leave again anyway, goin to hang out w/ the retards for the rest of the night. Be back soon I guess. Later KadIDS! :)
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Mondays can kiss my ass.
I can tell it's gonna be another retarded week.. lol. Today hasn't been all that bad, but I juss got a feelin about somethin.. don't really wanna talk about it right now though.
When I got home today I was really bored, so I went to Bri's. She wasn't home, and for some reason wouldn't answer her cell, so I walked over to Dan's. Him and Alex were hangin around, and like I assumed, Mark wasn't there. And when he isn't w/ those two he's w/ Bri. I figured they just wanted to spend some time alone w/o bein bothered.. so I hung out over there for a lil bit.
Alex went outside to talk to his girlfriend, and while he was gone Dan was asking me all these questions.. didn't really think anything of it until he told me he liked me. Now I really feel bad. He's been my friend for over 2 years now, if somethin happened we went out or w/e it could really screw things up. Besides, I need some time by myself.. just don't wanna hurt his feelings, specially when I might've given him the wrong idea. So I kinda left cuz it was weird. Still don't know what Bri or Mark will think about it, not gonna say anything until they ask!
Thursday night everyone's sposed to go hang out over Mike's house. Not sure if I'm goin or not.. last time I got in trouble over it. Bri says I should anyway to relieve all this stress, which sounds good so I very well might. Oh well, who cares. lol. I just don't wanna be bored all week.
This weekend is gonna be awesome. Lex's comin to pick me up and then I'm prolly stayin the night over there. Gotta lotta shoppin to do too.. one thing I hate about Christmas. I never really know what to get anybody. Bout time I get my hair cut so I might do that. Or just get lazy and wait till next weekend, never know.
Ok well, I'm blabbing now and it's pretty useless since very few ppl read it anyway! lol. But if you do.. show me your appreciation and LEAVE A FREAKIN COMMENT!!!!! And if possible I'll comment you back. :) Laterrrrrrr kadids.
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Greeeeeeeaaaaaaaaat fun!
This weekend wasn't as boring as I thought it'd be.. which is cool. And I'm feeling a bit better, had some time to take my mind off things.
I didn't have to babysit much, just for a lil while Friday. That night I hung out w/ Bri, Mark, and Dan for a while.. we talked out some of our 'problems'. lol. When I came home I talked to someone I haven't in over two months, my buddy Justin! We talked for at least 3 hours. Ever since summer's been over we've kinda drifted apart. But not anymore.. he's a great friend and I told him we couldn't lose touch anymore! We're sposed to hang out here sometime soon, and he might even go see SOTY w/ me next month. :) YaY.
Last night was Melinda's gay ass bday party. lol. Some crazy stuff there.. it wasn't all that bad though. Her mom actually spiked the punch so I was able to deal. Everyone was so hyper.. I couldn't calm down for anything. And I pulled a muscle in my neck or somethin and it hurts like hell! Err. Anyway, I went home w/ Ashley and stayed the night over there. It was cool.. her dad's funny as shit. And her stepmom's the biggest perv I know.. haha.
So today I'm taking off. Just gonna hang out around the house.. might go visit Dan later if mom doesn't act a bitch about it. But ya, I at least have to have one day of boredom or it just doesn't feel right!
Well, this is where my words start slipping. Be back soon I guess.. lol. LateRrR.
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Decided to stay home today after all.
I woke up this morning.. felt like shit. I have the past few days so it's nothing new.. just wish it'd go away.
It's not so bad after all just sitting around all day doing nothing. lol. I'd rather be here than school, for many reasons. Besides, I really needed sleep. So I feel a little better now. :)
Hope you like the few changes I've made. The light pink was starting to erk me! haha. But ya, this looks a lot better.
Don't have much more to say.. which you should know by now. But I wanna post these lyrics from a great song by the bestest band ever. Even though it kinda brings back memories, it's still awesome. Cuz I said so.
