| NEW JOURNAL. no more updating on this one |
[24 Mar 2003|05:58pm] |
I'm gonna make a new journal. I'm staying there and I won't update this one anymore. So if you have me added now, tell comment on my new journal and i'll add you there.
new journal
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| I'm a drinker. XD I know. But I don't have BIG hair >_>;; |
[23 Mar 2003|05:44pm] |
You are Eva! You're the vocalist. You have a good
attitude and are actually pretty worried about
your figure. (as strange as that may be x_x)
You drink more than the other members combined.
You're a freak and that makes you special. You
rawk!
Which member of Cerberos are you?
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[16 Mar 2003|02:38pm] |
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Today my mom is supposed to get back from Vagas!!! xD *dances* oh and this guy... from LJ... he wants Reset at Sweet Trance (Plastic Tree) xD and... he can't get the video yet apparently... but we've been talking for like... and hour and a half. >_>;; hehe fun though.
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[15 Mar 2003|12:36pm] |
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*face falls on the keyboard* great day this is starting to be... i feel like i have a hangover... >_> i don't remember much that happened after getting home from the play... which btw... was great. MMmm. Seong. xD Anyway... I just woke up like... 10 minutes ago... I was having this dream... it had to do with persocoms... >_> (Chobits) and Hideki was holding Chii... like trying to keep her away from me and she kept saying "CHII! CHII! CHII!" over and over and over again. I woke up when i heard my cat jump on the bed and i STILL heard "CHII! CHII! CHII!" I thought I was going crazy >_> turns out the more I listened to it... I figured out... It was a bird. -_- Then I walk out of my room... i bump into the wall. >_>; Then I stumble into the dining room where I turn on the computer and i go in the kitchen. The poor puppy is shaking all wet. (My dad took hhim out in the morning to pee... and since it's raining... the dog HATES rain.) I was like "aww..." SO i pick up his sweat shirt thingie... (used to be my sweat shirt xD) And I put it on him. He licked my hand and i huggle him and go "aww! My little pepi!" Then i stumble back in the dining room and sit at the computer... I get online and.... 5 viruses pop up -_- I got rid of them... but really. -_- 5!!! >_< I don't need this when I wake up... I want my mommy back home >_< ... She said she'd call again if she wanted to hear my voice. >_> guess she doesn't want to hear it ;_; ... lol... nevermind.
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[14 Mar 2003|11:00pm] |
Mmm... Seong. lol One thing that went well today, Melinda and I saw "Kiss me Kate" again.. Mmm... yes Seong... strip... strrrrip... Mmm... Too darn hot... Seong... >_> er... I mean... hehe ^^;;
ryuu panda: too darn hot!
ryuu panda: XD
nocturn93: HEEEEE
nocturn93: yay
nocturn93: *drool*
ryuu panda: *drools*
ryuu panda: Seong....
