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[21 Oct 2003|03:34pm] |
Fuck you overacheivers who do everything in your power to make my efforts look like nothing.
Fuck you teachers/parents/principals/authority symbols. I'm not ever gonna be good enough for you.
Fuck boyfriends.
Fuck love. Love=shit. Forget about it.
Fuck being tired.
Fuck kids who are constantly happy.
Fuck people with perfect lives who still find room for complaining.
Fuck people who don't like me.
Fuck people who don't get the idea that I don't like them.
Fuck boyfriend's parents.
Fuck boyfriend's parent's rules.
Fuck you for not understanding how much it hurts me.
Fuck you for not trying to help me.
Fuck you for not being there when I need you the most (NOW)
Fuck you for making me feel like you're the only thing that matters.
Fuck you for making me fucking love you because I shouldn't.
Fuck you for not having enough guts to fix this.
Fuck me for not being able to understand myself.
Fuck me for not being able to fix my own problems.
Fuck me for being helpless and useless and pathetic.
Fuck me for not being able to find a reason to get up in the morning.
FUCK YOU
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| My first entry in here. |
[21 Oct 2003|06:26pm] |
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Senses Fail--187 |
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FUCK YOU. I wish I had your pictures in my hand this very moment because if I did would you like to know what I'd fucking do with them? I'd light them on fire and watch our fucking memories turn to dust. Let's incinerate ourselves and become ashes. Because it's all we have left. Ashes are all we fucking have. I am so sick of thinking of you. I am so sick of loving you. Why the fuck did I ever give a rat's ass in the first place? Why was I so stupid to think that you actually cared about me?! I guess I was being blind. You have only brought me misery and pain so all I have to say is FUCK YOU. You've torn me to pieces and I want you to know that all I can say to you is a fucking big fucking FUCK YOU.
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| Some people, I swear. |
[21 Oct 2003|06:44pm] |
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Soulfly's "Fire" |
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I feel so fucking love right now. Jim's cousin Sara IM's me on the computer asking me if he's in the room. Then she tells me to ask him if he wants to go to dinner with her and her parents, and then not even so much as offering me the same. Is it just me, or is that rude as fuck? I think it's rude as hell. So here's my big FUCK YOU: Fuck you Sara. You've been a bitch lately, and I don't know why, but I'm sure it's not a very good reason. You need to fucking chill your ass down, and stop being rude like that.
I've got another Fuck You to give out. I was reading some reviews for KoRn's "Untouchables" CD, some of those people were fucking STUPID! Some of these people ACTUALLY THOUGHT, that "Untouchables" is the best KoRn album out there. I could not stop laughing at these people. I also couldn't help sitting there thinking to myself, "Are you people fucking mental?" That is BY FAR, the worst KoRn album. The best KoRn album is "Follow the Leader". And coming in at a close second, is their self-titled "KoRn". But to say that "Untouchables' is the best album is fucking stupid. Some people, I swear man. So FUCK YOU to all you fucking KoRn fans who think that "Untouchables" is such a great album. It's a fucking disgrace.
That is all, Stay sic fuckers \m/
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