Spitalfield - "Those Days You Felt Alive"
and I'll go
take a walk inside your head
so that I can see your thoughts
I'll try not to hold back
but I'm thinking when you smile
for your blue skies
for those times you felt alive
breathing and softly releasing
I won't let you go
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
go and change it
you go and change it
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
go and change it
you go and change it
go and change it
you go and change it
you know
you've got me in your hands
I'll break before I walk
tonight we broke our plans
to play games with our hearts
for your blue skies
for those times you felt alive
breathing and softly releasing
I won't let you go
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
go and change it
you go and change it
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
go and change it
you go and change it
go and change it
you go and change it
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
I think I know what you won't tell me
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
go and change it
you go and change it
I think I know what you won't tell me
I've got this figured out and then you
go and change it
you go and change it
Well ya, that's all for today. Toodles..
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those weren't your words..
I love that song.. lol. Started listening to my old NFG cds again! Wore em out for a while but who cares. They're still awesome. :)
Today I decided to go to school after all. There was nothing else to do.. didn't wanna sit around the house all day staring at the walls. It wasn't such a good day though.. really confusing. I found out something today that made me feel a little diff. about someone, but it's just not right. Not bad, but not right. But ya, you have no idea what I'm talking about so nm!
Last night was awesome! I hung out w/ Melinda, Corey, Kyle, Jamie, and a few other of their friends.. it was pretty fun. Anti Flag was ok, but Rise Against was so freakin great! I loved it. Even though I got bruises all over my back and my shirt was 3 times bigger by the time we left. And Corey kept playin around and thanks to him I have about a bazillion pinch marks all over my thighs. lol. But ya, they played all the good stuff. :)
I hope tomorrow's better.. I have a few things to clear outta the way and then it should be. It just sucks being in a position like this and not being able to really control your feelings.. or none the less, what you do w/ em.
Well I gotta go now! Still babysitting and need to call someone. SoOo be back LATER!
Miss me loads. :)
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Had to let out alllll the frustration.. lol. These past couple days have kinda sucked. It's ok though. I'm sick no longer and have learned a few lessons. :)
For one.. I'll stop regretting things. Not like I can go back and change anything.. so I might as well live w/ it! And learn from it, and never do it again. Even though it's not really the way I wanted things to turn out, I'm making the best of it. Don't think I'll be in another relationship anytime soon.. too much trouble!
Besides, I have my TASTIC TOOTER! :) (love ya Bri..)
Today's Melinda's birthday.. yayyyyy. haha. Nah, it's just not fair she gets to be the older one! So I'm takin her to the show tonight, can't wait! Excited to see Anti-Flag but Rise Against is awesom-est. BLa bLa.. I'll probably just sleep in tomm morning, doubt it'll be easy to get to sleep tonight! lol. And I'm lazy, so you know.
UhH.. not much more to say. My cuzn just got here so I think I'ma go for awhile and spend some quality time w/ her. Oh, and I still have punishment to serve for Killa. haha. Don't think like that, just time out.. :)
Well, gOne nOw! MisS me LoTz!! LaTeR Kids..
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Sick, tired, and had a LoOnG weekend..
I guess I sorta had an excuse for feeling like crap the other day after all! lol. Went to the dr's Friday and I got sinusitis.. had it sometime last year but it was worse. It's not contagious and I don't have a fever anymore so unfortunately I still have to go to school. :( Still got a splitting headache.. and the stupid medicine isn't working any. Stupid people.
This weekend was so-so. Spent most of it w/ retard.. the rest w/ Bri. We decided to go over Mark's house since everyone was hanging out around there, and I ended up falling asleep on his couch. What a loser.. lol. What made everything great is I wasn't home any to babysit! So yay for that. Alone, that makes it better than most weekends. But I still felt terrible and to top it off I didn't get to talk to Chris any. So ya, it was pretty 50/50.
Well.. I'm tired. And I don't have much more to say for now. Nothing really special goin on. lol. SoOo.. be back whenever. Miss me like always. :)
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[27 Nov 2003|11:39pm] |
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It was all going too well to be true!
The last few days have been pretty awesome.. should've known it wouldn't last long. In all honesty, this has been one of the most boring days EVER.
Came home early. My family sucks. I didn't feel like eating. I think I'm getting really sick because I've felt like shit almost all day. My throat is sore and my head is pounding.. I'm dizzy like hell.
Thought I'd get out of the house for a while tonight, so maybe I'd feel better. Nah.. the whole time I was wishing I'd never have left. I don't know how this came about all suddenly, but it needs to go away! :(
I could go on and on, I have a lot more to say. Just don't think I wanna make it public. Cuz ya, feeling this way really sucks.
