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I personally have already moved two of my journal entries over there. I'm not sure if the person who's Natalie-shaped is moving over there, but if so I'll move all my entries. I know that Jude-shaped and Ewan-shaped already have journals set up over there and so do like 17 more people. I personally think it'd be a great idea to move over there because it provides a better service than blurty. I hope everyone does move over there. Hopefully I'll see you all over there, even the ones of you I haven't had the chance to talk to yet.
Until then,
Colin-shaped.
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[20 Oct 2003|06:07pm] |
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Lately I've been going into the bathroom a lot more, curling up in the corner, wanting to be left alone. Mainly when Natalie goes out because I don't want her to see what I'm going through. The hell, the depression. Something I rarely want to talk about, something I pretty much never talk about. People do drugs to make them feel better, yet it makes things worse. A hundred times worse, a trillion times worse. Withdrawal is a tricky thing and something I don't want Natalie to see me go through, though I'm sure I'm not as lucky as I think of myself to be and I'm sure eventually she'll come back into the flat before I'm done spazzing out, I'm not even sure if that's the right fucking word for it. I don't really know a hell of a lot anymore, but I'm dying to figure things out once and for all.
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[13 Oct 2003|03:12pm] |
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At the wedding I ended up catching the garter. I just mainly wanted to see if I can get it but maybe it's a sign. Yes, I believe in fucking signs.
I spent the time I left in Natalie's room. She once again packed for me. I like that because I HATE fucking packing. I gave in and checked my mail today. Got mail from my sister asking me if the tabloids where true or false about me dating Natalie and I emailed her back saying for once they were actually true. I think that shocks her more than the world though. We'll be seeing her when we get in Morocco. I hate this fucking flight. It's so fucking long.
I ended up having a nice talk with Natalie last night about something. I also confessed some things to her and I could tell that she wasn't happy about it. I never thought I'd be having that talk anytime soon again but I did and that's that. No, you don't get to fucking know so don't ask. I don't care how nosey you are it's just between Natalie and me, I, what the fuck do you use there? *groans*
I'm done. I need a pint.
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[09 Oct 2003|03:14pm] |
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I've had um, *smiles*, we shall say a fucking awesome time this week. Yes, my mood is actually chipper, I didn't want to put that or cheerful because yes, but that's how I feel. Maybe I've awaken into being a new man, at least on some level right? So I haven't exactly been staying in my hotel room at night. Doesn't, fuck I can't even write this without smiling. Natalie you have this unholy power over me don't you? You do! Admit it! So maybe I've lost my mind, completely and utterly, and well if any of you read anything you're probably thinking what the fuck has happened to Colin Farrell. This isn't the man that we read about in People or all those other fucking magazines that most of the time doesn't even report the truth anyway. I'll say that I've turned over a new leaf and all that good shite. I believe I'm a taken man, that is if she'll have me. Yes, then.
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[07 Oct 2003|08:32pm] |
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So I went shopping yesterday. I can't resist a woman's pout and Natalie has a quite powerful one. I mean a VERY powerful one. We went shopping though. It was interesting. She went into every little store I swear, at least it felt that way. I'm not big on shopping but I didn't mind. It was fun just getting to be with her.
Yes, okay, moving on. I watched her line dance last night and well that's why I'm teaching her how to do it tonight. I truly don't have much to say. Maybe I will tomorrow.
Did I actually go a journal entry without saying fuck? Aye there it is.
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[05 Oct 2003|09:18pm] |
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I'm still not verified, maybe one fucking day it will happen. Fuck if I know. I changed my email again, have no damn idea if it's going to work. Probably have to go to support yet again!!! Enough with the fucking journal.
Yesterday I was going to go home to Ireland, met someone, changed my mind. If girls can change their minds so can guys aye? I can't get a hotel room until Tuesday, but the house I'm staying in right now is rather nice. Comfortable bed, hope when I finally get a hotel that the bed is just as comfortable. That's my only fucking wish.
I'm escorting Natalie Portman to her friend Love's wedding. I don't mind at all and I know what you're all thinking, he's going to corrupt the nice, sweet, innocent gal, but I'm not so just back the fuck off with those thoughts. I felt bad yesterday on the flight. My heart really went out to her. I mean I've been heartbroken before. I know what it's like to feel like pure shite after having a relationship end with someone you truly love. It fucking bloody blows. I'm going to behavior for the wedding. I will try to not curse as much as I normally. NO promises there though.
I think that might be it for now.
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[05 Oct 2003|12:14am] |
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Alright. Well the subject says it all so here the fuck I go! My name is Colin Farrell. I've done a couple of movies, used to teach line dancing (not a fucking word aye?), I have two sisters (Catherine and Claudine) and a brother(Eamon), and not all the things you've heard about me is true so don't believe everything you read. My parents are Rita and Eamon Farrell. My dad is a football player. I was born in Dublin Ireland. I used to be married.
I love pubs, they are a great fucking place to hang out. You meet a lot of great fucking people. I mean GREAT fucking people! People that you never see again in your life and you end up hearing their whole life story! Great fucking shite I tell you. I've heard a lot of things.
I guess I should tell you a little bit about my career. I've done the movies Phone Booth, S.W.A.T, American Outlaws, The Recruit, Daredevil, Tigerland, Falling for a Dancer, War Zone, Minority Report, Hart's War, Veronica Guerin, Intermission, and Ordinary Decent Criminal. I'm also going to be in Alexander The Great.
That's all I feel like fucking saying right now.
{OCC ~ I'm playing him as a single man without a kid}
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