ryuu panda: *drool*
nocturn93: yap
nocturn93: yummmm :q
ryuu panda: *dream state* yum..... yes.... yes strip more Seong.... strriiiiippppp
nocturn93: lol
nocturn93: yay
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[12 Mar 2003|03:42pm] |
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today kinda... was weird. and... disturbing. Before school started i took some of Jacob's hot coco. (yum) and wandered around as per usual. 1st and 2nd period... eh. nothing. just... P.E. and math. -_- Snack was... weird. Melinda and I wandered around the tennis courts and climbed over the net and back over then we jumped while sitting on it. o_o that lasted a surprising 3 minutes. lol 3rd and 4th period... eh. English and Health. 'cept I got to show Patrick my new drawing... which I'm thinking of CGing and giving to my mom tomorrow... (her birthday is tomorrow) he read what i wrote in the picture and he was like... "Um...? Is this refering to just... siblings loving each other or incest?" I was like... "xD incest." he was like "COOL! Incest is yummy." lol Lunch was... the best part. xD Melinda and I stole half a sandwich from Janet. xD and we wandered off into the halls... where we found Daisuke-sempai. (My BIGGEST crush... lol saying that makes me feel like some popular elementry school girl!) We find out he's in manga club. T-T and... our friend Janet.... um... different Janet. lol She kinda knows him!! >_< She said that... if Melinda or I wanted she could get his sn... maybe his address... and his phone #! >_< I was like "wahhh" I'm thinking of asking her to get his sn... and tell him a bit about me. and my drawings!! I wonder if he'll like them!? Omg... if he doesn't like me or my drawings... o_o i'll cry. and cry. forever. >_> Onto 6th... i'm skipping 5th... nothing happened. just notes. but as usual... 6th period. The normal oohing and ahhing. -_- I seriously want to slap those guys if they keep staring at my ass. As i was walking by the one guy is like "*whistle* Now that.... is sexy." and the other guy is like ". . . yeah." -_- I swear... if they keep this up.... Rawr. >_< and.. after school.. Melinda and I found this bow thingie from like.. a bag or something. So I picked up one string and she picked up another. xD We were amusing ourselves with it. xD She tied the string around my backpack xD like a leash. lol Then I did the same to her. >_> We were bored, needed something to do. So We start to cross the street, i still have her tied up >_> and this one *ahem* *coughTYcough* guy in his car sees me pushing Melinda and pulling on the string. He waved us over and raised his eyebrows.... -_- What is it with guys. I mean I admit it must have looked.... strange... and bondage like... but REALLY! >_< At least the guy was like.. 17 or 18 >_> not like... old. lol like... 40... >_> anyway yeah... Which reminds me of... a few days ago. o_O Melinda and I were walking down the halls at lunch and these 2 guys pass by...
One guy: hey... are you two lezbians?
me: O__O NO!
Melinda: O_____O
Other guy: Damn, that sucks.
>_> We were just WALKING. >_> strange strange men... I'm getting more and more frightened of white guys.........
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[09 Mar 2003|01:46pm] |
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I think I'm gonna make myself some Dir icons. lol. This is the first Dir CD I heard. I d/l a song. Before the speakers fucked up o_O and that song was....... 304 goshitsu hakushi no sakura. *drool* Still my favorite song. *Sigh* this CD brings back memories. *melts* Going to Santa Barabra.... making strange faces to the people driving behind us. Going to the beach... It just reminds me of summer. Whenever I hear a song from "Kai" it feels like summer. *sigh* .... *shakes head* ack! I forgot! I didn't tell you about "Kiss me Kate"! >_< Well...
( Here it is! )
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[08 Mar 2003|06:50pm] |
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hehe. Melinda stayed over. We played with my grandpa's laptop... and the Sysco writing program... hehe. It talks when you spell something "wrong" or you can make it read the whole document. lol Today we played with it... for..... 2 and a half hours ^^;;; but the lady sounds funnnny!!! We made her say things like
"I don't like that... Stop it, you smell, lick me. Now go away... but first... the oral sex."
lol it was SO fun!!! xD I'm gonna do it some more. xD I got to borrow Interview with the Vampire again :D My mom lost her copy so... I borrow. lol kk bai
btw... i went to "Kiss me Kate" the school play... I'll talk about that later... maybe. lol
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[21 Feb 2003|06:31pm] |
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new blurty here :D have fun.
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[21 Feb 2003|06:21pm] |
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i... my leg went... boom. splat.
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[20 Feb 2003|05:15pm] |
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I think... I will make another journal... but where? o_o here? deadjournal? Although.. i don't think I'll make another DJ... at least not until I get a paid account... I make another one here xD i'll post the user name when I'm done. whoo hoo I get to make new icons xD
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[18 Feb 2003|08:03pm] |
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I heard my mom crying........ She really wants to go to this one concert for her birthday... we can't pay for the tickets..... *sigh* i hate it when she cries
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[17 Feb 2003|06:16pm] |
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I got my hair cut today! ^^ wai wai! it's so kawaii!! er... hehe. ^^ I also got the 4th volume of MARS and the 3rd volume of Chobits! :D funfun. I wanna play Final Fantasy X today........... but my dad's playing HIS game. >_< and yeah. He won't stop until my grandpa comes home... and I won't be able to play it... >_< oh well i have stuff to do... I wanna call Mel. O_o
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Well.... wow. This kind of sucks. Until I read ellyn's post I had forgotten all about the war and the drafting... Now I remember... my cousin has to go... and really how long is this damn war gonna go on? If it goes on too long my other cousin is going to have to sign. And... my friends... They may have to also.... And they may die... If... If my cousin dies... because of a stupid war like this... against his will... If he dies doing that... I swear I know my life will never be the same... and neither will my cousin's girlfriend... what will she do?
