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[12 Nov 2003|11:19am] |
this is really bothering me so i'm just gonna get it out:
FUCK YOU for sayin you would rather kiss the pavement on the street than to ever love me.
FUCK YOU for then gettin out of your car and kissing the damn street.
FUCK YOU for messing with my emotions...leading me on to believe that you could actually care about me again.
FUCK YOU..because of you i'm having to go to a damn psychiatrist so i can work everything out.
FUCK YOU for always making me cry.
FUCK YOU for not ever allowing me to get any better...you know you have complete control over me.
FUCK YOU for making me like this...all dependant on you...needing you.
fuck me for not being able to deal with stuff and for allowing him to completely take over.
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