I think I'm gonna go ahead and get ready for bed now. Hopefully, but doubtfully, I'll feel better tomorrow. Goodnight! Later.
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Merry Turkey Gobble Day!! XP
Decided I'd update really quick before we have to leave..
Finally, instead of having everyone over OUR house ALL day, we're going over auntie's. YaY.
Let's see.. yesterday was awesome. :) I shouldn't have to explain why. Today should be awesome too.. beside the fact that there'll be hundreds of kids runnin around. And other annoying relatives. lol. But oh well.. I should be thankful right??
I'm starting another journal! Ya.. I know. But ever since Mrs. Curious George's snoopin ass blocked me from my inbox in first block, I need somethin to do. I have like almost an hour everyday of free time. And she bitches if I sleep. So I was rantin and rambling.. then Bridget told me about greatestjournal and how they haven't blocked it on the school computers yet. So yay for that, I'll probably start one of them when we go back to school.
Well I'm gone now. bbLater maybe.. depends on how bored I am. XD LateR!
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What a PLAIN, BORING, BLIGIDY-BLAH day!!!
But no complaints, it could be a lot worse. I could be BABYSITTING ya know. Like I have been almost every damn day. SoOo all smiles! :) :) :) And a few tongues.. :P :P :P
It's too cold outside! I don't feel like leaving the house.. I juss wanna crawl up into a ball under a bajillion blankets and sleeeeeeeeep. I could if I wanted actually, but I'm too hyper and would rather be online talking to Spiffy and updating this thing right now! :D
I haven't done anything today besides school, and I probably won't do anything for the rest of the day. Cuz I need a break.. and I'm lazy. Tomm better be awesome! Well I know it will be.. early release, AND I'll be winning afterwards. ;) Can't wait.
Really can't think of much more to say. THERE IS NOTHING TO TALK ABOUT! jasdhfrhyeuiryuyauihyruihyasu.. so I'll be back soOoOon. COMMENT IF YOU CARE! :) (betcha it STILL won't work!) ........Later.
Oh ya 'killa', nice try. Better luck next time!
(like if you remember to change your freakin icon..)
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This weekend was GREAT!
Sucks that it's basically over.. but thas ok. Can only take but so much excitement anyway. lol. Besides, we only have 2 1/2 days this week so thas awesome too.
Friday, after I got done babysittin, mom was still in bitchy mode so I hung out w/ Bri almost all night but then had to come home. But it was cool.. we went over Mike's house so she could see Mark and hang out. Alex and Dan were trashed, they were messin w/ em bad.. but I don't think they'll remember it anyway. Well after while Alex passed out and started snorin bad, so Vikki rolled him over and shoved cotton balls in his mouth. lol. I felt sorry for him a bit, but he should've known better to get messed up at Mike's house w/ evrybody around. Anyway, we decided to walk around a bit cuz Noah lives right down the street. We brought him back and him and Mark were outside acting like idiots.. it was actually fun watchin them. I was laughin so hard my sides started hurtin like a bitch. It was gettin late so I decided to ride home w/ Vikki cuz Brianna wanted to stay w/ her lover boy. When I got home it was around 1.. for once I was exhausted. So I took a shower and fell asleep.