I don't mean to sound a bit..... old fashioned and like such a pasafist.......... but..... What will this damn war solve? I mean... All you do is loose lives... It just seems so stupid, and since damn Bush is so näive.... I'm sure if he wasn't the president.... this wouldn't have happened, none. I mean think. Really, it wouldn't have happened. and now... because of one stupid man, people have to die... because of his stupidity... It pisses me off to a point of no end. It really does.
Anyway............. what i wanted to say now... I can't remember... except I gotta keep a note to myself... Play video games just as my dad stops playing his game. >_
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What does your name mean?: journal or my real name..? journal name means... nothing really. just a Japanese word with no meaning... and my real name means.... heroine. :D
How old are you?: 14..... waiting to become 15 in a couple weeks.
How old are you mentally (as in are you mature?)?: depends... either.... like.... 35.... or.... 5... o_o depending if I'm high on sugar.
Describe yourself in 5 words.: bad, dumb, weird, strange and boring.
What are your worst qualities: everything.
What are your best qualities: *shrugs*
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning: about 20 minutes
~SLEEP~
Do you dream at night?: we all do.... I don't remember ALL my dreams though... sometimes I'll only remember bits and pieces... like... the one about the guy.... in Tokyo... at a train station.... with the needle... and the injection.. and... yeah.
Do you remember your dreams?: I just told ya.
Describe one.: I was sitting in a park. On the bench and the kids were all playing.... but I noticed I was the only... er... older person there. I just kinda sat there on the bench and the sky turned yellow and all the kids stopped moving.... that was a strange dream. o_O
What time do you go to bed usually?: weekdays.... 10:00 PM weekends and no school... around 2:00 AM maybe 3:00 AM
What time do you wake up normally?: when I have school 5:00
What time do you wake on weekends?: 2-4
Do you find waking late nice or annoying?: nice....
Do you sleep with one pillow or two? four
~SCHOOL~
Do you like school?: not really... I only like being there because of my friends.
Why/why not?: i don't like school because.... well it's never gonna help me. Not with the job I want anyway. Even if I don't get the job I REALLY want... the second and third choice of mine doesn't involve anything you learn in school anyway... I never wanted to go to HS...
Whats ur fave subject?: english and art.
Most hated subject?: math and P.E.
Do you have a fave teacher?: meh.... not really.
Ever had a crush ona teacher?: EWWWW! >_<
Are you a maths/science person or an english/drama person?: english/art person... i can't stand drama... i... get stage fright. >_< I'm trying to overcome that on my own thank you.
~FRIENDS~
Do you have heaps of friends?: not really... there's a lot of people i hang out with... but they're not my "friends"... I only have one friend. and few others. o_o
Do you have a best friend?: yeah........
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?: half and half.
Do you ever get annoyed at any friend?: jessica... and her...... happiness... and hyperness.... annoys me sometimes. unless i'm drunk... or hyper. O_O
Have you ever lied to a friend?: haven't we all? but nothing bad.
Have you ever stolen a friends: a friends.... the hell? and no... I haven't.
Boyfriend/Girlfriend?: i like to think of myself being........ single... all the time... so i can catch hot asian guys :D
~FAMILY~
Do you like your parents?: . . .
Ever run away from home?: yes, and I did... I got up the street with all my clothes and my stuffied tiger until my mom ran up to catch me and apologize.
Ever thought about it?: if... i tried to run away.... of coarse i thought about it...
Do you have any siblings?: no.