Got up at like 11 Saturday thanks to Melinda. lol. She was complainin about havin nothin to do.. and Bri was babysittin, so I got us a ride to the mall. God was that a mistake. She is the most embarassing person I know, by far. I mean, you'd figure I'd be used to it.. but it's never been so bad. lol. We went in Sanrio cuz she's like obsessed w/ Hello Kitty. Well she spent all her money and she wouldn't shut up until she got this dumbass $5 pencil.. so I 'bought' it for her. (Like I'd actually pay that much!) Anyway, later on these 2 guys were stalking us in FYE. I was listening to some Social Distortion cd and the dude taps me on the shoulder and says "you like the old school stuff too?". I just shook my head and tried my best to give him a clue to leave me the fuck alone but he followed me throughout the whole damn store till I had to leave. I sat outside waiting for Melinda to come out and he walks out and walks by me at least 3 times giving me these wierd looks and shit.. I was so pissed and never felt so uncomfortable. lol. Well, when we wanted to leave traffic was backed up or some shit.. Bri was sposed to pick us up cuz the kids went home. But she said she didn't wanna get lost trying to get to us so I had to get my aunt to pick us up. It took her nearly 2 hours to get to us.. so we sat outside talking to these people sitting on the bench beside us. They kept laughin and pointing at Melinda.. I knew it was because of her hair. The shit was all frizzy and nappy. When their ride finally came they got in the car and down the street were like "DD take a shower!". haha. She juss looked like she didn't know what the hell they were talkin about.. Anyway, my aunt finally got there, dropped Melinda off, and took me home. I called Bri and we rode out to the beach to see Keri and Lex, but they were out so we juss talked to Jacob for a while and left. She wanted me to stay the night so dropped me back home for a lil while. I got online for a few mins, grabbed my stuff, called my cuzn to make sure she didn't need me and left. We stayed up all night watching movies and around 4 I finally fell asleep cuz she stopped talking to me and called MARK!
This mornin we woke up at like 9.. like always she was hungry so we went to breakfast. I swear I have no idea how she can eat so damn much and still stay skinny. I hardly eat at all and everytime I do it catches up w/ me. lol. Then again, maybe me being a lot lazier has a lot to do w/ it. :D Well she had to babysit today, so we dropped off the movies and then I juss decided to go home. Only had a few hours of sleep so I took a nap, got up, and here I am! Best part is, no babysittin today either. YaY. So I'm enjoying this stress-free Sunday. And I really don't feel like doing anything else so I'll prolly juss hang around the house. Gotta clean up my room, get some laundry done, and work on some geometry homework due like a week ago. I'm actually getting things done for once! XD
Well.. nothin else to say really. I could sit here and ramble on about more random stuff (like how much I miss Chris right now :)), but if you know me well enough you should know already. lol. And this is long enough! So I'll be back some other time. Miss me LOTS! XP
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Just thought I'd start out by saying, "Kylene, you're awesome. I love you!" XP
Ashley's next. I mean ya, her business w/ uh.. is kinda disturbing, but she's always stood by me and everything.. through all the drama. And I've never felt so comfortable around any of my friends as I do w/ her.. s'weird. lol. (Actually, I take ALL of that back! She's using me to meet up w/ her buddy cuz my house is closer to his than her's!!! GrR.) Ok, nuff bout THEM. I'm sitting here w/ Katelyn.. being bored, waiting for my cousin to get here already. I HATE that I have to babysit on a Friday night. She's so lucky I care.. actually I shouldn't be complaining because I get paid lots. But ya, kids piss me off after while. I feel like my freakin mother! This sucks.. I should at least get paid $10 an hour. XD
This weekend is gonna be BORING! Sure.. I might be able to hang out w/ Bri, Ashley, Vikki, or Melinda.. but as much as I love them I need something new here! I wanna real job.. that way I can't whine as much about having nothin to do. I know you would never expect me to say this.. but I wish Michael and Johnna would come up and visit me soon, hopefully over thxgiving break. He gets on my nerves and she's such a prep but I miss em like crazy! :) For now I'll probably just catch up on sleep until something interesting comes along..
I'm so glad I'm off restriction now. Only had to suffer a week.. and still I snuck off when mom wasn't here. lol. But she got pissed at me again yesterday. Like an hour before my cuzn was sposed to come by and pick up the kids, SOMEONE comes bangin on my door. So I answer it.. the most unlikely person was there. Derick decided he'd stop by and say 'hi'.. then had the nerve to ask if we could hang out. I told him no and stood there for like 10 mins tryin to get him off my porch. He finally decides to leave and just then mom pulls up and sees him walking from the yard. God.. I never heard the end of it. She just knew I had his dumbass inside.. she was like "how long has this guy been here? you know you're not supposed to have anyone over, especially when you're babysitting". I tried to convince her that it wasn't set up or w/e but she wouldn't have it. Now she'll NEVER trust me to have anyone over. And I hate it. I always get to go over my friends' house but whenever they wanna come over here I tell em they can't and they think I'm juss bein a bitch. Guess it's somewhat my fault but gosh, GIVE ME A BREAK!