If so, do you like or get annoyed with them?:
How old are they?:
If not, do you mind being an only child?: i mind very much. But I know we can't afford having another kid....
Do you feel your parents spoil you?: um... we don't have much money... it's kinda hard to spoil someone without money to spoil them with.
Do you not get along with any of your family?: I don't get along with my family a lot of the time... no. My mom and I, however.... seem to keep it together... most of the time.
Do you have big family get togethers ever?: no. last get together we had... was when i was 7.
~RELATIONSHIPS~
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no. THANK GOD! :D I... wouldn't mind being Daisuke-sempai's girlfriend though....
If so, are you in love with them?: I've only been in love with one person.
Do they love you?: I wouldn't know... they're dead.
How long have you been together: never been together :p
Most romantic thing they've ever done for you?: lalalalala
Do you have a crush?: i have many. Eveeerrrrryyyy asian guy is victim.
If so, are you in love?: no... just... lust. except... maybe... Daisuke-sempai. I go all floaty when I see him...
Do they know you like them?: no.
How long have you liked them?: Daisuke-sempai..... for almost half a year... the other one... about the same.
Ever done something stupid to impress them?: no.
Have you ever experienced unrequited love?: um... no.
Do u find it romantic or hurtful?: both.
Even know what it is?: yes.
~Sex~
Ever had sex?: no.... *hangs head in shame*
Believe that a person shouldn't have sex before marriage?: heh... have fun while ya can :D
Believe in casual sex?: every now and then i kinda do.... o_o
When do you plan/when did you lose your virginity?: i plan to loose it...um... whenever i do.
Did you regret it?: eh.... even if i don't like it... i prolly won't regret it. *shrug*
~Religion~
Do you have a religion?: nope
Do you practice it i.e go to church?: no
Do you believe in God?: . . . don't ask me about that man
Jesus?: .... or him.
Satan?: OR HIM! >_< I'VE HAD ENOUGH! >_< GAHHHH!
Heaven?: STTTTOOOOOPPP! I've had enough BAD memories running through my mind!!
Hell?: grrrr.... STOP!
~Morals~
Have you ever been drunk?: heh...... yeah. ^^;;
Taken drugs?: um... not like... bad ones. lol
Stolen?: yeah... once. lol or twice... yeah twice. lol
Shoplifted? once.
Tried to commit suicide?: tried... and cried. hey.... whoop that rhymes. it frickin' hurt dude. and.... i didn't even WANT to think of.... hanging myself. I have a personal reason for that THANK YOU! >_<
Lied to a boyfriend or girlfriend?: ... I have.but... stupid lies. lol
Gotten into a fight?: i was in the middle of fights... a lot... especially in elementry school. o_o *shudders* Lindsey... gar. She'd pull one arm. Mel would pull the other... and rip me in half. o_o
Are you more innocent or guilty?: people look at me and think i'm innocent... i wish I could think the same thing. *angst angst*
Would you date a drug addict?: eh.... maybe. But it would end up in hurt in the end.
Have you ever had to look after someone who was a drug addict?: . . . my mom's best friend Michelle. I had to stay with her when i was little.... I watched her shoot up once. o__o then I called my mom... But I've never... taken care of someone like that.
Are you racist?: no
Are you discriminatory to anyone?: I hate lots and lots of people believe me... but it's their attitude that pisses me off.
Have you been a hypocrite in the past?: I try not to be. I don't want to be like that.
Do you have an open or closed mind to other peoples beliefs and feelings?: open at all times, I try...
~Media~
Do you watch tons of tv?: no.
How many times have you been to the movies in the past 6 months?: once.
Do you listen to the radio often?: not the radio.
Do you read the newspaper?: no.
Do you read magazines?: no... not a lot.
Are you a couch potato?: no. i sit at the computer chair all day... i don't watch tv much....
Do you use the internet too much?: YES!!!
~Music~
Whats your fave style of music?: Grunge, Jrock, classic rock and classical.
Do you play an instrument?: guitar.
Do you sing?: kinda.
Whats your fave band?: hide with spread beaver. always will be.