Got some things cleared outta the way today.. almost forgot. For some reason, the last few days I've been like really emo. lol. Frustrated, worried.. finally it's over. I really had some time to think things over.. and thx to a few talks I've had I've learned a lot. And realized a lot.. and noticed some things I've been doing wrong lately. So it's changing. I'm tryin to make everything for the better.. thx to *Chris* for all the motivation! XD X*
Well I'm leaving now.. got some things to do and mother duty's calling. But I'll copy a survey I took up here before I leave, because I just KNOW how much you LOVE surveys. XD LaTeR kidS!
***BASIC FACTS***
::name as appears on birth certificate: Sarah Evelyn Coulter
::single or taken: taken.. :)
::zodiac sign: aries
::Chinese zodiac: dragon
::Hair color: reddish brown
::eye color: blue, grey, green
::height (last time you checked): 5'4
::shoe size: 7
::glasses or contacts: contacts
::braces: nope
::piercings/tattoo: ears.. want more/no tattoos
::birthplace: this crappy ass ghetto
::current residence: uh.. my house
::siblings: unfortunately 1
***HAVE YOU EVER...***
::Gone skinny dipping? accidentally.. lol
::Been drunk? somewhat
::Gotten high? nope
::Smoked a cigarette? nope
::Skipped school? duh..
::bungee jumped? noppppe
::TP-ed someone's house? lol not exactly
::won something (contest, race, etc.)? I ALWAYS WIN!
::kissed someone not related to you? uh ya
::French kissed? duh
::Been in love? no not yet..
::Been in lust? guess you could say so
::asked someone out? once.. lol
::Been rejected? yep sure nuff
*** FAVORITE... ***
::food: gummy bears?
::school subject: kb! haha
::TV show(s): ugh.. tv
::number: 9
::book: don't have one! lol
::movie: I dunno
::candy: uh.. gummy bears!
::soda/pop: mountain dew
::color: reddddd
::vacation spot: anywhere near a beach
::sport to play: hahaha.. soccer?
::Band: SPITALFIELD!
::letter: how gay.. uMm.. C!
::fast food restaurant: whatever!
::Favorite Cartoon: lloyd in space!!!! (lol Bri)
::holiday: xmas
::Name for a girl: I dunno!
::Name for a boy: BOB! :)
*** DO YOU PREFER... ***
::Chocolate or vanilla? 'nilla
::hugs or kisses?: kisses
::summer or winter?: summer
::long relationships or one night stands? relationships!
::either scary movies or comedies?: both
::silver or gold?: silver.. or white gold.. lol
::Croutons or bacon bits? bacon bits..?
*** IN THE PAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU... ***
::Watched a movie: yep
::Talked on the phone? yep..
::Cried? yep..
::Thrown up? nah
::Hurt yourself? no
::Got in a fight? no
::Hugged someone? yep
::Kissed someone? yessum.. MmM
::Held hands? nah
::Read a book? hahaha
::Regretted something? sorta
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Forgot about updating again earlier so here I am now!
Besides.. I finally was able to get outta the house for a while so didn't have much time. And I didn't have to babysit today after all! So ya, today's been a pretty good one. And so I don't mind writing in this stupid blurty. I'm so proud of myself.. I made a lotta ppl happy today for once! =D I got to see Lex and Keri again, probably cuz it'll be the last time for awhile w/ everything goin on. And I played matchmaker.. got Bri and Mark back together! Cuz it's obvious they're in love.. they have been for like the past 2 years. Oh ya.. as much as I might regret it, I took up for Dan today when everyone accused him for stealin Scott's bike. What a lame ass joke.. I wasn't gonna let him get blamed for that crap! Even though ya, sometimes he might deserve it, thought I'd be a better person. And friend. haha. Umm.. look at all this stupid shit I'm writing. Someone comment and give me something interesting to talk about!!! ((which I know will probably never happen cuz nobody EVER comments.. :'( )) For now I'ma go cuz I have to get ready for bed and still have a few things to get outta the way. So if I remember I'll write more tomorrow.. cuz I know you just can't wait. XP
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Ya I know, another journal thingy..
The other two I deleted. And I was bored, and missed blabbin out everything up here. I know y'all missed it too.. =P Well, since this is the first entry and I still have a lot of stuff to do to this thing I'll juss write back later w/ more to say!
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