Why?: "cuz hide WAS SO CUTE!" I ab-so-lute-ly HATE that. I like it because the music usually has a happy feeling to it... It makes me want to party. hide himself also was happy. In other words... Everything about the band and music makes me smile.
Have you met them before?: no....... i wish i could have.
Name 3 CDs that you've bought in that last year.: um... Gackt's Rebirth album... Dir en Grey's Kisou... and... when i go to little tokyo I'm thinking of buying an X Japan CD there...
Why did you buy them?: . . . *blink* i like the music.................................
~Sport~
Whats your fave. sport?: i hate sports. *spits on sports* BLEC
Whats your fave. sport to watch?: BLEC! i hate WATCHING sports even more. o_o if that's possible.
Do you have a fave team of any sort?: . . . no.
Do you play a lot of sport?: no!
Ever won anything for sport?: no!
~Perosnality~
Are you funny or serious?: both
Creative or not? creative
Logical thinker or lateral thinker? lateral
Are you outgoing or shy?: far too shy
Are you lazy or active? both.
Have you ever been hyperactive?: heh... many times.
Are you a naturally hyperactive person?: not really.
~Looks~
Are you happy with the way you look?: not all the time....
What would you change?: my weight i wanna be 100... i weigh 123. >_< and my eyes. i know people like them the way they are... but i don't.
Do you wear makeup regularly?: only if i'm going out.... the family knows how stupid and gross i look.
Do you have a large wardrobe?: not really.............. i smell beer. o_o
~Money~
Do you have a job?: no
Do you like it?: n/a
Are you a saver or a spender?: bit of both.
Do you work hard or slack off?: depends.
Have you ever been fired?: n/a
In trouble at work?: n/a
Made a major mistake?: n/a
Ever had money stolen from you?: yes... I still hate Alan for that...
Are you always broke?: usually... but now i have money! for... once.
~Embarassing moments~
Your all time most embarassing moment?: "you expect people to post this?"
Ever snorted drink out your nose?: yeah... and that STUNG! it was only once though... lol with COKE. >_<
Ever giggled like an idiot?: i do that a lot.
Ever embarassed yourself and pretedned nothing happened?: many times.
Ever tripped in front of someone you liked?: yeah... once.
Ever said something really stupid?: no.
Ever snorted while laughing?: once... and i covered my mouth. lol
Ever fallen off a bed?: yeah... when i was asleep... i woke up on the floor and i was like "o.o how'd i get here?" and climbed back on my bed and then realized i had to get ready for school.
Ever sleepwalked?: no.
Ever sleeptalked?: sometimes i do.
~Memories~
Whats your best memory?: I have one... but i don't feel like posting it right now.
Worst?: far too many
Whats the wierdest memory you have?: ....um.... i dunno.
Do you have a good memory?: um... usually.
Whats the coolest holiday you remember having?: I... don't know.
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[15 Feb 2003|12:40pm] |
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I miss you I need you, sexy sexy........ o_o Just.... singing with Cascade... don't mind me... I want to party... my mom is gone.... the only person here is my dad.. and i think he's... well he WAS playing his guitar... and he had the amp ALL THE WAY UP! >_< .... Anyway I think he passed out on the bed. O_o well i'm sure if he's asleep....................... *partys........................alone...............................all.....................alone* >_< fuck.
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woo-hoo! i just scored $20!!! :D
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whee... Since I finally went to school... I feel better! :D I got to see everyone. And Patrick gave me caaannnnnddddyyyy :D candy candy candy... I HAVE............ CHOCOLATE! :D I saw Daisuke-sempai today ^^ he looked so KAWAII! wai wai!! Bad thing is... I saw the Ty guy... and and... he's so weird. >_< He stares at me and like.... he's weird. He stands closer and closer to me every day during 5th to 6th passing period...... o__o I swear it... Today when i saw him he was JUST walking towards me... but Mel and I were already walking away and he gave Mel a dirty look and then looked right past her... and stared at me O_o He's a strange... tall... white guy. :p ew.
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